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Holding the Weight: Processing Hard Truths Together
Recorded: Feb. 5, 2026 Duration: 4:29:45Space Recording
Short Summary
In a recent discussion, participants explored the psychological effects of consuming graphic news, emphasizing the need for community support and collective processing of hard truths. The conversation highlighted trends in grassroots movements, partnerships for local initiatives, and the potential for new token launches aimed at addressing societal challenges.
Full Transcription
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. all right once it gets to that point of the song I'm just like
that weird um I don't know maybe it's like a synth sound in the back
I just I can't once it gets there I'm just done um anyways hello everybody welcome to
sort of like a pop-up space usually I host the bloom room not on this day. So I didn't really, I don't know.
I don't know if this is a Bloom Room type of space.
I just felt the need this morning to host this space.
I honestly am holding it for myself.
This is for selfish reasons as much as it is for the purpose of facilitating a conversation about this stuff.
Because I genuinely woke up
feeling the weight of everything. So I laugh because it's uncomfortable to feel,
I don't know. It's just this heaviness that has come with learning about, you know,
what's going on in the world, just kind of becoming more attuned to what's
happening around me. Um, and especially with like in light of all of the terrible things
that we're learning about right now. Um, and the way that the world is being affected by it
is just like, it's a lot. So, um, I started thinking, I was like, Hmm, and feel free to
come up people. I don't want this to just be like a ranty, mellow B space. But, um,
I started thinking and I was like, okay at least hmm I feel like we're just
not built to process the way that we're passively consuming terrible news all the time and most
recently it's become very graphic in a way that I personally was not prepared for
um I don't think that it's possible to be prepared for that kind of thing just because it is so
um just unworldly like out of this world uh terrible something that i just didn't i guess it's something that i've
thought about before because i had little pieces of i guess suspicion based on some
hearsay stuff but i didn't have anything tangible like in front of my eyes to prove it so I was always a person of like skepticism
oh my gosh Felicia here let me let me help you up um so I was always a person of like skepticism
in that regard and I feel like I still am a person of skepticism but with like the evidence like like full-blown pictures and images and videos and emails
and just tangible evidence that has recently come to light,
it is extremely difficult for me to process personally.
And I'll give you a little bit of...
I have to give a little bit of background on myself because it's relevant to how I woke up feeling this morning about all of this.
And I used to work in the criminal justice field.
I was a person that worked at a halfway house helping people that have committed the most heinous crimes ever like
the most heinous crimes were the people that I had to work with every day and I had to read their
files and I had to know the ins and outs of what they did wrong and like there were images there
were there were things that I was willingly exposing myself to for the purpose of doing my job.
And that came with the ability to debrief with the people in my field that were professionals.
That gave me the ability to actually process the emotions that came up with learning that stuff because we were surrounded by other
people that were also learning that stuff and we also had people that would that were you know
higher up above us that were trained to be able to debrief us when we learned about heinous terrible
disgusting terrible, disgusting, just unspeakable stuff.
We had to learn about it every day.
It was part of our jobs.
But we don't have that in this situation
with the images and the videos and the emails
and all the stuff that we're now being exposed to.
Unwillingly, I was working in the field.
I was willingly putting myself in that position to, to, you know,
have to learn about that stuff and, and real life stuff.
Like not, this isn't fucking true crime novels.
This isn't criminal minds bullshit.
This is like, I mean, criminal minds is based on real stories,
but this is like real life shit that we are actually being exposed
to all the time. And it's desensitizing people in a way that makes me feel unsettled. And we do not
debrief. We do not have professionals checking in on us to make sure that we're okay and that we're processing in a healthy way we
don't have that and that makes me angry because I went down when I was working in that field
I know what it feels like to become a person that is affected by it outside of work like
I was having nightmares I was like, it was just becoming, um, it was becoming a problem so soon
in my career that I identified that and was like, this is unhealthy. Like I need to do something
different. Um, so I just, I don't know. I I'm going to open it up. I'm going to open up the
floor so that way we can talk about this because like I said, we are being exposed all the time.
So passively to information that is, it like stains the soul guys.
Like it hurts people's hearts and you have to know how to identify that that's affecting you or else it can become a dangerous thing.
And I don't want that to happen to anybody.
So the floor is open.
Feel free to come up and talk.
This is not a space to sensationalize anything that's happening right now because I feel like that's a lot of what's happening in our public discourse on social media with regards to all of the bullshit that we're
learning about i feel like there's a lot of sensationalism happening like people using it as
like um using it as a way to gain clout in some regard and i don't like that because like we're talking about little we're
talking about babies we're talking about children we're talking about girl girls we're talking about
just like real life human beings here this isn't like i said this isn't criminal minds shit this
isn't us talking about true crime this is literally happening before our eyes and there are people not being held accountable for it because of the simple fact that this way of exposing us to all of this terrible stuff in such a nonchalant and passive way, in my opinion, and correct me if I'm wrong wrong like you can totally disagree with me on this
is that not a psychological operation in itself you are now testing what happens when a massive
pop like a huge population of people are suddenly exposed to things that we are not supposed to see.
And people are debriefed on that kind of stuff when they work in the, in the field of, you know,
criminology, criminal justice, um, law enforcement, you know, they, they have professionals that help
them through that stuff. We don't have that. Let's talk about it.
Adam, I see your hands up.
What's up?
Thank you for coming through.
Hey, oh my God.
It is so beautiful to hear you hosting a space on Hard Truths.
And of course, it's always great to hear your music too.
We got to get AJ Yanata, my brother from Another Mother,
on the other side of the country.
Got to get him up here too. Because I just talked to this homeboy today for over two hours and it was gold nuggets all day long, checkered flags all the way.
You know what, Mella, I'm doing my interview series. And what you were saying is reminding me
of something I just posted actually. So I think you might've heard, or you already know that the same tech missions or tech gurus who helped design Instagram and the concept of the
infinite scroll,
like our thumbs did not used to do like a hundred pushups every day.
Like now some people's thumbs are doing like a hundred pushups,
like you're just swiping. You know what I'm saying?
So it's the infinite scroll concept.
Well, that's the same thing that slot machines do. So when your eyeballs are fixated, oh, there's a
lemon, there's a kitty cat, there's a cherry. Oh, I just won money. Oh, I just lost money.
You have no freaking clue what's about to happen next. So it satisfies that part of your brain that
needs suspense or needs variety. And unfortunately, well, actually in a good,
it's a double-edged sword.
So X becoming like the new truth platform.
Yes, there's still certain things you can't say within reason.
And yes, maybe you're getting throttled
on certain people groups.
I don't want to go there right now.
But like, you know, I couldn't post vaccine truth on Facebook.
My Facebook got shut down for like several months.
I was like Bender from the Breakfast Club.
In 2021-ish, I was like, nobody get this.
I've done the research.
It's going to kill people.
Oh, that's, you know, one day suspension for you, Adam.
I came back for my one day.
I'm like, screw you, Zuckerberg.
No, that's one week for you, Adam.
Okay, screw you, Zuckerberg.
That's a month for you.
I spent the whole summer off of Facebook, and I just gave up.
And then X was the same way at the time.
But then when Elon acquired it, I said, oh, beautiful.
And finally give me some truth.
And then, of course, you get the ugly truth.
You get kids in Africa or, you know, all the whatever.
It's people being trafficked, the blood drinking, the adrenaline.
I get it. And then I'm like, wait a minute. I still have to run a business.
I still have to pay my bills. Like I want to be a superhero, but like I got to pay rent.
You know that feeling? So it's like, what do we do? And here we are.
But I hear you. And I think we can always put positivity back into the feed.
So it is a Bible verse.
It talks about overcoming evil with good.
If I'm not mistaken, someone can find that for me.
But like I just posted on my wall, if you look at like right underneath my pin post,
it talks about the infinite scroll.
And it's like your choice, garbage in, garbage out.
If you're going to repost the Epstein thing, you're probably preaching to the choir at choir at this point can you post it up top do you mind pinning that tweet up to the top
so my little i'm gonna i'm a little basic boy with an android phone and android no way you
don't have an android phone no way i cannot post in the jumbotron guys we have two aj's here can
we handle it is this going to be Is this going to be a problem?
The greatness is overwhelming.
My man, I was just talking to him for hours today.
We busted out a podcast, right?
He's crushing it, man.
You're bringing people together, putting people on the podcast, bringing positivity, bringing balance into this crazy, crazy world where they're running such psychological operations
on us all over the place. And if you could help people focus like the great Mella B's doing,
and if you could like follow your passion and then like people see you following your passion
and you could really enjoy life and like people could see you, they could follow you.
Like if you're not doing that and you're on here doing narrative spins and trying to figure out the structures of power, like you're never going to figure out the
structures of power. This is, our world is run by gangsters. If you don't have a background in
gangsterness, gangsterology, then you're not going to understand this game. You could be in the mob
for 30 years and not see the godfather, not see the boss of bosses. And then all of a sudden,
one random day, you might meet the boss of bosses. They're so heavily insulated.
You know, I had this kid I taught. He was actually crazy. This kid actually went nuts.
He was a crazy, crazy kid. He was online in chats. And, you know, I know this because I know his
sister. I taught his sister too. And his sister like, you know, broke down to me a little. One
of their friends broke down to me a little bit.
It was their cousin.
This kid wound up having schizophrenia.
He wound up going online.
They manipulated, somebody manipulated online.
They believe it was feds now.
They had him try to kill de Blasio, they think, first.
Mayor de Blasio.
But Mayor de Blasio went like left instead of right, and he couldn't get him,
kill him. Then they sent him to this mob boss's house. Nobody knew who this guy was at all.
Nobody even knew who this guy existed. But this kid went to this house, doesn't know what happened
because he has schizophrenia, kills this mob boss, and then gets arrested for it. However,
it's amazing. The psychological operations that are
being run are crazy. Anyway, long story short, that mobster guy, nobody knew who he was. He was
so heavily insulated, even mobsters didn't know who he was. So our government is ran by that. So
we see Donald Trump out there. We see a couple of puppets out there, but boy, oh boy, there's
people in military fraternal orders, multi-generational individuals who run things.
And the puppets that you see have no power at all. Now you have to say what almost Jesus said.
Jesus said, look, give to Caesar what's his. And then you got to kind of, you know, get a little
creative, follow your passion. They're creating an illusion. They're actually pretending that Jesus said, look, give to Caesar what's his. And then you got to kind of, you know, get a little creative.
Follow your passion.
They're creating an illusion.
They're actually pretending that they're going against evil, but they are the evil.
And they're kind of keep the game board in place.
So if you know that, you could focus on your passion.
Let them play their games of thrones.
Don't get involved in that.
Get yourselves to higher ground.
And I really think like somebody like Mella B who's playing music, everybody could follow in her footsteps.
She shows people how to navigate this, how to operate in this reality.
And again, especially when you're talking business like you, AJ, you're talking business,
you're getting people involved in that, getting their wheels spinning.
Nobody should be on here trying to save the world unless you saved yourself first.
yourself first. I'll end it. It's so true. Yeah. Like, so part of this, like holding of the weight,
I'll end it.
It's so true.
Yeah.
like the title says, cause there's a lot of weight that comes with this stuff.
Like I was kind of expressing there. Like I absolutely carry like this, this overwhelming
feeling of, I wish I could change these things. I wish I could,
I mean, like I worked in the field and I even continued to feel discouraged because as much as I wanted to help people, um, it's like, you can, you can only do so much. Like,
you can't control everybody. There were people that were under my caseload that would reoffend
and end up back in prison. And that made me feel like a failure because it was like, well, I was their person.
I was literally their only person because they weren't allowed to do much.
They had very strict conditions of parole living at the halfway house.
So they went to work because that was my job was to find these people positions so that way they could reintegrate back into society. And then they had to be at the halfway house of like feeling like I wish I could fix everything. I wish I could change the world. Truly. I truly wish that. But also like Adam was saying,
we like, we have to continue living our own lives too. So that's what I, today I woke up
with this feeling of like, oh my God, Kay, I can sense like, there's a whole lot of weight happening right now.
There's a whole lot of new information coming to light that, yes, a lot of us knew that this was the case already, but now there's real shit, man.
Like, there's real stuff that they're showing us, and it's desensitizing people, it's a psychological operation to see how far can we desensitize these people so we can do whatever the fuck we want.
Right?
That's a really good way to say it, actually.
I mean, you got kids screaming about their gender and demanding rights over that.
And then, I mean, I don't want to get into that particular topic right now.
But it's a really fascinating thing to think about.
If you, AJ might've heard of this book.
Anybody heard of the book called the CIA and the cult of intelligence?
Yep.
So I didn't, I didn't.
I used to direct political talk shows.
So I love that you know this Mella.
So there's a two interesting quotes from two old fuck.
Can I cuss in here?
From two old dudes.
Absolutely. Absolutely.
Yeah, okay, great.
So William Colby and William Casey, two different Williams.
The really ugly fucker, William Casey.
I don't mean to be insulting to anyone with that last name, but this,
who's a former CIA director.
director. He said, we will know, this is a direct quote, we will know our misinformation program
He said, we will know, this is a direct quote.
is complete when everything the American public believes is a lie, unquote. Now, wait a minute.
Why would someone who works in my government that's supposed to watch out for me and fix my
potholes and take me to the hospital when I call 911. Why would someone in my government be running a disinformation program that's
so complicated they want everything I believe to be a lie?
Bye Felicia.
How are you doing, sweetheart?
There's somebody talking. You just butted in.
Yeah, I'm a bigger, tougher guy, but that's okay.
I'm sorry, Mr. Mustache.
That's okay.
So the other William.
Talk about stuff we don't give a shit about.
I don't know, Mel.
I wouldn't have that person up here for very long.
But the other William I'm referencing, and then I'll land my plane, is William Colby.
And he said, anyone of significance in the major media is owned by by us the cia so you're being lied to
constantly that's called project mockingbird that's all yep i'm sorry you got caught off there
i apologize for not getting to that mute button sooner um but i appreciate um everything you said
there because it's true like we don't need to even the word conspiracy theorist
like that that term was created that was created to make people that even are telling the truth
it's like it's like the scapegoat you know like it's like ah he's just a conspiracy theorist so
so yes there are conspiracy theorists out there that are absolute fucking wackos.
But then there are people that are actually telling you the truth, and you get labeled the same way.
That's what happened.
And now that there's certain information that we were told we were crazy for,
I remember having this conversation with two particular people years ago when, um, you know, the Wayfair shit, you know, when, um,
like even the Balenciaga shit, people, oh, just casually forgot about that.
You know, like, it's actually crazy, um, I remember having this conversation with people before,
and it was like, oh my god, you're insane, like, no, that can't be true, and I, I'm like, okay,
fair, I get it, be skeptical, honestly, be a skeptical person, that's what we need more of
in this fucking world, but, um, at the same time, now those people are turning around like, holy
shit, and those people are not ready to hear
they're not ready to see this shit it is insane what i'm seeing when i fucking scroll through
instagram when i scroll through my feed on um on x like it's crazy what i'm seeing and i keep
thinking to myself like you could only see this stuff on the dark web before this shit wasn't just like willy-nilly
and and before there was the um the alert would pop up like oftentimes something pops up on my
feed and I'm like why is there no you know that censored like it like grays out the image right
and then it'll be like sensitive content behind this button. And if you press the button, it'll let you see the content.
I don't even see that as frequently as I do now, as I did before.
Before it was very like, it was very strict.
It felt like.
Is anyone else noticing that?
Oh, you know, I think they're running psychological operations, a steady dose of it, especially online.
You know, I told everybody in the last space,
we used to watch the news from five, I say this every space, but you watch the news for a couple
hours a night and you didn't need that many psyops to distract the public. Now in the age
of information, you need psyop after psyop after psyop, psychological operation after psychological
operation. Nobody finds it weird that the influencers are being fed a steady dose of psychological
operations.
You notice how there's not two psychological operations on the same day.
They're weeks apart.
And it's just, it's God awful.
But there's something called the Black Awakening.
I said it on Mellor's last face.
There's this guy by the name of Russ Dizdar.
He saved, they said,
hundreds of satanic ritual abuse survivors.
He was one of the nicest guys in the world, they say.
Again, I don't know that guy or anything,
but he would save the satanic ritual abuse survivors
all around the world,
and they would come to him
and provide him all the information.
And what this guy said was,
there'll be a point in time
where they run this operation where all the mind control slaves will be unleashed on the public.
And he said, as soon as that happened, you're going to see chaos here, this over there,
you're going to see destruction over here and destabilization, especially on these apps,
you'll have people destabilizing. And they said there's thousands and thousands of these mind
control slaves. And we, now the thousands and thousands of these mind control slaves.
And we now the kid I was talking about before that killed the mobster, he could have been part
of a satanic ritual abuse situation. His family was gangsters themselves, low level ones. However,
this kid was working with the government and he went and did what he did. He could have been these
MK ultra survivors where
they're getting these people to do everything they want to do. I don't want to scare anybody
a black pill, but it's called the black awakening. Everybody should research it.
Cause it's, I think we're going through some of that now.
Yeah. It's interesting. Um, I'm curious to see if I want to touch base with Felicia and see if she
has anything to add here. And then we'll go to James. I think that was the order of operations. What's up, Felicia? Thanks for coming through.
Hi, sweetie. I'm feeling much better this week. Last week was a little rough ride for me. You
know, I kind of told you on the side a little bit what was going on and why I was kind of down in
the dumps. It wasn't so much the media, but what was going on in my own life with a loss in the family. But, you know, we have
to work through those everyday things as well as we do online. And that's what I was going to say.
Yeah, back in the day, they filtered it for you. It seems like here and now, since it's free speech
and it's all open and you're allowed to do this, that and that and the other, and they don't really
put no kind of filters on
anything. It's like you have to filter it out yourself. Like in the beginning, you know,
I would get a lot of scammers, and I was kind of really naive about it in the beginning, like
five years ago when I came on here. I was, I'm so country. So I come like from a remote area.
So like I was very naive about things when I came on this site
at first and I had to figure out what a scammer was. I had to figure, I didn't even know what a
scammer was. That's how naive I was. But I mean, you learn a lot. You have to take the good with
the bad here. It's like the yin and the yang. And you kind of learn to
figure it out as you go along. And what you kind of have to do for your own sanity is you kind of
have to filter out what you feel like you can handle and what you feel like you can't handle.
And that's basically where I'm at. Even on my pages, you can tell that my algorithm has changed because not because of them, but because of me.
Like when I first came on, I had like a page and I was doing it almost like a Facebook, which is so ridiculous because I had no clue what Twitter was about.
Or I didn't come on here until it was X.
But I was doing it like Facebook.
I was like, oh, posting my pictures, post my family, and then I had this stupid idiot
getting my page, and they started putting my pictures of me and my grandchildren on Google.
I was like, dude, what the hell?
I had to start learning how to protect myself. Like I was dumb, dumb. But you learn
as you go along. It's my whole thing. You learn to filter out what you can handle.
Some people like to read about that. Some people like to be messy and some people like that kind of stuff.
And they like to repost that kind of stuff and they like to read about that stuff.
And that's not me.
I'm more into love, peace, happiness, nature.
I'm all about, you know, music, movies, having fun, family, holidays.
having fun, family, holidays, you know, that's me.
You know, that's me.
Having a good time, lifting up, keeping away from negative,
negativity, trying to stay with the positive,
trying to uplift and build and not tear down.
That's me.
So that's what I'm about.
So I had to check myself before I wrecked myself in the beginning.
Yes, that's exactly it.
That's exactly it.
I had to check my own self because I was making mistakes.
And I'm real sweet.
I mean, I'm not bragging on myself or anything, but I'm not.
I don't mean sweet. I mean, I'm not bragging on myself or anything, but I'm not, I don't mean sweet.
I meant giving.
Like my mother before me, my mother was a real giving person.
She would make like all kinds of Christmas presents.
She'd just give them out free, not to just the people in the family, but go out.
She would go to like the park.
She would paint pictures.
She'd stick them on the bench for somebody to pick up.
And I'd just be, I'd be like, mom, your picture. Oh no, I'm leaving it there. Why? Why are you leaving your picture the bench for somebody to pick up. And I'd be like, Mom,
your picture. Oh, no, I'm leaving it there. Why? Why are you leaving your picture? Oh,
somebody might want it, you know. So she taught me the spirit of giving, giving to others.
And then my father was a builder. He built you up. He was a family person. So he was country, didn't have much, but he taught you the morals. If you don't have
your words, you have nothing, you know. Um, and he taught you about God and about watching out for,
you know, you're, you know, the ones you love. So, um, along the way, uh, what I had to learn to do with myself is since I've been on here, at least since we're talking about what's what's here on the platform, what something real negative that's going to hit you
in the wrong way and it's going to get you down where you can't even like function properly,
block it. Just block it. Move on. Do something different. Change it up. Stay with the people
you know. The people that you know are real because there are people in here that are not
even real. There are bots in here. I didn't even know what a bot was.
I'm serious.
I was so dumb.
There's bots in here.
There's doppelgangers where you got people pretending to be other people that ain't really them.
And you don't really know who's what.
This is the way that I had learned to protect myself.
I went into spaces straight up
because once I found spaces,
I found real people, people with voices.
When they have a voice, they have a personality,
they can talk about where they're from
and they're not saying they're not from earth
or they're from another universe or something like
that i've had so many different people in different groups on this place on this platform
but i usually stick with the music i'll stick with the poems or the reading or you know people
that i've known that i've talked to before that seems you know about on my level
because uh I have a big heart Felicia Felicia nice accent love it thank you I'm from Texas
I have a big heart I live in Oklahoma that's so I have a big heart. So I tend to kind of
We try to feel for somebody if they're having a problem. I try to tend to want to help them out
So I just have to kind of just pick and choose is all I'm saying
Yeah, it's true. It's true. You gotta you have to have like the self-awareness to know like what it is, what it is that you can handle and what you should probably turn your head away from, right?
