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Galactic Spill: Come Share Your Favorite Experiences w/ 👽🛸⚪️ 🌀🐉🧚♀️🧞♂️🐬
Recorded: June 16, 2025 Duration: 3:01:34Space Recording
Short Summary
In a vibrant discussion, participants explored the significance of shared experiences in fostering personal growth and community support within the crypto ecosystem. They highlighted the importance of partnerships, funding, and upcoming token launches as key drivers for innovation and engagement in the space.
Full Transcription
Hey.
Hey. Hey, hey. Hey, everyone. Hey, Tim. Hey, Naomi. Hey, AJ. Hi, Shepard.
Hi, Shepard.
Welcome, everyone.
We're going to have the funnest space.
Bridget, Nomi, AJ, and I just created a phenomenal container.
We were having that conversation.
I was solid goosebumps the whole time.
You guys are amazing.
It felt really good.
I'm super excited about what's going to be coming through in this room today.
How you doing?
Told you so.
I feel like you're going to have some things to share.
I'm so excited.
Okay.
I'm just posting us out.
Telling everyone we're live
Me too me too
Thank you
What's up TK what's up Shep told you so in the house
Hey Shep hey
Hey not much
I'm super busy I just came up to say hi
Real quick I'll be down listening
No no no no you stay up here TK
You stay up here
If you guys need to drop me down, you can.
I got my kid and all that.
Yeah, just stay up here
and just vibe. You don't have to talk
if you don't want to or if you're busy.
And we got Mella B
in the house. Number one singer,
songwriter, Grammy award winning.
Mella B, international house. Number one singer, songwriter, Grammy award winning. Mella B, international superstar.
Let's go.
Hey, Mella.
I'm so happy you're here.
Okay, I'm going to post in the DMs all the groups.
And then I'm open.
We're going to have so much fun.
Today is all about sharing our experiences, but also like how we expanded from them, right?
What happened in our world and our reality after them so that everyone can just grow and share and have their, hey Southern, have their minds expanded and a little bit blown sometimes depending on the story.
I have a tendency to break the room with my stories.
So if I break the space,
just laugh with me because I've been having so many experiences my whole
life. Right. So sometimes you're going to break the space. Trust me.
Sometimes mine do. Everybody's like quiet. You can hear the crickets.
Right.
And just know not everybody's experiences are going to be
as wild as mine. But that's okay. We're all where we're meant to be. And we all have the types of
journeys and experiences that we're meant to have. And yeah, I've been doing this my whole life. So
mine just got weirder and weirder and more amazing as I went along. I'm really excited.
I'm going to invite via DM real quick, you guys.
So if somebody else wants to take over and just talk for a minute, that would be amazing.
Also, Nomi, Ash, AJ, we are hosting this room together.
It feels so powerful and fun.
I'm so excited.
Hey, guys.
You're welcome.
I'm so happy to be here. I'm so glad that Hey, Mike. Yeah, welcome. Man, I'm so happy to be here.
I'm so glad that I caught it, man.
I missed y'all last Monday.
And I'm so just, yeah, right, I know, AJ,
it's so much more of a fulfilling experience when you have Southern here
to add a little, you know, rustic vibe to it and whatnot.
You're a spiritual protector.
You know it, bro.
I'm the freaking angelic bodyguard, man.
I'm the seraphim.
Seraphim angel, baby.
Yeah, yeah.
The fiery seraphim sickling angel, bro.
I sit at the foot of the throne of the almighty and I talk to him,
bro, what's up? You know what I'm saying? I'm here to counsel. I'm here to lift up and
protect and, you know, just extend my angelic boundaries and wings over all of my beautiful
soul family here, no matter what, always always you know and uh you're always protected
in my heart and uh in my fields and in my world man you know anytime you need me or anytime you
need my team as Bridget likes to say hey I'm as long as you there you know from the highest and
holiest vibrational frequency of unconditional love from heaven, I'll fuck with you.
I love it.
I love the vibe Southern brings.
And I feel such a resonance in your voice.
Thank you, Ash.
I'm so glad to be here with you again as well.
Yes, it's all good stuff right here, man. This is the anointed, the chosen, the initiated,
the people that walked that other path and found each other.
I hope that you'll share your story, how you came to the conclusion of your origin point.
You mentioned the seraphim, and I think that that would be a beautiful share if you're open to it, how you were able to uncover that about yourself oh it's a story
it is a heck of a story really um you know wow man you know it's uh been a journey it's been
you know through life because the power of the more powerful soul of a soul that you are
the harsher the attacks that will come at you throughout life.
I mean, from birth, man, you know, they've been targeting.
You've been targeted.
If you feel like you've been targeted and held back, you're probably a chosen angelic soul.
Because, man, I have, like, I've been so targeted and held back in life and had so many
obstacles that I see
in my path and I'm not complaining
about those because those are all necessary
everything I've gone through
is necessary to
create the being and the manifestation
that is before you right now
I dealt with
drug addiction
many different things Ash
and Southern were you targeted?
Or could it be that maybe you signed up for that to be the transmuter of these energies, of these programs, of some of the challenges that exist on this planet?
this planet. Absolutely. Absolutely.
Absolutely.
Absolutely.
As an angelic soul.
It is. I'll say you feel
targeted, but once you get through
all that and you have the ability to call upon your higher self,
your angelic team, all the spirits and all the power
that is within you and around you, you get the ability.
I have the ability to look back at all of my experiences in life and give them context.
And by giving them context and being able to be in all that, you know,
everybody that was involved in whatever that situation was,
I can optimize it and I can understand the entire situation,
even from the sides that were against me or, you know, no matter what.
And I came to my, you know, knowledge of my soul source, I guess, you know,
my higher fractals, I like to call them through just through coincidence
and through, not coincidence, but the, you know, synchronicity.
My brother's kind of into spiritual stuff, but he's got his own thing going on that keeps him from being the most that he could be.
But he has led me to people that are just instrumental in my awakening and in my realization of my angelic source,
practical, whatever you want to call it.
And that was through my friend.
My brother's friend met this lady in Sedona, Arizona, and had a reading from her.
He put my brother on to where my brother had a reading from.
And my brother bought me a reading with her.
And then when I had a reading with her, it was pretty transformative.
And I ended up setting up a couple of more readings after that. And I made this lady, you couldn't Google
her. You couldn't find her on the internet. If you found her, it's because you're supposed
to find her. And I was blessed to find Megan Brown, who now is an author and all kinds
of stuff. But she she was she's very
humble woman she her readings were not expensive I mean she would do a 20
minute reading for $40 a 45-minute reading for 70 in an hour for like 120
it was it was cheap very accessible and I remember I think it was the second or
third reading that I had from her I paid for a 20 minute. She kept me on the phone for an hour and a half,
and she explained to me some of my soul origin,
that I'm a seraphim angel named Gregorian.
And that's kind of my higher fractal.
And I've also had past lives in some very very serious
consequential times you know in the places on this planet I was I was in you
know I was a Pharaoh during the times you know of the the actual the period
is actually being built I helped build Machu Picchu, as I understand it. And I also come to know...
You're going to make those bumps.
I know, it's crazy. And also, I'll come to understand that the way that we could build
those things is through portal technology. Is that we could portal ourselves 14,000 feet
above sea level into this place, and we could take these stones up there and do whatever
we wanted with them because it was all just manifestation
and actual, you know,
the power of our understanding
of this three-dimensional game,
you know, matrix that we play in.
And that's how much power we have
when we truly realize ourselves
is that we can form stone with the mind.
We can portal ourselves
to anywhere on the planet
and build a temple and have a party.
You know, I didn't like that.
But you know what I mean?
That's the kind of power that we truly have dormant in us.
And through this soul journey, through awakening,
through collective consciousness coming together
and really understanding, you know,
that God put us here to experience and also to spread and share love.
And love is so, so, I can't overstate how important love is.
And just love for yourself, love for your fellow human and your fellow beings.
And that includes the earth that you walk on and
the bugs that fly around you, everything.
And, uh,
wow, you know, just to be now
in this place where, like, I
wouldn't change anything that I've been
through, you know, whether it's
having a big septic
with an infection in my spine
from shooting dope that took
away my legs, you know, took away using my legs.
I had to learn how to walk in.
And I went through all of that shit, and I would not change a bit of it, because without
it, without those necessary casts, trials, and codes, keys, and frequencies that unlocked
me, that set me up for this game right here that I'm playing on the highest levels now.
As AJ would like to say usually, I think, you know, it's, wow, it just opens you.
It opens your mind, it opens your soul, it opens your understanding to be a multidimensional existence.
And stop playing in the duality and the ignorance
that they want to keep you in. I have a tear
rolling down my cheek as I speak these beautiful
words that are meant
for ears to
receive. Listen to these things
and take them as you need
and leave what you don't. But
understand that it is a time to wake
up and to get moving
and to do what you're meant to do and i'll land
with this right here just that right before i came on here i was doing my most one of my most
favorite things in the world i was carving uh some wood you know i had a beautiful i got a
beautiful piece of mexican ebony that i'm carving into a snake and i've got some deer antlers and
i'm going to make little rattles i've already made little rattles for the tail and I'm about to join those two pieces and glue it together and make it
all into one and wow there's the power in that. That's how I know that I am truly a creator being
because I never feel more at home than when I'm sitting down with something shaping something into an artistic
work of art that is coming from
my soul expression.
With that said, I'm going to hop in my
and I'll be in the ether right here
next to y'all. Much love.
Yeah, I want to respond to that
because Southern, you said something that I think
was the most important thing.
Southern, you said this, you said, you know, you went through trauma and that trauma, you used it as a positive to serve somebody or serve yourself in a beneficial
way. I believe that's the difference to how some people get past their trauma and how people get
caught up in it. A person may have something very bad happen to them and they can't get out of it
because they don't know that perhaps that experience
could help somebody else out down the road.
So they could be, I'm not gonna say selfish,
but perhaps just selfish in a way where they're like,
oh, I had trauma and they go into that victim mentality.
However, if they were more serving to others,
they could use that
experience as a positive. And I think that's the difference. And once you start seeing that, oh
shit, this bad happened to me, but you know what? I could help this person over here. Oh, you know,
somebody hurt me over here, but you know what? That experience helped me learn so that I could
help my child or my friend. And I think whoever could start looking at life like that, you really
have a key that could open up the door to a much more stable state of being.
A stable state of being is probably the people I know who are successful.
They seem to have stable state of beings.
So when something bad happens, they don't give a shit that much.
And it's, you know, it's something to be said.
It's something to be said, but I appreciate that Southern.
But I appreciate that, Southern.
Love you, man.
No, you're absolutely right.
And I'll just say real quick back to you that it's a recognition of those trials, man.
If you get stuck on any certain thing that kept you down at any one point in life, it puts you in that feedback loop.
And when you're in that feedback loop, you can't overcome it.
So I have to stay in a state where I know it could be worse.
No matter how bad it gets, somebody had it worse.
And so I look forward.
I look forward to using whatever happened to me to assist that next person
because I'm looking at other people to get that peace of mind.
And I know that it could be worse in this three-dimensional avatar.
So yeah, that's one way to keep going.
You know, everybody's got it one way or another.
Just deal with it your way
and realize that other people got it worse sometimes, man.
It is what it is.
Just keep pushing.
Love y'all.
Love you, AJ.
Southern, I love you so much.
And I just want to say, beautiful brother, this has been an amazing first share for the space.
Oh, so exciting.
Okay, you guys.
I am so expanded by the idea of this space and how we're going to share our stories.
Expanded by the idea of this space and how we're going to share our stories.
And Southern, you did exactly what was part of our intention, is to share the experience, but also share like how you expanded from it.
And that helps all of us.
We all expand when we share those keys, those keys that we've collected and that we've amplified, amplified within ourselves.
We get to share that with each other.
So I thank you for your first share.
That was so beautiful.
I just want to know who wants to go next.
All right.
I set the tone pretty heavily, didn't I there?
But you know what?
That's all good.
Cause that's what was called for, you know,
otherwise why would I be here? Yeah, baby. I love you. Love there, but you know what? That's all good because that's what it was called for. You know, otherwise why would I be here?
Yeah, baby.
I love you, darling.
Love you, my sister.
We love you so much.
I was having fun with the emojis and talking to Ash about it.
So, you know, talk about whatever your story is, right?
We're looking for those stories that you grew through,
that you had expansion that are fun also and playful.
Like, bring it, right?
So there's a lot of different opportunities
for those of us that have been experiencing a lot.
And also, I really love if whoever is resonant,
if you guys can share the space out just because,
you know, I don't have a blue check.
Ash doesn't have a blue check.
So it really does help to share the space out to let people know.
And I also want to thank everybody that reposted us, but getting to the live, right?
And commented and did all of that.
I really, really appreciate you.
I guess if, let's see, does anybody want to go next? Like who wants to go next? I don't see any
hands. I can go first, Bridge. I can go. We want to hear your story. Yes, you can see your story.
Which one I want to share first. So I've been connecting and communicating with a variety
of beings and consciousnesses since I was a baby. And so my stories can be really big.
So just know, guys, just listen as if it's a story. If you're not resonant with certain
aspects and just enjoy it as the story it is. And if you are, then allow yourself whatever you want from it, right? So I think my
team is telling me to talk about the doorway. So I was in meditation. And I do a lot of consciousness
traveling. I do it in meditation, but I can also do it just going into trance, not into, I mean,
it's all a meditative state, right?
And my experience with consciousness traveling is that I have the experience that I'm going out of the earth, but I also know that I'm going within, right?
There's a knowingness that this is happening within.
So I was following, I was doing something in a meditation.
I don't remember how it very first started.
I'll have to go back and listen to the recording of it. But I was following these streamers that appeared and I was kind of in space, right? I love to travel the universe. And these streamers appeared and they
looked like ribbons in water or wind and they were energy and they were kind of a golden streamer
and they were coming down. And so I was following them and I was following them up.
It felt like up and to the left, which is sort of a thing for me in my consciousness traveling.
The up and to the left will often shift me into different densities of consciousness and different dimensions, right?
So I'm following these up and to the left.
And then something happened and then I'm just
kind of floating in space in my consciousness form, which is similar to my body shape,
but there is no physicality.
And I'm floating there, and I'm just observing in awe the vastness and being able to sort
of peer your sight through.
It's like you can travel your sight from where you are in all directions.
And I was doing that toward a particular direction because there was beautiful nebula.
I have a thing for nebulas.
And all of a sudden I felt this something big happened behind me.
And so I spun around even though I could see, right?
And there's this.
Oh, this is getting sexy this is getting sexual no there's this huge doorway that had been created you sure it was
a doorway nothing scandalous here um there was this huge doorway that had been created out of
space itself and it even had thresholds right So it was this huge rectangular doorway, no door itself.
The threshold looked like space folded.
And coming out from it was this brilliant, bright white light.
And this was a pretty good ways away for me.
So I zoomed to it really quick.
I get really excited for new experiences.
And I tend to not have a lot of fear
because I can discern what something is, right?
So I got excited because this felt amazing.
And my team's like, slow down, slow down, because I was about to rush through the doorway.
And at that time, I was coming out of a dark night of the soul kind of moment, right?
right? So I felt like I had a lot of heaviness. Even in my consciousness form, I could still feel
So I felt like I had a lot of heaviness.
that connection to the human heaviness that I had. And I was doing a lot of healing at that time as
well. And so I come up to this doorway and there's this white light that's coming to the edge of the
thresholds, but not going out any further. But it is illuminating everything
around in space, right? And as I look at it, it's got this soft edge to it. And I peered into the
light and I could see these filaments of all of these different colors, colors that we don't even
have on earth. You'll find a lot of us probably have this experience when you're out of the human form,
there's a whole lot more color available. So I was seeing these tiny, tiny energy filaments
within this light. And I could feel on the other side of this was somebody, right? And it felt like
someone really familiar. So then I was like, I'm not waiting. So as I moved through this threshold
and it was a really wide threshold, all of a sudden, as I'm going through it, I'm not waiting. So as I moved through this threshold and it was a really wide threshold,
all of a sudden, as I'm going through it, I felt all of that heaviness. It was like it just dropped
outside of where I was. And as I come through, I see these enormous beings that are, I mean,
they're not enormous. They were probably like 12 feet tall compared to my little, you know, five foot four-ish, you know, human consciousness form.
And the minute I went inside, it was like all of the most amazing states of being that we have here that we call emotion, like joy, love, ecstasy, bliss, like all of it, harmony, like every single thing that I could, that I've
ever felt and more all blended together. The entire place was this white light, but I could also
see and feel each of them. And I was so excited. It was like feeling like coming home. And it was such a high frequency that everything in me just was vibrating in such a fast but
beautiful way.
And immediately, me being the human part that I am, I wanted to hug everybody.
And I was like, who do I go to first, right?
And I would have been totally like hugging their waist, you know?
And so I split into like 12 different versions of me and hugged all of them.
And it was really funny because a lot of the galactic cosmic ethereal beings, they don't hug,
right? That's a very human thing. But they were all so excited. And it was like, I could feel
the oneness with them, but the slight individuation
of consciousness within each of them. And then I had this moment where I recognized that this was
an infinite plane of this particular density of consciousness and frequency,
but they had created this cube that I've found so many
times when I'm connecting with particular ethyrics and sometimes even galactics for me to be in with
them. And I looked out toward this one, what would have been a wall of the cube, right?
And I could see space. And it was like the white light was still all around me. And I could see space. And it was like the white light was still all around me.
And I could see particular heavenly bodies.
And it was like this nostalgic moment happened in me where I could feel that I remembered all of these things.
And then I also had this knowingness that there were things that I couldn't perceive, that I knew what I could feel them, sense them, know them, that they were there. And I also had this deep, like peaceful understanding
that it was okay. And it was just because I was still connected to my human.
And I was still a part, I was still very much human, right? And while all of this is happening,
And while all of this is happening, my body on earth is freaking out.
I mean, in my bed, freaking out.
It is like it started with like shakes and because the frequency was so high where I was, my body was not prepared for it.
And so my body was having these like tremor kind of things. If anyone,
if my husband had walked in right then, he would have thought I was having a seizure.
And I have, well, maybe having something else. I don't know. My whole body was kind of flopping
like a fish at one point and it kept pulling my attention because it didn't feel safe. Right.
So I said, no, I'm not coming back. I sent energy through my my consciousness to my body
to all of my cells and I basically like harmonized it a little bit and said it's okay this will be
over when I come back right and then it stopped sort of in that I don't know jerky like convulsion
kind of thing but it was still having not the easiest time, right? With the
frequencies that were coming through me to it, because we're always connected, right?
So then I'm refocusing in the container that I'm in within this plane. And I have this feeling
to like take a deep breath, even though I don't have lungs. So what it felt like, it felt like I
was closing my eyes, even though there was no eyes to close, and I was going within, within my own consciousness and in the connection to everything,
because there was very much a connection to all of expression and these beautiful beings.
And it's like my whole soul took a breath, and I felt this beautiful frequency change where I expanded.
And when I focused again on where I was, I was taller and I held up my, what was, you
know, nothing like consciousness hand.
And I had their form and I looked down at myself and I was like, oh my gosh, this is
why it felt like home.
And then one of them, they were all really exciting. They were like celebrating with me
when that happened. It was like this feeling of, of like, I could feel the tones in the frequency
and hear it. And they were all like super excited. And then one of them came to me and told me via I guess consciousness communication I want to show
you something and we went through the cube and as far as I could see we were sort of gliding
as far as I could see this plane existed it was everywhere and everything it was all everything
was this beautiful white energy and I could also perceive what was translating into crystalline
dwellings. And I knew it was a translation and crystalline buildings. And there were all so many
of us right out there expressing and everything was in unity. Everything was in harmony. And it
was like this, this source celebration of existence. And so we sort of moved through that and then came back
to the cube. And as we came back to the cube, I had this moment of, and this has happened with
me a lot in my travels, I don't want to go back. I don't think I want to go back. And they, all of
this beautiful family of mine, were so loving during that.
There was no pushing.
There was no influencing.
They were just holding space with me and trusting me.
And I could feel it.
And my high self, which for me is the oversoul, right, started sending me images, gentle images of this is what will happen if you don't, right?
And it was me just exiting the human form, but my body staying in my bed.
And then gently showing me how everyone that I loved would receive that.
And I was still in that moment, like, I want to stay here, right?
And then the part of me that always chooses, that knows why I'm here
on earth, that knows a lot of my different expressions pulled forward, right? And it was
like, okay, we're going back because I had so much love for the human experience and all of
the beautiful humans and my animals. And I was like, okay, I'm going back.
I know I can do this.
And as soon as I made that decision,
I was back in my body.
And that's how it usually works for me.
The intention brings me back.
And so as I'm sitting there in my body,
this wave of emotion is coming through.
And I am feeling so homesick, like almost instantly. I had this beautiful feeling of everywhere that I just was. And I'm feeling deeply, deeply homesick. And so
I sobbed for about an hour. And then the homesickness started to elevate and lift. And I
know this feeling because I've had it so many times in my travels and in experiences. And so
I knew it would pass. So I let myself cry. I let myself
sort of, it was almost like mourning the loss of what I know exists coming back to the intensity
of the human experience. And then as I let myself feel all of those feelings and let them come to
the surface, I returned into love and gratitude for the human experience. And so that is my experience of one of my really multi-D experiences of ethereal connection.
And what it did for me after was helped me to actually move through some of the intensity
that I was feeling and helped me to heal.
So it's like every cell in my body received healing during
that and also expansion. And there was a bit of, um, a little bit of expansion, um, that didn't
feel good right at first, um, because my body was kind of freaking out, you know? Um, so it was like,
but it also brought a lot of things to the light of my awareness, which is what I request on a regular basis for me to help move through it.
And so I came out brighter, lighter, finer and higher, whatever you want to call it,
right?
Through all of this and moved through things pretty quickly.
I integrated a lot of stuff right after over the next week or two.
So that's my story.
That's my first one. Thank you for listening.
Well, you know, Bridge, you say something very interesting. It's a lot of people have that experience. I had that experience too. It's like you experienced the bliss, the joy, the ecstasy.
People say, why is there so much suffering on this planet? Why is there so much horror?
Why do we feel terrible all the time?
Well, if we felt good all the time on the other side, then why not create a reality
where we don't feel good?
It just reinforces.
It's like, I call it the bliss detox in a way.
You know, so why have suffering?
Because on the other end of it is eternal bliss.
So you would want a little bit of suffering just to learn, just to understand,
just to go through those dark nights of the soul.
And, you know, those dark nights of the soul,
they really need a publicist.
They're like the bright lights of the world,
you know, because you have to go inside,
especially when you're depressed,
you got to go inside and get away from people.
And then all of a sudden you find,
I don't know, some inspiration.
You find words to a song.
I'm sure Mella knows this. You know, she has certain inspirations and then she of a sudden you find, I don't know, some inspiration. You find words to a song. I'm sure Mella knows this.
You know, she has certain inspirations and then she writes a song.
And sometimes those songs may come from heartache.
I don't know.
But yeah, I love it, Bridge.
Land.
Yeah.
I mean, I feel like the dark night of the soul, when that happens, it can feel like it's never
going to end.
But because I've had a few of them and things that are similar, right, I have this knowingness.
But when that was happening, I was deeply depressed, right?
I was coming out of a self-imposed spiritual hibernation because my team had showed me
some timelines for my reality that I was like, nope. And so, you know, I, it had caused a
depression whenever we hide or, um, sort of dig our feet in the sand instead of stepping into what
we've come here for my experience, at least personally, is that it brings everything feels stuck.
Everything feels dull.
Everything feels, you know, maybe not everything, but a lot of things.
It feels like we're wading through mud.
And for me, I go into a depression.
And because I choose happiness so much, I may not even know at the beginning that I'm in a depression.
Happiness to me is a choice on a daily basis, right? And all day long. So I'll choose that.
And it's like part of me is not there and the other part of me is, right? So I was definitely
there. Everyone around me knew I was depressed. I didn't know until the very end of that one.
And it was probably like the last two months of that.
But yeah, I feel like if you are in depression, AJ's comment, go within.
That is one of the fastest ways to help yourself. And look at where you are holding yourself back from the things that are calling you.
And how can you move through that fear, that trepidation,
and do some deeper healing on why you have that?
Is it persecution trauma?
Is it a fear of being seen?
Is it that you don't believe you're worthy?
Is it that you are not giving yourself enough self-love?
And when we start to shift those things
and heal those things and transmute,
if you're a starseed, we love to transmute stuff.
When you start to do that,
that's when you'll feel the momentum going again.
So yeah,
thank you,
I see hands up.
I don't know who was first or second.
Sorry.
I wasn't looking.
We're going to go to Arcana though,
because she,
you know,
we're going to let the ladies go first and then we'll come.
Arcana in the house.
Hey, Arcana. Hey, Arcana. you know we're gonna let the ladies go first and then we'll come our kind of in the house hey
hey everyone how are you guys um i almost forgot because everyone said hey so i'm like
my adhd went like um yeah so i want to you, sometimes I think it's so necessary to, you know, I'm big on alchemy and alchemizing energy.
And if I know that my week, you know, it's too good an entire week, I'm like, you know, sit down.
It's time for a depressing day.
It's time for a sad day.
So I would literally get myself in bed and I'm like, it's time to go and dream. It's time for a sad day. So I would literally get myself in bed and I'm like,
it's time to go and dream. It's time to go and heal. And people are like, well, what's wrong?
And I'm, you know, it's like our body needs to rest. Sometimes we don't give each other
that time to rest. We're the run. We're always trying to live. But if we realize that living is also resting and going within the biggest thing about going within is actually take that time.
And like sometimes if it's not raining, right, it doesn't rain a lot here. So I'm like, I'm going to just put rain water sounds on until I can connect back again with that energy that I was disconnected
with. And so that's what helps me all the time. You know, I don't believe in we should be happy
all the time. I think we should have, you know, sad moments. We should have depressing moments.
Those are the things that truly purge our mind, our soul. And, you know, I see people a lot,
you know, they panic, they fear a lot. And I'm like, relax. It's. You know, I see people a lot, you know, they panic, they, they fear a lot. And
I'm like, relax. It's, you know, everything's okay. Whether you lose all your money, whether
you lose whoever, it's always going to be okay. Yeah, that's for now.
Oh, that was beautiful. Yeah, that was so beautiful. I am a huge proponent of feeling
all my feelings too. Right. And sometimes when we're depressed, we don't know, we forget things
like that. Right. So it's about returning to basics and having, having a space like this,
this remind you, you know, people in it and all of us experience our, our human, our human journey
in different ways. Right. So the beautiful commonality is, though, that, you know, we're in this together, walking
shoulder to shoulder through all of it, right?
And there's, just for anyone in the space, there's always someone that will support you.
And if it feels like there isn't, then that's one of those fire moments, like a phoenix rising from the ashes, right?
Letting go of things that no longer serve, stepping into things that do, and really just deciding who you are now and leaning into that.
Because I feel like we rebirth ourselves a lot in this human expression.
And to me, those moments where it feels like
everyone falls away and it's on me and sometimes even my soul team council, my soul team collective,
right, will give me the illusion of that, right? And for those moments, it's like, all right,
what am I being invited into? You know, there's something. So just know there is something beyond that moment.
And Arcana, that was a beautiful share.
And thank you for bringing us back into feeling our feelings and allowing them to be okay.
I like to honor them, right?
Even if it's like fear, I like to go into my heart space, put my attention and focus
in my heart.
If you hear me say drop into your heart, that's what I mean.
And I like to say,
and I like to put my hand on my, on my chest and, and tell my nervous system it's okay.
It's often fear and anxiety are, it's like our body trying to warn us, right? And it also can
mean that we're too far in the past or the future and not enough in the present moment. So when we
do that, we actually drop in and then I'm like, okay, I honor this fear. I honor the protection that it's
giving me or the warning or whatever I feel like it is in that moment, right? And then I choose.
I choose. I allow myself to feel. And it will start to dissipate, I find, when I give myself
that comfort, that soothing. and instead of resisting or attaching
to it, just allowing it to be without any stories, right? And then I see what comes up to the light
of my awareness. And that's when I start to choose what I want to do, right? And how I want to handle
this based on my own discernment with what that moment is. So yeah, thank you very much for that.
Thank you. I'm so big into feeling every single feeling, right? Like, a lot of people are like,
I'm strong. I got this. I'm doing this. And I'm like, no, it's okay to tell yourself you're not
okay. It's okay, you know. And I'm like, come give me a hug. Like, even like, you know, my kid, she's like, you know, she thinks she's powerful, this and that, and every single feeling because they are part of what's making you feel like that.
But also, you know, not staying in that feeling, quickly understanding it and then rising.
Okay, I got it.
I released it.
I let it go.
Now it's not part of me anymore.
But now I have healed and now I understand how to transmute this feeling, which is why I'm like, be a part.
You know, a lot of people don't remember their dreams.
They don't understand their dreams.
And the reason why is because you're disconnected from yourself.
You're disconnected from honoring every single feeling.
You lie to yourself.
I don't feel this.
I don't care.
I'm strong.
All those are lying.
You know, all those are lies you tell yourself.
Start honoring your truth by telling yourself, I am not okay.
I do feel like this.
And that's okay.
You know?
And that's all.
Dropping keys.
That was beautiful.
Yes.
Dropped the mic too.
That was great, Alcana.
And I want to say hi to Israel down there.
What's up, Israel?
My man Shep, Azrael, Enoch, Finding Wisdom, and my man Demonio and everybody else.
Hello.
Demonio in the house.
We love you.
Thank you for being here.
Israel, come up.
You know we're waiting for your stories.
And Rachel will be here shortly, guys. She said she'll be here in about 10 um so yeah come
up come up share your stories okay we're gonna go to oh no we're doing this thing again okay we're
gonna go well there's you want to tell you who it is so there's southern uh mella b and then us I will
yield to Mela B
because I did have a nice long share
when I opened up
in Ladies First and my fine
Southern Journal Way
Love that Southern
Mela
Grammy award winning Mela
Do your introduction AJ
Oh my goodness Hi everybody hope you're all well um hope you had a good weekend i
i wanted to touch on something arcana was saying and you know we were talking about rest and
you know just like resetting and giving yourself time to do that.
And she said sometimes she just wants a day to just like be depressed and be,
you know, do nothing and curl up into bed. And I call those rot days. Okay, it's a rot day where
you get to just rot, you get to lay in bed and eat chocolate. And then Oh my god, you want Dairy Queen for dinner? Guess what, girl god you want Dairy Queen for dinner guess what girl
you get Dairy Queen for dinner but guess what this is the thing with the rot day it can't be the
default day so I have like little I don't know quirky ways of like thinking about life and like
I have my default settings and then I have my like you know my rot day um for example
so I always like kind of remind myself,
I've got to return to default.
Default looks a certain way.
There's discipline involved in my default settings.
But yeah, I think having a rot day every now and then
is a good idea.
And I think it is productive to be restful
and like take time to take care of yourself.
Because if you don't take care of yourself,
guess what? It's not going to work. Like months down Because if you don't take care of yourself, guess what?
It's not going to work.
Like, months down the road, you're going to be like, shit, I forgot to take care of myself.
And now I have no energy.
And I'm completely creatively screwed.
And I can't think of any.
Like, your brain just stops working because you're like, it's been too much.
Burnout is real.
So, especially when you're creative. So, I think it's important to much burnout is real so especially when you're creative so I think it's important
to have a rot day every now and then it's allowed order that dairy queen
Mella what's a what's a rot day look like for you um well I happen to have the most comfortable couch
on the planet so I and it has like several,
it has way too many blankets and pillows on it.
So you can just imagine I'm just,
I'm in pillow and blanket heaven,
horizontal on my couch,
watching, probably watching Kill Tony,
getting baked up, ordering dinner
because I don't want to cook.
And then I'm going to get Dairy Queen
because I want dessert.