And you have to literally educate yourself on, you know, if you don't know something, like as soon as you educate yourself, note that, and move on. One thing that, one thing that kind of, like,
strikes me as concerning about it, though, because I do believe in, I believe in free speech, I
believe in freedom of, you know, I want the government to be as little involved with my
life as possible. That's what I want. So free everything. That's what I want but the the thing that kind of strikes me as concerning about
the the current like events that are being um just shared very passive passively and and casually
all over everything is that we it's not a good thing it's really not not i mean like once you've seen it
yeah that's what i'm saying because you never know when a kid's going to pick up your phone
and go in your phone or something or say can i play a game and the next thing you know they're
in your other stuff and then they're looking around and they see something, you know, or even teenagers, they can, they know how to do these things where they can get in
platforms real easy. Oh yeah. Oh, it's so easy. They're seeing stuff at a young age. That's what
I, what I'm kind of concerned with. Cause I, you know, I have a big family, I have kids and
grandkids and stuff. So I think about it like this oh wow you know back in
the day my my kids didn't get exposed to that kind of stuff but I have to worry about that with my
my little yeah your grandkids their kids yeah yeah yeah so and it's concerning too because
you're right like kids can get access to this stuff in the blink of an eye it doesn't take
any time at all but um we don't know we don't know what's going to happen to that massive group, a massive population of children get exposed to the heinous crimes that, you know what I mean?
Like, when has that ever been a thing, right?
No, this is it.
Statistically, people that commit these crimes have been, you know, I'm choosing my words extremely carefully i hope you know what
i mean i don't want to um cause any feelings for anybody but yeah so like the people that
have experienced traumatic events in their childhood statistically yeah they end up perhaps getting involved with things that um yes that i get exposed to
and i'm like okay so is this this is where i start to question okay what are we doing here guys
because if we think about it what we're doing is is is perpetuating the very issue that we're trying to put to an end.
It's worrisome. It is worrisome. I mean, as an older person with kids and grandchildren,
I kind of get concerned with what's going to happen with my grandbabies, my girls. I mean,
because it's different from the way that I was raised to the way that I raised my girls to the way they're raising their girls.
Because I have a lot of girls in my family.
But anyway, you know.
Yeah, it's tough.
Can I say hi to Mr. Anderson?
Mr. Anderson, I mentioned Mr. Anderson.
Oh, for me?
It says he's a listener.
What's up?
Thanks for coming through.
I'm sorry for you.
I'm grabbing something to eat real quick.
Thanks for having me nice what are you
getting quesadilla oh okay i'm asking because i still have to make something to eat i need
inspiration of course every time she puts a space on there's pots and pans in the background
betty crocker over here oh i saw you making i saw you making cooking something on your page
what was that like a whole bunch of fruits oh i think it was you were making it was around the
holidays yeah i think i made apple cider homemade oh my god i would love to have some of that that
looked amazing yeah it was really good i'm I'm in my era of like making things myself
instead of like buying them pre-made I don't want to like buy pre-made shit if I don't have to so
I'm trying my best to like yeah I just bought one of those uh uh steam pots that you shut down and
it has the steam that comes out of it's a it's a pressure cooker and
I did my first meal last week and I put all my stuff in there you know I went by my recipe and
everything and it only took 36 minutes and whenever I you have to let the steam out it takes a while
you have to be careful not to burn yourself because it's I didn't even know it was doing
anything it was so quiet I was like it ain, something's broken with it. But after 36 minutes and I made that little steamer thing, it was, it was, and I opened it up.
Oh my God.
That meat was falling off the bone.
Okay, Felicia, you'd be so proud of me.
Guess what I made the other night?
What?
I made a brisket.
Oh, it was so good. Oh, I i hate talking about food i want to taste it
it was so good i have a big group uh we need a cookout the bang yeah yeah we need to have a
cookout a cookout a singing old-fashioned cookout yeah Yeah. I don't know.
I just, I bought a food processor and I'm like, like I made homemade granola bars the other day.
So good.
You got to find the positive in with the negative.
We got to mix the yin and yin.
So that's the other thing.
I wanted to ask how was your.
Sorry.
Oh, sorry, Felicia.
I was just wanting to ask how's it going with your signups on your backyard.
Oh, my.
Yeah, my tour.
Yeah. So, I've gotten quite a few.
I'm, like, sifting through them to see what makes most sense.
I, like, there's a bunch to consider.
I basically have to, like, figure out all the logistics i'm
still working on that part and i'm still accepting applications because um i'll probably accept
applications up until like maybe april may i was kind of curious if you got any Texas ones yet because I kind of wanted you to come this.
Well, let me know if you get in Texas because I kind of wanted you to come this way.
I did have some setbacks this year.
I've got to have a couple of surgeries from that stupid drunk driver.
But yeah, I would like to see you if you come to Texas.
Yeah, I would love to.
Yeah, that'd be great.
I'd love that. I can't wait. I hope you make it to Texas. Yeah, I would love to. Yeah, that'd be great. I'd love that. I can't wait. I hope you
make it to Texas. Yeah. Well, thanks for coming through, Felicia. Stick around and we're gonna,
we're gonna go around to the hands and hope to hear from you again soon. Always appreciate your
perspective. I think part of like processing for me is like I need to hear other people's perspectives.
And I like hearing from all like walks of life.
And because like I know that I'm I live in like my own little bubble.
Right.
And I only know my own version of reality.
So I like to hear.
I get it.
I agree.
Yeah.
So I see a bunch of friends on stage.
I think we said we're going to go to, I just want to say hi to everybody. I want everyone to unmute your mic and be like, hi. I do want to touch base with hey paula oh my god you've been trying to get up here
right you were you were rugging for like a long time i think sorry me yeah paula oh i couldn't
grab a mic my ex glitches so much whenever i'm in a space earlier i was in dr heath's space earlier
today and i grabbed a mic and then I forgot that I had been in there
and then what happens is when I grab like subsequently go to another one I have to exit
my whole um like I'm on the the browser I'm on the browser though on a tablet so I have to shut
down everything and restart everything oh my goodness wow they gotta figure that out
and often it stabilizes too when i grab a mic sometimes i don't even have anything to say
but if there's like seats like mics available i'll grab one because it stabilizes us oh cool
that's awesome good to know because sometimes my ex coaches too when are you coming to toronto um actually i have a show i'm playing
like a singer songwriters round on february 22nd i believe yeah it's in my um the link in my bio
there's tickets up the tickets are 10 bucks um and i'm playing alongside i think it's um
a few other great singer songsongwriters from the area.
So it should be fun.
Okay, I'm going to check it out.
I'm dying to come see you sometime soon.
Yay!
Where's that one at?
It's in Toronto.
Yeah, my birthday's on the 18th, darn it.
I wish you could make it detected.
I'll send you a video. I'll send you a
video of me singing Sweet Cheeks if I don't. Okay. Okay. You negotiated with me. I'll take that.
Yeah. Yeah. There you go. You're getting a melody. What do they call them? A cameo?
Is that a cameo? I don't know. Just send me a video and I'll, if you don't mind, I could,
but I did post some of your videos up. I posted some of, uh, there's another singer.
There's a couple of singers that don't mind me posting their videos up on my, um, on my music page.
I like posting more.
I want to post more X, uh, music videos of people that I know that I talk to instead of just the regular singers you know I like to put
more of the ones here on x I love it on my platform Felicia knows how to support love love
love it um let's tap in with James James what's up welcome you've been here for a while you've
heard me rant I apologize apologize, but passionate.
No, ranting is good. Conspiracy theories are good. Uh, um,
I posted a link in the pill. Uh, some of you see theorists, people, AJ has seen the link before.
So it's an interesting look into the potential history of what we're
dealing with and how long it's been around. Um,
basically dealing with the top echelon
of those behind the scenes.
But yeah, yeah, I'm not gonna waste anyone's time.
There's a few who don't like me here.
So I'll just leave it at that.
Enjoying the talk.
We've been slow rolled this in a lot of James, did you lose him?
Oh yeah, I seen
something come up on the bottom of the screen
I was like, what the hell is that? And I went silent
What was I going to say?
Okay, think of it this way
When I was growing up
90% of the shit you see in your entertainment today and in the movies that were released would have been considered X-rated.
90% of it.
All right.
So they knew exactly what they were doing on the slow rolling of the population since well i guess we could say the
last reset you know what i mean uh if you want to go into the whole conspiracy aspect of our history
on earth but yeah we we are approaching a significant moment in time where everything
they're desensitizing us to will literally come to fruition.
And then we will have the option to say, well, do we sit on our hands?
Because obviously our votes don't count.
But what counts and how do we stop it?
That's the ideal goal is to eradicate that fucking pestilence from the earth and all that it causes.
And I'll drop it at that. Love the space. Love mella you rock aj love you guys james good seeing you man good hearing from
you don't be a stranger yeah thank you appreciate that and it's true things have kind of they've
changed a lot in that regard and um this isn't to say like i don't want to sound like the person
that's like we need to like censor things it's not i don't want to sound like the person that's like, we need to, like, censor things.
It's not, I don't know if it's about censorship as much as it's about, like, just general human standards.
Like, are we really, we're really okay?
We're really okay with the way that things are shared now?
Like, we're actually all right with kids being exposed to the things that
they're exposed to and you know genuinely great human beings ending up you know seeing something
that they didn't want to see in that moment just willy-nilly casually passively it kind of makes
me want to cry to be honest I'm sorry like I and like, I'm hosting this space for like a selfish reason. It's because
I, I, I feel the weight. I can feel the energy shift. People are like actually afraid and living
in fear right now while simultaneously pretending that they're not because we have no choice,
but to continue functioning and surviving. They thrive off the basis of well because their their view is if we
inundate them so much with this shit then they're then those those who have kids are going to be
like well what are you gonna do you know what are you gonna do it's there what are you gonna do
you know what i mean yeah that phrase is that phrase is tough man because it's like yes
what are you going to do like actually what are you going to do today you have to have your kids
growing up so fast under your guidance yes not electronic guidance yeah you gotta put it out
there hey you're gonna see some shit real soon That's gonna freak you out
Okay, but you know
You're gonna be able to judge the age
By the way your child interacts with you
You know what I mean?
If you're gonna be a parent that puts an iPad
In front of your kid, you've already lost the fucking battle
Oh my god
Have you seen the shit that's on like YouTube for kids?
Dude
You go on YouTube for kids hear me out it's
like you would expect for that to have some level of like like i don't know common sense it seems
is missing from these platforms um i watched a three-year-old that was just doom scrolling on
youtube for kids doom scrolling first of all we know that
scrolling isn't good for our brains we're okay all of a sudden it's okay that that's accessible for
kids um but the things that were coming up there was a i again i'm gonna have to say this is a
warning to anybody that isn't okay hearing about like terrible things because we're going to talk about some bad stuff.
But there was a kid that was like, I think he was like, I'm guessing he was very young.
He was like eight or something, maybe six or seven.
Fuck, I said six, seven.
Guys, what the fuck?
Six, seven. six or seven fuck I said six seven guys what the fuck um six seven he he his dad like his dad found out that he was um on youtube for kids scrolling and found a video about how to shmang
yourself I'm gonna that say that word okay Okay. A little kid. And then his dad found him.
Okay. Like that's where we're at now. That kind of thing should not happen that on YouTube for
kids, the thing that parents are told that they can leave their kid with YouTube for kids and
they'll be fine because it's all, you know, vetted material. No. So like,
I think it's very important that parents try to incorporate some art or some
education and not so much, and not,
not just not so much scrolling, but more supervision.
It's like the parents get lazy
and they're wanting to do their own thing, playing their games, you know, here go, like it's a
babysitter or something and they're not paying attention. They're not supervising properly.
If you would just make sure your children, even on those YouTube kids, YouTube, even on those,
YouTube kids YouTube even on those those have to be supervised because they'll sneak little things
in uh on a cartoon on a cartoon you think oh I've seen that cartoon that's fine oh bullcrap wait a
minute wait for a few seconds and then you'll see what's going to come up yeah oh yeah I've seen
stuff and things that look innocent.
And I mean, it's like and then when the kid comes to you and says, look at this, you're like, oh, holy crap.
We used to watch that one and it wasn't like that when we were young.
They've modified that to make it into something else.
But they make you think that it's going to be OK for the first couple of minutes.
But then after you're like, oh, OK, you're fine to watch that and the next thing you know look at this what yeah and
it's also it's not even like just disturbing images and stuff it's also like politicizing
children's minds with like bullshit that should not be in children's shows we shouldn't be teaching
kids about anything political because they are fucking children they
don't vote like they're not not that that's like you know what i mean but they're kids like let
them be kids i don't know we we've kind of gone in a an interesting direction here let's talk to
who's next i see a hand up i just want to say hi to Rachel. Rachel, how was your space? I know I missed your space, girl.
Oh, I missed a Rachel space.
You missed the space.
No, but since we started, Bridget was like, I promised Madeline we were coming over there.
So I was like, okay, okay.
We were trying to cut it short to get in here.
Oh, my God. You guys did not have to do that but thank you that's
so sweet i appreciate you do that you girl um what are your thoughts rachel i would love to hear from
you about what i just got here so oh you just okay then never mind i'm not putting you on the
spot like that we're like we're talking about heavy shit i was explaining that at the beginning of honestly
this has been for a while now but i woke up this morning and i was like i need to i need to process
all of the crazy shit that i'm seeing all of you know the fucking edstein list and all the documents that have come out
all the images the videos all this stuff that's just like willy-nilly on my page that i i see and
i'm like kate can't unsee that now and i'm like part of the reason why i left the criminal justice
field was because i couldn't like handle i was oh God, it was like heinous shit over and over and
over again. That was my job just reading about and learning about real life heinous shit.
And, and then I started thinking about it. I'm like, wait a second. I had somebody to debrief
me on that. Like I had a professional that like, that was part of our job, right? We went into the
prisons. We interviewed people that have done really bad things. Like we had to learn about That like that was part of our job, right? We went into the prisons we
Interviewed people that have done really bad things like we had to learn about really terrible things all the time
But we always had a debrief with a professional that was able to like
guide us through
Excuse me That was there to guide us through those feelings and processing like how to manage your emotions and situations like that and i was like holy shit
it seems to me like this is some weird psyop type shit now because i'm like wait a second
all these this massive population of people is now being exposed to similar shit that I had to read about that I had debrief on and I had like
professional help to deal with and nobody has that so I'm like okay we're holding this weight
all of us are holding this weight something that we can't obviously control but now we're having
to process these new findings that are very graphic and very terrible even just the
thought you know it's all very very terrible at least it should be if it's not terrible to you
then maybe go seek some some help but yes that's where I'm at. I'm like thinking, wow, this is crazy. Like what is actually happening
here? So I think that, okay. So for me in 2019, my little innocence and you know,
how naive I was about how this world actually was run. Um, so it all started with a question
that my realtor gave me and, you know, we were living
in California, so she was really careful about how she would wake people up about certain things,
you know. So she told me, have you ever looked into the stuff with Hillary? And I was like,
Hillary, like, no, what? And she was like, you know know how they have the foundation and all this stuff and
so i went she told me okay you need to follow this guy his name is uh dave snedeker snedeker
i hope i said that right oh kelly knows what is kelly still here kelly knows what i'm talking
about okay so um my little cowbell, I've known her since
back then. So anyways, okay. So I started researching all this stuff and I literally
couldn't sleep when I found out what they were doing to the kids. I couldn't sleep. I've never
slept the same ever again. I think about it all the time and I'm like I just can't believe it so um you know I I like joined
this app and I was like this I'm all about Trump and it was all about Trump right so I you know
because I was always into politics my parents you know were it. But anyways, I think that they're numbing us down.
Every single day, they show us things that we should not be seeing that we didn't use to see before.
You know, the reason why I was in such shock when I saw what was really happening is because, like I said, I was just so naive and so innocent.
I was just like, whoa,
you know? And, um, and I haven't been the same because once you see it, you can't unsee it.
That's the bad part. Once you're awake to it all, you can't go back. So the thing is, um,
they show us these things every day. Like I tell you, there's certain things that have traumatized me, right?
Like I saw this guy get stabbed in a video and everybody was just like walking over him.
Like he wasn't just dying in front of everybody.
And I was like, dude, I would have been screaming.
Like I would have been screaming because, you know, the desperation of even watching the video, you know.
you know the desperation of even watching the video you know but i mean now we see so many
school shootings and shootings and bombs and like every day they're they're like bombing us with all
this info and all this horrific scenes you know people getting beat up and bullied and you know
like just the worst things that you could see humanity do to each other feels like being poisoned yeah it's like they they do it because they want this to be the reality
and they want us to be at a point where it's just normal it's just normal like that's survival
can i ask you a question yeah how do you because you said that you kind of like woke up to this in 2019 um and
it sounds like you've kind of gotten to a place where you found I don't know just from knowing
you and and talking to you I feel like you found your own version of peace at least that's the vibe
I get and well I wonder how that I wonder how that transpired for you after you were like,
hurt by learning all of this. So I'm a person that laughs through everything. All my traumas
in life, I've healed them with laughter. That's like the honest truth. I don't go to therapy,
which I'm not recommending that to anyone because that's probably why I'm such an angry person.
But I feel like my hope turned to rage.
And then the anger helped steer me to fight for different things and talk about different things that are really hard topics.
For many years, I did a lot of spaces on the Vax injured and they
would come in and they would tell their horrific stories and how their kids died and all this stuff.
I mean, guys, listening to this is not easy. You know, you're literally traumatizing yourself
in order to help these people have a voice, you know? And, um, and I chose to do that because I was just,
when I'm angry, I am the strongest. I'm telling you, I am full blown Taurus. Okay. But when I'm
sad, I'm very weak, you know, like I'm vulnerable. And so I chose anger and literally that's what
gets me, you know, that's what gets me through it. So, but it's, do you feel like it's in like an empowered, angered vibe?
Like you're, you're clearly like, it's helping you to be angry about it.
I can kind of relate to that, to be honest, because I'm also a Taurus.
So of course.
Yeah, it's a balance.
It's a balance, right?
Cause you can't be angry all the time.
Cause people also need the tenderness. They need like for you to hear them out. Sometimes people just need to be heard because sometimes when you just talk about what you're going through, then, you know, that helps heal you.
I don't know if you guys have noticed, but even in a serious space, you'll hear me making little jokes.
And I'll, like, get off mic and I'm, like, you know, I'll just say, like, something funny.
And everybody's, like, they don't get it, you know.
But the ones that do get it, they appreciate it because it's almost like something, you know.
Like, something that breaks, like like that heavy feeling, you know.
So it's almost like a quick, you know, rebalance or whatever.
I get that.
And honestly, my coping, and yes, I'm cooking again, AJ.
I understand I cook all the time.
The comedy thing.
So, like, I watch, some of you know this this about me I am in the top 9% of
Kill Tony viewers on YouTube because I watch so much stand-up comedy um that's
my coping like music and stand-up 100% fun fact I have done stand-up once or
twice I did like open mics for a little bit it was fun
but yeah, that's my coping because
It's usually about like current events like I don't know people the comedians are like the jesters right like they make fun of the stuff
that's happening in the world and
They get paid to do it and it's hilarious to me because it's oh my God, like they kind of do what I do in a sense.
Like music is very much the same thing
where I'm like interpreting the world around me
and creating something out of it
to make other people feel something.
So comedy kind of like, I don't know,
it reminds me of what I do, but different.
I think that's why I love it so much.
But that's what I do is I just like laugh about things.
That's how I cope.
So hopefully other people out there
can find that same release because
as much as this is about like, okay,
we gotta process hard truths and like, you know, face things.
It's also about like taking care of ourselves through that.
Because at the end of the day, like someone told me,
it was actually when I worked in the field at the halfway house and there was a professional, I guess he was what was his position?
He would come in and teach us our coping mechanisms and like how to deal with all the traumatic stuff.
I can't remember what his position was, but he came in and he said something that really stuck with me.
He said, peace begins with me.
So you can't control the world outside of you,
but you can control the peace within yourself.
And when you think about it, if more and more people do that,
then statistically, hopefully, those people will start outnumbering those that don't.
And the people that do the crimes the heinous stuff
right hopefully one day we will outnumber them um let's i i'm so wait what do you call a mexican
with a rubber toe oh my god oh my god and i usually i usually don't get jokes by the way guys if you know me you know that i don't
get jokes that's so funny mr anderson mr anderson do you approve of that joke or was that just like
i think that joke sounded great i like it
oh my gosh did you get your uh what is it a quesadilla did you get your quesadilla yet I think that joke sounded great. I like it.
Oh, my gosh.
Did you get your, what is it, a quesadilla?
Did you get your quesadilla yet?
Yeah, it wasn't what I expected, but it wasn't too bad.
I told him to hold the onions, which went pretty well.
There you go.
All right, let's check in with Bridget. I have a feeling bridget has a bunch to say on this and i'm very excited for your perspective how are you girl
hey can you hand baby can you hand me the airpod because these sound horrible on x
also i want to say hey i want to say hey to step, Perez. We got Bold Wards.
We also have a hand up.
Caroline.
Caroline?
Caroline has her hand up.
Sweet Caroline.
She probably has some people do that.
Hello.
I bet that's her theme song.
So good.
It is not my theme song.
It seems to be following me around everywhere I go.
That's what I mean by that.
Yeah, I guess.
Yeah.
Very original.
Well, at least it's not by Felicia.
No, no.
It's half Felicia.
Remember?
You changed it.
You changed it.
That's right.
Half Felicia.
Yes. Yes. And yeah, That's right. Hi, Alicia. Yes.
Yes.
And, yeah, it's good to have good hobbies like cooking and meditating and taking a break other than just scrolling, scrolling, scrolling, scrolling.
I think it is dangerous to just constantly scroll.
Yeah, it's actually crazy.
Mella, did you want to go to Caroline first
Since her hand was up?
Oh, sure, if that's alright with you
Because I totally neglected the hands
And just became extremely conversational
What's up?
That's what the space is for, really
Yeah, no, I appreciate the hand, though
What's up?