Like that's a rot day.
That's a good rot day.
And that's what's up. And that's because I want dessert. Like, that's a rot day. That's a good rot day. And that's what's up.
And that's what's up.
Mel V, that's dope.
Kill Tony and chill.
Yeah, that's it.
And you know what?
I realized something about, for me, watching comedy is, like, it's the best, guys.
It's the best.
Okay.
So Kill Tony or any other, other like comedy special or whatever you want
to watch to me it's like hacking your brain because let's say you're having a really like
depressed day and or like you're just feeling like super down if you put something on that's funny
even if you're not in the mood to laugh and you see other people laughing on TV, you see all these people smiling and having a
good time, I swear it's hacking your brain because you're like, oh shit, suddenly I have manufactured
this environment where everybody around me is happy, even though they're on a screen. It's okay.
It still works. So yeah, I think it's a, it's a trick life hack put on comedy. Oh my God. Mella,
that was such a beautiful share. I, I love, I call them the sacred self-care days and it used
to be Sunday for me. And in my other communities, people still, I've kind of laxed a little bit on
it since I moved here, but people still, they're like, oh, we can't
do it on Sunday. Cause Bridget won't come. I'm like, I'm like, I only, I only came if it was
like, if it felt fun or good. Right. But Sundays, they were, yeah. Oh my God. Sorry. Sorry.
I knew he was going to say that. My 16, well played. My 16-year-old.
Oh, my God.
What did I say?
Yeah.
So clear, cancel, and delete that.
Ugh.
It felt weird.
Okay.
So, yeah, I like to do things to, you know, I'll meditate.
I'll pull out my sound bowls.
I, you know, love on my kitties, cuddle my husband, you know, those kinds of things.
Right.
And then if it feels good, hop on to someone's, you know, there we call them rooms.
Right.
And then when I was ready, hop out.
Right.
And sometimes it would just be listening and sometimes it would be whatever, but it was
rare.
And if they had like a big event, it was probably not going to happen.
Right.
So I believe in those. I believe in that sacred, sacred self-care. And this is my reminder to,
to be a little more devoted to that on my whatever day I'm going to choose now. But yeah,
I love that melon. So tell me about one of your experiences though.
We're going to circle it back around. One of experiences oh i wasn't even i wasn't prepared
but i can be prepared i can rise to the occasion um you did have a near-death experience no
yeah i did um i've actually had a couple when you think about it i don't know if i've told you about
the second one or if it would even be considered that. I
guess I can share it and then you guys can decide and let me know. Um, but yeah, the first time I was
like eight years old and I thought it was going to be so much fun. I mean, I did this every day.
This was my thing. I was just this little kid that would like, instead of walking down the stairs at
school, I would slide down the railing. I feel like a lot
of kids did that. It wasn't just me, but yeah, it was kind of a dumb decision because one day,
I guess I ran too fast to it. I don't know. I just had way too much momentum,
and I was probably excited about something. I fully flipped over the railing at the top of
the stairwell and I fell um and I landed on my rib cage on the bottom like because it was like
one of those stairwells where it was like two levels or three levels or something so I landed
on the bottom railing on my rib cage and broke my ribs.
And then I flipped over that and I smashed my face on one of the bottom steps.
And that's when I was like out cold, blood everywhere.
And I could see the reason I know there was blood everywhere is because I could see myself.
I had this like out of body experience where I was above myself looking down at what was happening.
Didn't feel any pain in that moment.
I could see, I knew it was the librarian, Mr. Patterson that came over.
He shouldn't have, but he did pick me up after I just had that fall.
He picked me up and he took me to the office.
I saw the kids around me that were like, oh my God,
what's happening? Um, all from like a bird's eye point of view. Um, I, then I was in the
office on the bench and I could see the secretary come over and she was like literally smacking me
in the face to like wake me up. Um, and then, yeah. And then I woke up, so I don't know how long I was really
out for, but, um, I ended up waking up and was like, what the hell, like what's happening? I
don't know. I didn't really like feel anything. All I knew was that it hurt to breathe. Like
anytime I took a deep breath, my, obviously I broke my
ribs, so it was hurting to breathe. But, um, it was just one of those, like, it was a very
disconnected moment for me. Like I completely disconnected from what was happening. I think
it was like a survival thing where your body, your brain kind of disconnects to kind of protect you
from the trauma that's happening, um, from my So that's what happened there. They didn't even call an ambulance. It
was a terrible, terrible situation because the people that should have been taking care of the
situation and taking care of me did not. They didn't call an ambulance. They picked me up and
moved me when they shouldn't have.
They couldn't get a hold of my parents.
So they just kept calling my mom and dad.
My dad was at work.
My mom was in the shower.
And then eventually they got a hold of my mom when she got out of the shower.
She drove to the school and was like, what happened to my kid? Because I looked beat up.
It was very evident that an ambulance should
have been called like it's not it wasn't like a lighter situation um so my mom basically just like
rushed me into the into the car I sat in the front seat and I remember very I have a very like
strong memory of sitting in the front seat and making the mistake of pulling the mirror down and looking
at myself. Not a good thing to do. I wouldn't advise it if you're ever in an accident and you
think you might have messed up your face, just don't look in the mirror until maybe a little later. Um, it was just a very traumatic, uh, piece of that experience because
it just like at eight years old, it was not something I wanted to see. I remember saying
to my mom, if I'm going to look like this forever, can you just tell them to like,
you know, cut the cord? I don't know. Um, yeah. so kind of like terrible thing to say at eight years old I
had it was a very big wake up like it was just an experience that woke me up to how
life can change in the blink of an eye or life can be gone in the blink of an eye so I learned that very, very young. And it still kind of messes with me, but like it led to what I called an existential crisis
later in life.
So like I said, that happened at like eight.
And then I would say around like 12, 13 years old, I started to really question things from,
for some reason, from a very negative point of view. I couldn't see the point because I was like,
well, well, mind you, I was raised in a family. Like there was no like religious background in
my family. It wasn't, there was no like belief of, of afterlife or anything like that, that I learned from my family.
So I was kind of, and I'm grateful for this. Like my, my parents were very much the parents that
were like, you get to decide what you believe. Um, but I think that that facilitated this a little
bit where like, I didn't have anything to believe in, um, or any understanding of what would happen to me if that out of body experience
would have never ended. Like if, if that was what I was grappling with for so long, it was like,
well, what if I never left that? Like, what if I never came back? Would I still be in that?
Or where would I be? What would, like, I just started questioning.
And because I couldn't, because I didn't have an answer and because I couldn't find an answer and nobody could give me an answer, I started to get, I became this like very angry 13 year
old girl that was like, well, then what's the fucking point?
Like, why, why am I even here?
What's the point?
Like, if this can just happen, end in the blink of an eye, I couldn't
find the point. Um, so like I said, I don't know why it was from such a negative point of view,
but I, I held that for a very long time. Um, to the point that my dad would have to like intervene
in, in my thought process because I would talk to him about it a lot. Um, and he was showing
concern for me. like he could tell
that this was really, really affecting me negatively. But then I guess I started to have
this, I guess I found this new way of thinking of like, well, if I don't know, and if I'll never know, then I better make the most of every single moment I have.
And I don't really know. I can't pinpoint one point in my life where that all changed. I think
it was like a collective of experiences. Like, okay, I guess my second almost maybe what you
could consider a near-death experience could play into this because later
in life at like 16 years old, I was in Mexico on a family vacation. Um, and it never rains in this
part of Mexico. This part of Mexico is always just dry, but when it does rain, there is,
and you guys are going to find this so funny. Oh my gosh. So when it does rain,
there's this bug that looks very, very similar to like a bee or a wasp that comes out only when it
rains in this part of Mexico, very, very rare insect. Like you never see them, but it rained
for like four days straight when I first got there. And then the first day that it didn't rain,
I was of course like, okay, I'm going to go down to the beach. So I went down to the beach,
sat down on a chair and immediately got stung by this bug. Um, problem is I thought, okay,
I got stung by a bug, whatever. It's going to go away. Like I'm not allergic to wasps. I'm good.
Whatever. No, my whole back became what it felt like fucking third degree
burns like my entire back was on fire in like the blink of an eye it was like something is wrong I
ran to the bar that was on the beach and I was like guys something just stung me like do you
have ice like I just needed something I needed something cold to put on my back because it was
so terrible and they were like oh it was a wasp. It must've been a wasp, whatever here. Um,
in Mexico, what we do is we put bleach on the wasp bites and, uh, ice, and then it'll stop.
It'll, it'll go away. So that's what they did. They, they sprayed bleach on it and then they
put ice on it and gave me a towel and, and like held it there. And like, it went from like third degree burns to what I would have
said is like 100 degree burns, it got so much worse. So I ended up I don't know how guys, I don't know
how. But I somehow knew where the doctor's office on the resort was. I don't know how. But I just
like don't even remember thinking about it. I was just like,
run. So I didn't even tell my mom, didn't tell my dad where I was going. I just fucking booked it.
And I ended up at the doctor's office and I went in like obviously screaming and this guy,
the doctor helped me and he said, okay, sit down. I know what, I know what stung you.
I got to get the stinger out. And I was like, okay, do whatever the hell you have to do. I don't care.
So he gets these tweezers. He pulls out the stinger.
And he puts the stinger on his glove.
And it starts to crawl.
And I'm like, what is that?
He's like, so this rare-ass bug stung you.
That only comes out when it rains but
if it stings you the the stinger is alive and it'll go in your body it'll lodge itself in
your body you have 15 minutes to get this stinger out of your body or else it's going to release
poison and kill you overnight so then he looks at me and he says, I am 90% sure that I
didn't push the poison into your body when I took the stinger out, but there is a small chance that
you have been poisoned by this stinger and come see me in the morning, basically, if you're still alive. And I'm like, what? Like,
what do you mean if I'm still alive? Like, what? He's like, yeah, like, there's nothing that can
be done. Like, you're gonna, you'll, you'll just, he basically says there's nothing that can be done.
It can't be tested for. Like, there's no going to the hospital and getting this out of your,
out of your system. If it's in your system, it kills you.
And I'm like, okay, cool, thanks.
So yeah, that was my second experience with not knowing what was going to happen.
No out-of-body experience this time, but still a very...
You can just imagine the evening I had.
You can just imagine the evening I had. You can just imagine the evening I had.
It was not a fun evening, but I had a lot of fun because I made it fun.
I was not sober for that evening. I was like, well, if this is my last, last hurrah, then here we fucking go. I'm getting lit. So so yeah there was a lot of double shots a lot of
like I guess we'll like I don't know it was just a really fucked up evening um but yeah so that's
kind of the things that have happened I mean there's other things I could talk about but those
are two standout things that happened to me at fairly like young ages that I think kind of facilitated this perspective that I have now that I'm very
grateful for now, which is like appreciate every single fucking minute that you have,
because in the blink of an eye, like some rare bug could sting you and you could possibly die.
Like, you know what I mean? Like you you never know what's going to happen. Um, does that mean live in fear and don't experience life
and don't experience things? Absolutely not. Um, I lived in fear for a long time. There's a lot of
things I didn't do as a child because I was afraid of getting hurt again. I felt like I grew up way too fast. Like in hindsight,
I definitely grew up way too fast because I was living in a state of fear.
I think just because of a near-death experience, like it just, it did make me fearful for a long
time. But yeah, later in life, I kind of just settled in,
I guess with multiple experiences after that, um, both good and bad. I just think I've settled
into this mentality of like, I'm okay with not knowing what comes after. I I'm very comfortable
with not knowing. Um, I am proud that I can say that now because when I was younger, it ate me alive that I
didn't know.
And I think that's why I pursue what I love and do what I love every single day.
Because if I didn't have those experiences and I didn't value my time as much as I do,
I don't know if I would be taking this path,
meaning like pursuing music full time
and really just doing what I love every single day.
I don't know if I'd be doing that because how,
I don't know if I would have gained this perspective
of like every minute counts.
You never know when you're going to lose it.
So you might as well have the best time that you can have
and appreciate every moment oh my gosh mella now all of us that ever go to mexico are going to be
so paranoid but all the shocked faces um all the emojis that we're throwing were all shocked faces like ash yep like I am highly allergic to
bees and wasps um bees hornets whatever whatever um so I was like oh my god EpiPen but that
wouldn't have worked oh and the out-of-body experience when you were young Mela those
those experiences are are wild and I love I love what you took from them as well. Right. And like how you've used,
used the experiences that came after very different experiences, right. Um, to really just
fuel your zest for life and your creativity and, and who you are. And so I appreciate you and I
appreciate you for sharing that. And yeah,
does anyone else want to pour into Mela? So when I say pour in, it's like love on,
love on after the share, just as we're starting a new community with each other.
I like to call it pouring in. And it's just like, you know, letting someone know that you resonated
with their story and that you were listening and um it feels it feels good
to be heard and supported so if anyone else wants to pour into mella feel free it's just amazing that
she she symbolizes the bee and she got stung by the wasp that is still like all the things like i was like no i'm so grateful
and i love that you you know you threw caution to the wind and you're like if i'm going out i'm
going out in a blaze of glory um yeah as fun as possible um that's probably what i would have
done yeah maybe the alcohol i wonder if alcohol, imagine the alcohol killed it and that guy knew the alcohol would kill it.
Well, poison kills poison.
Hey, that's what I was thinking.
That's literally what I was thinking.
I was like, and you know what?
My mom, my dad, everybody was with me.
I was being taken care of.
I was, you know, actually, you know, what's even funnier about this story?
First of all, can we please talk about how the hell did I know where the doctor's office was?
Like, I didn't even have to.
I was on.
It was like my brain was on a GPS.
It was like, yep, take a left, take a right.
It wasn't like it was just down the hallway.
Second of all, how fucking coincidental.
We were throughout that week hanging out with a lady that we met by the pool or by the bar
or wherever. She was a nurse. So all night she took care of me. She kept changing my gauze for
me because it was gross, guys. It looked like I got hit by like a baseball bat going like freaking
a thousand miles. It was insane. My back looked disgusting. But yeah, so those were two things
about that story that always kind of,
I think maybe that's when my mind became kind of more open to the possibility that like perhaps
there is something out there that is, you know, helping me get through, guiding me in some way,
because I don't know how I got to the doctor's office and I don't know, you know,
what are the odds of me having someone there
to like, you know, take care of me.
And yeah, it's just, it was just a weird experience.
But anyways, I digress.
I feel like we have so much support
and we're in one of those spaces
where we're going to share about it, right?
So I feel like we have so much support and there are, in my experience,
beings who guide us, right? And our soul guides us in those moments, especially when it's not
about the exit, right? It's actually about the expansion that comes from it. And then divine orchestration, right? We know exactly where
to be, right timing, divine timing for whatever that experience is. So you were with the nurse,
the nurse was with you, that was divinely orchestrated, right? To have someone to help
you during all of this. And then the knowing, the knowing is just like, I've, I have had so many experiences
like that in my life. Um, you know, I used to, before the days of everyone having GPS,
I'm older than I look and sound. I used to drive, this is, this is not a story to share the whole
thing, but I used to have a lot of friends that were DJs and we'd do raves and, um, I would drive
to the next location if one got busted just knowing,
like on intuition of where they were going. And I did that nonstop, right? And it was,
it could have been any number of places all over the city, right? So I'm just saying like,
when we're tuned in, we tune into that, especially if it's something important. And for me,
it's something important. And for me, you know, that wasn't life or death, but it was just,
you know, that wasn't life or death, but it was just, I'm going to have fun, right?
I'm going to have fun. Right. So I'm just saying, Mella, and I love that that opened your mind to
more. I feel like we are awakened to the more that we are and the more that exists in that perfect
timing as well. Right. When the moment is right and we're ready for it, whatever that looks like.
Right. Sometimes it's beautiful and exciting and
joyful. Sometimes it's a hot mess express. Other times it's like intense. Yeah. So,
ah, thank you for, for living first of all, because we're so excited to be able to listen
to your music and hang out with you. And that was very, wow. Just two very, very beautiful stories um a little intense with the bug I'm just
gonna say I might have some nightmares but you know and I love I love our nature like I love
the beings on this planet but that is horrific yeah it was pretty freaky the next day I went
into the into the market with my mom you, carried on as I do when traumatic things happen to me.
I'm just like, all right, cool. Onward. Let's go freaking party in town. Um, so we went into town
and all of the locals start coming up to me and they're like, did you get a tattoo? Cause they
could see the bandage on my back. I was like, no, one of your stupid bugs freaking stung me.
And when I told them what happened,
they looked at me like they had never seen that bug in their lifetime.
Like that it's that rare.
So I don't know,
crazy stuff,
but I appreciate you guys for listening to my wild stories.
And I'm sorry if you have nightmares about the bug.
Yeah.
Bridget,
I just want to say I put Melody b's song up there if everybody goes to
meli b's get her song listen to it um if you listen to it you'll probably end the war overseas
everybody will be dancing and crying together instead of fighting each other and you'll save
the world and you save the planet you'll save humanity and that will that's what will happen
he's just so creative meli he's like the best he's the best at being
your publicist on x i know i feel like you're a queen other times you're the savior of the world
i feel like i should hire him as my like publicist or my just like my hype man you know
he introduces me at every show. Imagine that'd be beautiful.
Oh my God. It'd be so fun. Um, I just want to say hi to Rachel.
She's here and Momo is somewhere or she was, does she still, did she leave?
Oh no. She's probably having issues, but hello. Glad you guys are here. I'm so grateful. Um,
I'm going to go to Southern and then I'm going to just do a little reset of
the space. So everybody knows what the, before we go to Southern and then I'm going to just do a little reset of the space so everybody
knows what the intention of the space is. Before we move to Southern I want to say something to
Melody. Of course. Melody I feel I resonate with your story and I think that that's a phenomenal
thing. I have suspicions that what you experienced was a bit of an initiation when that poison entered
your body there's something that happens
like neurobiologically. And I wonder if there was a type of code or resonance within that experience.
And it kind of shows your higher self locked in and led you right to where you needed to be and
where you needed to go. You knew all of that. So perhaps at a higher level, it was a type of initiation
to get you to where you are now. And I think that's phenomenal. That's a really cool perspective.
Thank you for that. Well, everything has code and your body is a tool. Like your body magnetizes
and manifests. And AJ mentioned, you know, Mela Bee, like the bee, to be stung by this extremely
rare bug that could have killed you and then transform that experience through divine alignment
and synchronicity. Like you knew right where to go, exactly what you needed. I mean, that's a
significant play of power here in the human experience. So I want to commend you for that and just help you
recognize the power that you hold. Like it might not make sense to the logical mind, but higher
self is expanded beyond that. And what we carry in our body as a code impacts every single one we
come in contact with. And a lot of times it comes through the voice like your sound tone so I just that was such a cool story I just wanted to give you my little share on that and
then we can move on to shepherd thank you for sharing that oh my gosh ash and see this is why
you guys this is why it's so important to have these combos when we're sharing experiences because
the perspectives and the power and the power
and these people in this room 100 that was amazing ah okay so we're gonna go to to rage first and
just say hi and see if you i don't know if you wanted to share if you want to share to melabee
but i saw your hand go up when we were talking about all of that. We're going to do ladies first, then we'll go to Shep. And then I'll, I just, let me reset the room before I go
to Rach. In here, we're sharing experiences, right? So your experiences, Melody's shared,
near-death experiences, but also share your experiences with any of the beings or
consciousnesses that you've connected with in this life.
Share the experiences. If you don't have those, that is perfectly okay, first of all. And you will when you're ready, if you're ready, right? But also share something like Mela did, right?
So where you had that moment of realization with something, right? So we invite the experiences to be shared. And today's space is all about fun as well.
We're sort of holding that respite from the intensity,
the energies of respite, right?
So taking a break from the intensity that is happening.
It is okay to do that.
I feel like it's very healthy.
And yeah, so come hang out, have fun, receive,
expand with us.
And now I'm going to hand it to Rach.
Rachel!
I'm so glad you made it.
Rachel in the house.
We love you.
What's up?
Okay, so I love that this is a fun space.
You know, I'm all about the fun.
I love it.
Mela, holy crap.
We almost didn't have you here, girl.
What is up with that?
I loved hearing that.
No, I just wanted to say hi to you guys.
I've had experiences, as you guys know.
So I'll talk about that after because I know you guys had hands before.
But I just wanted to say hi.
We love you.
We're glad you're here.
And she was like, I'm coming.
I was like, oh, my God, I'm late.
I'm late.
But anyways, Ash, nice to meet you.
I don't like we don't know each other.
So I'm looking forward to like hearing you and like seeing what's what's going on in here.
Yes.
Thank you for coming.
Wonderful to meet you.
I love it.
You guys will have plenty of time together.
And I'm excited. If you guys
don't know Ash, she's one
of my best friends
off app.
She's amazing. Definitely give her a follow.
She is
new-ish to X and she's just rolled into
spacing with me like a pro.
You'll see her
on Mondays and maybe sometimes
peeking in your room. You never know.
Whatever space you've got going on.
So Escondor has a crush on her
by the way.
He was telling me. I was like
I think she's with somebody.
He's like fuck. He has a crush I think she's with somebody. He's like, fuck.
He has a question on who now?
On metaphysical ash.
He was spacing hard with the starseed stuff.
You know he doesn't do the starseed stuff.
He was in here from the beginning to the end.
He's like, yo, does she have a girl?
Does she have a man?
I'm like, I think so, sir.
You know what I'm saying?
This guy is such a shitster.
Do you hear him? Do you hear him?
Do you hear him?
Freaking AJ.
All right, Ash.
He's got the...
He's got the... He's got the...
Opposites attract.
No, Ash?
He's got the plunger.
He's got the plunger and he's taking it to the bowl.
And I hate every... Oh, you guys are changing
your beautiful PFPs. I like
Israel's, but come on, man, Stash. We need that
beautiful face of yours. That six-foot-two
hunk, beautiful face guitar
player of yours. I hate when you guys change
your PFPs. That's his face on
Neil. I can't see it as beautiful as
it was before. I didn't know that was
Stash. AJ, I was stuck on the soundboard.
I couldn't respond to you.
I'm still getting used to the X.
Yeah, where is our friend?
Can he come in?
I know he's probably got some experiences to share.
We should get him in here.
He's fighting against the Q people right now.
He's fighting against everybody.
He's taken on the whole internet by himself.
It's actually great. I love it. He's calling everybody out. He's like, all right, yeah,
yeah, yeah. He's just really getting into the influencer mindset and he's helped just bringing
it to light. So people see like, look, this might not be the way you come to the consciousness a
little bit and stay away from the government and politics stuff because it's a mess. And it actually will bring
people here more what he's doing, believe it or not, so that you could discuss the nature of this
reality. So you have a fighting chance because the other way you don't. So it's actually,
he's doing a great job. Yeah. Sometimes we get triggered by the antagonist, but what if at a
higher level, that's the part they play so that we can all remain really
solid in who we are?
And it's every type of energy that takes creation to really know itself.
So I'm here for it.
You know, I got mildly agitated in the room, like when we were having our back and forth,
but then I had a snack and I was good to go.
And I was like, okay, let's, let's get to know ourselves.
Let's say you threw Sir Escanor out.
I mean, he.
And then you had a snack and you let him back up.
Yeah, I did.
Yeah, that's what happened.
Yes, absolutely.
I'm always, I'm always a little better after a nice little snack.
Right?
You gotta have a little snack.
Blood sugar gets low, you get a little hangry but i will say
i'm getting better at that definitely getting better at that because if we can't control our
food you know a lot of times that translates over to other areas but we'll get back on topic i'm so
glad everybody's here look at our room we got some beautiful people in here and if you have some stories stories to share uh we want to hear them
where's shep where are the guys so quiet israel shep tk i'm just waiting my turn sir i'm just
waiting my turn patiently oh we need shep shep shep by the way i like yeah like see i like this
i like sir eskynor more and more every time I hear about him. Don't say that, Ash.
You want to make a joke.
Oh, she has a crush on him.
I knew it.
I knew it.
See what already happened.
He didn't have all the pretty voices, right?
I was listening.
I've been listening the whole time.
And then when Southern started, I was like, oh, fuck.
I don't know what I'm going to get out of this.
But there's always something to get, right?
Take what you like and leave the rest.
That was one of my favorite little mantras that I got. And then I heard Melody, Melody and Ash going back and forth.
And when Melody was talking about how she knew what, she knew where the doctor's office was,
just boom, just something kicked in and she knew where to go. And I too have this feeling,
And I, too, have this feeling, very strong feeling, that we're living through something
extremely amazing and that we're being awakened to it.
And I feel like I fucking know what's going to, I know what I'm going to do.
I don't know how I'm going to know what I'm going to do.
But I just have this feeling that I'm living in that moment too. Maybe like
we're being programmed by God to know how to react when the time is right and needed. And I
got here, I know what I got here by focusing on the good stuff. And a lot of my friends right now
are really struggling on this whole war, rattling the sabers and the poking through the cage and the war.
And it's like me, I'm not even paying attention. I mean, as much as I wanted to watch, you know,
the, the, um, the, I'm sorry, I'm being a little lengthy here. I wanted to watch on Saturday,
the military parade because I knew there'd be some cool things. And it's like, I don't give a fuck. I'm not going to get drawn into all that stuff because I have the end state
in mind, or at least what I think is the end state. And it just goes back to like, you know,
being aware of what's going on and little by little more clues keep coming to me and all of
these little conversations. So that's just what I wanted to share is that, you know, you guys are
like all my angels. You guys are definitely angels. If somebody is listening below and they have no
idea what they're listening to, they need to follow. They need to listen. Pay attention to
who you're listening to because you can tell which are the angel voices and which are the demons. So
everybody has their place, but I'm really glad I found you guys. And that's all I wanted to share.
I am working. I'm listening and I'm
enjoying this. You guys are like my favorite
right now. Love you all.
Shep! Love you.
Shep, it always throws a punch and runs.
He throws a punch and runs. Goosebumps.
The whole time he was talking, goosebumps.
It's like,
then he runs. I love it.
And we got Jenny in the house. jenny jenny and lou in the house hi lou i just want to say sorry i was eating chocolate but um speaking of like a little bit of self-care
i was like oh my god i'm eating chocolate i want respond. But it had caramel in it. So it was not a quick response time that was going to happen.
So what I want to say, Sep, is, man, that was amazing.
I feel like there's layers of reality that we can play in and stick ourselves in, right?
And that it is important to know what's happening in the world.
And I'm not negating anything that anyone is experiencing, wherever you are in the world.
I also feel like some people are, in this moment of time, are being called to hold different frequencies amidst the chaos.
And so when you were saying what you were saying, I feel like that is part of what I do as well, right?
And I was feeling that commonality for sure. And it can piss people off sometimes because
they feel like you're not rooted in reality. And yet I know what's happening in the world.
I can feel it. I can see it, right? And also, I have plenty of people that tell me. I don't watch the
news. I'm sure most of us here don't. And I get a lot of information on X, and I don't know if all
of it's true or not, right? But the thing is, sometimes when we're in this evolution of
consciousness kind of moment like we are now, there are people that are called out of that intensity to really anchor in the reality
that is a potential for us once we move through the intensity. And that's how I perceive it right
now, at least. So thank you for doing that, Shep. And also for those people, those of us that are
called into activism and are called into that, I feel like there is no right or wrong. And
when we release the judgment of someone doing something different than what we perceive should be done, that's when we can
actually see the bigger picture of how everyone has a role and a part to play and they're all
equal. So just wanted to add that in. And then whose hand was up and then went down?
Whose hand was it? It was Seth.
Where's Israel?
I don't know.
I think it was Israel.
It was Israel.
Israel.
And come on up.
And Southern too.
Southern too.
Yeah.
Israel and then Southern.
Hopefully Israel can come back up.
And is Jenny up here now?
Look at Israel's new people.
I know.
I like it.
I want to say one more thing, if you don't mind.
I meant to say this.
Yeah, of course.
Of course, Seth.
Take your time.
When I was listening to Southern.
That's what she said.
She does take time.
When I was listening to Southern and I said, you know, it's wild.
I don't know how I'm going to resonate with this.
I want to add this in.
This whole consciousness and there's, dude, I fully believe in the science of everything you guys are saying.
When you're talking about seeing other things and speaking to other beings and hearing the whole, the conscious, the science of the consciousness there, I fully believe in that.
that i just don't know how i'm going to react to it when uh when i get to that level i'm excited
I just don't know how I'm going to react to it when I get to that level.
but i don't know how i'm going to react to it when that moment finally comes if all of a sudden
something pops up in front of me and starts speaking to me i have no idea where it came from
and i know that it's not from this place even though i know that it can happen because that's
the way i believe consciousness works so i'm almost there and uh that's the whole take what
you like leave the rest kind of thing.
I know that it's coming for me.
Thank you, guys.
Oh, my God.
I love that, Shep.
I feel like I used to say every time I shared on the other app, I would say only accept what feels right for you.
Let everything else fall away.
And I feel like that is what everyone should be doing.
If it doesn't feel aligned, it doesn't
mean it's bad necessarily, right? It just means not right now, right? Or maybe not ever. And it
doesn't mean you have to run away either, right? Part of standing in what we call our sovereignty
in the consciousness community, right, is being able to be in space with people that have very
different frequency sets, that have very different frequency sets,
that have very different perspectives, very different ideas of what's going on
in their reality and the world and still be strong in who we are.
So, yeah, I love that. Thank you.
Israel, are you back up?
He's up!
In your tank top, in your sunglasses, looking like summer.
Summer vibes. Summer vibes.
Summer vibes.
No, I was before after Southern.
So I'll wait.
Okay.
Southern.
I didn't see his hand anymore.
So I thought maybe he put it down.
Oh, here you go.
Wow, man.
Groovy conversation.
I won't take up too much time.
Just because you got to see me up here and I do want to hear Israel.
uh because yeah katsumi up here and i do want to hear israel but uh well this has been a very uh
always a good experience uh with with my soul fam here and uh
man i was i was sitting here thinking about meli b share and share and some stuff Rachel was saying earlier.
I'm just going to pass it off for now and let you let the space marinate and ferment a little bit.
I think that's one thing I was going to say.
Mella B., you were talking about having a right day.
I think I more enjoy when my emotions hit me, I have a day to marinate or to ferment in my own juices and stew.
I like to stew as well, you know.
That just doesn't sound right, man.
Right?
Can I interrupt you?
This isn't Friday night or Saturday night, Southern.
Because yesterday he was talking about excretion.
Oh, man.
Don't bring excretions.
And now today he's talking about marinating in juices.
I don't know what's going on.
I had to say that.
Those spiritual juices
that you got to marinate in, man.
Sometimes you have those emotions that hit you.
Sometimes you got to just stew in that emotion
and figure out where it came from before you go blasting it off with everybody else and stuff like that.
So that's what I was speaking on with that nature.
With that, I'll yield to my man Israel there.
Southern, you're such a good sport with people teasing you.
Rachel's like, I got to call it out.
Israel, tell us one of your
amazing stories. Please.
Well,
happy Monday, everyone.
You know, I tease
Southern just because I know he's thick skin
and he doesn't take anything personal.
Everyone has their own way of expression,
right? And so Southern says
certain words. That's his vocab and people have to see past the surface level.
However, I like to have a lot of fun, and that's why I say those things.
When people tease me like AJ does, I don't take it personally.
I go to my corner, you know, go into the fetal position and cry about it.
You got to laugh at it.
You have to laugh at it.
You have to laugh about it.
You just have to.
You know, I just had the best 38-minute workout.
High intensity.
Listening to some house, some disco, some techno, some flashbacks.
Big-ass mix.
It took me to a whole different level, and I'm just vibing so high.
Good luck in trying to bring me down.