I just wanted to introduce myself, I guess And just let you know that I really appreciate the title of the space.
But I live in the country, and so I don't get out very much.
And my husband has been going on these political spaces like crazy.
And so he's out right now with the kids at hockey, and they're going to be home any minute.
And they're going to be home any minute.
So thank you for letting me say hi.
So thank you for letting me say hi.
And so I have four kids.
And I just had so much insight in what you guys were saying earlier.
And, like, we don't have any electronics in our house.
Like, the kids don't have any screen time ever.
Like, we have a Friday night movie, and that's it.
And so, like, I'm glad I was able to avoid all the shit that's been going on like since
COVID because I don't live in the city. But on the other,
on the other side of it is like, it's, it's,
it was like a train wreck watching it happen from afar and like not being in
it was, I'm like thankful for that. But like,
I can see that it's just been, it's been, it's been terrible for society,
right? Like it's black and white.
And so anyhow, yeah, I have four kids. They're ages eight to 13. I'm a singer songwriter and
I don't get out very much. So thanks for letting me talk.
You must live near Melody's town. Cause you guys say eight the same way.
Are you, are you, are you in Canada by any chance?
Yeah, I'm in Alberta.
Cattle farm and I'm carnivore.
So if you guys need any help with your briskets or something, just let me know.
Oh my God. We just became best friends.
Um, I am also in Canada. I live in Ontario.
Um, in a small little town. I grew up in like the countryside,
not in like the big city. So I feel you. I know what that feels like to be like kind of on the outside observing, but. Oh, everything's on the outside and there's so many things happening in
the big city and it's three hours from me. And I just, I can't go to, you know, jams, like music jams.
I can't go to lessons, you know, all this stuff.
It's so hard to be.
But then I have my family, so they keep me really busy.
And I do an album every year for my songwriting stuff.
So I'm trying to cope with being an extrovert living in the country.
But it's not a cakewalk, you know.
That's tough. I know what that feels like. extrovert living in the in the country but it's not it's not a cakewalk you know that's uh that's
tough I know what that feels like and um have you ever tried like performing online like on um
on do you perform online at all it's like streaming you know I don't I bought one of those
DAWs and I've never used it so I just whenever whenever I go to the city like I'll I'll always
make a double header so I'll have a gig Friday night Saturday night and then go to the city, like I'll, I'll always make a double header.
So I'll have a gig Friday night, Saturday night,
and then back to the farm by Sunday night.
Don't you guys have a barn?
You can have a jam session in.
Can't you host the jams on your farm?
Who is going to drive all the way out to my farm?
Like nobody.
You don't have like cool neighbors, neighbors you know no i'll do it
they do not care they don't care about art at all none of these farm people so if you have a daw
and if you have like streaming capabilities i would love to help you figure that out because that has changed my life um performing online is like it's like the
the secret sauce because you know for a long time musicians didn't have that opportunity
so you know like there's there's a lot of really cool things you can do with performing
live music still live music on um like streaming platforms and stuff like that so we should talk yeah i would
we can get on a chat or something like a chat room but my kids are unfortunately home now so
i have to do my second shift now but um do you host this space regularly um i host spaces once
a week at least so you'll see them pop up it's called the bloom room okay
and we talk about various things but yeah i'm i would love to have you come through spaces
if you go to the link in my bio there's also like a i have like a school community that's free to
join so you can get in that community and i honestly think you're like one of when you started
talking about like what you do and your your your lifestyle and everything, I was like, Oh my God, this,
this person needs to join my bloom room community.
So absolutely would love to have you over there.
Okay.
Thanks so much.
Yes.
Sorry.
Sorry.
It's Paula.
I know Cam.
I co-host Canadian political spaces.
Oh boy.
Oh, that's so funny.
Okay.
Let me see if I can add you too.
That's, that's so awesome. Yeah. He's see if I can add you, too. That's so awesome.
Yeah, he seems to be on there an awful lot.
Okay, where is...
We love Cam.
We love Cam.
Yeah.
And we hear about you, too, and your songs and stuff like that.
And her award thing coming up.
And they do have some of the spaces for just music where musicians go and they just sing songs like for an hour so you can get your practice in.
Yeah, I just practiced all by myself in the living room with this new headset.
It's like a headset microphone that Garth Brooks uses or something.
But it's hard to breathe and not have it go through the mic.
So I'm trying to be a mouth breather and it doesn't really come naturally.
But hey, buddy.
Just a little housekeeping.
If everybody can like, reshare the space.
And Mella, could you add one more co-host?
Oh, yeah, absolutely.
Let's see.
I'm just going to throw out invites and see who wants to nab it.
Yeah, anyways, thank you so much for coming to space
i understand you're on mom duty now props to you you are so important so keep go go be a mom
yeah sounds good i'll see you guys again nice meeting you carol bye
yeah sweet love it um this is exactly why i love hosting this space because that just made me feel so good that I was like, oh my God, I get to, like, I met this new musician and I'm going to, I want to help her because it sounds like she, she has the capabilities to do some online performing and it can literally change your life. So might as well.
what I was saying, one of my coping
mechanisms is, is listening
to music. Sometimes when I'm
down and I'm so into
my head on things that's going on,
you know, running through my head, running
through my head, you know, that song.
Running through my head. Yeah, through my head. Yeah, that.
And then I just
listen to music. It kind of like
frees my mind. Freeze, you
know, free, you know, just I go
to all kind of different songs in my head
i mean i could just literally make a whole sentence in music see the words that just relate
with what's going on in my life free your mind the rest will follow yes exactly Back that thing up. I don't know. You know, just.
But yes. Right, Mr. Anderson.
It's very.
It helps.
It's very.
What am I trying?
What's the word I'm looking for?
Therapeutic.
Therapeutic.
That's it.
Therapeutic.
Therapeutic.
Yeah, it's true.
It's absolutely true.
Fuck.
Sorry.
Guys, I did the grossest thing here hear me out and
then we're gonna go to bridget oh betty crockett i did the grossest thing i listen so i was prepping
the chicken right so i had garlic powder i was like sprinkling the garlic powder on the chicken
and then there were strawberries in front of me and with that same hand, or not strawberries, raspberries, with that same hand that just touched the garlic powder,
I grab two raspberries and I eat them
and I can assure you that raspberry does not go well with garlic.
That was the most disgusting thing I've ever eaten in my life.
Do you add salt to your fruit?
Because that's a thing for me is it a thing people
right fruit is good with salt great yeah i'll try it but i can tell you it brings out it brings
out like the sweet olives laughing on me because we always end up talking recipes in spaces. It's so funny.
Oh, my gosh.
I was so proud of my pressure cooker and my first meat I cooked for 36 minutes.
I couldn't believe how it was falling off the bone.
It was amazing.
I love this moment so much.
Oh, my God.
I just wanted to share it with everybody.
You're so funny.
I just, oh, my God. Okay. I just wanted to share it with everybody. You're so funny. I just, oh my god, okay.
I'm glad to be here.
I'm glad we can take the bad with the good.
Gotta keep laughing, right?
Yep.
Oh my gosh.
Alright, Bridget, my girl, my love, the person that brings me peace in my life.
Seriously, you bring me so much peace.
Help me.
I like your PFP, Bridget.
I like your new PFP.
Thank you. Hi. I know.
I love it. The colors are so bright.
I love you too, Bridget, because
you have the softest, most
calming
and, you know, you... No love bombing.
With clarity, the words flow.
All right, Felicia.
No, too much love bombing.
AJ doesn't like that.
AJ does not approve.
But I will say that me and Steph just talked about that tonight because we were like, she says things so sweet.
Yeah, it's calming.
Yeah, it is.
Okay, but okay.
All right, let's let the woman speak.
Let's go.
I just want to say thank you for all the flowers.
I do.
I love to receive, so thank you. I do. I love to receive.
So thank you.
I am a Sag, you guys.
And I will say, Felicia, I'm not always calming and soothing.
But thank you for acknowledging that.
I do my best.
And Rach, you and Steph are talking about me.
I love you.
Hopefully it was all good.
We'll cross our fingers and our toes for that. I was like, wait. Well, I'm not going to tell you. Hopefully it was all good. We'll cross our fingers and our toes for that.
I was like, wait.
Well, I'm not going to tell you.
Oh, Bridget, I was talking shit about you.
I love y'all so much.
I was joking for anyone in the space that doesn't know as well.
We're very supportive of each other.
Okay, so Mela, processing hard truths together.
You were talking about getting traumatized. My first day on the app, I have had this app for
forever, but I used to only roll Instagram posts over to it. I had no idea about Twitter, how to
use it. And then it became X and Maze hops into Clubhouse and was like, you need to come over there. And I waited a while and then I came over. My first day on the app, I saw people being burned to death. I saw all
these things. Like it was just, I scrolled and all I did was cry. I was like, this is horrific.
And how are all these people okay with passing all of this around to each other. That was my first impression, right?
I was like, this is not okay. And whoever is desensitized to this enough to pass it around,
like we need to help their hearts. You know, that was where I was. And I feel like that happens on
this app. I do my best not to doom scroll. I have recently been cultivating my thread. So as of this last week
and the week before, it's been pretty tame. But by who I'm connecting with and how I'm connecting,
you know, of course my friends, but you know, whoever I don't know well, I'm very careful to look at what their own page looks like before I go.
I feel like it's part of the control programs, the psyops, this kind of thing where if you can
desensitize... Okay, let's just start it over. If you can get groups of people to fight each other, like AJ always talks about, if you
can get groups of people to fight each other on ideology, on opinions, on things, if you
can make them feel so unsafe that they start to look at each other like you're not safe
for me to be around, and you can get them fighting against each other, that gives you
for me to be around and you can get them fighting against each other. That gives you all the
all the control.
control. And then if you can take it a step further, the next step is to bring in the control
states. Like, you know, control, government has all the control. And then it's, and then they're
easy to move into. Tell on each other to get other people in trouble so that you are safe,
To get other people in trouble so that you are safe.
But anyone who's not, who's going against the grain, now they get reported.
And personally, you know, I'm, I always bring the super woo.
I have witnessed this in what we call Atlantis.
This exact thing happened there.
Very, very similar.
I feel like it's just a repeat.
Like what's going on now bridget can you give because there's probably a lot of people in the space that might not know um like your
personal experience she's washing something in the background you hear that i no i'm not
washing anything this is the sizzle of my chicken on the cast iron pan guys yeah that's what that is
anyways bridget i just feel like there's probably some people in the audience
that have no idea what you're talking to
when you say you have seen it in Atlantis
so I
personally
one of the reasons I exist in this
world and this is just something I've found over my
lifetime is to remember
what has happened in other
lives so if you don't believe in reincarnation,
just look at this as a story. If you do, then you'll get it, right? But I feel like one of
my missions is to remember and share. And you guys take what's aligned and leave everything
else that isn't, right? Only accept what feels right for you. Let everything else fall away.
I used to say,
oh my God, that was like my motto for the first year or two years when I was on the other app.
Every time I would go to speak, I would say that. I don't do that here. I don't know why.
But so I have memories of lives, other lives within earth. And I'm also a quantum hypnotherapist.
So I get access to a lot of this information
through clients as well. But what I share is usually mine. And if it isn't, I have permission
to share it. And I will say it came through a session, right? So I've been connecting and
communicating with a variety of beings since I was born. I was just born awake in a slumbering
world. I mean, that's the best way of saying it.
Not everybody was asleep, but lots and lots of people were. So I've been at this for a long time.
And I feel like where we are right now, it's very similar to what we had in the final days of what
we've labeled Atlantis, right? Again, it's just a label.
I did do a space on this, and it felt like being naked in an auditorium on stage the whole time.
So I probably won't do another space like that on X for a long, long, long while.
But I told all of the things, because these things are vulnerable, right?
But I feel like that's where we are right now.
And the more that you desensitize, getting back to this topic at hand, the more you desensitize
people to things that close, when you desensitize them to things that should close their heart
down and should bring about emotion, then it's like the stakes can get higher and higher
higher and higher and higher, right? In order to get any sort of a reaction. But it numbs you out
and higher, right?
In order to get any sort of a reaction.
to all of that energetically, emotionally, mentally. It keeps you in that cognitive dissonance loop,
or you completely pull yourself out of your body in a way so that you're not actually
fully in your body, like your consciousness. I see so many
people where the consciousness is above their head. It's like, and I'm not talking about from
their crown chakra. I'm saying like, they're not fully immersed in their cells, right? There's a
part of them that stays outside of the body because it's not safe to be in this body right now. And the more you do that,
the easier it is to be manipulated. Like if we're in the state where we're not fully embodied,
where we're not fully in our body, we're separated in some ways because of trauma,
because of shock, because of all of these things that we're constantly barraged with right now,
these things that we're constantly barraged with right now, then it's easier to be manipulated.
It's easier to fall into, you know, the programs that are being blasted and have been for
generations.
And the more you actually go into your body, the more you open your heart, you have to
deal with your trauma when you start to open your heart.
I mean, it's not like people talk about awakening and it's not always rainbows and butterflies. The inner work is important because it allows you to exist in this world in a way where you feel balanced and harmonious more times than not.
I mean, it's not like people talk about awakening and it's not always rainbows and butterflies.
experienced in a way that is supportive and uplifting and allows you to feel the feelings
fully, then, you know, you're probably not in your body.
Your heart is probably closed.
You probably don't have a lot or the degree of empathy that you could for someone else
when they're going through something.
Because it's like, you've already been through so much.
So what does it matter, you know, if that person's going through that? I see a lot of people go through the motions
with that too. It's like, I know I should be, you know, feel something bigger, but I can't
right now. And this is not a judgment. This is just calling it like it is. Like if you're in
that place, you know, my heart's with you. I hope you know that there are people that can help you,
My heart's with you.
I hope you know that there are people that can help you, right?
And you can help yourself.
There's so many things online to teach you how to do inner work, and you'll find your
own ways of doing it anyway.
I don't always recommend following just one person's anything.
Again, it's what feels aligned for you in that moment, and it's going to change and
evolve and expand.
But I feel like when it comes to all of this, right, when we get to the thick of it, like, we're in a place where
a lot of timelines are at play. And what we put, how we exist in the world and what we put our
energy and time and attention into, that's what grows. That's what amplifies
in my perspective. So I'm not, I don't believe in turning a blind eye to what's happening in
the world. I was, I was awakened to what's going on through visions. Actually, it wasn't, it was years and years and years ago.
And that was one of those moments where I like cried off and on for a month because I saw
so much. I saw way too much. Right. And so it awakened me to it. But at the same time,
I did the inner work for it as, as it, as I could. right? You can only do what you can do in the moment,
but I kept doing it until I felt like, okay, my heart is in an okay place now. My heart is not
closed off. I'm living in the world in a way that feels aligned for me, but also in a way that I can
support and uplift people. And when we're on places like X and we have the Epstein files and all of these things going on, if we're not doing the inner work to support ourselves and our nervous system,
there's going to be large parts of our life that are out of alignment, that are imbalanced.
Because balance within allows for a balanced life.
You hear AJ talk about people that have a lot of money, like they're usually miserable or, you know, they're stuck or whatever.
I know people that have a lot of money that aren't.
And it's because they do the inner work, right?
So I feel like that's something to think about, right?
With all of it across the board.
Like, what kind of life do you want on the inside?
And are you here just for yourself?
Which, if so, that's fine.
Everybody's here for different reasons.
But do you feel like you're here to support and uplift people?
You know?
Even if that's, like, advocating boots on the ground, a lot of people
here are, I feel like a lot of people on X are here for activism in some way, right? Bringing
attention to things. And then some people on here obviously go out into the streets and do the work,
right? And not everybody's meant to do the same thing in my perspective. So,
but how are you, right? Because if we're all pouring from, you know, a mostly empty cup,
I don't feel like we're going to make much progress with anything. But it's when we start to go within and we start to support ourselves. If you have a soothed, supportive, balanced nervous system,
and you know that your safety comes from within you,
and I'm not talking about people coming up with a gun and stuff like that,
I just mean your ability to be in the world and feel safe.
That allows everything in our lives. It's like there's ultimate potential, right?
Because our nervous system and our unconscious mind can accept now. We can receive, not just
give, right? So if we can receive, then that means our life, we start to thrive. It's less, you know,
survival, and it's more thriving. And in that thriving energy, the people around us can feel
it too, right? And then they want it. But not from a place of like jealousy and envy, I'm going to
take it from you. How can I have that? What's so different
about this person? You know, I don't know. Hopefully that helps, Mella. That's where I am
with all of this. I'm always going to be like, we need to go within and heal so that we can have
an amazing life in all the ways that lights up our heart. And if we're being constantly bombarded
by things that make our heart hurt
it's important to take a break do the work to heal move through it then come back
absolutely yeah that I think that that's something that I mean I know I needed to hear that and I
hope other people in the audience like took away some value from that
because Bridget has a way of you just have a way of putting things into a perspective that
makes things feel um more digestible if that makes sense so yeah I just I always love hearing
your perspective for that reason it's just now I feel
like I can actually like conceptualize um moving towards things that are actually going to bring
me peace rather than letting the things that I'm um so angry about consume me. So that's how I feel. I feel like it's important to,
to be whales, be like the whales, like learn from the Harco inhabitants, right?
They go to the depths. So whether it's inner work, shadow work, or just observing what's
happening in reality, right? In the world around us being, It is normal to be angry when we see what's happening with the
children, when we see, you know, entire groups of people being, you know, having a genocide against
them. It is absolutely normal to have rage and outrage and anger and to have heartbreak. It's
often easier for a lot of us to feel anger than to feel the hurt and the pain, right?
So a lot of us move, and I'm the same way, move into, you know, rage or anger or whatever because it feels more empowered in some way.
But at the same time, like, feel it and then go in and do the healing for it for what you've just witnessed or what
you've just really tuned into or everything that you're seeing because how can we help the world
if we're being you know we're holding ourself in in suffering constantly there's enough suffering
being on being placed onto people all around the world.
And we're going to suffer with them just because, in my perspective, there's a degree of feeling that pain.
Maybe not suffering.
But we'll feel the pain just because we're human.
And to see that happen to other people, you know, whether it's someone right next to us or someone across the world.
You know, it's natural to have that feeling. But be a whale, like go down, do the inner work,
come up for air and then go back in as well, you know, go back in and look at it. I feel like it's
important to see it, but it's also important to hold, I call it vibration or frequency, right? But to hold ourselves in a healing place so that we can add more healing to the world.
And if we're healed and we're harmonized, right?
Then that adds to the collective.
And that's how I believe.
But I'm not talking about bypassing, right?
Do it and, right?
Hold the harmony and do the inner work and observe what's happening in reality.
Hopefully that made sense, Mellon.
It does.
Absolutely.
Like, you can't turn a blind eye to one and expect everything to be okay, right?
You kind of have to attend to all.
The entire garden. You got to attend to the the whole garden can't forget about those tomatoes they're gonna get out of
hand and then you're not gonna be able to pick them all they're gonna go they're gonna go brown
why am i comparing life to tomatoes it's because i'm cooking food food food you need that guys i
don't get home until super late.
So whenever I'm in spaces, I'm cooking dinner.
I'm having dinner at like 11.
It's going to be like 1130 by the time this is done.
All right.
I got 20 questions.
10 questions for Miller.
Oh, God.
Would you answer them?
Sure.
Question number one.
So you went to a high school.
Could you tell us a little bit about your high school life?
Like how many people were there in your high school?
Like were you like a cheerleader or something?
Give us it all.
Were you goth?
You were definitely a little goth, right?
You Americans and you're cheerleaders.
It's hilarious.
We don't have cheer teams the same way you guys do.
It's hilarious.
No, I was not a cheerleader.
I went to a regional arts high school.
So like regional arts high school um that so like regional arts high school meaning you have to audition and get into like one of their arts programs so i was in the vocal
program my high school was like literally high school musical it was crazy um we put on shows
i was in many choirs i was just a music nerd do you have like a video of a show? Well, I was a music nerd that
smoked a lot of pots. And my music teacher always looked at me like, sucks that she's good. Cause
I can't give her shit. That's what, that was my situation. It was funny. Um, yeah, I don't know.
I was, you were quite the rebel agree or disagree with that. I was quite the right but you know it was funny i hung out with like such a
interesting crowd right like the the skid pit like i smoked a bunch of weed right i was just that
that teenager and so i hung out with like the skid pit but i was friends with everybody else too
like i could like you know i had friends in other groups and stuff but on break you'd see me at the front and probably skipping math
um and yeah like I just I had I got along with everybody but I will say
high school was like I don't know high school isn't it it's a confusing time isn't it
everybody's trying to figure themselves out um definitely made some mistakes in high school i can say that did you tell us when you
made a mistake i made in high school
going i mean like no regrets right like I think you learn from everything that happens.
So no regrets, but like, okay.
So I, my English teacher in grade 11, I think it was grade 11.
She found out that I was writing other people's papers for money and she loved me.
So she pulled me aside.
She's like, listen, you need to stop.
She's like, I know what you're doing. I appreciate the's like listen you need to stop she's like i know what you're doing
the hustle but you need to stop yeah yeah but she also knew that i was with like the worst guy ever
i was with the same guy for like all of high school and he was a terrible terrible human being
okay and i don't say that about people he was terrible he is now in prison. Okay. So I literally dodged a bullet. Um, so yeah,
bad guy. And she knew like she was the adult. And now that I'm the adult, I'm like, Oh my God,
she knew like, she was looking down at me. Like, girl, don't do that. Like, don't be with him. But
she couldn't actually say anything. So anyways, so when we broke up, finally, she came up to me,
she pulled me aside in the hallway. She's like, did you and Tyler break up? I was like yeah, how'd you know that? She's like I can see it on your face
And I got that from many people many people that never spoke to me
Came up to me one time and they were they were like
Hey, are you new? I'm like no. What do you mean am I new? I've gone to this high school this whole
time. She's like there's one girl she was just like oh my god like how have I not seen you? So
we started talking we became friends and then she was like oh my god you looked like a completely
different person when you were dating him because I like I guess he completely drained me of my life
basically like all life force was drained from me um i was ending up like
i was ill from the stress everybody looks different when their defenses are up constantly
yeah i was i was seriously ill i was going to the hospital because i was like fainting and i
couldn't eat like i was i was ill so i would say my biggest mistake was that relationship i guess
because how long did it last literally like grade nine end of grade nine until beginning of grade 12
oh that's a rough time that's like your first relationship that's a rocky yeah but she got
out of it just before she graduated which is good which is really good because you don't want to carry you don't want to carry that over after high school no that kind of relationship no no no
so yeah but you know what i i learned a lot sorry i'm pouring water um i learned a lot like i feel
like even though it was a terrible time, it taught me to have higher standards.
I don't know.
It taught me that I deserve better.
So raised my standards.
I don't know.
Got to see the bright side somehow.
How many kids were in that school?
I have no idea.
I couldn't fucking tell you.
It was a pretty big school.
I'm so glad you got out of that relationship, Mella.
And I'm glad you learned from it.
And now look who you're with, Mr. Amazing.
I know.
It's so, there's always like the happy ending.
It happened.
Speaking of which, I literally am, we're booking our wedding right now.
Like literally these like next few days.
It's crazy.
Nice.
You know, that's so exciting.
I know that's crazy.
We're getting married on the beach.
Fuck yeah.
On the beach.
Where?
Dominican.
Nice. That's Dominican. Nice.
Yeah, that's what's happening.
Hey, Rachel, are you listening?
Are you there, Rachel?
Yes.
Because.
Hi, Rachel.
I hope you're having a good night, Rachel.
I'm sorry to do this to you
i'm a jerk
what is that i hate you right now who did that can i make it up to you
maybe just a little bit?
Aw, who's playing?
That's right.
Okay.
I'm a jerk.
And I think you'll find it's true that I'm a jerk.
Yeah, well so the fuck are you.
And we're all jerks.
Because we know what we should do, but we don't always do it.
Do we, Mella?
That makes us jerks.
Ha ha!
My friends are jerks.
They live at my house but don't pay rent.
None of them work.
They've never given me a cent.
It's like, what the heck?
AJ, it's not fair but I don't complain
because while I'm upstairs getting laid, they're in
the basement playing some silly card game like Magic the Gathering.
Like a bunch of jerks.
Those cards are worth so much money though, it's crazy.
And we're all jerks.
So don't think you're better than us.
Everyone has quirks.
One of mine is that I'm nuts, but I'm not perverse.
No, I just don't give any fucks. And I'm not trying to offend you, but I'd love to piss you off.
Cause I'm a jerk.
Rat your nose and I'm a jerk.
And you're a jerk It's pretty plain to see
And I'm a jerk
I don't care about James or even Melody
No, we're all jerks
Yeah, it's just biology
Everyone's a jerk
But Bridget's a more intuitive jerk than me. She's next level. She's such a jerk.
Step, you're a jerk.
And Press is a jerk.
Mr. Anderson, you green-faced, red-haired jerk.
I'm mad because he's taller than me.
Ha ha ha ha!
Man, this whole world's a jerk.
Yes, Danger.
Love it.
I'm kidding.
I won't do it again.
You're amazing.
Oh, I threw a thumbs up.
It was a thumbs down.
Oh, I don't know.
Gotcha.
We needed that.
I love you guys.
I do love you guys.
I love you, Danger. I love you guys I do love you guys I love you danger We love you
See we gotta laugh guys
It's all about the laughter
Maybe that's the key
Maybe the more we laugh the less powerful they get
I think so
Girl let me tell you something
Oh here we go
You gonna hear about it
You can see when people are laughing
Like the demons have to leave
Because they can't take it
Oh you're so right
It's so
Music too though
They don't like music
They don't like laughter
They like monotone
Just negative shit
It's sad No you're right rachel because like
i've played i've played silly songs and spaces before whatever and then i've had people like
thumbs down me like they'll send me a personal thumbs down and i'll look for them in the space
and they're gone i'm like you just thumbs down me and left you're a demonic piece of shit fuck you
i don't need your shit you know what i mean
i'm just like fuck you would you i seriously say that and i'm not kidding when i say that like they
no you're right like they run it's so funny there's literally a church song and i can't
remember exactly word for word but it's demons i have to flee it that's part of the song i wish i could remember
it at this point i can't because i'm having a blackout in my mind but normally it would just
be popping right there on my head but i yeah demons have to flee doesn't has anybody ever
heard that song i i know i know the song you're talking about i do actually um like a church song
or something's like yeah yeah that's what came to my mind when she said that songs always pop
in my head when somebody's talking about something i don't know why i randomly just
pop out a song it's weird i love it um Let's go to we haven't said hi to
Steph or Prez and we've got
Hefe
Hefe
I kind of did it right
I feel proud
I feel proud
I'm sorry I don't mean to laugh at you
Don't laugh at me
How dare you
No I'm kidding
Laugh at me all you want
As I stir my
This is going to be so good
I'm starving
She's like laughing at me all you want
While I'm going to envelop this delicious meal
Yeah I'm like
Nothing can faze me right now To be honest I just want to envelop this delicious meal. Yeah, I'm like, nothing can
phase me right now, to be honest. I just want to see a picture of it. Take a picture and
put it in the proper pot. Want to see what you cook. I mean, it's just, it's just, you
know, like a homemade, like chicken Alfredo type of sauce. I know, but I heard all the
special effects in the background and now my mind's like what is that? Well if nothing can please you then
No, okay
I'm kidding
Lord have mercy
I actually don't get where this is going
Anywho
Let's, okay, let's go
ladies first. What's up Steph?
Thanks for coming here
Of course, of course
Sorry my voice is a
little uh different I just I'm getting over cold and you guys literally caught me after well I
just finished dinner I had nachos I made homemade nachos because we're all talking about food so I
was like you know what am I supposed to talk about what I ate it was delicious I highly recommend to
make y'all some nachos um but anyways um the title of the space, Processing Hard Truths Together. Honestly,
I've been in deep dives into different things that have been happening around the world for
quite some time. I think for about when I first started was like in 2016, 15, 16. And then when
I found out some of these truths, I'm like, oh my God, like,
this is, this is horrendous. You know, the fact that this has been hitting, hidden under our
noses this entire time and people are not fully aware. Um, and I dove into rabbit holes left and
right. And I just couldn't believe my mind, like this even exists in this world because growing up, my parents had me very sheltered.
They did not really tell me what the hell was going on.
I wasn't really into these types of things anyways.
Like I was just too busy doing my own thing, you know, living my little world.
But as I got older, that's when I started to like see different things.
And I'm like, OK, well, what, why is this
occurring? You know, and at first, like, it was gut wrenching just to know that like humans are
capable of such things. You know, like we like to blame it on entities and stuff, which I do believe,
again, people are have stuff on them. But in the end, we have free will. And for the fact that they want to do this to
to us is horrifying. And now that, you know, we live right now at a time where so much truth is
coming out. And so much of it is very gruesome, especially what happened a couple days ago,
right? With the Epstein files. files you know it's like wow one thing
for me was like okay well we i knew this you know and i was waiting for the world to kind of see it
but secondly it's like what the hell okay uh the fact that we just started this new year
and all this is just coming out can i ask you a question go ahead sorry to interrupt yeah so you
know how like because i feel similarly like i knew that Sorry to interrupt. So you know how, like, cause I feel similarly,
like I knew that this was happening, but then, you know, now the world is fine. Now there's
evidence. Now there's like actual tangible proof of stuff that's circulating like widespread.
Right. And now it, does it hurt you or make you angry or whatever feeling what comes up for you when you see people um kind of
in my opinion like giving less of a shit than you know what I mean like do you want people to be
more angry and like holding people accountable and stuff like does that affect you I feel like uh
it honestly makes me okay this is this is interesting that you're asking this. One, it makes me feel relieved that people are actually angry, meaning like it's about
damn time.
But at the same time, it makes me feel kind of still upset because it's still happening.
That's the thing.
Yeah, they've told us the things that are going on, but it's still occurring.
If anything, I think it's way worse now and uh I think the rest of this year we're still going to be finding out a lot more than what we're being given because right now I feel like they're
kind of red coming us a little bit I don't think that they're going to fully disclose things and
that's why you know uh Mela like I don't know if you've maybe feel this way
or not, but in regards to disclosure, right? Because we talk a lot about aliens and what's
been going on with that as well. I think if we were to have full disclosure altogether,
it's going to destroy the entire system that they built. The financial system is going to crumble.
The, the, just the working, us working, we're not going to want to work.
Okay?
The religions are going to crumble because we're going to be like, what's even true then?
Because why haven't we been told the truth?
So it's like they're slow dripping us, but it's not enough.
It's not full blown.
So people still need to still feel that anger because it's us as humans.
It's your brother, your niece,
your nephew, your friends. We're all going through this collectively. So how do we come together as
a collective to start healing regardless of what's being pushed out because there's still so much
going on. So really what are the solutions? And I know AJ talks about this a lot where, you know, it's
just, it's time for us to build. It's time for us to build our communities and start working like
that because that's how you combat the BS. When you're in creativity, when you're doing what
you're doing, whether it's just like you, Mello, when you're writing your songs and you're playing
your guitar and you're, you know, you're giving people, you know, peace of hope, right? And
everything else that you do on the side, because I've heard your stories as well. So it's like,
stuff like this, we have to continue to do. We have to. It's in our nature to be creative,
despite what the hell's been going on. That's what helps me with all the stuff is being in that creative mode.
No matter how much this anchors me, no matter how much sadness comes to me,
because at the end of it, it's the children that matter.
They are the light.
They are the next generation to keep pushing onto this earth.
We've already had our time.
But it's my future kids.
And my future grandkids.
Those are the ones that matter the most.
So we need to do it for them.
We need to show them the way.
Of how to be a good human being.
At the end of the day.
And I think that if we collectively all agree to that. If we collectively all come together.
I think we could definitely change the world for sure.
You know what I mean?
Despite the ugliness. Absolutely. Well, and I think a lot of what
we're seeing is people that are doing a lot of things you're talking about, Steph, they're seeing
their fruition coming. They're seeing the end of it coming. And a lot of times what happens
is they're like, okay, well, we've got to get like, we've got to get as much in if it as we can
before we're done. And that's what we're seeing right now. And it's obvious to us, we're like, okay, well, we've got to get as much in as we can before we're done.
And that's what we're seeing right now.
And it's obvious to us,
they're not even disguising the playbook anymore.
They're not even disguising what they're doing.
They're not hiding it.
They're just trying to get it in while they can.
And I think humanity's waking up.
They really are.
And they're saying, holy shit,
this is what's been hidden from us. This is what you guys have been doing behind closed doors and it's to me it's a beautiful
thing because like the the general population gen pop is waking up and they're like we don't want to
leave our kids this world we don't want to leave our kids to um institutions like like this public schooling
like this indoctrination cult known as church or whatever it is you know what i mean like all these
things that are just meant to crush the human spirit we're finding out that they were and we're
not going to leave our children a world like that and we're not you know so it's it's it's awesome
to see that and awesome to see people waking up to that fact so go ahead james i'm sorry dude i kind
of cut in front of you no no worries listen um you guys have to understand all the heinous
that we hear and see about are considered crimes against humanity, which means that
the only way these people will be taken out is through military and military tribunals.
There will be no, no, you know, like a New York-based court, here's the hearing, it's the
big no. It's going to be, if if anything it may be like a nuremberg
two or something like that that's how heinous that is now that's only if there are white actual quote
unquote white hats working with the same technology to take them down you understand what i'm saying
we have they showed us they showed us for years in entertainment and in movies.
There's the good guys.
There's the bad guys.
And you have sequels.
Okay, the bad guys won that round or et cetera, et cetera.
And they're showing you the playbook.
There can't be evil without there being an opposing good to it.
without there being an opposing good to it.
You understand?
But unfortunately, us as the general population,
unless they literally turned us loose,
said, here's the address, go get them.
Okay, then that alone would be chaos.
But the fact is they rely on us to stay at home,
stay at our jobs, keep working and keep feeding the beast that they're supposed to be in control of.
So if we have to believe in a good and an evil, then the only way the type of evil that we are now talking about to be taken out is through the military actions.
is through the military actions because we don't have the tech to go after these people
in their mountainous fucking uh you know lofty mansions or wherever the fuck they're hiding
underground bases whatever so we have to support or believe hope whatever the right word, manifest as human beings, that there is a white hat power working against that, you know, and to take it out.
And we have to support that if it turns out to be true, so to speak, because we have no power except we're here on X talking about the C theories,
talking about this, singing songs about it, which is all good because it makes us aware.
do everything to grease their hands and the wheel going,
it's only something that can be taken out with true intelligence
that a military could have.
Well, you're making me think, like,
I wonder how coincidental it is or how not coincidental it is,
because this could go either way.
We don't know what the future holds for AI,
but isn't it interesting that like at a time
where like things are things are really breaking down we're also being exposed to artificial
intelligence like when you think about it it's kind of interesting that that's happening at the
exact same time and a lot of us I know we in this space, we've talked about how we think that they've had AI technology.
In fact, there is some evidence to prove
that AI technology has been used much longer.
Decades.
So why would they choose now alongside this,
you know, the stuff that's happening?
Why would now be the time to choose?
Timmy G, I don't mean to jump over you but bridget's hand shot right up when we were talking about that so
bridget please say your piece and then i want to hear from timmy g okay oh my goodness my hand
well your hand was just like i want to talk about this uh well my hand shot up when he was talking
about how we don't have the power and And I personally believe that we have the power.
We have more power than we're being told.
But it's not from the angle of the programming that we've been fed for generations.
It's from the inner work becoming the outer reality.
And it's also from where we place our time, our attention, our energy, our money,
what we put that into. And I personally hold space for, I hold the vision, so to speak,
for everything not falling apart. Because post-apocalyptic is not going to be cute, right? When we don't have the ability to,
to, oh, it'll just be so bad. Um, so, and I think a lot of us have probably thought about,
about how bad that can get. And I'm sure there's a lot of preppers and stuff in,
in these spaces that are like, yep, I'm getting ready for it. But my thing is like,
everything is about energy.
On the other app, I've said so many times, all of this is feeding something energetically.
When we become apathetic because we're inundated with terrible, right, we forget that there's actually good stuff happening just even in our home, in our lives, in the lives of people all around the world, that people are doing amazing things for one another.
We forget about that.
And that, when we lose hope, we're moldable.
We're pliable for the programming.
And it becomes ingrained over generations.
So I just actually made a post about that earlier, because I've just been sitting and listening in a lot of spaces, and it's a different vibe here than the other app was.
I'm seeing a lot of the programming playing out in all of us. And I look in my life too. I'm like,
where am I adopting this programming? Where have I adopted any of this? I spent a lot of time
in my own inner journey going, okay, what can I counteract? What can I remove from my belief
systems? What can I change within me? Imagine a world where 30% of humanity, not even 30, I mean, it doesn't even
have to be that much, decide enough is enough, I'm not playing this game anymore. This world is
created through what we put our time, attention, thoughts, and energy into. It's amplified by that.
They utilize that. Even if you look from a more
spiritual perspective, and spiritual is not even the right word, but from a consciousness perspective,
when you look at what war does energetically, it's feeding something.
Those are sacrifices. And I have a family, I believe in the good of our soldiers and why they think they're fighting and why, you know, they're fighting for freedom.
They're fighting for all of these different things.
I support them.
I have a family full of them for generations, right?
But I also look energetically at what is happening.
And it's feeding. But so is all of the, you know, you hear people talk about loosing. Well, what if it's not so much the people outside of Earth that are doing the loosing? What if it's being fed intentionally to something? Right. And how do we unplug from that? We unplug by getting ourselves in such a good place
that we're not available to be loosed. Our energy is, we know that we are whole,
therefore there is nothing in our energy field. We're sovereign. And I don't mean sovereign like
they use it for politics. I mean like you know who you are to the deepest degree that you can
while in a human body. And I laugh about that because I'm like, how deep can we go on that while we're
here? But you know who you are. You know what you're here to do. You're doing it in the world.
Therefore, you're serving your soul's purposes, right? In every everyday life, boots on the ground
to where it makes a difference in the world. The more of us that
unplug from this, the more empowered we are as a collective. So that's how I see all of this.
There's atrocities that have been happening for generations. And when you have, like,
I've been getting visions about stuff like this,
you know, especially, oh my gosh, so many when I was younger, where it was like I would just be
doing something like homework, and then all of a sudden this horrible vision would come in,
and it would like, it would show me all of these things. So I don't know, I just feel like this has been going on for so long that now it's normal, but it's not.
None of this is normal.
And the more we buy into it, if we don't opt out consciously, intentionally, then we're opting in.
And then it's just going to amplify in the people that
their souls have been swallowed up by whatever it is, right?
It's true. Gotta, I mean, as much as we want to hold other people accountable for that,
their actions, we have to hold ourselves accountable for, you know,
accountable for
you know
our actions
our feelings
our reactions
to the things
that are happening
yeah
I think that that's important
appreciate that
I see some hands up
we've got some new people
on stage but
I want to
Kim and Derpa sorry say that again some hands up. We've got some new people on stage, but I want to...
Kim and Derpa?
Sorry, say that again.
What'd you say, Devin?
I was thinking,
well, that's his name
or her name. I'm not sure, but it was like
Timmy G and Derpa. I wanted to hear from both of them.
Yeah, absolutely.
Let's go to the hands.
El Jefe.
Put me on the spot like that.
He's been up here for a long time.
How dare you?
I want to get to...
Hey, what's up?
What's happening?
How you guys doing?
Oh, you know.
Chilling.
Yeah, chilling.
Yeah. Talking about life. oh you know chilling yeah chilling yeah you've been here for a while so i i feel like um i don't know do you have any insight any anything that you want to share yeah well i'm probably like
the oldest person here and i'm listening to everything that you're saying you know and i'm
taking it all in you know i have a little different perspective on it because, you know,
I'll be gone before this shit really hits the fan.
But, you know, I'm just trying to stay alive until 2028,
make sure some of this shit passes.
You know, I'm trying to not be like them.
I hear a lot of them and they and, you know, I'm just I'm just I'm just working my way through all the bullshit.
Just come 2030 with all of us.
Just just come 2030.
Yeah, well, I'll probably make it to that, too.
You know, I'll make it.
Come on, buddy.
You can do it.
Yeah.
You know, I might make it to 2040.
Who the fuck knows? Fuck yeah. That's what I'm talking about. You know, but I You can do it. Yeah, you know, I might make it to 2040. Who the fuck knows?
Fuck yeah. That's what I'm talking about.
You know, but I like the jerk song, you know,
because I'm a jerk.
It's true.
Yeah, nice space.
Nice people.
Sounds like a lot of Canadians.
What are you talking about?
You know, that's usually a code word down here in the states
but i worry you listen to me buddy i worry what the what the rest of the world thinks of america
these days that's one thing that bothers me i've never been more aligned and more
more affectionate towards this country of canada actually. You know, I've never enjoyed the Canadian National Anthem
being played at sporting events.
I've never cheered for Canada over the USA,
but in the World Series, I had to go for the Blue Jays
because I'm not rooting for a fucking...
They were just closer, right?
You're not letting me finish!
I'm not rooting for a Japanese
all-star team from Los Angeles.
So, you know,
that's what I...
I have my own spaces.
I'm in a lot of spaces.
I'm building the following.
I'm trying to figure this whole
shit out.
Nice to listen to
people that aren't freaking animals you know
my friend's been trying to solve to get win a nobel prize in spaces you know he merged his space
with these freaking crazy lizard people and uh what was the other one the peach gang or some the
peach the peach something or other and it's just been it's been ratchet women like
you know like just screaming at one another and there's one really like damaged one she's mentally
ill and she's like calling child protective services on people she's calling probation
officers on people so it's like i felt like telling them today, dude, you're just bringing a fucked up
element into things here, you know, like, you know, that's why I try to find spaces that I can
like enjoy and talk to people, you know, in life. I got one piece of advice for everybody. Try to
find like-minded people, you know, because like, you know, you know how they tell you, like,
what's the line of, you know, opposites attract and, you know, that's what makes the world go
round and all this horse shit. Well, you know something, four, eight years ago and now the
last year or so, you know, I just can't, I can't take it anymore. I just, I can't
take these fucking idiots and they predominate spaces and then, and then they attack, you know,
they're in, I was in one space, they were attacking this poor guy, Maine, who like, you know,
you cannot have any, uh, what's the word? Like, um, I don't know. Descenting views. Not even that. Like,
just look, just like have something that's, uh, what's, I'm trying to find the perfect word for
this. You know, like, uh, like you can't think rationally. That's the word. You can't think
rationally. You can't have rational views in a lot of these spaces it's like fucking planes
are causing clouds which are causing the weather uh uh fucking erica kirk is john bennett fucking
ramsey uh charlie kirk's not dead you know like they're so fucking far down these rabbit holes
but it's but but i've learned so much from these idiots
because it just shows like, like a lot of people, you know, a lot of people are susceptible to
having their minds fucking taken over. You know, the Manchurian candidates are real fucking thing.
These people are all lemmings and they're going to follow one another right off the cliff. So, you know, have an
original thought, you know, and then, uh, and, and you guys said it, you said it, you said it
earlier in the space, laugh, fucking have some fun. Like I was in a space the other night with
this guy S I N E. Right. And I told my friend Victor Perez, I go, dude, he was co-hosting your
space the other night wasn't
he and he's like yeah i go that motherfucker will cause you to kill yourself i mean like
don't you know like i can't be around people that think the fucking world's coming to an end
you know so like i don't know lately you know i i couldn't get out of my house from the 24th
of january i didn't see another human being until Saturday. So a
solid week of having no human contact from Saturday night to the following Saturday.