Even the Iran strikes, though strikes The proxy war is not even
It's not affecting me
And that's how we need to be in spaces
That's how we need to be in life
Learn how to have your me time
While everything else around you is burning
Because at the end of the day
You can only control what you can control
Whatever you can influence
And it's a very small circle
If you really put your intention to it
What's going on Bridget? Nomi and pleasure to meet you Ash What's up AJ, Rachel, Mela you can influence and it's a very small circle if you really put your intention to it what's
going on bridget know me and pleasure to meet you ash what's up aj rachel mella everyone else
israel's probably the top space host on here um ash he really is aj's so modest man he's he's he's
he's cool man now as far as experiences i I'm trying to put one together that flows with the space.
I kind of don't have one right now, but I can tell a quick story of my neighbor if you guys are okay with it.
It will blow your mind.
That I can guarantee.
Yes?
Oh, Israel.
Yes.
Yes.
All right.
Yeah.
So my neighbor to my left, he's Buddhist.
He's a Buddhist monk.
He's a Buddhist monk. He's a Buddhist practitioner. They'll do their ceremonies or rituals at a particular time and day. And how are the moon aligns and the sun aligns? You see him doing their smoke and their stuff. He'll come over sometimes and I'll be like, hey, Israel, is it too much? And I go, no, man. I go, it smells like you guys are getting high, but it's something else. It's another herb.
But it's a big, thick cigar that they use.
And I'll share it because he's also a chiropractor.
He does Reiki.
Reiki?
Reiki?
Reiki?
Sorry.
And he infuses all that together in his practice.
And one day I told him he saw me outside meditating with my horus rods those healing
rods and he asked me well what are these and i told him the story behind these healing rods
and uh i go here i go get in this position face the sun this was around 5 30 ish give or take it
it was sunset time and uh he put the zinc rod on his left hand and the copper rod on his right. And he felt the electricity.
He became dynamic.
You guys should know this by now.
When you grind yourself, the reason why you grind yourself is to create a current, right?
When you have your shoes on or anything with rubber, it stops that current.
It becomes static, right?
Anyway, so he's like, Israel, I didn't know you were into this.
I go, what?
Come on over.
I showed him the Oregon pyramids. I showed him this and I showed him that. And he was floored. He was like, Israel, I didn't know you were into this. I go, what? Come on over. I showed him the Oregon pyramids.
I showed him this and I showed him that.
And he was floored.
He was like, holy fuck.
And so then we started telling the stories.
And I go, well, what would you got, man?
He's like, Israel, I need you to understand that we have a tree line in our backyard.
So we have like an acreage of backyards each.
We all have like an acre, give or take.
Beyond that acre, we have a wash. With that wash, we have like an acreage of backyards each we all have like an acre give or take beyond that acre we have a wash with that wash we have a tree line all the back there he's telling me you know i need you to understand there's a lot of spurts back there and i'm like
of course i can imagine he's like no no no there's a lot of spurts back there and i said okay
and so he was telling me that one day i'm not sure if you heard this story before
but his sister came over from out of town.
They're, I think they're either Taiwanese or they have to be from Taiwan.
I think they're Taiwan.
And so sister came over to visit and she's a practitioner over there on her side of the country.
And she comes over and when they come over, they go to a mall.
The mall, for those of you, I think normally you would know the. It's called the Millican Outlets, the Ontario Mills Outlets.
Supposedly, that mall is haunted and or cursed.
Sometimes his English is broken, so he tries to, you know, and I try to fill in the gaps.
But the point is, it's not, there's not a good vibe over there.
And so one time, his sister's sister, one one of the sisters she got sick when they went shopping
so she came home and she started getting a high fever and so what they did is they took the sister
out to the backyard in other words if i knew this was happening i would have peeked over the fence
and i would have seen this all happen and i've seen it before but that's a whole different story that i'll share when we're in a darker space but what happened is the sister started doing her
her practice and as she was doing her practice to heal her to um deflect or transmute whatever
attachments her sister may have had while that was happening her hands were
getting black and so a z his name is z my neighbor we call him z and so z is telling me israel so my
sister is doing this and she is you know doing like a reiki healing over over um their other
sister and the hands were turning black and he was telling me as a hands chair in black
it's because she was absorbing the uh the bad energies and so long story short the sister was
healed from whatever attachment was on her but what he didn't want to tell me is because i asked him so
me is because i asked him so the thing is when energy um transforms and never gets destroyed
so same things with attachments the attachments they just kind of move into something else they
fill in another another circle another gap another void it doesn't get um destroyed so i asked z
so what happened to your sister that absorbed that energy?
And he kind of wanted to tell me that then she got sick, but that she was able to hear herself
from it. We didn't get to finish that part of the story. And I haven't, I haven't asked him again,
as far as, well, how did she heal from it? Because that's the part where I think he may have thought that maybe I'm not adept enough to know the practice on how to absorb that energy.
And then because then you're filled with that energy and then you have to do something with that energy.
A lot of Reiki practitioners, they'll sit between sessions to heal from it.
But this was next level energy where her hands were turning black.
So it was a darker force. So that's that story.
It never goes away.
It has to be transformed.
That's why we build our light body.
So through my connection, you know, we're sharing our experiences, right?
I had my spiritual awakening, started connecting with, I call different angles of consciousness,
of intelligence, and they taught me how to build my light body and to set up transit
gates or star gates.
So the human body has the capability with our consciousness to build geometrical
structures around us to transit out some of that energy so that our physical form isn't doing all
the transmutation. And that's kind of where we're headed. And I have a really strong feeling there's
people in this room that are doing that now, that are connected to those angles to transit out a lot of that energy
that's been drowning our planet for some time. And I love your share. I think that's phenomenal.
And with people who are doing that type of work, I just want to encourage that you build your
structure, your light body, the space around you, and all of your systems are in service to God.
And we don't give our power away. And through that, once you have yourself really solid,
then you start to structure the space around you. And you can set up Stargates, to be honest.
And that's my share.
Man. Yeah, thank you, Ash. And one more thing, Bridget and everyone else. to be honest. That's my share.
Man.
Yeah, thank you, Ash.
And one more thing, Bridget, and everyone else.
For Shep, in order to like Escanor,
you have to be, I think, Black Pearl level or higher.
Because if you're a Black Pearl lower,
you're going to be offended by his shares.
So, just saying.
Well, we liked Escanor.
So, he was intense, but I also could see what he was bringing to the space, right? And what he was doing.
He's dank, right? He's like dank.
No, honestly, I feel like what he was doing was showing everyone their shadows and also bringing up the questions of, you know, are my beliefs rooted in truth for me?
Right. And so most of us probably just observed, doubled down and was like, yeah, this is a lot.
I'm in alignment with what I believe. I'm in alignment with how I perceive. Right.
And then others were probably questioning, which is always a good thing. Introspection to me is a
good thing. Right. So, yeah, I respected what I respected what he was doing. And I feel like he was gentle with us compared
to like what I've heard. But I honored him being in the space and it did throw us sideways for a
minute, but I also felt like there was purpose in that. And oh my God, Black Hands from Energy.
Oh, that is so intense. It'srael oh yeah um i'm curious to see
what they did i've seen it before and in in other other type of practices or rituals i've been
around certain things since i guess i was born bridget you've heard my story as far as when um
i guess i got the evil eye when i was young right you heard that i don't think i've heard that i
know rachel has um yeah and so no no no not right now but the point is i think ever since when I was young, right? You heard that one? I don't think I've heard that one. I know Rachel has. Tell me.
Yeah, and so, no, no, no, not right now.
But the point is, I think ever since then,
it could have been some type of a pre-initiation
to my journey, which is why I've been around certain things.
And maybe that's why I always go back and wonder,
why doesn't this surprise me?
Why doesn't this startle me?
Why am I not scared of this?
And maybe maybe goes back
till then. Anyway, yeah, thank you. Well, you heard Ash say that from Mella. So yeah, absolutely.
And there's an interesting thing. We're all here for different reasons. Our soul is expressing in
different ways, right? We'll have commonality, but we'll also have a lot of differences, and I personally
celebrate those. And there are some of our friends that are here to really alchemize the shadow,
and there's not a lot of fear when it comes to that. I call them shadow workers, not in the way
you would think, like the way they use it for other ways, but they're here to alchemize the shadow.
They will often trigger our own shadows, you know, our own, you know, shadows up for us,
right? Just by being around us or speaking or whatever. And that is divine design for us to go within and look and see why am I triggered by this? Like what is going on here? There's
obviously something we're ready to move beyond. I see Nomi's hand, so I'm going to hush that. Hand it to Nomi.
Oh, Bridget, you're so funny. Well, I've taken the opportunity just to kind of listen to everybody
speak, and I actually got inspired to say this experience because of what Israel was saying.
I've actually been to a lot of ceremonies in
regards to Buddhist monks, specifically Laotian Buddhist monks, because they're a little bit
different compared to other Buddhists. And there was a time where in the ceremony, it's basically
giving back to the ancestors. um so everybody basically you know
it it's kind of like sitting in a row like uh it's like a row of each of maybe like four to five
people right so there's about like i want to say uh maybe like 10 people so there's not too many
people but it was just it was all family and um pretty much what you do is obviously you give offerings to the ancestors.
And the meals have to be prepared beforehand.
Usually the night before and then prepping in the morning.
And depending on your ancestor, who you're trying to give it to, right?
So it's all laid out for the ancestors.
And then there's about like two monks in the front.
And then obviously the family members are watching them.
But you're having to sit in a certain way. You can't cross your legs.
You actually have to kind of kneel and then kind of put your legs to the side.
That's the only way that you could sit, because if you're showing your feet, it's actually disrespectful to the monks.
So your feet cannot be shown. And then chants the chants are so powerful I've never experienced
that in my entire life and pretty much during these chants you actually have to hold hands
with whoever you're next to and while you're in these chants you can literally feel your hands heat up
like and it's like you're perspiring from your hands and you're just like well i've never you
know i've never felt this but the it's so special and you can actually literally feel
the ancestors walking like not walking but just like coming through you know through everybody
and it's like oh my god like this is this you know, through everybody. And it's like,
oh my God, like this is, this is crazy. Right. Because you don't really think like you could
feel all these things, but you can, especially when you're doing these specific chants or these
prayers. Right. And, um, you know, and then you can, and then when you look at the food,
like once everything's done, it's all dried up and it it's like, oh, shoot, like, they literally took the food and
absorbed the energy. And I have other stories about like, even just like with my father-in-law,
like what he's experienced, like with his family members and stuff like that, like,
they will literally come to your dreams. And sometimes if you don't provide them like,
like material, like food or money or stuff like that, they use it on the other side too.
And that just blew my mind even more about what it's like on that side. But it's just when you
have a group of people coming together and you're either chanting prayers or whatever the case may
be, it just amplifies it. And you're basically just sending your ancestors like good energy,
loving energy to them wherever they're at you know so that they
can continue on but just if you if you ever get an experience to be even a part of like something
like that I I would say just do it once because it's so profound and it's so beautiful and just
being in the temples like you just see a lot of butterflies dragonflies birds chirping it's like
the most peaceful energy. Like I just never
felt that ever. Um, but I just wanted to share that, that experience. Cause I just got motivated
for what Israel was saying earlier. But yeah, that's wild. And that was very cool. No,
me and I haven't heard that one before. So I was like, yes. The blue-gray world is like a carbon copy of this one, right?
But it's kind of like a fun house.
So it's not exactly the same.
And it's not always aligned in exactly the same way.
So if you entered into the blue-gray world in one building, it may not be the building you pop in because it does move.
It's kind of like,
like the astrals, right? And yeah, I feel like there's imprints of what we have here.
They form community. It's all kinds of things, right? So that's what people say when I think most people are meaning when they say the other side, the other side of the veil, things like that, right?
And it's just a continuation of an earth experience. And generally, from what I've
received, it's designed to help us work out some of the things we're holding on to,
right? It's a place that we'll go to. Some of the people that are there are very aware that they're no longer in this
layer of physical reality. Others are not. So there can be a lot of confusion amongst the people
there as well. But yeah, I think that imprint of the thing, this is very common across lots of
different things, not just with the ancestors, right? This is also very common with anyone that's connecting with fey energy.
You leave things out for them, and it's also connected to deities and different things
like that as well, right?
You leave things out for them.
And anyone that works with the fey, which, yes, for some of us that are in this space,
fey, a lot of people believe they're real.
They exist in a different reality, but they do overlap with us.
And they have different experiences with them, different varying sizes.
Some have bodies, some don't.
I mean, it's a whole thing, right?
But you leave them walnut on a half shell, peanut butter, honey, sparkly things, like whatever,
and they'll help you in your world, right? I know that our friends across the pond have
totally different idea of faith, a different style, for sure, of interaction. But here in
the West, they're actually mostly benevolent, right? At least with everybody that I know that
connects with them. And I have a couple of my best friends that are very into connecting with them,
and they get gifts. They'll channel through information like, you know, money's coming for
you. They'll be walking their dog in a park and find, you know, a couple hundred dollar bills.
Nobody's around, right? They'll be like, oh, we're bringing your dog a toy. And then they'll go out and he'll find
something, right? And so it's wild how it works for them. And they just give them little gifts
here and there. And then they take it, you know, if it's something that they want, but they leave
it out for them for a while. And it works like that with them. I just find it all fascinating,
like how all of these layers of reality work and how different people have different experiences.
So Nomi, that story brought up those things in me. And I just thank you. I love when you share.
Katsumi. Or does anyone else want to pour into Nomi before we go to Katsumi?
Okay. We're going to go to Katsumi. Welcome. Hi.
Yeah, Kat, long time. Nice to hear from you.
Yeah, thank you. Thank you.
Yeah, I was looking at a couple different things.
Like you were talking about unique backgrounds and stuff like that.
And I have a very unique background and shout out to Sienna.
I don't know if she's still here, but I showed up at senior week to help her cook and like, you know, just chill out for a while with a 40 pound combat loadout, like, and like not a side eye or a weird question or anything.
She was just like, Hey, you know, you do you.
So shout outs for that.
Um, I have a ninjutsu background.
Uh, it's in the family.
Um, like everybody trains and, and you know so we're very like
militant like i mean you know not like the military but like there is a lot of people
who practice ninjutsu they're in the military and intelligence fields and stuff like that
we've been in every war since the 14th century like worldwide so you know it's it's a very unique perspective i guess you know but uh i took what's called the
the uh royal path um and that's like so you go to as many different people as you can uh to study
as many different things as you can you know like uh just like you know the old kings would when
they you know like they would have like these intense educations so that they could they could learn as much as possible and attain as much wisdom
you know as they needed before they were you know before they came of age basically
so i practiced all right you know studied um taoism and buddhism um the shang dynasty oracle
bone scripts the zhou dynasty ancient dictionaries and encyclopedias,
court documents, Huangdi Neijing, the inner canons of the yellow emperor,
you know, Zhuangzi, Confucius, Simakuan, like all this different stuff, right?
And of course, Japanese, like philosophy and things like that.
And one of the things that stuck with me like you know throughout the last 15-20
minutes of conversation um was the fudoshin and mushin uh which is uh the immovable mind
and mushin is uh no mind and that's like you know like if you read like samurai writings or anything
like that you'll you know you'll see these different terms come up and a movable mind is basically observation without reaction you know like uh so you don't attach any
uh emotional like uh meaning to to the facts that you're being presented with or the information
that you're receiving i always thought that was really good for for processing that stuff and
and one thing that i've been studying recently is uh structural processing so that would be uh like
versus emotional processing you know um so you could i'm sure you're gonna think of somebody in
your life where everything that happens in their life uh they attach an emotional reaction to it right and that can be
unhealthy you know like like what like if you had a mental breakdown every time
you had a car breakdown that that's probably not good right so food ocean is
is one of the the methods that that we use to kind of create a level playing field, I guess, like mentally,
so that we're not affected by little things here and there.
Somebody gave me the emotional equation once, and they said,
you have the thing that happens, and then you have your status quo, basically.
And if the thing that happens affects your status quo negatively
then you have a negative emotion and if it affects your status quo positively you have
positive emotion and that sounds great you know like to know that right but if somebody's constantly
processing everything that happens in their lives emotionally then they're literally going to be on a roller
coaster all the time you know and and that can be hard on the body and on the mind and the spirit
really so in the you know in in the structural processing thing um the yeshwani on on instagram
i don't know if you guys have ever heard of her or seen her.