But the human contact I had on Saturday was like one of my solid buddies who, you know,
he doesn't show it, but he fucking shows up. He starts shoveling down at the bottom of the driveway and then i
come down and you know i'm older but you know i'm still trying to get shit done and then he goes let
me call my friend he's got a snowblower and these fucking guys wouldn't take a dime they would i you
know i came down with 175 dollars i had like five20s as i shook my buddy's hand and he
goes no i already told you i'm not taking any and then the snowblower guy wouldn't take a fucking
dime from me and i was just like wow that's what you pay attention for in life friendship like that
so you know if if agent orange does fucking bomb iran and fucking the
world comes to to a screeching halt at least the fucking guy that came here on saturday and got me
my freedom to get the fuck out of here with my car that guy's the kind of guy that maybe i'll
call or send a text to you know you know I'm already kind of in a concrete bunker, but maybe he's got
a better one for me to go to, you know, it's like, it's shit like that. That gives me a little bit
of hope. And, you know, then like the other day I sent a text to my friend's phone, you know,
I hadn't heard from him in a while. And his wife, uh, texted me back that he passed away on like the 17th of January.
And I was just like, fuck, you know, he was supposed to.
I live in a resort where a lot of people come for like five months out of the year.
And he was talking about coming out here in the fall.
And I think he was coming out here to say goodbye to me, you know.
And I was like, wow, you know, I fucking missed that opportunity, you know?
And I, it was cause I, I, I had a nice gig working two days fishing, you know, and putting cash in
my pocket. And like, so when I, when I, when I got those two days finished, it was a Sunday,
I texted him and that was the day he was supposed to be coming out. I'm like, are you coming out
today? You know? Cause it gave me some, it gave me some hope that like, you know, maybe after
busting my ass and making some money, I'll have like some fun for Sunday and Monday.
And he texted back, no, I want to stay close to home.
What's my condition?
You know, he got cancer and shit.
And so at like 67 years old or whatever he's gone you know and um and you know
more and more people are passing away and um you know and i'm i'm out living a lot of them
but i live in a house with an 80 year old you know lieutenant colonel from the air force and his wife
you know and they're away for like four and a half months now.
So it's all mine. I got the control and, um, you know, I got my peace and quiet. I got to tell you
guys something. There was nothing, nothing like that foot and a half of snow that completely like
buried everybody and nobody could freaking do anything two feet in some areas you know they
plowed the main roads but let me tell you something i drove around the last few days and i'm like man
we got a lot of snow out here and and the bottom line was that that snow and what god did for me
was he helped me reset i didn't hear all the construction going on that i normally hear
because everyone's buying fucking second houses out here because, you know, it's two hours from New York City.
You know, but all the assholes make it three or four hours because they don't know when to drive out here.
They drive during the trade parade or when there's lots of traffic.
You know, they might as well take their helicopters and their private planes because there's no reason to drive out here if you don't know
that you should drive out here at like one in the morning or you know and and and you can't come out
here during regular hours or you'll be with all the other idiots you know and those are the lemmings
that that are all going to walk off the cliff together so you know that's my advice to to the
up-and-comers is to pay attention to shit like that,
you know, like they couldn't, the word is, you know, hacks, you know, follow these hacks in life
that, you know, these hacks that like can make life easier for you and listen to your elders
because they have wisdom because they have like learned a lot of shit in their lives,
you know, and don't be disrespectful to
older people. And also if somebody's like, seems completely insane, that person might be the
smartest person you'll ever meet in your life. You know? So like you can learn something from
anybody, anybody, nobody's better than you, you know? so those are just little things that it's taken me 66 years
to figure out and i'm still learning and i gravitate to younger people because they keep me
young and they have a lot of hope and you know i'm just trying to make them like settle down a little
bit not like it's an anxiety ridden society that you guys are in
it's not it hasn't been like this my whole life i lived through richard nixon you know but he went
away you know he tricky dick went away you know this one this one here he don't want to go away
okay he got four years then he didn't get four years. Now he got another four years. He's going to try to pull some bullshit that like, I didn't get my eight years
in a row, you know? So like, you know, more and more shit's coming out that he's a low life piece
of shit, you know, getting this thing taken care of by a 12, 13 year old, get the fuck out of here
with that. I don't like you. I never have, you know, and, um,
like he conned the whole country and, and, and it just showed me that there's a lot, a lot,
a lot of stupid people in the world. So, uh, just try not to be one of them. That's all I can say.
So that's all I have to say thank you so much for sharing I
I felt like I needed
I don't even smoke
cigarettes I felt like
I needed a cigarette I was like man
just sitting hot like
you know like I felt like I needed
a cigarette no you should be smoking
weed instead of cigarettes
no I know I do smoke weed
weed is the best thing in the world.
It's great that it's legal, you know?
Yeah, no, that was awesome because it was just a whole, my head, I just was nodding the whole time.
I was just nodding like, yeah, man.
Yeah, I saw a lot of positive emojis going up, you know?
I'm like the type of guy that I want to smoke a joint with, you know, and just talk about life. Well, I can't say what I just said in a lot of positive emojis going up, you know. I'm like the type of guy that I want to smoke a joint with, you know,
and just talk about life.
Well, I can't say what I just said in a lot of spaces.
It's a lot of emojis, and they're all thumbs down.
If they could give me the finger, they'd be giving me the finger, you know.
But I don't care.
I go into those spaces, too, and I tell those people they're fucking nuts, too.
And I make fun of, like, I i'm like so is uh is is she is
is erica kirk still fucking john benet ramsey is that one still alive you know like so like you
know um i don't know you know a lot you know i don't know a lot of my gosh well thank you for
coming through dude you got appreciate you appreciate your perspective i do want to get to oh yeah some of the other hands here yeah no that's okay okay i appreciate everything that
you shared with us and um there's there's like i said like i like to hear everybody's perspective
because i live in my own little bubble of reality so hearing from someone like you were saying, like you, you gravitate towards
younger people that, um, make you feel young, keep you young. Um, I, I tend to gravitate towards
people that are older than me because I like to learn from the lessons that they've learned.
Um, cause I'm, you know, still pretty young. Well, you already learned you're a big lesson with that boyfriend.
You know, he took away all of your high school years.
So you made that one big, huge mistake.
And you've been through the eye of the needle, so to speak, with that relationship.
Absolutely.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I dodged a bullet, figuratively not for real. Um, okay. Let's, let's keep going.
It's getting late. 1146. Not that bad. Not that bad. Um, but I appreciate you all being here.
Feel free to repost the space. He's telling us we've got 14 minutes. No, that's not true.
That's not true. Cause I wouldn't have said repost the space.
Fair enough.
Repost the space and then just be like, bye.
That'd be so funny.
Hey, shut up.
She's right, though.
She's fucking right.
You know what I mean?
You know what I'm saying?
Oh, my God.
Honey Badger's here.
Oh, honey, what's up?
With the hard R.
Oh, such a hard R.
Hard R in Canadier.
Well, you know, Mella said something great just a second ago.
And she's like, I like to learn from people older than me.
But you know what?
The older that I get, the more I like to talk to people younger than me.
Because I find myself learning things from people
that are younger than me based on the way that, you know, all the generations are changing. My
God, you know, just it's crazy. When I talk to kids that are like 21, you know, and I'm calling
them kids, but I'm a grandmother now, so I guess I can call them that. But the amount of information and wisdom that you can get if you allow young people to talk, my God, you can learn so much from them, too.
And so, like, I kind of find myself just sort of in between places.
You know, you talk to the elderly, they have so much
to tell us, but gosh, you know, I think that the thing Devin can back me up that's lost on our
generation is that people have forgotten, people are too dismissive of people that are younger.
And I just such a privilege to know so many people that are younger
than me that have just, you know, tremendous wisdom to bestow on such people as me and Devin,
because we were not bombarded with the amount of information that people that are in their
twenties are bombarded with now. And just to appreciate the way that they can navigate these things is incredible and so I guess
like that the whole like the whole gender like so like you know like separation of gender but
also separation of generations I just think it's another way to keep us separated does that make
sense you know I think that there's so much to learn from each person, no matter if they're in their 20s, their 30s, their 40s, their 50s.
Do you mean like the separation, the distinction we've been making and everybody keeps leaning on like, oh, Gen X and Gen Z and like millennials.
Gen Z, you know, the great generation.
And I just think it's a way to keep us separated because
there's so much to learn from each generation that if you say okay boomer you know that's a
trope you know maybe there's something to be learned from that generation but once it becomes
sort of a negative trope we stop listening to each other. Does that make sense? Oh, you're absolutely.
Yeah, it drives me nuts. I think that that's the one the one part of our society that really drives me craziest is the way that we've separated ourselves by generation. Hmm. Yeah, no, it's a
good point. I know people like I was saying earlier i i gravitate to having i like having conversations
with people that are older than me i've worked with a lot of people that are older than me um
like significantly older than me so i've spent time with them um i like to think i have many
grandparents because i've just spent a lot of time with seniors it's the most beautiful thing like
working with the elderly as a nurse and i've worked in many nursing homes the like that's a treasure to my heart yeah and i i
have friends that laughed about it and they'd kind of be like oh yeah i bet they're super
closed-minded and like super racist and blah blah blah blah just because they're like old
and i'm like dude you you don't even know this person at all and the
same thing that you're complaining about them being closed-minded and them you know what I
mean like you're being closed-minded by assuming that it's totally hypocritical I think that the
most open-minded people that you'll meet are are the elderly because they've experienced everything
they that they've seen you know they've seen, you know, they've had
to live through things and really have their perspective challenged. And they're just done.
You know, they're tired. Well, I've been through some things. Yeah, they've seen some shit.
They've seen some shit. And I think it's important because humans, and then we're going to get to the hands because I know there's been people that have been around to see these patterns over and over and over again?
And oftentimes you talk to them and they sound like exhausted by it because they're like, yep, been there, done that.
Like that's happened before.
And some people say, oh, well, of course, you know everything.
You're older, like you're just being stuck up because you're older.
It's like, no, they actually have done that.
They actually have been here.
They know how this system has worked for such a long period of time.
And things are coming out that they didn't know about back then.
But they've seen the patterns, right?
So I think it's important to consult them.
I think a big problem.
It's just so good to see you melt because again,
I'm a new grandmother. So I'm kind of like, as like going up to that precipice, you know,
of seeing things happen generationally. So, you know, not just by my grandparents and my parents
and myself and my child. And now I have a grandchild, you know what I mean? And so I'm
kind of experiencing that.
Like, I'm just saying, guys, please don't put me on a shelf.
I really, really appreciate everybody's perspective.
And I think that that's kind of where I've kind of like, even in a deeper way, have learned to appreciate the people that have came before me in previous generations.
Anyways, it's lovely to see you mel
thank you for the chat i love you love you so good to see you too thanks for coming through
hope you stick around she's totally right though we stand on the shoulders of giants constantly in
our generation we don't appreciate it we just don't yeah no we have to um let's go to i saw derpa's hand up but now it's down and i see
timmy's hand up so consider maybe derpa's busy now um let's go to timmy and then check in on derpa Hey guys, it's a nice calm space, which I like.
So as far as my opinion, every space is an op, literally to have a radicalized siloed
narrative where it's an all or nothing thing and we're not talking to each other exchanging notes detecting patterns
and coming together realizing we could do stuff locally i find myself in debates and stuff i piss
off everybody because i don't buy into one one narrative of any sort um but like we do just need to start talking to each other because we're literally all being psyoped and manipulated in similar patterns with just slightly different narratives.
And when we're not talking to each other, we don't see that they're using the same tactics to lie to us in different ways.
to us in different ways. And for instance, just watching the Jeffrey Epstein files getting dumped
on us. My initial question is, why are we seeing it now? Instead of just digging through all the
emails. And, you know, we get them dumped on us two days after they dismissed the BNY
Mellon banking lawsuit
where they were going to have to actually disclose
the financial transactions of Jeffrey Epstein's bank accounts.
So they dump all these emails that we're going to watch,
but we're not going to follow the money trail.
And I'd like to follow the money trails.
And then yesterday, we had a Senate Judiciary hearing about the Nazi gold accounts in Switzerland, all the secret bank accounts that they've been operating for decades.
That's kind of getting swept under the rug, too, because we're focused on these emails, because we don't realize that all of them, all of the elites are bad and they're all working against us and it's class warfare.
And we need to start uniting as a working class.
It's a working class with critical thinking, talking to neighbors, one person at a time.
And we got this and we have hope.
And, you know, we're every single one of these operative discussions that take place in other spaces, the same end thing happens as a bunch of homoerotic transhumanists building data centers on our farmland creating a digital police state.
I think we all could agree we don't want that.
So, like, why don't we think about the things that can be addressed tomorrow and focus on the things that we should unite about?
And yeah, I just liked, I also liked Del Jefe's comments.
I feel you on the smoking a cigarette listening.
The only thing that was missing from that was, you know what really grinds my gears?
Like, I love it.
I literally was thinking that as he was
speaking i just thought i'd be rude if i unmuted and said hey can you just say this for me real
quick because i thought it would be really funny to hear him say that um you're right and um
i appreciate like i appreciate that we can all have this conversation in, like, a calm way, at least for the most part.
I feel like we've been pretty calm.
We've been pretty hopeful.
We've been pretty, like, you know, we're having this difficult conversation.
But remaining, you know, we're not all getting worked up. And I really appreciate that because I know
that these things can easily lead us down that path. Yeah, it can consume you after a while.
And that's a goal. Demoralization, hopelessness is also a goal. And they don't want you to realize
there is hope. There is a solution. Maybe it's not going
to be easy. Maybe it's going to be a solution that makes it better for the next generation versus
being perfect and rosy for us. But there is light at the end of the tunnel and that's what they
always want. They want either isolationist, hopelessness, frozenness, and not us talking about small little things like small
little wins add up. One conversation with your neighbor that adds to another conversation with
another neighbor. And it's a mustard seed effect. Like, yeah, it's like, my question is like, at
what point are people going to start actually like, we can talk about stuff right we can talk about
stuff all day all all we want but there has to be some form of tangible change or else we're just
talking ourselves in circles yeah solutions like at what point are we going to say you know what this system is corrupt it's run by
a bunch of fucking terrible people we have the evidence for it now we no longer need to speculate
at what point are people going to actually start to say huh we are the ones that give them the
power that they have because without us what would they control they don't have control without us, what would they control? They don't have control without us. Therefore, we have the power.
Yeah, stand up. foundation. And that's the way the bureaucratic system of evil keeps going, where we're focused
on these little symptoms that take place and we don't go to the root cause that, like you said,
it's corruption. They're not representing us anymore. People need to stop focusing on
nationalization, party stuff. They need to realize that the person across the street
from them, regardless of who they vote for, has more in common with them than someone of the same
political affiliation in a different state. Because that state doesn't have their kids go
to the same schools. You go to the same restaurants, you go to the same little league baseball.
I think that we need to make some behavior changes, honestly.
Shit like don't do travel sports anymore.
Do local sports.
Get to know the local people in your neighborhood.
Stop shopping on Amazon.
Stop, like, do little things in your own life, too, and then have the conversations.
And honestly, to an extent, we got to shame people for saying that certain conversation.
I don't talk politics.
Well, fuck you.
I'm not talking politics.
I'm talking about what's going on in the world.
Like, start taking our words back in these conversations.
Because I don't think we're ready yet, honestly.
I don't think everyone's identified the boogeyman.
Everyone thinks that they've figured out one individual evil company, evil group of people,
and they don't realize it's a system of elites.
That's my opinion.
It's true.
And I think, so, somewhere along the way, we stopped talking politics because politics became culty, right? It's very ideological.
And I don't consider myself to be an ideological person. I consider myself to be a political
person. I actually really enjoy talking about politics, but I don't like talking about ideologies
because ideologies are tied to your identity. And when you tie yourself to an ideology like that that's when you become um
you become it becomes personal right and that's why people don't like talking about politics
because we've all tied ourselves I say we very generally I'm not talking about every single
person in this room of course but we tie ourselves to our ideologies so fucking intensely that now what we do is we vilify people for disagreeing with us.
Oh, my God.
Can I please just get an applause for that, please?
Like that right there.
Because I look, man, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to interrupt you, But it just no, it's okay.
It sets me off. Because, okay, what does it matter to you what I do with my personal life?
What do you care who I vote for? Like, like, why is that so important to you that you feel like you need to dox me, villainize me. Like, why? Like, for what?
I don't get it. And I've never understood that. And not just for politics, but for everything.
Man, I've sat in spaces where people annihilate, like totally annihilate the other person just
because they believe in something that, you know, for some reason they believe in it, right?
Because there's your truth, my truth, and the truth, the actual truth, right?
And let's say that you studied something and you interpreted it to be in that way, right?
that way right and to you that's your truth and it's so annoying to me how you can sit there and
And to you, that's your truth.
just you know what I don't like is if somebody's saying like if I'm saying okay this place is a
cult okay I it pisses me off when people say oh no it's not a cult because and I'm like telling
you what a cult is and you're like no no no it's not a cult. And I'm telling you what a cult is.
And you're like, no, no, no, it's not a cult.
That kind of thing is like, come on, okay.
We know what a cult is.
You can look in the dictionary what it is, and it'll tell you what it is.
You can't change the definition of something like they tried to do with the vaccines, right?
But what I'm saying is like your belief, like there's people that will read a Bible verse
and they will understand it in a certain way, right?
And that's your understanding.
I can teach you, you know, I can teach you what I think the Bible verse means or what
people that have studied this, you know, will tell you what it
means. But I don't understand why people speak in absolutes when it comes to that, because again,
it's up to interpretation and salvation is individual. So I'm never going to understand
why, you know, it's like, oh no, they're talking about this and they're talking about that what's my belief and i believe what i want and if i want to believe in whatever
just let me in what way is that going to bother you in what way you know you hit on uh i just
don't get it you hit on a huge thing about cults because a lot of people are part of digital cults and they don't even realize it.
Like it's literally wrapped up in an ideology.
Timmy, so many things can be a cult.
There's so many things that can be a cult.
Seriously.
Like anything, any institution or person or anything that tries to change.
Any belief system that demands you be dogmatic of it
that is a cult or or trying to change your mind or manipulate it in any way things like that
you know that's a cult if you can't question the belief system and that means it won't stand up
that's all it means everything should be able to be questioned everything and that's what i mean i didn't
mean to interrupt you no that's okay i love that i i need i want the the discourse like i want us
to all have these conversations um but that's exactly what i mean when i say i i consider
myself political because i love talking about policy. I love talking about the things that govern the way
that I live. Literally. It's crazy because look, if you, I remember like when, when, you know,
the whole thing started with Q, you know, and I started questioning. It's crazy because I get
attacked from all sides. If I didn't believe in Q, I was getting attacked by my friends that believed in it.
And they were like, are you stupid?
And it's like, dude, I'm just questioning.
Like, what the fuck?
And then, you know, the opposite.
If I, you know, if I believed in it,
oh my gosh, he's a Q-tard.
It's like, holy shit, man.
Like, just let people be, bro.
It's tribalism.
People have to feel a part of a crew they have to feel they don't
most people don't like they're so uncomfortable with the possibility of being wrong about something
that that means a lot to them because again what we've done is we've turned this into ideological
thinking this is no longer critical thinking this is ideological thinking so people have tied their
identities up in this ideological way of thinking to the point that and this is why i said it's
culty because it's to the point that they cannot stand they can't sit in the same room as somebody that disagrees with them.
And that's because they feel personally attacked.
Well, it's so much worse than that now, you guys,
because you see people that, like, agree with each other, like, 80% of the time,
but they will not speak to each other because of the 20% that they don't agree with.
You know, and my favorite thing, actually, you guys, is, you know,
hanging with
people that don't necessarily
agree with me about everything, because
how do I know what
I know, or what I claim to know,
or how do I know
that what I think is true, unless
I allow it to be challenged?
How are ideas generated
if you don't disagree too?
Unless I can meet another person on their terms, you know,
and understand where they're coming from,
how can I actually say that I believe what I believe if it's never challenged?
But, you know, to that point, it's getting so much worse.
Because I could, I'm finding you guys, honestly that point, it's getting so much worse because I could,
I'm finding you guys on like, just, I think everybody can relate to this. I'm finding that
I can 90% agree with people, but that 10% that, you know, what I'm seeing is like,
not, not, not so much for me, but I disagree with you 30%. Well're okay you're a hard-earned jerk okay but but taking a
step further like you know that 10 is completely segregating people and it's i don't even i don't
even think people honestly you guys i don't even think people know what what they believe or agree with anymore yes i oh my god yes that's the thing
is people are so blinded by the the culty side of this right they're so like um stuck in their
way sometimes one of my favorite quotes from carl young is that people don't have ideas ideas have people yeah that's what it boils
down to like they have their ideology and they're going to stick with it they're going to be dogmatic
about it they're not going to be open-minded to it to anything else you know and yeah and then
anything that uh then it becomes dangerous because then the leaders this is where I start to get kind of like nervous right so then
the leaders of those communities of people that are really tied up in that ideological way of
thinking whatever it is um the leaders of those communities are in a position to completely
manipulate them and pull strings like puppets basically pull strings and say hey you know what
go spread this message for me now. I don't even have to.
I can just go and send my little pawns off and they'll all argue amongst each other.
And I don't even have to be a part of the conversation.
All I have to do is plant the seed.
And that's how it goes from gospel to narrative.
So, yeah, I think it really does come back to what bridget was saying and what a lot of
people in the space have said is like you have to do the internal work because you need to know
whether or not you are facilitating that like you have to it's not it's it can't be the conversation
of oh you know what i can't control the conversation of, oh, you know what?
I can't control anything, so I'm just going to pass.
I just say ignorance is bliss.
That doesn't fly anymore.
Ignorance can't be bliss because your ignorance is now just facilitating.
Guys, like, I feel like I don't even need to say this.
Like, if you're ignorant to the reality because ignorance is bliss,
isn't that just feeding the system?
That's exactly what they want.
Huge liability, yes.
They want you to be the sheep.
Do you think that they want ignorance or do they want infighting?