I think she is a neurodivergent, but she explained structural processing so well, like way better than I can. And, uh, so yeah, definitely check her out and I'll,
I can land it there. Thank you so much. Yeah. Kat, you hit the nail on the head man you could uh control your state of being by staying
neutral that's how all the pros do it that's how the best athletes do it the best performers
they're not really wound up when something bad happens and i think that's how you got to
navigate this reality now um in a more like um esoteric way or if you want to even look at this in like a religious way, you know, the Bible says, do not fear over 365 times. The Bible to me is a biology book more
than it is a book of, you know, allegories. And if you could keep your state of being good,
perhaps those evil entities that are trying to trip you up, they're like, oh my God,
this person's not reacting. We're not getting energy from this person anymore.
All right, let's leave them.
And you wind up becoming more powerful.
So very interesting.
Exactly.
Like a professional athlete, for example.
If every time the opponent got a yard or got a goal,
they just fell apart.
And then they were just manic every time
their team got a goal like that, you know, they'd, you know, they'd be pretty, uh, unbalanced,
you know, by the end of that game. So I think it's really important. And a lot of people say,
oh, so you're just numb then. And I'm like, no, it's not numbness. It's, it's such laser-focused awareness and presence in the now that you don't allow all these little things to affect you.
It's not numbness.
It's wholeness, I guess.
Yeah, that's interesting because it's almost like you've got to shut off those emotions.
But yeah, it's almost like being grateful for them in a way.
Interesting.
Yeah, I mean, you could shut them off, I guess.
But I mean, you know, I mean, not like I'm not completely like, okay, I will now go change
the tire when I get a flat tire.
I'm like, oh, damn damn like every other normal person you know
but i'm not gonna let it ruin my day you're like motherfucker you gotta be kidding me you know i
know i hear you yeah one of the things that helped me with that actually was headaches because if i
yell or if i get like highly stressed or something i will get an instant headache and i that's like
not pleasant for me.
So that was one of the things that helped me kind of get a handle on it.
And you were talking about karate.
What's the,
what's the cheapest form of karate?
Does anybody know?
Jiu-jitsu.
I guess not.
Okay. Kat-sui. No. i guess not oh aj no okay katsumi no i just made that up that was good but on the fly and to all my friends okay so um
katsumi there's something that my team has been teaching me for many years now, and I'm still working on it, obviously.
I call it divine neutrality, right?
It's where, from that place,
we actually begin to consciously create our reality.
And it doesn't mean that we don't have emotions,
because we do, right?
For me, the way they teach me is that
I feel fully the emotion of whatever it is, express it however I'm going to. And then I shift back into neutrality. And it happens on
autopilot for me now most of the time, because I've been practicing it for so long. It doesn't,
like I said, though, I'm still in the works. So there are moments, you guys heard me, you've heard me a few times come off mic and be irritated, right?
But what it does for me is it helps me to really look at my life's experiences, right? And what's
being returned to me. I always perceive that everything in my reality is reflecting me back to me in one way or another.
And there's a degree of accountability here, right? When you start to shift into that sort
of mentality that even those things that are undesirable, somehow something within me is a
vibrational match for that, right? And I'm not saying this is for everybody. This is just how this is the path
I'm choosing right now. Right. And so it's like, OK, I can see where this is reflecting back to me.
And I have blind spots, too. Right. Where sometimes I'm like, I have no idea what's happening or why
this is happening. Right. Just because it's part of the human experience. But at the same time,
like that, that divine neutrality, I find that I'm more centered within myself
than not.
I also find that I'm more sovereign than not with all of that.
And I'm not one of my favorite things to say.
You guys will get sick of me saying it probably at some point, but I'm not a sailboat on the
ocean with no sail very often, right?
Sometimes I am.
It depends on the experience and how I'm growing through it, right?
Or expanding beyond it, however you want to look at it, transmuting it, healing, those
kinds of things.
But the divine neutrality is something that I really, I enjoy.
And it helps me to also really anchor in unity frequencies as well.
Do you find in this neutrality that you
feel yourself more connected to the greater whole? I think we're more aware of the connection
to the greater whole, you know, because even when we're depressed or just at the beginning of our
spiritual path, you know, we're still connected. You know what I
mean? Like, it's just the awareness of the connection I think is increased. Yeah, that was
just a term, but yeah, 100%. I find that I am absolutely more aware of the unity consciousness,
the oneness, right? When I am expressing in neutrality. And I come from,
like, when I was younger, I was at a spitfire and a half, right? Like, someone came at me,
and I would tell them immediately, right? Like, even if they looked sideways, right? I was very
much a firecracker. And what I find now is that I still have those moments every once in a while
when something's really intense, right? But I also have a whole lot less of them, right? It's like I,
it's not about control. It's about resonance. Like my inner resonance is different. So I'm able to be around a lot of different people in different
varieties of their expansion of consciousness, right? Some that maybe appear to be mostly
slumbering still and others that feel very expanded and everyone in between. And I find that
I'm less one judgmental about any of it. I'm only here and there, right? But I also find when I'm in the
neutrality for sure, right? I also find that I can relate in a different way too. And there's
a lot that goes into that. But yeah, I love that you brought in neutrality as your experience
and everything that you have. Everything that you brought in was very beautiful and I loved it.
And I'm wondering who wants to tell us one of your experiences next.
Ash, you haven't, you haven't yet. Who hasn't? Who's on stage?
Sol, Sarah, are you available?
You want to share one of your star seated experiences?
Sure. Can you hear me?
I'm itching for a star seated experience.
Can you hear me? Okay. Or yeah, a star seed experience. Can you hear me okay?
Yeah, you sound great.
Okay. Yeah, sure.
So, okay.
I, my goodness.
Okay.
Yeah, where to start, I guess.
Similar to Bridget's experience, just kind of always have been a little bit, you know, tapped in.
But, okay, so I, one of the things that got me started on the Starseed path was,
it literally all started with a light language meditation, guided meditation that was geared
towards the Lyran galactic heritage. And it just, it just sparked something within me.
And like, I was just all in after that.
So I really, I utilize light language a lot.
I think it's a really great tool.
It can help us to, you know,
just like start to identify resonance
and different frequencies and vibrations. And
like, they know that these glyphs and sigils do something special to our consciousness, right? So,
but yeah, once I started dabbling in this kind of stuff, you know, because I was
a massage therapist straight out of high school, really into, you know, like traditional Chinese
medicine, acupuncture, acupressure, Reiki, all that good stuff. So yeah, I guess let's talk
about the first time that I had like parallel life memories come back to me. It was pretty
interesting. I remember it was in the middle of of these came back to me during dream time, which for a lot of my adult life, I kind of had like shut dreams off because as a kid, I was a sleepwalker and would have very, very vivid dreams. I'd wake up all over the house. And like, come to find out, I think like I
was probably doing some traveling at that time. Especially like when we lived on island in Guam,
like we lived on the base there. And I would just I'd wake up like trying to go outside
and all types of crazy stuff. But or I wouldn't even be woken up. Like I, people would find me. But anyway, really interesting.
My near-death experience happened in 2021, I believe it was.
And it was shortly after that, that like, it seemed as if my life just took this rapid
realignment and I just started being super
intrigued by everything and anything ancient Egyptian like Kemet, Atlantis, I just pyramids,
I was all for it because when I woke up in the hospital after my NDE, I remember watching the History Channel and it was just like ancient Egypt and all that stuff on the TV.
I just I was loving it like more so than I remember as a kid.
But anyway, so the memories that came back to me first were relevant because I actually had met my boyfriend Dylan. He passed away last
year in July, but he was a soul bond connection from one of my past lives. And he and I met,
we had both just had NDEs and then we met in 2021. And so it was really interesting for me because for a long time, like I knew it was a soul bonded, you know, relationship and connection.
But I got like really deep into the whole like twin flame thing.
And he and I were both like, you know, still working on like healing and some integration.
So it kind of created the like runner
chaser dynamic. You know, even though we lived together and spent a year together, we ended up
having to like take a break. But once we reconnected, it was a long distance thing,
but we were in, we were able to achieve energetic union. And like, it was fascinating because like, we were able to like,
send like, communication telepathically, like, and send sensations to each other. It was really
interesting. Like, it was a really big learning experience for me. And so anyway, I remember I
was just really convinced that he was, you know, a twin flame and couldn't figure out what was going on.
And so it was just ironically, it was a night that we were having really, really weird weather phenomenon.
We don't normally have like tornadoes or anything like that where I live, but we actually did this night.
And it woke me up out of this
sleep. But I remember I was literally like in the dream. I was completely reliving and
re-experiencing the traumatic death that had occurred for me in this life. And I was like a high priest in the pyramid healing temples. And
I don't know if it was like some type of exodus situation or what was really going on, but there
was like a rebellion or an uprising in the city. And it was up to me and my son to help get like our people to safety.
Like we had to evacuate the temples.
And anyway, we were just like, you know, trying to get a group of us, you know, to safety.
At first, there was like, you know, a situation where we got separated my son and this life who was actually Dylan.
It was Dylan's soul. That was my son.
But he had to stay and fight some soldiers.
And so he ended up being murdered in front of me.
And then we had to keep going. Again, shortly after we ran into some more, you know,
soldiers or whatever. And that time I was able to, you know, save a couple of people, but
not before casting a bunch of really dumb black magic spells. And, you know, kind of like it was my big final, like grand hurrah. Um, and yeah,
it was very interesting. Um, I had to remember and that traumatic death, um, to recognize what
was going on with the soul connections in this life, in this incarnation. So when he passed away in July, I, you know,
we have many different soul mates, you know, and different levels of connections and stuff.
So like when he passed away, as hard as it was, I didn't feel like completely terribly lost,
like, oh, I'll never love again or anything like that. It was actually,
if anything, I realized that he and I had to meet in this incarnation to be able to transmute the trauma and the pain from, from that. And we were able to actually do that. Um,
and it was just, um, cause it was a little bit hard when he first passed. He spent a lot of time, a lot of his time
with me. And, you know, I mediumship and stuff, these kinds of abilities were like on the table
for me. But it's really kind of helped me to realize um, realize that this kind of, like all this kind of stuff
is possible. And like our loved ones don't actually leave. They don't go anywhere. They just,
um, you just, you have to ask for them and boom, there they are. Um, and so, yeah, uh, very
interesting, um, experience there. Cause, um, I was always fascinated with that kind of stuff, you know, kids who had
memories of past lives. And I, you know, could always remember very, very clearly in my childhood,
like, I have memories from like, the age of three and stuff. So I guess it was it was meant to
happen that I was going to be able to have some recall from, you know, other incarnations, which is great. And so yeah, ever since then, I've just kind of been
on this journey where I'm, you know, just reconnecting with StarFam. And I've had a
couple of sightings and experiences, you know, some I think are genuine and authentic and others you can tell
are just like fake orbs. But you know what I mean? Like it's because of how I started that I
tune my compass, like, so to speak. And so now I can just, I can identify what's what based on
resonance and frequency. So yeah, very, very important. I think that we
kind of all are going through this and I'll go ahead and wrap up real quickly because I know a
lot of people are having these things happen to them where they're like all these gifts are coming
online. Like they're Claire's, you know, all the Claire's, Claire audience, Claire sentience,
whatever it is, or, you know, having visions and downloads and just, um, welcome to the time that we're in, you guys. The earth is,
uh, you know, she's getting some upgrades and so are we. And, um, you know, we're just reconnecting,
in my opinion, to our light bodies. And, um, like, yeah, you, uh, we're kind of like guessing,
if you could say, in the process of getting our process of getting our Merkaba vehicles, you know.
So it's just really great times.
And I love hearing everybody's experiences.
I was just like chiving and vibing on listener mode here.
So, yeah, it's because of you guys and the space that you are able to create and hold that like I feel safe enough to
even speak about these things because um a lot of people just be like oh my god you're fucking crazy
like no that stuff's not real but um yeah it totally is so anyway I love you guys thanks for
letting me share and um yeah I can't wait to continue to learn some more about all of you guys
this has just been great so hugs and and hugs, blessings. Oh, blessings to you, beautiful Sarah. Thank you for sharing all of that. And also,
I'm just sending you so much love and support and my heart is with you. I know that when anyone we
love transitions, you know, even if we perceive from a higher perspective, we still feel it.
We still move through all of that.
And there is a loss in this in this layer of physicality.
Right. So I just want to send you so much love and support.
And I love.
And I want to say hi to Krista and Casey down there and love down there and TK and everybody else.
And Ursula, thank you for coming.
Hi. Hi.
Hi, everybody.
Hey, Ursula, come up whenever you want.
Your experiences are always welcome here.
And yeah, so Sarah, I love that you brought it in at the very end too.
I'm glad that you didn't rush through that.
I know it can feel a bit vulnerable on X to share things like this. So thank you for
doing that. And thank you to everyone who shared today and who's going to. And I just want to honor
that because, you know, X is kind of the Wild West, right? We know it's the Wild West on fire
sometimes. But at the same time, you know, this is how we expand. And this is how other people who are curious that may not be having you are newly, you know, awakened to your,
there's more to your consciousness and more to the layers of reality. Just hold it all loosely,
right? That's what I like to do. I've had so many consciousness rearranging experiences,
is what I like to call it, instead of cognitive dissonance, which I do use sometimes.
But it's like the old falls away and the new comes.
It makes room for the new to come in.
And the new always comes in.
So just trust from my heart to yours, you know, if you would like to receive this, just
trust that the new will come in.
And the more we latch on to whatever it is and trying to figure it out and trying to
figure it out, there's an element to this that it's a breadcrumb for you that will lead you to something else that will help you understand, right?
Like understand on the inside, right?
Understand what it meant.
But if we're holding ourselves in that moment, we can stay in that cognitive dissonance, right?
For a lot longer. And sometimes that is the
experiences in itself. But yeah, if you just hold it loosely and let what is ready to fall away,
move out. And then just trust that the new will come in. And does so yeah i love that and there are hands we have
hands okay wait i feel like suavecito you are suavecito next and then southern
that was awesome you and aj and your little duet with meela on my screen. Arcana was on the left.
Mela was in the middle and AJ was on the right.
It was like a musician moment.
You know what's so funny?
Sorry, Suavecito.
Suave.
That's the best name ever, Suavecito.
I love that.
I'm so jealous.
You know what's so funny?
I don't want to interrupt Suave.
It's the fact that Mela and AJ are like connected to my soul, but like in an oversoul level, like the whole bee experience it, you know, like we were born in the same city, right? I have my connection with bees that come in and, you know, they don't bite me. They sit on me. And it goes deeper than that.
I write that on my book.
I'm not trying to advertise for anything,
but my point is that-
You certainly can.
I'm all about people sharing
what they've put in the world
that's beautiful for everyone else.
Yeah, that's not your gift.
That's our gift.
I don't hold the lack.
It's just coming through you.
Yeah, share it.
If you have a gift,
there'll be people waiting for receiving it.
And if you don't let us receive it,
then that's
mean. Oh, that is true. And also, I wanted to say some wonderful words to Bridget and even for
people who are not aware. You know, at first, I was so triggered by Bridget and because she is
such a powerful force, right? She has a lot of love, a lot of energy, a lot of healing energy.
And at first, you know, someone triggers you and you're like, why do I not like it?
But resistance is actually bad because it's not trying, you know, the healing that could
take place.
You know, like I was telling other people, I'm like, I want to hire Bridget because I
can tell that she has a lot of power, a lot of healing energy that I even need. Right. And yeah, I can be a powerful source for myself, but we need the codes that other people have that, you know, we don't have.
as the blue dragon, like a very rare blue dragon that has this force, right? So I know I've heard,
you know, there's people on X, always drama and drama with whatever. I have completely forgiven
anyone. You know, I love Bridget. I love Nomi. And there's no one on this app. I don't care
about the rumors. I don't care about the drama that's going to separate us at all because we are here for bigger things and we're going to build better worlds together. So, you know, to anyone listening, don't, you know, don't freaking listen to anyone on what they say based on envy. All of this is just envy. They don't want us us to grow they don't want us to heal together
and just say fuck it you know fuck it Bridget has a lot to offer to the world Mela so does
you know she does too Nomi has a great intuition at first I was like oh my god I can't stand this
girl right but uh we have we share the same birthday together we're like connected and
two people are like you
know you guys are very much you know alike and me and aj we've had fallen outs but i love this man
you know like we we all have the master number 22 like we're all connected and let's not fight it
right let's love each other there's no resistance and even i'm you know i have a stalem in scorpio
right so i'm very i'm not trusting people plus my capricorn rising so i I'm you know I have a saline in Scorpio right so I'm very on
not trusting people plus my Capricorn rising so I'm like you know I don't I don't want to give
anyone a chance I don't want to allow anyone in but that is a resistance you know and even with
Rachel at first I'm like oh my god I can't stand this freaking bitch but you know it's all part of
the whole shit we have to heal we have to move on and we
have to love each other because the best relationships and friendships are built upon
that and even one of uh my very good friends they work in the government I couldn't stand them that
we would block each other all the freaking time and we we grew up, we got stronger, our relationship stronger than ever.
He comes to me for every little thing. And, you know, that's what this whole community is about.
I love you, Bridget. And I love everyone here. Oh, my God.
We love you all, Tanya.
You made my heart expand. We had a rocky start. I just, and I want to say thank you for all of those beautiful flowers that you just gave me.
And that's a beautiful reflection, right?
So the thing with me is I love when we pour into each other and I receive 100%.
I'm not going to turn away your love and your gratitude and your flowers.
I'm not going to turn away your love and your gratitude and your flowers.
And at the same time, whenever we see something shiny in someone else,
even if we've had a moment with them before, right?
Whenever we have that moment where someone else is really shiny,
like something they do lights us up or brings us into great resistance,
that to me is an indication that it's something within us,
that it's waiting for us that is waiting for us to
bring it into our reality in whatever way is aligned for us it's not going to look the same
as that other person we're going to do it in our way and it's going to be our codes that come
through but it is that commonality it's like a when we feel jealousy I don't know about envy
is a little intense but when we feel competition jealousy things like't know about envy. Envy is a little intense.
But when we feel competition, jealousy, things like that, to me, that's just the inversion of what it really is.
It's just our shadows coming up to the light of our awareness to tell us, hey, there's something here to move through.
But it's also instead of comparing ourselves to the other person and finding ourselves lacking or comparing ourselves to the other person and finding ourselves lacking or comparing ourselves
to the other person and finding ourselves far superior, right? It's an invitation for us to
go within and go, how can I create this in my reality, in my way, with my own flavors, right?
So that's how I see that. And thank you. And I too believe 100% in having people around us,
especially those of us that are on this journey.
I get support all the time. I know Nomi does. I know Ash does. I know all of us do.
So all of us that are doing this work, I pay people to do it. I have friends. We do it as an exchange for one another all the time. This is a thing right now. And I feel like, you know,
there's that old saying that came from like the new age community, right? Or it's like healer,
heal, heal thyself. Sometimes that's a co-creation and a collaboration, right?
Because we all have blind spots and there's, there's a moment where we feel overwhelmed.
And in those moments, it's totally fine to reach out to someone else. And also, if you're in our spaces and you have something that you've birthed into the
world that is designed to uplift and support other people, feel free to put it in the purple
pill.
Feel free to let us know.
Don't come up and be super like sticky salesy, right?
We're not here for that, that energy, like the pushiness.
But we are here to share what we're bringing in because how is
anyone going to receive it if we don't? How is anyone going to do that, right? So, you know,
you'll hear us talk about events. You'll hear us talk about, you know, upcoming events. You'll hear
us talk about offers that we have. That will happen in these spaces. If you have an extreme
dislike for that, then, you know, you can work that out within yourself, right?
Because here, we're going to do that. And it won't be like all the time, like every moment.
We're not here for that, but we are here to share what we're doing and how, you know, and let people
who are ready for that receive it. And when they desire to do it, we're not pushing anything on
anyone. So yeah, Arcana, if you want to link
your book into the pill, AJ, you should be doing the same. Um, absolutely put it in there, let
people see it. And thank you very much. That was beautiful. Nomi's hands up. Nomi's a co, go for it.
Yeah. I just want to, um, bounce off of, um, what Arcana and Bridget were saying,
you know, it's like, uh like at the end of the day,
we're all reflections of each other, right?
And sometimes we tend to project different parts of our shadow.
I think right now, more than ever,
we are being asked to actually integrate your higher self
and your shadow self together.
Ash and Brigitte and Ad AJ and I were just discussing this
before the space. And this is just something that we are literally being called. It's not
about the division. It's not about any of that anymore. I think we've had enough of that. I
think as a collective, I think we're tired. And I've said this before too, like we're just really
exhausted of kind of repeating the same loops, the same cycles over and over and over again.
Even just being within the politics, the war, the hatred, the division amongst humanity.
I think that now we have to really ask ourselves, where are we putting our attention to?
We have to really ask ourselves, where are we putting our attention to?
Are we putting our attention to the positive and uplifting the collective and uplifting
the vibration of the planet?
Or are we suppressing it?
And I think that, you know, when we go on these spaces, you know, with these things
that are being said about others and stuff like that, it has to stop because it's just
showing you that there's parts of your inner
child that is not healed. There's parts of you that are projecting outwards for you're crying
out loud and saying, my gosh, I'm hurting right now because I myself can't even tap into my own
gifts and I don't know how. And the only way that they know how to do it is the negative side of it
is if they're projecting and saying malice about other people or doing malice, saying wrong things about others or trying to get other people away from certain people because they don't like it.
Enough of that.
We're not in middle school.
Okay.
We're not in high school.
We're not.
We're grown adults here.
We need to start acting like grown adults and help one another.
It's not even about us anymore either.
It's literally about the next generation that's coming up.
They're the ones that are going to take the torch and move forward.
And how are we going to sit here and just act this way?
That's a bad example.
We need to be setting examples for the youth.
That's what it comes down to.
We need to just start doing the work for ourselves,
even if it's taking time off of this app and healing the self and then coming back.
That's okay, too.
But enough of the division.
It has to end because you're not going to go to the next dimension if you're going to continue doing this stuff.
Because guess what?
Once we are done with our soul contract here and we move on to the next, your energy is going to go to that dimension. There's no switching up. There's no nothing. You stay there until you do the work. You're going to stay there until as long as it takes. And then you'll go to the next dimension and go forth and go up and go up and go up. That's how that works.
That's how that works.
So when we talk about these experiences, right, when we have these phenomenal things that come to us, whether we're contacted by the Angelics, the Lyrans, the Pleiadians, the Arcturians, it's because you're reaching that frequency.
And so those experiences are going to happen more often than not.
Same thing with, you know, if you experience UFOs or the phenomena, it's because you're at that frequency, right?
You're meeting it where it's at. And that's
what we're all about here is we want to know about your experiences because we have them too.
Don't feel nervous or scared. There's no judgment here at all. We want you to feel like this is a
safe space so that you can share it because we find it fascinating. We're like, oh my gosh,
like another one that's experiencing the same thing as me. Like for me, I'll say this real quick is I just started tapping into my galactic
family and thanks to Bridget, honestly, because one day we were just talking and, you know, we're
doing some work and I was tapping into it and it was, it was amazing. And then I started to do more
meditation and I was like, whoa, shoot, like like this is crazy and her and I were talking about this too recently um about when you go into meditation it's not about
you know calming the mind or whatever that's that's a benefit of it but when you start to
really practice and get really good at it then you can start astral traveling then you can actually
start seeing things within your third eye and visiting your galactic family or visiting your guides or being connected with your guides, your ancestors.
You're all right there.
You just have to meet them where they are.
That's all it is, right?
So I just wanted to share that little tidbit for you guys.
Oh, my God.
Know me.
I love when you share.
And this is why she's my sis.
Seriously, guys.
Seriously.
Yes.
Oh, one of the fastest ways to connect with the, we'll call them other aspects of your soul, right?
I always recommend for anyone that is going into connection, and I would love to let anyone that wants to comment back to know
me comment after this is to go within first, right? We're not, in my perspective, we're not
reaching out to just anyone. We're connecting with the simultaneous lives and expressions
that our soul is living, but not just any simultaneous life and expression. The ones
that are of the living light of source, that know themselves in oneness, that are in service,
right? We want those beings who are here and have, you know, we assigned them. We had an agreement.
Those beings who are here to guide and assist us on our journey, that to do anything to
harm us would be to harm them.
They know that it's pointless.
Why do it, right?
That's who we're connecting with.
And if they bring anyone else in for us, for a cameo or whatever, then we know that we're
that we're filtered for, right?
filtered for, right?
We're shielded in whatever way.
And they will always speak to us with love and kindness,
respect, and they will encourage us to go within
and discern even what they're saying,
even what the messages are
that we're receiving from them, right?
So this is where I feel like it's so important,
like everything Nomi just said, right?
Pay attention to all of those,
those things. I'm actually doing, this is the perfect time. I'm actually doing a workshop and
I haven't put it out on the socials at all. I'll put the link in the purple pill. I'm doing a
workshop that was channeled actually. The experience that happens in it was channeled by
the soul team collectives, not just mine. They call it step in, step out. That's
not what I'm going to call it, but that's what they call it. And I was like, really? That's it?
That's the name? And they're like, yep, step in, step out. And it teaches you how to connect with
those beings that are part of your soul and that you have the agreement with to protect you, love
you, support you, help you expand your consciousness, guide you in
the ways that they know our plan for what we have to do for ourselves.
What am I trying to say?
They know the plan that we created for ourselves before we came in.
Yeah.
So if anyone's interested in that, I'll put it in the purple pill in just a few.
But yeah, this is important for a lot of us.
There will be some people that I think for a while, maybe they won't dive in that deeply
in that way.
And that's okay too.
And if you're one of them, just be okay with the stories.
These are all cool stories that people are sharing, right?
You don't have to accept what doesn't feel aligned for you.
No one should.
But at the same time, if you are feeling that lit up moment, you can get this in meditation.
You can get these experiences, like Nomi was saying, like the more you expand into your own
soul, the more those connections become readily available. The more you blend with your high self,
higher self is what people call it. I call it high because
the ER denotes above us, you know, in some way, and I'm taking the elitism out of it
or the hierarchy or whatever. But the more we connect with that, the more in flow our life is,
the more in flow we feel in all the areas, the more aligned we feel. So yeah. And this experience in the workshop is
designed to help us know our receptivity as well, like how we receive and what different types of
beings and consciousnesses. We're not looking at entities or anything like that, but what those
feel like in our fields and how we receive the connection, but also the communication and the guidance.
So it's about really remembering our receptivity
in all the flavors of it,
because each of us are different.
And then making that deeper connection
for direct communication,
whatever that looks like for each of us.
So yeah, it's pretty cool.
I did it for years on another app
and we did it monthly
and people came back and came back and came back.
There have been people that the first time they do it,
they may not experience very much,
but it's because they are learning their receptivity, right?
It doesn't mean those beings
that guide and support them aren't there,
but they always came back
and they would have an experience and but they always came back and they would
have an experience and then they would start to dive deeper into it and stuff like that. So that's
the beauty of I've witnessed the journey with thousands of people and how it actually supports
and uplifts. So yeah, I just wanted to add that in, but I'm also going to hand it over to anyone that wants to pour into Nomi for her share, because that was amazing.
And then I'm not sure who was next, but I think it's, is it you, Katsumi?
Did you want to hand it over to Nomi?
Or did you want to say something to Nomi?
I didn't know if that hand, that high five was you or?
yeah I'd like to respond
Yeah, I'd like to respond.
of course
Of course.
one of the things that kind of
like lit up a
light in my head I guess
that peach trees don't
eat peaches you know what I mean
like as far as sharing our gifts
and you know
pear trees don't eat pears apple trees
and so on the gifts that we
have are for others and um i think that's really important i can land it there though
i love that sarah and oh there's hands that I didn't see.
I think Suavecito, no?
Suavecito?
Oh, Suavecito.
Yeah, I forgot.
He got interrupted.
Thank you for your patience.
Oh, my gosh.
Suavecito.
Hey, what's going on, guys?
Welcome.
How you doing?
No, I think we're all sharing just different experiences.
I'm new to this i'm new to
um not spirituality i've practiced sufism for a long time i've been part of different martial
arts and um i'm going to train my mind so meditation is not new but the the burning
questions that i think everyone's had i've had. And I've actually let my mind kind of go back
because I'm fascinated by past lives.
Amongst some of the memories that I've uncovered,
you know, because I've always wondered why
there are certain things that I was just really good at
and certain things I'm horrible at.
You know what I mean?
I'm definitely scared of heights, but at the same time, if you put any weapon in front
of me, I'll know how to use it without any explanation.
That's been my entire life.
I don't know why that is.
But I dug deeper and deeper and deeper.
And one of the memories,
and this is what I've actually struggled with.
One of the memories that I have,
it's a core memory.
And it's going to sound heavy because it sounds heavy to me is the moment of
the command of creation.
And it wasn't just myself.
In fact,
it was every single being ever created in that moment,
but I remember it.
And I don't know, have any of you had this experience,
have this memory?
Can you recognize it?
What was it again?
What did you say?
It was the moment of the command of creation
when all creation was commanded to be.
I've heard some people have said that
before.
What was the experience?
What did you feel?
It was
at the same time
being one,
but also being fully just myself.
It was separated,
but also at the same time,
more connected than I've ever experienced,
but it was with everything and everyone at the same time.
Oh yeah,
that's it.
That's,
that's it.
When you go out of body, that's the feeling.
You feel like you're giant. You feel like you're everything, but you feel like you're nothing. It's
so weird. It's everything and nothing. It's all the good. And it's, it's so strange. So it really,
it's a lot of people have said that you probably want to study like the law of one and just look
at some of that material. Maybe, I don't know if it'll interfere with your belief systems or not, but maybe some of that material
might, uh, you spark something in you. The law of one. Okay. Yeah. There's the law of one and,
um, there's other things, but man, that's awesome. That's an experience that a few people I know have
had also. And it's really, when you, when you take a DMT, when you take DMT, that's the feeling you
get, you get pulled out of your body, you become everything and become's really when you when you take a DMT, when you take DMT, that's the feeling you get.
You get pulled out of your body.
You become everything.
You become the trees.
You become everything.
You become every single cell everywhere, every which where or place, because they're in the quantum world.
There's only here and there's only now and everything is one.
And the separation of everything is just an illusion.
We're all actually one thing just and
it's interesting so if you felt that that's interesting pretty cool man but yeah i gotta
run guys i love you all bye
oh my gosh suavecito that's beautiful i've experienced so many different things that are
in commonality with what you just described. And so
I want to just pour in for a minute so you don't feel so alone in this. I have, oh God,
I've experienced the inception of my main soul stream. I've experienced, of course, the I am and isness in meditation many, many times where you are in full and complete oneness and unity.
Even while being as heavily fractalized as we are in the human experience, it's like your identity sort of dissipates.
Like you're not as connected to this one expression, your focal points of consciousness.
Instead of just being mainly focused in this human version of you, you're experiencing yourself as all of it simultaneously, right?
The bliss of the all, the is-ness, and the oneness. I have memory of the
creation of this universe and others. I have memory of the creation like a lot of things in this universe.
And when this solar system was created and how it was observing Earth move through her evolution, right?
And the celebration that was felt within the oneness when she became ready for a different sort of life on earth, the physicality expression.
It was much more light back then than it is as dense as we are now. But yeah, I have a lot of
memories. I have a lot of memories of a lot of my simultaneous lives and expressions as well
within earth and beyond, right? So there's a lot of us that are experiencing the, I would say, more expanded remembrance,
right, of our soul and all of creation.
So I just want you to know you're not alone.
And it is a beautiful experience.
And I'm just really grateful that you shared it with us today.