Because I truly believe, especially when we're giving ourselves labels,
those are purposeful, you know, and you see it all the time, you know, either you label yourself
this, that, or the other thing. But if you don't march under a certain label, then you're like
your persona non grata. Could I ask you one question with the, sorry to interrupt you, just on the, I hate the
word infighting because I feel like it gets used when you're also just holding people
accountable.
Forgive me for that word.
Okay.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Don't be, don't be.
I'm asking, I'm asking to clarify it.
Let me, yes.
Let me be more clear.
When you're starting to fight with people that you mostly agree with, but you're, so
in other words, where there's this one sticking point, and I think it comes in the form of
labels mostly.
So are you a Democrat?
Are you a Republican?
Are you a Christian?
Are you a Jew?
Are you Muslim?
Are you Canadian?
Are you a Christian? Are you a Jew? Are you Muslim? Are you Canadian? Are you American?
Okay, we can't talk to you about this, that, or the other thing.
You know, in other words, you know, we're all people.
And the labels that we're given are purposeful.
You know, I truly believe that the more that we label ourselves, the more that we accept these labels that we're given, the more that we are separated, the more that we're divided, the more that we're siloed.
And the more that we're, sorry to interrupt, but it's the more that we're predictable.
Predictable.
And the more that these governments, we lean on these governments to make laws for us to get along and the more that we hand over our power
yes absolutely i i yeah it's the the labels the ideologies the like we
and it's ingrained so deeply think about it think about it what do we do on social media
we create labels for ourselves every single day.
Like we,
we create personas.
That's how we interact online.
Everyone's like,
so what's your thing?
I do this.
I'm a musician.
I do this.
That the other thing,
right?
Like jerk.
Yeah.
But yeah,
that's just,
you're right though.
It's totally true.
It's a very human thing to do like we like to categorize things we like to make things easy and categorize things and if i look
at a table i know that's a table i put things on that thing right like right down to the most basic
form of functioning as a human we we love categorizing everything because it makes things easy. But the interesting thing about being human is that being a social creature,
like that's what separates us from the rest of the beings on our planet, at least that we know of,
is that we are social creatures, right so we we form groups and we form tribes
and we form opinions and yeah social like we're we're more social human beings have a consciousness
beyond mere instinct exactly it's not just about like eat sleep sleep, poop, repeat.
What else do we do?
There's a lot.
There's a lot of things.
I know, right?
It's like we play guitar.
We invent an app that allows like 75 fucking people to talk in the same space.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, it's crazy.
That's what humans do.
It's crazy.
So social.
So social we have to connect with people we've never seen face to face.
You know what I mean? Isn't that beautiful about people? It's crazy. So social. So social. We have to connect with people we've never seen face to face. You know what I mean? Isn't that beautiful about people? It's wonderful. I actually like I really
love it. I love these conversations. If it wasn't for that, then we wouldn't be having this
conversation. But yeah, Bridget, what do you got for us? And oh, oh, we got Derpa back. Okay,
Bridget and then Derpa. I love it.
You guys are having this combo.
So what I was thinking about with Honey Badger's question was they've relied on the ignorance
is bliss for so long that now I feel like in fighting because we're waking up, not just
to what's been done and what we've
been lied to about right but we're waking up to like who we really are and
how we're stronger together all of these different things what they want is
compliance and apps like this and a lot of the other ones that we're on are
giving them a bird's-eye view of how our minds work what we're passionate about
what we aren't what will uprise about in what ways we can get triggered. I feel like if you're looking at this and
you're really, really looking from a broad perspective, not just X, right, but you're
looking at how they're moving AI through, it's learning from us, one, right, which is
to me, it's no big deal. I'm like, let it learn from me.
That's fine.
What I'm curious about and could be concerned about,
but haven't quite given enough fucks for it yet,
is why they're gathering this information.
They've been, you know, recording all of our phone calls,
our texts, everything for so long.
And now it's AI.
And we've got an app where a billionaire bought it, right?
And it's like, here's where you can come to have free speech.
What did everybody do?
Ran here.
Talking about all the things, right?
That data is being, it's totally being mined, you know?
I don't think any one of us is thinking that that's not happening, right?
What are they going to use it for?
Well, if the proverbial they, whoever they are, I like to call them the powers that aren't.
Well, if they have a playbook and we're not playing by it,
this will give them a lot of of
information right to kind of gauge like what does trigger them you know what
information do they get the heated the most heated over these are the people on
X the people on X are people from all around the world who are activists in one way or another right so to me it's like trying to learn you know
trying to figure us out but at the same time just be even more unpredictable not in a sense of
breaking laws or doing anything like that i don't think anyone should put themselves in harm's way
but where else can we talk about this stuff you know well i'll just say right now if ai wants
to try and learn off me good luck learning off crazy man because i do things that i can't do
like i i hunt i fish i build homes you know what i mean ai can't do that right now so good luck
good luck it's learning they're learning
about us in the sense of like learning how we work the psychology of us how do a bunch of minds
who don't play by the rule book who observe things that other people haven't first i mean
if you think about okay i got your budget's people that have observed the playbook before other people, right?
And now are waking up other people to what's been going on, what everybody calls the playbook.
Again, these are labels, right?
And then, you know, I don't know.
Like my communities, I know when I was on the other app, I could feel when someone would come in the space that was observing.
I also have seen wild things happen, like things that I talked about that are my experiences have showed up in little indie flicks.
And we knew a lot of people on that app that were into making films and stuff like that.
Nobody reached out and said, hey, can I put your, you know, your wild ass experience into a movie which I think is fine I don't care
you know but at the same time it's funny so you know if you're being watched in that way you know
you're you know when you you know you guys know what it feels like on X we're always watched so
I feel like the thing here is like there's always going to be someone listening and the tunnels are
there so we get a little desensitized to that. But you can feel, if you are sensitive enough, right, if you're open enough,
you can feel when there is intention to hook you into something,
or when there is intention to do, you know, something that you wouldn't prefer, right?
You can feel that as you're walking down the street from someone.
So you can definitely apply it here.
I think that's how some people on this app know who's doing what,
who's one of the three letters, who isn't, that kind of a thing.
Plus, I don't know, probably conversations.
But I feel like when it comes to all of this,
like the old things are not working.
So keeping us distracted,
keeping us look over here while I do this thing, this underhanded magician trick kind of moment, right?
That's been happening for a long time.
And they keep raising the stakes, it seems, right?
Because there are so many people that are not falling for it anymore.
So where are we falling for it?
I personally feel like we're not going to get much real information.
They're just giving you enough information about the Epstein files to keep everyone on the line.
At bated breath.
Yes.
To keep everyone on the line.
Because if they put every...
I mean, that's why they're so heavily redacted.
Think about all those names that we're not seeing.
We're not going to see that.
You think they're really going to, unless someone does like a straight up hacking moment,
gets it, puts it out as is, that's not going to happen.
I mean, why would they?
There's people on there that are in government right now.
There's people on there that, you know,
I mean, he was well-connected with everything.
His hands were in all the pots, right?
That's why you have so many stars and different things like that that were there, because it was a party.
It doesn't mean there were going something...
Oh, there were celebrities, CEOs...
I'm just saying, it doesn't mean there was always something
horribly, horrible happening at those parties.
Probably some of them. But, you know, people just got
drug in by their friends on the jet, like, ooh, let's go in a private jet, and let's go, you know,
that's why you had models there, you had all kinds of stuff like that, because pretty girls at a party
is good, right, so, you know, I think, put it all in perspective, like, I have friends that, that are
connected, and, in, you know, and, and have grown up in the hollywood area
and they talk about like at a certain time they all knew just to leave because it was going to get
weird right and so they would go to the party hang out it would become the witching hour so to speak
right no oh i shouldn't say that because there are some beautiful beautiful witchy poos but
you know it would become the like the darkness hour.
We'll just call it that. Right.
And then everybody would leave that didn't want to be involved in whatever was going to happen.
And if that is the norm and you're growing up in that, imagine what else is happening.
Right. So I feel like we know it's happening now.
What do we do? Well, we support people that are actually doing something in the world to help it.
You know, to stop it.
And we apply pressure to politicians that think that they have forgotten that they serve the people.
I mean, what else do you do?
We can talk about it.
And we have, since I've been here, everybody's been talking about this.
But what's happening in the real world?
I think it's become, instead of serving the people,
it's taking advantage of the power that they have over the people.
And taking advantage in a very, like,
disgusting way, honestly.
Like, it's...
It's so diminutive.
There's no other way to put it.
Sorry, go ahead.
Oh, I just said sneaky and nefarious.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's also obvious when you start...
Can you guys hear my music?
I should probably turn it off. Oh, I love it. It's a vibe. It's a vibe When you start Can you guys hear my music? Oh I love it
It's a vibe
Keep it going
Yeah I love it too
Rachel that's the song I put in our script
Aw Maze is here guys
Maze
Get your butt up here girl
Mella I'll link it to you
Yes please do.
Maze, come up here.
I would love that so much.
It's quite the night.
Yeah, it's funny to, like, I don't know.
Not funny.
It's not funny.
But, you know, we got to laugh about stuff to keep ourselves sane.
But being a person that, you know, much like other people have said in the space,
I've been a person that's been trying to learn as much as I can about this.
Why is it not letting Maze up?
This is so weird.
It wouldn't let me co-host either. So I like sitting here and the music Oh do I have too many speakers
Right now
Let me see if I can send the co-host
Invite to you
Danger I'll try again
Oh I was talking all this time with my mic off
Damn it
Oh it worked
Okay I think now it's gonna bring
Yay there you go
Yay I think that's what going to bring Yay, there you go Yay
I think that's what it was, we didn't have enough
mics
Yeah, I was trying to send out a co-host
Did it work?
Yeah, you're co-host now
Use your power wisely
I promise I won't mute anyone
Unless it's by accident
It's spinning, she's stuck in the metaverse
Mella, you can take me off the speaker if you
need to because i'm going to go on to bed it was a great space let's always keep lifting each other
up towards the light of doing the right things and helping one another it was a good um good
versus bad and it was a great space so It was nice seeing you again, Felicia.
I'll talk to you
another time soon.
Nice to see you. Thanks for coming through.
Nice seeing you again.
Y'all have a good night.
Bye-bye.
Much love.
Oh, dear Lord.
You give him a co-host, Mike, and he just...
Total abuse.
Total abuse of power.
Yeah, this is what the whole space has been about, is abuse of power.
And danger just comes up in here and starts abusing his power.
Mm-hmm.
Remember my share?
My share was about taking our power back.
Yeah, true, true, true.
Yeah, I hope Maze...
Oh, Maze is here!
There we go.
Hi, Maze!
There she is.
Hi, Maze.
Hey, girl.
Did you hear Mela? She was like,
Maze, please come up here. I would love that.
I heard it, too. up here. I would love that. I heard it too.
But yeah, sorry I'm late.
I went to Dilly's and we were processing hard truths together.
For real, for real.
Girl, let me tell you.
And then she saw this place and she's like, oh, I was just talking about that.
We've been getting all freaking
mad and it's
good.
I set the reminder. I was planning on coming here and then when I got in there
he co-hosted me and he's doing great work.
So I chilled there for a minute and then I was like, yay, they're still
open. So here I am. What are I was like yay they're still open so here I am
what are we talking about we're still going um yeah so many things so I'll give you kind of like
the reason I started the space I started the space because this morning and many mornings as of late
I have woken up just kind of feeling like this heaviness of, I don't know, there's a
whole lot of bullshit that I'm learning about every single day. I feel like sometimes against
my will, I'm just scrolling and I see terrible, terrible things that I don't think we are built
to process, especially on our own.
And I kind of gave background.
Like I used to work in the criminal justice field.
I worked at a halfway house.
I went into the prisons.
I interviewed guys.
I had to learn about really heinous, like the worst cases.
And that was part of my life for a while.
And I was thinking about it today.
And I was like, huh, when I worked in the criminal justice
field, I had, you know, debriefs at least.
Like if I had to read a terrible case and see images and speak face to face with the
person that committed that crime, we would have debriefs.
We'd meet with like,
you know, a professional that would walk us through, okay, let's process this together.
Let's, you know, figure out how to navigate this so that way you don't go home and carry it with you. So I was thinking about that today and I was like, oh my god, like all the people that are just like passively and nonchalantly consuming such terrible media, like the terrible stuff that we're seeing with the files and all that stuff going on.
I just started thinking like maybe there's people out there like me that probably are having a hard time with it and need help processing those hard truths together.
So that's why I wanted to do the space because we have, I think it's important to have these conversations about the truth. Like we have to have these conversations, especially, um, in a time like this, where
there's so much uncertainty and nobody knows who to turn to. Nobody knows who to trust.
And I think that turning to each other is like the answer here, right? That like we have to turn
to each other for, um, for this stuff, because we just don't, we don't have anywhere else to turn
to. So I think it is important to have these conversations and to discuss those truths,
but we got to process, like, I don't think it's healthy for us to be exposed to the stuff. And I
started thinking about the kids. I'm like, kids have access to this shit. There's kids that are
on, they're, they're seeing this stuff. I'm like, okay, i don't know then i was like wait a second is
this a like psyop like are they exposing us all to this terrible terrible stuff so nonchalantly
because it's going to desensitize us in some way like i don't know i'm sure for me is that they're
they're they're gonna see this from one perspective and develop an opinion on it from just that one point of view, right?
Yeah.
To me, that's the trouble.
It's like, here's the story, and that's it.
It's like, well, no.
Like, so many times, well, at least half a dozen times, I've seen a story on mainstream media, then I've come to X to look at it and I find it.
And there's like 10 minutes more video and it tells a whole different story than what actually was put on like mainstream.
You know what I mean?
It's like, oh, that actually changes the whole aspect of what happened and why this person did what they did because it was self-defense or because
you know what i mean like just they don't yeah you got there's there's that absolutely that's
like a huge problem um that's why i came back really yeah and i but i also think that
i don't know the my my concern right now is the way that this is psychologically going to affect
a massive population of people. We don't know what that's going to look like down the road.
Let's talk about the fact that there's kids being exposed to this information, these images,
these videos. We'd like to think that they're not,
but they are. Absolutely. When I was a kid, I was finding things on the internet that I wasn't
supposed to watch because I was curious. So kids are getting exposed to it. Then we can talk about
vicarious trauma because those kids being exposed to it, they could be vicariously traumatized and
that can be internalized. They can live with that for the rest of their lives and then all of a sudden they develop some sort of um you know predisposition
to something that didn't exist there in the first place but then it was uh i don't know i i maybe
it's screaming psyop to me and not to anybody else but i would love to get to maize because her hand's
up and then we'll go from there my hand was up too oh I'll go to me oh I didn't see your hand up sorry no
worries no worries my hands been up for an hour but it's okay oh my gosh derpa
it it says that you're a listener again to me there for their phone is he still
a speaker he was a listener to me too. I didn't even...
We lost him, and then he came back.
And then we lost him again, and then he came back.
I don't know if...
Everything is broken up.
The whole time.
Oh my gosh.
Guys, this is crazy.
Derpa.
Derpa Mates.
So anyways...
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Thanks, bud.
Bridget, back to what you were
saying earlier.
I can't tell you
my sources. I can't tell you guys
a lot of shit.
But, like, there, I got a
guy who was in an actual
holodeck, and I'm talking
Star Trek Next Generation
holodeck could climb a cliff wall
in the early 2000s so like when you guys want to think about the technology that they have
think at the very least a hundred years in the fucking future don't worry about the shit that
gets leaked and you read don't even give a fuck about that
think about whatever you could fucking imagine think about like i was told this as a kid from
my father like he's like whatever you could imagine they already have and my dad had my
grandfather had fucking military connections i don't want to go into this shit i'm sorry it's
just i have to sit here for an hour and listen to all this fucking gobbledygook
oh it gets so i'm sorry i gotta calm down okay sorry i'm chewing but
should we this is my question because i i completely respect where you're coming from um should we not should we
not care about what's happening around us just because they're they're ahead of us okay
whoa there you go that's that's a good perspective there yes it's been good i could go into some
shit that'll really hurt everybody's feelings
because it does get so personal.
It's like you get to a point where you're like, oh, my God,
I was played so hard that it does affect you.
Yes, and it should.
But you have to just go, okay, I was played.
What now? How do I move forward? forward okay the first thing we got to do let's start doing our own supply chains let's start doing networking
through our communities this that and the other everybody should be taking everything they've learn from them and then creating their own system.
Get it like, fuck you, Amex.
Fuck off.
Why is there two sons on your MasterCard?
What's the white dove on your visa?
Start asking some real fucking questions. I mean, yeah, I i mean these are these are questions i ask like there i think there's so many questions to ask it's just this is one portion of a much
deeper why do i want somebody to be in the middle of every transaction i do
yeah what the fuck is that, but then we look at,
I mean, if we want to go into that,
look at what the Epstein files are revealing
about decentralized finance
and how that started.
So it's like, that's not safe either.
That's a fun one.
You know, that's not safe either.
You know what?
I'm old enough to, like like so back here in seattle
oh i i don't i don't like doing diatribes and shit you guys i really don't but back here in
seattle before it got really taken over um like there was a lumber mill at the bottom of the hill that just used local
trees. We could
build houses,
do everything
locally.
Why is my
lumber coming from British Columbia?
Sometimes over from Japan.
What the fuck is the purpose of that?
I'll tell you what it actually is
It's to help involve fucking human traffic
All this globalization bullshit
Was only so they could move
The greater product
Was human organs
Human blood
All sorts of crazy shit
This really hurts your feelings
But it's fucking true
And I know everybody worked for some corporation your feelings, but it's fucking true.
And I know everybody worked for some corporation.
What does corporation mean?
It's a dead entity.
Creditor tries to tell you people.
I'm sorry.
I shouldn't talk like that.
God damn it.
Just breathe, Seattle. Breathe for a second.
Remember, we're all on the same team here.
You know what I mean?
I know, babe.
And you know I know about the past life bullshit and all that.
We're all on team people.
We're all on team people.
Speaking of team people, Maze, you've been hanging out for a bit.
What's up?
I think Rabbi was first, and then I was going to go.
Okay.
All right. See? See? Oh, that's so nice i love rabbi yeah um yeah i was just gonna say very quickly um because and i know i usually
don't talk about this stuff in spaces but i see bridget i see maize so i know you guys are right
up on all this stuff you guys don't need to be uh uh you don't need the training
wheels but um there's no preamble required bro right right we everyone knows what the akashic
records are most of us know what the account with the what a social memory complex is for those that
don't a social memory complex is what happens when a population of a planet gains access to their Akashic records, and it becomes essentially the internet, the spiritual internet we all have access to through our thoughts telepathically.
We all have access to each other's thoughts, memories, feelings 24-7 all the time, and this is what allows us to act as one unit, right?
And this is what allows us to act as one unit, right?
This is what allows us to finally realize, because we see it in front of us, that we are all one.
And this is the demonstration of that, which right now is held in potentiality and we don't have access to it.
This is what I think when Millaby asked the questions like, why, you know, what do we do with this information?
What do we do with this information?
Why are the kids getting to see it?
Why are the kids getting to see it?
What is that?
What is that?
My take on it is from a metaphysical standpoint, what if this is the first tentative steps
towards that?
What if this is not one of these things that happens to you in a flash of light?
Suddenly everyone's hooked up.
We all have access to each other's thoughts.
What if this is something that takes years, generations,
maybe even centuries to slowly and subtly come into light?
And this is these revelations that are being brought to us
through advances in technology.
They're being done so on the metaphysical side
to prepare us for having access to each other's thoughts.
Because frankly frankly after seeing
what Epstein was doing and again I saw this 10 years ago but after seeing what he was doing
if I had access to that guy's mind like immediately I would die from shock like if I had access to all
the depraved horrible evil things he had done in his memories and then in addition to him all the depraved, horrible, evil things he had done in his memories.
And then in addition to him, all the other people that were doing it with him
and all the other people that are doing similar things across the globe
that may or may not be connected to him,
but are doing that are just as sick and evil and maybe even more, right?
It isn't having telepathic access to each other
isn't just about being able to know how your friend is feeling.
It's about having access
to all these rape dungeons these people are running and shit and what if part of our evolution as a
species is slowly walking up that on-ramp into the better tomorrow into the utopia into the
you know fourth density society brother what if it what if it's
actually something that was taken away from us and we're trying to gain it back and then there's
people trying to middleman us using all this bullshit like such as fucking neural link
derpa derpa hold on a second that's not really relevant okay i'm saying we can explore that
afterward no it is relevant because it's actually how we used to be.
We already had.
All right, bud.
You can.
You can.
Let me finish my thought.
We can go down the way you want to go down after I finish my thought.
It's very quick, though.
My suggestion is, yes, it's traumatic, but I think it's way less traumatic than getting it all at once. And it may be just
part of a process that's necessary for us to work through the collective shadow of our race
before we're able to step forward into that higher density.
That's an interesting perspective.
My argument would be we've already been through the higher density.
It was taken away from us the same way they talk about the telomeres.
You're thinking we're only gaining what we already had.
Derpa, listen, I appreciate your point of view,
but I'm working from the standpoint
of the Earth is a
third density planet.
The Earth is a living
fucking being itself, bro.
I waited for you to finish.
I don't give a fuck.
Obviously.
Let me finish.
Just chill and we'll talk about it after,
okay?
I'm working from a specific framework called'll talk about it after, okay? Yeah.
I'm working from a specific framework called the Law of One here, okay?
And what's laid out in that material is that we are a third density planet.
We are working our way into fourth density.
We are due.
We are at the end of a 75,000-year cycle.
And now is the time when it's time to transition up into that, okay?
You can, I mean, we can talk about Graham Hancock, the Anunnaki know the what else stuff the kali yuga whatever you want but in the inside of that framework we are not gaining
something we had as a species we are graduating into something that is new for us
new for you yeah it's like this is this is where the conversation always kind of ends up.
Like, people end up arguing over stuff that, like, it just can't be spoken of definitively, in my opinion.
Because everybody lives in their own bubbled version of reality, right?