Thank you. Yeah, me too. I'm just really grateful that you shared it with us today. Thank you.
Yeah, me too.
I'm glad to know that it's not just me.
You know, I felt crazy.
I felt a little crazy for a while.
Yeah.
And that is the world we live in, the very, very physical reality that we're here for,
right? So a lot of these things have been misunderstood,
misrepresented, and definitely people who have not yet experienced these things don't understand.
And that can feel really lonely. So I want to let you know that there are a lot of people that do.
I have many communities that I'm involved in and lots of people are
talking about these things all around the world, right? And I feel with what people are calling
the great awakening, the ascension, the shift, whatever we want to call it, more and more people
are remembering that we are more than just this beautiful life, right?
And for me, that helps us to really anchor in in a positive way, anchor in codes that assist people
just as we are living and breathing in this planet, right?
So thank you for that.
Okay.
Does anyone want to ask you or like spam emoji?
Are you in the middle of something or do you want to,
did you want to share something with Suavecito about his story about the
oneness?
Alien light.
I've had my hand up.
Can I come in anytime?
I got to get going.
Alien,
you can speak.
Alien light.
We're posting consciousness reality now, not from Earth.
If anyone is interested in that of intelligence, geometry, particles, identities,
color spectrum, not from Earth, consciousness, reality now, connect with us uh it's very difficult uh to to try to communicate with with uh
a dimension of not understanding consciousness now the identities that are part of your life
right now in the color spectrum and not have other than evidence so So look at the images. I posted one of the images on your DM
of the observer, the eye, the eye of the observer,
pineal gland, the pineal eye.
We're posting many, many images.
The way we're trying to connect, we'll go viral.
We're challenging anyone.
It is AI proven that these identities are not from Earth, captured in sunlight, radiation now.
And we're not telling stories.
If anyone is really interested in what they speak of magnetic field, your electric magnetic field,
and not understanding that it is in the luminous color spectrum that that energy is
transmitted with information then you're not gonna you're not you're not connecting with reality
social media is profoundly not connected with reality and even in spaces where people speak of other dimensions, you're not connecting with reality.
You're still telling stories.
We have evidence of what we are speaking of now.
It is in the spiritual dimensions of consciousness life now.
Physicists, scientists agree with us.
We are going to go viral.
Look at our images.
Look at alien light images.
We post live. We post images or live videos live to try to bring the audience to understand reality of now, because that's part of social human media chaos that you speak of but no one is really in the in the consciousness of now you you you will
skip you it will just go right by you oh yeah okay that's nice bye and go on to the story world
but reality alien light is posting reality if you know reality you know the court colors red green
blue led color spectrum the geometry of spectrum, then you'll begin to understand
what we are posting in the serious discovery that it is a luminous light, which you are,
you are rainbow, a luminous light, we show the aura, human auras are golden light dimensional particles in an existence of consciousness
transmitting from the sun.
Sunlight is the light.
There is only one light.
Everything else is,
there's a choice between darkness and light.
Humans have chosen the darkness.
We tell stories.
We know evolution,
but we are caught in the the darkness and we are the family
of light bringing attention to when you come when you connect with light which is nature and sunlight
then you are truly transforming into another dimension of existence everything else you we i just confirmed it you you're at extinction humans are at a point
of extinction and we we when we listen to social media uh sites we can see how true this is that
there's no connection to evolution of now right now and and new discoveries that AI and quantum physics is showing
we're showing quantum entanglement intelligence particles through quantum
entanglement but you're not ready for the truth so you'll be telling your
personal stories and that's it so anyone that wants to connect with reality thank you so much
i want to connect with you alien um i really appreciate you the knowledge and everything
you bring forth uh we should all connect together
i love that alien i think you'll find that a lot of people in this space are actually connecting with those layers of reality with you.
So I'm sure in some spaces you receive a lot of pushback, but I feel like here, yeah, these things are not easy to explain.
A lot of people have done a beautiful job explaining their experiences today, though, and I want to honor that.
And thank you for sharing and definitely put it in the purple pill. I think you said you did. So for people to find what you've been, how you've been
bringing these experiences into a way that people who may not be able to have them themselves can
actually see them. I think that's beautiful and brilliant. I love when people do that,
whether it's what you're talking about or orbs or anything else. Right.
So, yeah, I love that.
Thank you for sharing.
And he left.
Okay.
He bounced out.
He dropped it and then he left.
And that's what he does to us.
Like, we want to love on him.
I know.
But he's not.
You started talking and I'm like, look, and I'm like, he bounced out.
Again.
Alien came.
He was calm this time.
It was so good.
He was.
It was so good.
Yeah.
And you were loving on him so much.
I was trying not to laugh, but oh my goodness.
I didn't scroll before I started sharing.
He felt you.
He felt you.
I hope he does.
I hope he feels the hearts.
And maybe he'll hear the replay at some point.
So you guys, we are getting to the close of this space,
even though I want to keep it open because it feels so good in here,
and you guys are amazing.
I'm going to go to Finding and then Katsumi,
and then we're going to wrap it up.
Okay.
Yeah, I wanted to just piggyback off what you said about if we don't do the work
to develop our higher selves, we kind of fall behind. But just a quick comment on what Alien
said. So, like if our intuition tells us that we're starseeds and we look at what light
is in the physical world, light emanates. It emanates from a point, from a point of light.
And so, if we're starseeds, then our I am emanates from a point, from a point of light. And so before star seeds,
then our I am emanates from a point of light,
which would be the sun.
So he's telling the truth and light reflects through form.
And so our consciousness reflects through our other forms,
physical, the etheric and mental forms.
And how we reflect on that is how our
consciousness develops, but I just wanted to make that point. Yeah, and also what's
been on my mind a lot lately is how do we develop and how do we develop our
higher mind, and how do we help other people develop because we see so much division. And so something that I was taught recently was we have to look at how our mind
works. And so when we look at reason, reason is usually a reflection. Even though we can
reach great heights, what happens is there's an event that happens through our senses and and we we look at it reflect on about it through
our thoughts but those thoughts aren't internal thoughts those are reflective
thoughts of collective of what our subconscious is what our environment is
all the things around us and so how do we see clearer that we don't let those other things interfere with our
clear thought? And so what I was taught was we have to develop our inner thought.
We don't think for ourselves a lot. We don't develop our own thoughts a lot. So what we
have to practice doing is creating imagery within our mind as we meditate, like to draw symbols, like maybe a cross
with a froze around it and practice giving,
act like a feeling of that's peace
and work on creating images out of our mind
so that we develop our sort of mental and consciousness power.
And so then when we reflect on things,
it'll be a cleaner and clearer thought because we have kind of developed that muscle. We've exercised our thought muscle
so that we can understand what's our thought and what's the thoughts of the things that
are around us. Also, I just wanted to add the way the adversary works against us. We
have to understand, like in a room like this, where we have unity through diversity, this is the phase of development. And the past and what
holds us back is when we get stuck in groups that create the standard for us and tell us
that we have to conform to that standard. And so when you see that, then you know that
you have to not let that affect you or you have to grow past those kind of situations.
When you're thinking your own thoughts within yourself, if you're saying things like,
I think or I don't believe, then you know that thought isn't clean because it's a reflection
of other thoughts because when you develop your spiritual senses, it's not really a belief.
I don't have the abilities that some of the other people here have
but what you begin to do
is you begin to get narrated
like you have
spiritual hearing, you have spiritual sight
like the same senses that you have in the physical
world tend to develop in the spiritual
world and you have a clear
seeing or hearing of different things
and so you understand truth by
the depth of those feelings
as opposed to opinion, kind of.
I just wanted to add that.
I love that ad.
I love that ad so much.
And just to add a little bit onto that,
connecting the heart and the mind,
yes, lead from the heart, navigate from the heart, but use critical thinking as well, especially when it comes to this information.
And I think we have one more person.
Katsumi, your hands up.
Yeah.
One of the things that came up or like, you know, that I thought of while you were talking wisdom was, uh,
yantra meditation.
I'm not sure if any of you guys are familiar with that,
but,
basically you speak a mantra or chant a mantra,
right?
And then you form,
a mudra or like with your hands.
but a yantra is a geometric visualization and it's,
you know,
I'm sure that you can read about it, but it's spelled
Y-A-N-T-R-A.
And then I wanted to add something about the
Fae. I took some notes about it, just that I
used to leave out milk for them, and I was
brought up on the Fae stories and stuff.
And I'm Irish, so that's like the
line of the Tawatha
de Danon, which, according
to the legends, half-fay.
And that's why my name's Cat.
Cat is short for Oenagach, which is the dwelling place of the morgan, the cave of the cats.
But yeah, like, I'm, you know, I feel like I'm very at the beginning of my spiritual journey, you know,
which maybe that's wisdom or maybe that's, you know, like, uh, humility or something.
I think I'm guilty of that. But like, as I progress more, you know, I'm like,
wow, there really are no coincidences. Like the, uh,
the pear trees don't eat pears. Like I saw that today, you know, I mean,
I've seen it before, but I saw it like today on Instagram and then came came in here like not 15 minutes later. So it's like fresh in my mind
But just wanted to thank Bridget and know me and ash for the space
Um as always very nice to talk to you guys and I'll be listening to the beginning part of it
So hi, Mela. Hi soul. Hi wisdom. Hi, Tim
Bye Israel
Have a great day, guys.
Oh, my goodness. Okay, so I know I said, Katsumi, that was beautiful, first of all.
Thank you for that. I always love your series so much. I also see a few, I think she might have
left, but I see a couple of our friends that I know have big-time experiences with orbs and other people in this space.
So, Christian and Mac, if you guys want to come up, I sent you an invite.
I know that you guys have things that we haven't really discussed a lot.
You experienced some of those things.
So, if you feel comfortable and you want to, feel free to come up.
Otherwise, we'll shut it down in just a moment.
Today's been beautiful.
It's been so fun.
It's also been so heart expanding.
I feel like I expanded with all of you guys.
I wanna just thank you for your vulnerability on X
in this container that we've created together.
Thank you for sharing your stories, your experiences.
And they ran the spectrum from like physical
to like highly etheric, right?
So it's just been a really good space.
I also wanna thank Nomi, Ash, AJ,
everyone who's been up here with us as well.
Thank you, Nomi and Ash.
AJ's not here, but we're gonna thank him anyway
for holding it up with me and doing this beautiful co-creation that we're doing together.
It feels very aligned and just beautiful. So everyone who has shared, thank you. Everyone
who's received, thank you. Rachel, thank you for coming in and supporting us, sis. I appreciate
you so much. Mella, Southern, Sarah, Katsumi, Finding. Melly's been in here the whole time.
Melly always has such beautiful expressions. I see Melly a lot in mellow spaces. Mishka's here.
Hello, Mishka. Mac, of course. Always welcome, beautiful brother. Krista, hello, love.
Richard, Christian, Dot, Rose, Catherine.
Hey, what's up, sis?
Discog, Dogma, hello, I love you.
Tim K, beautiful brother, thank you for being here.
I know you've got a lot going on,
just sending you so much support.
Anthony, there's my sis, Miss Maxian, down there keeping
herself really quiet, but I know she's loving it. Val, thank you. Seattle, Ben, I don't know how to
say your name, L-Tree, Meta Boy, Suzy Q, Sharon, Matt, Harry, Raph, Open Arena.
Thank you for being here.
Told you so.
And collectively, I appreciate every single one of you.
Thank you so much.
Nomi, do you want to share something?
Then we'll go to Ash and then we'll wrap it up.
No, I think this was an incredible space today. A lot of different stories, different experiences.
And I hope that in the future, you guys will share more of your experiences because we'd love to know and hope to catch you on the next one, guys.
Thank you so much for coming in.
Yay.
Ash.
Yeah.
Hi. So when Katsumi was talking about his journey, speaking humbly about being at the beginning, I thought to myself, the beginning is a previous end and the end is a new beginning.
So as long as you're fully present in the moment, you're a walking master.
And that just came through. I feel like the masters, the ones who speak the least,
often know the most, and they're so humble about it. So I just wanted to recognize that
when you question, you know, and we put ourselves in this logical conceptual context of the spiritual
journey and what it means to be awakened. To
be awakened is to be fully present here and now. I mean, there is no beginning. There is no end.
There's just here. So as long as we're here, you're a master. You can master your moment.
And that came through when he started talking. So I feel like I just gave a little bit of value
to the room. And I just want to thank everyone for coming.
This was a beautiful space.
I don't know if you guys felt it.
Like when you are present in your body,
you can feel the signature of these environments and these collectives that we create.
And our collective is strong and powerful and palpable.
And every single one of you played a part in that.
So thank you so much for co-creating with one of you played a part in that. So thank you so much
for co-creating with me. It's a man in honor. Oh, that's super cool. I'm a master 11 too.
Awesome. Love it. Love it. I agree, Ash. When I was in a different city, um, before I actually moved to Florida and moved back,
even here, I would go to, um, I would go to, uh, there was a Buddhist temple, but there were
actually multiple temples there. One was so cool. It was like the really old school style with the
dragons that come down the very A-frame looking building. It was so amazing. And just meeting the monks.
And I've actually done this a lot. I've spent time in the Hare Krishnan temples. I've spent time
in many, many Buddhist temples all around, but just hanging out with them and meditating and
doing stuff. And it's always so beautiful. And talk about harmony with everything.
It's always so beautiful.
And talk about harmony with everything.
Like that particular temple, you know, they lived on site as well in these different buildings.
But there was the biggest wasp nest that I've ever seen on the edge of one of those buildings.
And the monks would just stand out there and hang out.
And the wasp would just be flying around them like nothing.
And it was the most amazing thing to watch. Of course, me being someone that's highly allergic, I would feel anxiety every time. But it was just the
oneness, right? They were in harmony. And then when I moved back to Dallas from Florida,
it was the first time I'd actually been around yellow jackets. So in Texas, yellow jackets are
extreme. And it's because they build these giant nests and people always try to kill the nests, right? And one thing that I did to help
me get over my fear is I do research, right? So I found out that hornets actually pass down
predator information genetically, which explains why yellowjackets in Texas are,
like, if they even see a human, they like go at you. Right.
So I was like, oh, it's from the ones that didn't get killed. They observed. Right. And then the next generation and the next generation. And it's just like a mess. But for the first time, I
actually met yellow jackets that were gentle and they were so harmonious and it was very much a
unity experience. And to the point that they would go to the dog bowls, the dog's bowl, and they would
fly around.
They would leave and hover while the dogs were drinking and then come back when they
were done.
They would fly right by you.
Like, I got to the point where I didn't even, I didn't feel any fear of them because they
would come straight out your face, but then they would go around your head and go wherever
they were going, right?
It was like, you weren't even an obstacle.
And then, of course, there was the experience that I had where I was helping heal them because they were going, right? It was like, you weren't even an obstacle. And then, of course,
there was the experience that I had where I was helping heal them because they were flying onto me,
but they didn't have fully formed wings. And I found out that I did some blueprinting and saw that someone in the hive or several of them had gotten into some kind of poison or pesticide
and it had changed their DNA. And so the new generations were being born
with wings that were deformed. So I was like healing them when they'd come to me, because
that's a very short life for them, right? If they don't have the ability to fly.
And then I went to the hive. And so I started doing some blueprinting for the hive,
because you can do it for everything. Everything has a blueprint. And then I had that amazing experience like a little while after that with some etheric beings that showed me
the etheric form of a wasp and they were so generous and beautiful and helpful. So I'm just
saying like everything's connected, right? I don't know why that story came out now, but I think it's
just about the harmony of people who recognize the oneness
and remember and live it, right?
So yeah, wherever we can inject more of that into our world,
this is your reminder to do it in any way that you can right now.
So thank you for this delicious container.
Ash and Nomi, we did a good job, AJ2, creating the container and then everyone
came in and you added all your amazing energy into it. It has been rippling out into the ex
collective, the collective at large, this entire conversation. So thank you for that as well.
And we will see you next Monday. We'll probably see you in spaces between then and now. But yeah,
thank you so much, you guys. Enjoy the rest of your
beautiful day, and we'll see you soon. Thank you.