Like, we have to respect each other's version of reality, right? Like we have to respect each other's version of reality. And we also have to,
like, we can't be the, it's not, it's not a good look to be the person that's just like,
I'm right. You're wrong. Cause what if you end up being wrong? Right? Like what if it's like,
oh, actually all along, I probably should have listened. Like it just, I like to speculate
everything, all possibilities, possibilities are infinite right like
we don't know we can't know and that's why we're here having these conversations
well you could be saying that you're you know you're reclaiming your power but
another individual might be claiming that power for the first time. You don't know. So you can't really.
Yeah.
Everyone's at a different place in their.
Yes.
In their evolution of life.
Right.
So I respect all like everybody's perspective is valuable.
Like we can learn from everybody.
Yeah.
Maze, do you want to jump in?
Sure. Um, so I just wanted to, um, say that I admire your, uh, consciousness around this, because I think a lot of people underestimate the effects that this much information and data, there's just consuming
it like mindlessly, which many of us, at least I know I have, I've been definitely guilty of in my
less than conscious moments. And then also, and there's times where I'm just like, okay,
you know, I need to figure out because there's no algorithm transparency. There's really,
you know, there's a two way conversation, believe it or not, that's happening
with your cognitive processes and the algorithm.
And so the algorithm is responding to something that is not necessarily in your conscious
mind.
It is just your engagement and, you know, whatever it is that you're processing and thinking
about with what the algorithm is showing you, you are
putting back out there, right? Like, it's really interesting if you were to think about that. I've
sat down and had like a at least a three hour at the least like thought trail about this. And
and I realized that this is something that people don't, you know, I can imagine that when they do like walk around,
they feel drained. I think a lot of people might feel like this very sense of, I don't know,
floating anxiety of sorts that's constantly hovering around. I know that I find myself in
that situation a lot. And I also think that as truth seekers, one of the things
that we often don't anticipate is that with it, when you uncover it, then you realize that you've
just walked yourself into this pretty big obligation. Like now, what are you going to do
with it, right? Like, what are you going to do with this truth? And it becomes like a new level of just anxiety about
doing something and time is running out and Overton windows. And so I do think that processing
stuff together and coming together and talking through it does help. I also think that, you know, whenever you guys are, it really does behoove you.
And I wouldn't say this like I mean this from the bottom of my heart.
I swear to God, if you were to just just without like, you know, picking up your phone for 10, 15 minutes, just sit somewhere and just allow yourself to be in that moment. Like, I swear the world seems so normal until you pick up the phone and dive into it and
then realize that it's like this world of data that's created all of this like stress.
But in that moment when the sun is kissing your skin, you're okay.
You have the birds chirping.
All of those things kind of help you ground.
And then also kind of be intentional about the day. I think those are the things that have been my saving grace. So I just wanted to share that. But I have ups and downs all the time. I mean, I had like the other day, you know, there's I was just overwhelmed with emotions. I just literally cried and I couldn't even tell you what it was. It was just all building up for from just so much. There wasn't even a thing. I just wanted to fucking cry. And when the first
one came out, that was it. It was over. It was a wrap. It was like I couldn't stop. You know what
I mean? It was just like, well, there it went. Like once the gate opened, it was a wrap. Um,
and I felt so much better. It was almost like me trying to suppress that was extremely draining as well.
It's very taxing.
So I think I'm just kind of paying attention to the signs that your body's telling you.
If your back is tightening up, there's just, you know, our body's constantly trying to
Our body's constantly trying to talk to us. And I think that we drown it out with noise.
talk to us.
And I think that we drown it out with noise.
Our health, your health is so important, because it's not until we lose it that we like wish we
did things differently. And so that's why, again, you know, to you hats off, Melody. It's a really
conscious and beautiful thing that to do is to hold space for people to come together and to
kind of talk about and process
what's on their mind and what's in these spaces. And, you know, at the end of the day, we're never
going to come up with a project plan to like save the world. But what we can do is be conscious
together. And, you know, I think that each and every one of you are like the the reason that someone recognizes the good in humanity like you guys are
the reason like there's there's something really beautiful and the connection that I have with
people in these spaces in this platform that I don't even have with people in real life like
I can't even have a conversation about all this shit. Like, I have talked to y'all about the depths of things that I, you know, an average person in the real world, we never even really are around each other that long to even talk about those things.
But then B, it's just like...
Hey, Maze, come up to Seattle. It's a really good time.
It rains too much, but maybe. I don't know. We'll see.
I'm just kidding, Seattle. But yeah, that maybe. I don't know. We'll see. I'm just kidding, Seattle.
But yeah, that's what I wanted to say.
There was something else.
You're scared you're going to rage on her, Seattle.
I mean, come on, bro. Let's keep it real.
Listen, he won't rage on me.
No, but to what she's saying, in all honesty,
once people lost ocean travel,
being isolated for weeks or months months and doing that isolation and
reflecting upon themselves, that's where we lost a lot of our humanity. But anyways, Mace.
Yeah, no, I mean, I just wanted to say that and I'll raise my hand again, whenever that,
whatever that was that escaped me comes back.
It's around here somewhere.
But but yeah, thanks for having me on.
Love it.
Yeah.
And I appreciate you sharing like what has helped you because that was another reason
why I wanted to host the space.
I was saying at the beginning, it's honestly for selfish reasons, because sometimes I I
can't process.
I'm having a hard time processing.
I think I'm one of those people that I feel other people's emotions for them.
So, you know, like when someone trips and falls and like you ever be embarrassed for
a person, you're like, oh, my God, like it hurts your heart.
You feel your stomach like sink because you're embarrassed for that person.
So yeah, yeah.
I mean, that is how I feel.
And I can, even just like going to the store
and like going grocery shopping
and, you know, walking, going around town and stuff.
Like I work in a music school, right?
I teach and I can just, I don't know.
Like I sense that there's this heaviness
that's weighing on a lot of people.
People aren't really smiling as much lately.
They're not, you know, checking in on their neighbors.
Hey, how's it going?
Like, it's just different vibes right now,
at least personally.
That's how I'm experiencing my little bubble.
And yeah, it affects me and and as much as I wish that it didn't I'm actually kind of grateful that it does because that reminds me
that I'm I'm human and I'm you know I like to think I'm a good person because at least you notice it.
Yeah, I do notice it.
I to a fault sometimes I notice, but I don't know. Like I woke up this morning and I was like,
I wonder how many other people are out there feeling this way because it's,
it's heavy. It's uncomfortable. Um, do I think that I'm going to, you know,
I'm not saving the world or i'm
not out here trying to like i'm gonna change everything no i literally just want to have
conversations about like how to process this stuff because i just don't know i don't think it's um
easy for everybody and i think it can be lonely if helps, that's been my world for like the past 10 years.
So I can commiserate.
Yeah, it's been a live.
Dude, I remember, I don't know, when did the...
I kind of started waking up to this stuff.
I started when I was in high school a little bit my uncles were
it was funny everyone everyone always warned me of of my uncles they're like my dad's half
brothers so they're younger than my dad they're kind of like in the middle it's almost like
having cousins and my they everyone always warned me of them my dad called them uncle bad touch
no these uncles were like the the they were like the conspiracy theorist uncles
right they like i think i had my first drink with them up at the cottage oh sorry okay no
different type of uncle i could see why you may have taken it that way so that's actually crazy
um anyways so yeah these uncles were like the conspiracy
theorist uncles and everyone's like just just don't worry about that don't talk to them they're
gonna just riddle your mind with a bunch of stuff that doesn't make sense and then I'm like so that
was my first introduction I was probably like 16 or something and then I remember kind of like going
down some rabbit holes later and and then the Wayfair stuff came out when was that like 2020 2019 the maybe 2018
a bunch of stuff about wayfair came out i think it was 2020 oh you you did you want to buy a cabinet
made out of dog shit for 30 000 dollars yeah you remember that me too yep i remember oh yes i would
no no no you don't know what I've been involved with.
I mean, I hope you didn't buy that cabinet.
No, I resold it for $60,000.
You gotta clarify what you mean, man.
Anyways, yeah, it's been a while of just kind of like these things.
of just kind of like these things.
I mean, I've been privy,
but now I think it feels different
because now I'm like watching people that I care about
and people in my life that weren't, you know,
interested in talking about this stuff
be exposed to it in a really like real way now.
Like it's no longer a, you got to search for this rabbit hole
on the internet thing. It's in your face, right? It's just different. It's different now. And I'm
watching this happen and I'm like, okay, why are people not freaking out as much as I did?
Like, I remember going through like an existential crisis about this shit.
And I'm looking around me, and I'm like,
where is the...
Where's the outrage?
Where is... Yes, yes.
And I know people are outraged and having conversations about them,
but I thought things would be up in fucking flames.
I can answer that honestly. There was a statistic
that came out in 2025
that said almost
it was like 78% of
all people across the planet do not
have an internal dialogue with
themselves.
Like that is a scary statistic
to me. That's a lot of NPC
human beings.
You know what I mean?
Like, no internal dialogue whatsoever.
That's scary.
I could have an explanation for this.
It actually goes back to the orphan trains that happened starting maybe the late 1880s.
80s uh but like even if you watch like boardwalk empire uh kind of showed it to you when uh nookie
and uh that uh and they're on the boardwalk and they're looking at the incubator babies
and uh i mean they were on display it was it was so fucked up and I can tell you so much more fucked up shit like do you know
that a baby will die
after 60 days
if they don't actually have
human touch like this is some sad
ass shit people
like the experiments they were doing
even back then
like it's really fucked up
wait
what does it have to do with what he was
talking about?
Do the math,
bro. No, no, like,
no, I just
listened to you introduce a completely new topic
and it sounds like you think it's
related to what
Danger was talking about.
Reiterate what Danger said and then I'll say it again danger said he was he was upset he
was he was unnerved because he knows that like what is 70 of people don't have an internal dialogue
and that's actually unfortunately it explains a lot about why everything so then uh realize
there could have been a whole population pumped in that were incubator
babies. Can you just
let it flow? I didn't.
You may hit my sound bowl.
Yeah, we did just fine there,
Maze. Calm down.
So realize there could have been
a whole population of incubator
babies that was pumped in
to create NPC children
and then they went off and procreated
so how do you get that 75 percent start doing some math so you think that the population like
the 70 whatever percent we'll just call it 70 uh percent of the population could potentially be offspring of people that uh were maliciously
um i guess modified like i don't really want to go into the other stuff like greg reese has done
some of this research um i don't i don't want to do this that's fine like i don't want to do this. That's fine. I don't want to tell you some actual possible truths.
Because it really hurts people's feelings.
I appreciate that you're censoring that.
Because I don't want...
I said this at the beginning of the space.
I know not everybody was here.
But I don't want this space to turn into one of those spaces.
Because there are spaces for that.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So it's unnecessary you
can do the research yourself if you want like it's it's completely up to you it's all out there
it it's it's completely the fuck out there yeah it's crazy like i i that's you know goes back to
what i was saying uh and to danger's point like why are people not more you know some crazy shit
I could do you like I could even take
like Ted Bundy I could tell
you like really how that whole thing
worked and if you know
the families what's the
Bundy name like I could
fuck people's heads up
but I don't want to do that shit
well maybe you should host a space
on that at some point.
But I noticed Prez had his hand up and now it's down.
I was hoping to hear from Prez.
Yeah, let's go to Prez.
What's up, Prez?
Thanks for coming through.
Prez, you there?
We've been here for a long time.
Yeah, can y'all hear me?
Yeah, gotcha, bro.
Am I good?
Yeah, I appreciate y'all hosting this space.
I do have a lot of talking points because I have been here for a while,
but I want to be mindful and just honor everybody else.
So I'll probably just, you know, land there for now.
But, you know, I guess for you, Mela,
I hope that this space gave you what you needed to receive
in relation to processing things and for everyone else.
And, yeah, maybe I'll save my talking points for another time.
All right, Prez, there is no rush.
If you want to, I really honestly want to hear your perspective.
Yeah, dude.
Me too.
I mean, it might take a lot of mic time But look I can try
What are we talking here
Did you hear the last guy
Go ahead
Dude I'm ready
You know I've always wanted a prez ted talk
Hell yeah
I'll take that as a compliment
Thank you
Well I appreciate that
Well I guess
You know I've been feeling a little bit sick too
With this fever bug the past couple of days
But I'm on the up though
And I do wonder like how much
Bro, you got that?
I got a three day fever, dude
Yeah, bro, but I'm good, man
I've been doing, you know, the things that I need to do
In terms of taking care of myself
And I'll probably touch on that as well
But I do wonder like how much stress in general and the toll of either internalizing,
absorbing, and even observation or processing and holding hard truths, right, contributes to
overall wellness of our temple. And so trauma was brought into this conversation earlier on.
And I've had my own first share of certain you know
experiences in relation to deaths and grief and loss and not being able to grieve certain people
and family members I've mentioned this in spaces before publicly as it pertains to the kiddos and
like social media and YouTube I remember I worked at this play therapy center and one of the clients I was working with, he used to, well, I didn't know this until after the fact, because with play therapy, it's about observing and then interpreting the metaphors through the play that the child or the client of meaning from what they end up doing. But long story short, this client was playing with a like a child cash register and ended up putting six, six, six like every single time throughout the whole session.
And so I was chatting with, you know, my supervisor at the time.
And I was just asking, I was like, what would this mean?
Then later on, we gained insights that, you know, the child was watching like some devil type videos on YouTube. I don't know if that like some parentification on that. But again, that was the correlation. And so even now, fast forward to my now moment, kids are asking more questions to caregivers, parents and teachers and even some of my peers in my classes who are teachers themselves they're
like we're caught in the middle between juggling our you know personal emotions and you know maybe
those identity markers and labelers that you guys were talking about and viewpoints and also being a
what's it called a support system for these kiddos as well which has been difficult and now that ties
into the functioning versus fear aspect of things
that Mela had mentioned early on in the space, right?
Being in survival mode.
And so we have to remember trauma is the reaction to the event
and not the event itself, right?
So we can say it's part of people's external or internal conditioning
as to why they might be desensitized to these things.
We also have to recognize it's not a
one-size-fits-all. And so someone's reaction to an event is going to look different from others,
and it might be influenced by their overall life experiences. You think about a person who's lived
in a war-torn country, and now they're living in a country whereby there isn't that type of
heaviness or oppression. They might be desensitized to some of these other things coming out in the now, right? And so is it a programming thing? Perhaps, but I don't think
it's always, you know, centered on that every time. You know, I want to go back to what Maze
was kind of hinting at too, you know, because she's out here, she's in the thick of it,
of the information and also like, you know, promoting truth and promoting different conversations.
But she just talked about like how she had to like sit with the emotions of being able to observe and internalize some of these things that she's been internalizing.
So there's that flip side, too, that, yeah, maybe there are people who are influencers or you can call them chaos agents or whatever, who might not have good intentions.
Right. They might be agenda driven, but there are people who are fully immersed in these things and they might exhibit ongoing
self-awareness, but because they're fully immersed to it, that speaks to their true integrity of who
they are based on those emotions that they're experiencing. You know what I'm saying? So it's
never going to be a one-size-fits-all in relation to that. What else can we talk about? The numbing state, the free state, right, when it comes to processing things, you very overwhelming in that regard and have tangible implications, making that fear very real,
whether it's within our control or not, which would suggest the importance of reserving judgment
and exercising observation, even what we claim to know to be true. Right. So there's a social
psychology behind over sensationalism, whether it comes from media outlets or influences,
or versus, you know, desensitization of the people, even the people, perhaps to the people
in order to get by. Rachel had mentioned something which I thought was very important.
You know, she had talked about like, when we see people in the streets and some shit is happening
and people ignore it, right? That alludes to the
bystander effect, right? Like people actually see that you see this is happening. You know,
it's true. And you know, the right thing to do is to help, but because of diffusion of
responsibility or even the onus and the weight of responsibility, you're like, nah, I'm just
going to chill on the side. Maybe somebody else would take care of it. Or even if you don't think that way, you just don't want to be the outlier. You see, and then that now breeds more of that ignorance
that people were talking about, right? Or they pull out their phone.
Or they pull out their phone, right? And so that's, you know, Honey Badger mentioned the
generational piece. That is a huge generational piece as well, right? And then I think part of
that disconnect is lack of wanting to understand, right? And then I think part of that disconnect is lack of
wanting to understand, right? And this goes with everybody. So it's not just older folks wanting
to understand younger folks. You could flip it as well. Younger folks as well don't create that gap
because they are quick to be like, oh, you older folks didn't do shit for us. Why should we listen
to you? You know, so it just creates that disconnect. And then now you see repeated
patterns of behavior from the quote unquote past happening now with that influence of neurofactors. Yeah. People
taking out their phones, you know what I'm saying? It's cool to post up on TMZ and people have a
laugh about it, you know? So lastly, I'll just land here, man. I mean, ultimately everyone has
their own reasons as to why they're immersing themselves in some of these things. And so,
yeah, I think it's important to take care of yourselves, focus on your mental wellness, but also show up for others the best
way you can, because you just never know who might be suffering in the shadows. And it's not about
even like your cup being full. Like I've talked about this too, which is probably controversial
for some people, but perhaps being an intentional acts of servitude helps to alleviate the whole perception of one's cup being full or being empty.
Right. And who gets to determine that?
How much of that comes from cognitive distortions based on our negative self-talk?
So, I mean, ultimately, as you're doing the ongoing healing work that we've talked about in this space, whatever shadows, whatever you need to integrate.
whatever shadows, whatever you need to integrate. I think there's value in showing up even when
you're not quote unquote 100%. That in itself can help propel someone or even just self to keep on
doing the acts that they need to do in relation to being in service of humanity. Now, you still
have to be mindful of cognitive and emotional impairment when it comes to that regard. But still,
you can still do good out here while not being at 100%.
For me, on my end, I've been pushed on the brink of quitting a lot of things,
quitting this platform, quitting school while I'm on the brink of finishing,
quitting my future ideas after that. And it's because of these identity and labeling markers as well that go with that, not the ones that I've just internalized, but again, going back to
societal standards, what's been put upon me and how I choose to show up and
how I've been made to feel to show up. You see what I'm saying? I have like a bunch of infographics
I won't go into because again, I don't want to do too much of a TED talk as Miller asked me to say,
but one thing I'll leave with y'all is one of the posts that i posted was when all else fails
seek self and be intentional and the ultimate question now becomes what are you going to be
intentional about is it coming from a benevolent or malevolent intent when it comes to the collective
and then going back to what honey badger again said was are we doing it are we doing these things are we looking at these things from that
overall arching label of being the people humanity as opposed to these other things
so with that man i'll land thank you mela rachel danger everybody in the space
that was so good dude like when you what really hit me was like when you're talking about like
basically the social masks we have to wear in order to be, you know, accepted in certain venues of life, whether it be work or whatever social circumstances you're in.
And, you know, the fact that you're like, yeah, I'm weighing my, you know, my options here.
I'm figuring things out and I don't know what I want to do yet, but when I figure it out, I'm weighing my, uh, you know, my options here. I'm figuring things out and I don't
know what I want to do yet, but when I figure it out, I'm going to do it. And that's just like that
to me, that's, that's spiritual freedom, you know, to be able to just be like, okay, I've got a few
options, but I'm going to do the one, like, even if, you know, even if it's not the most, whatever,
financially enriching endeavor or whatever, I'm going to do what makes me happy.
I'm going to, you know, I'm going to live the life that's true to me.
That's, that's power, dude.
So respect, Prez.
I like that.
I like that a lot.
I appreciate that, man.
That means a lot.
You know, the locus of control piece can be difficult, but I think, yeah, you know, going back to that agency on autonomy that we do have,
I think that's always within our, within our control,
even when we do have options and the options as well might not be as lucrative.
Right. So yeah, I appreciate that danger.
Well, and that's, and that's a hard truth. Like, like,
like the title of the space, right? I mean, that is a hard truth.
Like, are you going to choose to pursue what makes you happy?
Or are you going to choose to pursue what's, you know, socially expected of you from your friends, from your parents, from your colleagues, right?
Like, yeah.
Yeah.
That's the truth right there.
Thank you, Prez.
Thank you, bro.
Nah, thank you, man.
In my infographic, that's what I kind of touch on.
Informative and normative social influences.
Y'all go check it out because there's a lot there that I kind of journaled and I put it in that infographic.
But there is a social psychology to it, right?
Like group competency and info competency and then the pressure to conform to those norms based on that information or that group.
So I'll end there with that, man. But thank
you, Danger. Appreciate you and everybody in the space. Yeah, thanks, Prez. Do you have a space
scheduled, right? One coming up? Yeah, you want me to talk about it? Well, I was hoping you could
either post it up top or in the comments because that doesn't go away.
Yeah, who's sponsoring your next TED Talk?
I have a couple.
Okay, yeah.
I have a couple coming back.
If you have any spaces scheduled, I would love for you to post them up top.
Yeah, absolutely.
Yeah, Prez, just...
I just love listening to you speak, to be honest.
Well, he hit like eight topics in a matter of four minutes when he was talking.
You know what I mean?
I was just like, oh, yes to that.
Yes to that.
When you're in a space, because you do such a good, I feel like every space, Prez should be the closer.
Because he always touches everything.
And he always does it in such a clear, concise, and eloquent way.
And it makes you go, wow, we really talked about a lot tonight, didn't we?
I know, right?
Yeah, I feel like he's sitting there like, I feel like an essay exists on Prez's laptop.
In this space.
I would not be surprised.
But thank you.
I honestly, like, you touched on so much there that it's hard for me to pinpoint one thing I want to, like, pivot to.
But there's, like, much like how I feel when Bridget comes in the space.
When Bridget comes in the space, there's this underlying theme of hopefulness, I guess,
or just a sense of peace that comes from Prez when he comes in and shares his insight.
And you often remind me to take a step back and be, um, and, and to think deeper and to be objective and to
not let my emotions, um, dictate the way that I think about things. So I appreciate you.
Thanks for coming through. Um, I speaking of Bridget, Bridget has her hand up.
Yeah, Bridget has her hand up, and I wanted to say I was trying to bring up Steel, and I cannot.
I don't know if you guys can see that request.
Okay, I'll give it a shot.
Yeah, maybe give it a shot, because I was trying, and it was not working.
So let's go to Bridget, and then Mr. Witch.
Oh, that was beautiful.
I love those perspectives.
Always enjoy that.
This has been an amazing space, you guys.
It's so, so, so good.
I raised my hand to talk about what Rabbi and Seattle were talking about.
Or Luna, stop.
Honey, get down.
Sorry, my kitty is trying to mark everything with her mouth.
Okay, so what Rabbi was talking about,
I feel like was really important.
And I feel like what Seattle was talking about
was really important too.
It was just different perspectives coming from the
almost like opposite ends of the spectrum
to where we are
now and different narratives right um i feel like we are moving into and this is just my perspective
my experiences um that we are moving into knowing more of who we are i feel like when they when they
removed spirit and when they removed
ether, I've heard Maze talk about this so many times on the other app, like it's so many different
ways. And of course, everything that Rabbi was bringing up, I like this sounds like a Maze face.
You guys, you guys know her in politics, right? And as an activist and all that but you didn't get to you didn't get all the amazingness of the her spaces back in the day and I am so excited every time she says she's
going to do another one because there's so much fun um my my mind just goes like in a million
directions and I'm not put together at all in those spaces with her and I'm okay with that
because I'm like yes let's do this let's let's talk about that and oh my god I'm seeing this um I'm like a little kid when I'm in those but I feel like that that
part of us that that people feel like they have no no connection to it's there it's not hidden
it's not been stolen think of it as like being muted because our our focus hasn't been on it but to to access it you
just focus on it right and he's talking about the akashic records and he's also talking rabbi was
talking about um and rabbi correct me if i'm wrong on anything but you were talking about you know
when we reach a point of sharing consciousness in a very like obvious way, because we do already, that's how we can tell when someone's staring at us from across the room.
That's how we can also like we'll go to, you know, we'll be doing something and we're like, oh, so and so just texted me.
Like we have an image of them in our mind or we just know that that's the person that's trying to get a hold of us.
Right. So it's there. It's just not not been the focal point and I do believe to some degree
that some of it has been turned down but I don't believe it can ever ever be completely turned off
unless we do it and that's just my own personal opinion on it. I also, you know, telepathy is a very interesting thing. And I call it tell empathy because it's
like you can feel, you see, you know, you hear, it's like all encompassing. I also call it
consciousness communication. And I've been doing it with other beings. I'm not talking about
entities. But I've been doing it with other beings my whole life.
And some of the conversations, they can tell you everything about themselves in seconds.
But it's like this math amount of data flooding in from all directions.
And I also really believe that there's not a part of us that isn't designed to know to know each other right to be able to sense what's going on I feel like we don't put our attention on it with certain
things because do we really want to feel everything that everyone is experiencing all the time
I turned down clear audience because I was hearing people's thoughts and it was ugly, right? I was like,
I think I was 18 when I did that. I was sitting at a four-way stop and I started hearing all these
other people talking. And I was like, this is not normal because I, I hear beings, but it was
a totally different experience. And that whole day I spent listening to just anyone that I was
around in the vicinity of their thoughts. And most of them were
horribly sad or really stressed out or a whole lot of negative, negative inner speak going on.
And I said, absolutely not. I'm not doing this. I cannot live like this. Like I cannot live
feeling so sad for everyone around me because of what's going on in their minds. Right.
so sad for everyone around me because of what's going on in their minds, right?
I feel like that's kind of what Rabbi was talking about, right?
When you have that deep connection, like when I connect with another being, just by connecting
with them, I know, I may not know every single detail of their life, but I know exactly who
they are, where they're from, what they do, you know, it's all readily
available in the field, right? So I feel like, I don't know, I just feel like that's kind of
what I was talking about. And from my experience that I shared that 24 hours, it wasn't even a
whole 24 hours, I don't think, of hearing other people's thoughts, like, can you imagine?
24 hours, I don't think, of hearing other people's thoughts.
Like, can you imagine?
I mean, no, that's too much.
So my team has been talking about the inner work and the shadow work helps us release
a lot of that, a lot of those things that we've adopted and have been creating from
that are more shadowy, so to speak, or come from abuse or trauma and things like that.
So as we clear that out, there will be a whole lot less of the negative self-speak,
the unworthiness, unlovable, you know, that I'm not whole kind of vibe.
So I could see where that would take time. And then pointing from Seattle's side,
is he still in here?
I don't know if he is.
Okay, it's okay.
I don't see him.
I think he's gone.
I don't see him either.
Then I'll just leave it.
Leave it at that.
But I feel like if that is the direction that we're going,
which I perceive to be, that we are going to, I don't know that it will.
I think for us to be in a utopia, there would have to be a massive collective shift or lots of time. Because humanity at large, this version of humanity from our inception has always had a lot of topsy-turviness and turmoil, pain, suffering.
I feel like it would take a very big shift.
Something unexpected, probably.
and maybe, maybe it is what Reagan said that one time,
And maybe it is what Reagan said that one time.
you know, I mean, the star seat community thinks that's, that's a part of it. I feel like
if we have open contact, cause first contact has already happened. I feel like if we had open
contact, that would be, that would put most of the world in a cognitive dissonance moment. Right.
that would put most of the world in a cognitive dissonance moment right especially people that
don't believe don't believe in that way so yeah those are just my thoughts based on what they had
said oh my god okay so first of all i have to say this that song that's playing in the background
dancing in the moonlight that's mine dude that's my uh my song was like I don't know anybody has like a best friend and it's like your
song you know my best friend and I that's our song and on my birthday during COVID like the
depths of COVID where nobody was leaving their house she drove all the way to my house and like
outside we went outside and she put the cake she got me a cake put the cake on
the table and I went outside my mom's like yeah someone just dropped a cake off for your birthday
I guess I don't know like who it was I was like what so I go outside and I see the cake and then
that song started playing and she came around the corner with her
Bluetooth, um, Bluetooth, uh, speaker.
And I just like immediately started crying.
So when I heard that song start up in the background, I was like, Oh my God,
it just made me emotional. That was amazing. That was a healing moment for me.
I think my heart's so happy.
This is actually my playlist for when I do reading rooms on the other app.
I just pick songs to play while we, on that app, you can ping people into the space.
And so this is what I play for everybody that's sitting in the space is all of these.
And I usually end on Dancing in the Moonlight or Shine Bright by the Polish ambassador Ayla
Nourio and Mr. Lif.
But yeah,
that's what you're hearing.
And I love that you love this song.
This is my shake your booty song.
Yeah.
Shake your booty song a little bit.
It's like almost like a,
it's a shake your tail feather type of song.
Yeah.
I feel like there's so many good there's so many good songs I like to
listen to music that that feels good in my fields you know yeah I think most everybody does but yeah
love it I love that that song brought you a beautiful heart expanding nostalgic moment
yeah thank you for sharing it with us thank you and thanks for your insight as well. Um, yeah, I mean, like, I, I don't know,
like, I can't comment on what I think is happening, because I just simply don't know.
I don't have enough information to be able to form an opinion about what is going on and where we're headed. But what I do know is that sometimes there's some
difficult, like there's just difficult conversations and things that we're going
to learn about along the way that if I can, you know, if I can just be a person that helps people
process, whether it's through my music, or through, you know, facilitating conversation about it,
I'm happy. Like I'm doing what I like to do. So that's how I feel.
And honestly, I will say teaching music has been, because I just, I didn't just start teaching
some months ago. I started teaching voice lessons, piano lessons, guitar lessons to honestly all ages.
Like I have seven-year-olds.
I've got 60-year-olds.
Like I'm teaching all sorts of people how to play an instrument, how to sing.
because it takes me away from, you know, what's going on in the world and into sharing what I do
know. Because I do know how to, I know how to play an instrument. I know how to teach an instrument.
I know how to sing and I know how to teach how to sing. So it's, it feels really good and really fulfilling to be able to offer something that I do know.
Because I spend a lot of my other time just questioning everything.
So, yeah, it's been awesome.
I'm going to...
Oh, Steel came up.
I know Mr. Witch had his hand up.
So let's go to Mr. Witch and then we'll go to Steel.
And then we're going to start to close out soon because it's 1.30 in the morning here.
And your girl has to get some sleep.
Prioritizing sleep this year.
It's an important thing.
Yeah.
What's up, Mr. Witch?
Thanks for coming through.
Hey.
What's up, Melody?
Yeah, I just wanted to say thank you for holding this space.
It can be very difficult, of course, interacting with the 3D world of things
and knowing to speak about this stuff.
I'm personally in the military, you know, low rank,
and can't really talk about this kind of stuff there.
I'm listening to Destiny saying like, oh yeah,
we're going to pull all the troops and they're going to be all across America.
And I'm trying to create this escape plan and what have you.
And I was just saying,
thank you for holding that sense of space and your intuition was definitely
right.
That someone out there was needing a chat like that.
It's just a lot to be in the military of things and
kind of disagreeing with all of it and yeah thank you that's all
oh well that makes me very happy not that you're struggling um with your own internal stuff but
that you could uh connect with the space in a positive way.
That warms my heart.
So thank you so much for coming up and letting me know that.
I don't know.
Maybe we need more spaces like this.
I don't know.
I host various spaces about other topics,
and a lot of it has to do with just personal growth and and how to
navigate the world as a creative a person that's trying to live off of your creativity
so that's usually what I'm talking about or I host music spaces sometimes where we just hang
out and we sing songs and we
play music and it's so much fun so if you think that any of that might be beneficial to you as
well and and warm your heart then I uh would hope to see you in the bloom room on I think I'm gonna
host the bloom room on Sunday this week I think it's gonna be Sundays going forward I don't know
um it seems to be a good
day for it though it does it does it's like a reset it feels like a reset space i don't know
if it's giving that vibe to you but it is it totally is it's like you know before your week
gets started like come to the bloom room and just like what do you want to get done this week let's
talk about it you know what i mean it's it's a yeah, it is a good reset. I think, Mella, I think it's a good time.
Yeah. And how to like, like grounding ourselves before we enter a, a new week. I don't know.
I like it. Personally, it's very helpful. So I, I think I'm moving in this direction.
You're so selfish. Yeah. I'm really like, it's all about me. Didn't you know that?
No, I just I'm leaning into the fact that like, there's things that I
personally like I like having those conversations. And I'm like, why not? I like I could be the person
to facilitate that conversation. And if other people find it helpful wonderful if there's three people in the room cool that's awesome if it's just me talking to myself even better i talk
to myself all day every day that's all i do is talk to myself so it's just same same but different
um well there's nothing wrong with talking yourself just just don't answer you know
yeah sometimes i probably do there's many times where
i'm talking to myself dakota comes over and he's just like sorry i didn't hear it i'm like no no
you're not involved in this no this is between me and me okay stay away
um but yeah i'll probably host the bloom room on sunday this week
probably do some music and stuff too would love to see you there danger devin uh speaking of the
bloom room i do have a community that i started on school i'm really liking school i think it's
a great platform um and it's free i it's free to join it's basically like just a place to continue the conversation.
And to I'm doing like little like prompts, like writing prompts. I like writing prompts. Again, I'm kind of leaning into what I like doing.
I'm like, sure, if other people want to be a part of it, cool.
Let's have fun. And it's free to join. I'm doing these writing prompts at least once a week.
There's going to be a writing prompt depending on the topic of the space that week. So if you would like to join the Bloom Room, um, the link is in my bio.
What topic did you speak of, or what was it last week, just out of curiosity?
Ooh, what was it last week? It was, that's a good question.
What did we speak about last week
I can't even ask Danger Devin because he wasn't there
traitor I'm just joking I don't care
last week we talked about hustle culture
culture is dying
yeah we kind of just talked about hustle culture
and I wasn't even there
but how did I know my life because i
listened to the recording did you actually oh my god people do that that's great that's awesome
yeah and then like the previous week i think we talked about you know how to monetize your your
art but keep your soul because you know there's people out there just selling their soul to the
industry and it's terrible um So we talked about that.
We've talked about, I mean, one of our first spaces, I think it was the first space of the year. I'm doing them weekly. So first week of January, we kind of just did like a set the tone
for the year space and we made mission statements. We were like, all right, what is my mission for
the year? What if I can think forward to December, 2026, um, what would I like to see myself being able
to say, Hey, look at, this is what I accomplished this year. So yeah, we're kind of setting goals
and doing it in a way that, um, kind of, I don't know, there's some accountability there. Like
you're, you're part of a crew and we
check in on each other and we make sure that everybody's okay. And, uh, we know like, it's
very lonely. A lot of these, um, creative paths or, you know, even like the truth seeking paths
or the, any of these like very individual endeavors, entrepreneurship.
I mean, for you, Mr. Witch, I'm sure there are moments that you feel like you're sort
of lonesome in what you're doing because you can't talk about it, right?
No, not in any regard.
Yeah, like you probably feel that, right, where you just can't talk about stuff and
you're like, oh my God, how am I supposed to, how can I process without being able to talk about stuff?
So yeah, I think the bloom room is also just a space for people to feel like they aren't so
alone in whatever it is they're trying to accomplish. So that's my goal i just want to welcome mr rich i'm glad you're here and i'm sorry you're feeling
lonely in that way and uh just gonna need some love who did you say bridge mr which
oh thank you thank you i don't want to be weird but it is also my birthday today happy oh my god mr
witch is up here i love him he's one of my favorite people ever he's literally like he
went to the military but he's he's literally out here like in the war with me everybody that says
anything sideways to me that like like even comes across as possibly throwing shade oh my god
he is up in there going in I appreciate you so much happy birthday I really do appreciate you
I hope you know how much that means to me to know that you're just always there you have my back
you're in my corner even though they're not even worth your time sometimes or most of the time
they're probably bots.
But I just love you.
And I appreciate all the love you show me.
I hope you have an amazing birthday.
What are you doing?
Are you not going to go be with your flame and do something fun and cool?
Amazing.
Can you hear his laugh?
He's like, he's gonna.
He's gonna.
That was really sweet of you. Thank you.
And, yeah,
I'm supposed to be in the military, supposed to be fighting a war or some shit, and I'm just scratching
paint, bro, so I gotta
be on the battlefield for you or something.
But yeah, that was really sweet.
What was that?
I don't know where I was going at.
What am I doing today? Is that what you asked?
Yeah, like why are you not like, you know, partying it up with Celine?
No, Flamey, she lives in France.
Too far?
Far. Also, she has a boyfriend of four years.
It's complicated, but it is what it is.
And there's a lot to it.
I got to get my passport back and I'm trying to get out of the military and there's so
much going on.
But no, today was chill.
I mean, like I said, I'm on my way out.
Just filed my taxes from like 2022 today, some returns blah blah blah so I'm like
okay I need an expedited way out of the military so I've been smoking weed over the past few days
hoping I'm gonna fail a drug test get in trouble and then slowly but surely get out so yeah like
you know smoking weed on a military base like that's super not allowed and it's great because
I think i have a
proper escape plan i was wanting to do more stuff like in information warfare and intelligence but
uh i've kind of seen like the whole cycle through that like i i feel like i'd end up like worse than
a snowden and i wouldn't be able to you know know, follow those sort of orders. So I think life to go back to a sense of freedom.
Being back in the jungle, Costa Rica reground for a bit while the world goes under for a second.
It's just kind of the best path.
So rambling, stoned, it's great.
stoned. It's great.
And yeah, thank you for the birthday message.
Thank you for the birthday
message.
Anytime, love.
Hey, well, you don't have to tell us
how old you're going to be.
I'm going to guess you're like 23.
Shut up. Come on.
Bro, I got
so much life experience. You know I'm
older than that. I know, I know,
but we're just playing pretend. Cheers to i'm saying okay okay yeah happy 27th birthday bro i would
say 28th was like the perfect well i don't know i like i i kind of dug 30 i'm not gonna lie but
20 over 25 you know to where you're kind of past the dumbness and then but not quite into the 30s yet you still got that like you know that energetic 20 year old well it's true though
they say the brain isn't fully developed until you're 28 years old that's a good point maize
right so yeah that's that's yeah we're gonna say 28 dang okay no little slightly older i've gone
through well that's the thing you know like the childhood
like the goofy sort of stage of things and oh come on now i know i know that we're still goofy
exactly exactly and my plan is to live to 132 so you know like you gotta you gotta be youthful
as long as possible but oh no i'm a proper age of
oldness maybe the brain's slightly
developed hopefully but
the more you know
the more you realize you don't know right bro
32 no it was born on February 4th
1994 and when you convert those like words like
amatria like a is 1 m is 13 z is 26 like february 4 1994 uh equates to like 555 which i don't know
find quite interesting sorry stoned it's been a while we're not able to do that military I'm gonna encourage you not to talk to yourself anymore
I want to get fired
And I'm low rank you know
Well doxing yourself isn't gonna help you get any more fired bro
Well I don't know man
I'm in the military for now. I'm protected. I feel like...
You'll figure your way out.
You'll figure your way out.
I've got a plan.
I've got a special agent
who's direct contact
to FBI
to get my way out.
Agent Mary Jane?
No, no, Agent Clark.
It's a woman of age.
Oh, she studied me like crazy.
She brought up in my clearance interview,
like, what did she bring up?
That was not a casual question.
Oh, do you have any problems
with Vatican
the Pope?
And I was like oh fuck
like they definitely have been digging
into me I guess
and uh
I think that's as far as
that they've gone but
I dox myself I dox myself whatever
Does President have to say hand up or is it just me?
I don't see any hands.
I do see two requests, but I can't let anybody up because I've got to close out the space.
I'm tired.
I've got to go to bed.
I've got to teach tomorrow.
Me too.
My voice is like fucked.
Well, let's have one more Prez talk and then maybe a song or two, Mela.
Okay.
Nah, don't worry, y'all.
I am not going to do the Prez talk.
Danger, why would you want that to happen?
You know why.
He's bad. He's bad.
He's a jerk, man.
He'd be doing that to you a lot, Rachel, huh?
Yeah.
Dude, the last few minutes you spoke, like i love this guy so much no i appreciate y'all yeah no well firstly the synchronicities man
um happy birthday to that gentleman mr witch and uh mr witch is awesome dude oh yeah i've never
met him before so the age thing was just interesting to me because
i just i don't know there's a lot of shared sequinicities there and mel i wanted to ask
are you 32 as well perez sorry no but so i wanted to ask melor when she's hosting her space
because the time well what you were going into the gematacho and stuff, MySpace is at 5.55 my time.
So that's why I was like, that's very interesting.
What time zone are you?
I'm CST, though.
So, okay, so it's 1.40 right now where I am.
What's our time?
I'm an hour behind you.
Okay, okay.
So you're hosting...
Oh, you're in my time zone, Prez.
No wonder we get along.
So you're hosting at... Oh, time zone prez no wonder we get along so you're hosting
oh yeah for sure for sure you're hosting at 555 so that'd be 655 by the time on sunday
yeah okay that's that's just like a random pop-up anniversary space but i mean i'll definitely try
and keep because i want to come and support you in the bloom room so that's why i was asking so i can kind of know okay and mine yeah i'll probably i was thinking of hosting
oh you know what i'm in the studio all day so it's going to be a late it's going to be a late
space anyway i have to be at the studio all day guys oh perfect okay i hope you guys don't have
anything nope we're doing the great debate
oh i have i have my reminder set for that what time is that at that's uh nine like 9 p.m
oh perfect i'll be i'll be home by then rachel you should post it down there before they close the space so people can tap in. Okay, will do.
Yeah, post up.
Prez, you too, if you haven't already.
I think you did.
Yeah, I posted the one I have with AJ and Mr. A up top up there in the nest,
and then the other one is also down in the purple pill as well.
So appreciate y'all.
Cool.
Love it.
Thanks for coming through everybody it's been
awesome um let's do some music and end the space i think it's time danger do you want to play a song
sure okay i'm gonna play You Can Be Anything. Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh
Open your eyes and roll out of bed
Go brush your teeth and comb your hair
Eat your breakfast while you watch your show at the kitchen table
On your brand new phone, then go seize the day
Learn all that you can
The smarter the poor, the wiser the man you'll be
Trust me, you'll see You can be anything but you need to be listening
Follow your heart but use your head Trust your good and don't doubt yourself And you can be anything
Walk a straight line, don't go jumpin' fences
Every choice you make Will have consequences
Some will be good
Some will be bad
Some will make you happy
Some will make you mad
But it's alright
Those feelings always pass
Some days it's best
To not make a sound
Some days you're coming to scream out loud
But those days don't make you cool
Cause you can be anything
But you need to be listening Anything but you
Need to be listening
Follow your heart but use your hand
Trust your good and don't doubt yourself
And you
Can be anything I really hope you take my advice
Cause boy I've lived a pretty full life
I just want you to know
All the things I do
Like your reputation exceeds your appearance
Work real hard and obey your parents
They only want their very best for you
Cause they know that you
Can be anything at all
Need to be listening
Follow your heart but use your head
Trust your gun, don't down yourself
you Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, Yeah That was beautiful
I needed that
Absolutely beautiful
I cannot promise that I'm gonna sing like
That right now
Cause it is late
Oh give us Smokey Mela come on
Yeah this is gonna be Smokey Jazz Mela Cause It's late right now cuz it is late oh give us smokey mella come on yeah smoky jazz
mella cuz it's late and I'm tired what you gonna play
Excuse me.
Yeah, sure.
Oh, I love it!
Let's go.
It's gonna be the smoky jazz version though.
I can't do the belty part at the end. I'm going but I don't think you ever will No, you don't know the full truth
And it's funny that you seem to think you do
Cause I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
And it's not you
You don't need me like you say you do
Trust me baby
I can't be the one to pull you through
You just tease me and you make me feel so small
So why should I put you on a pedestal?
One, two, three, four
I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
And it's now you know it's now you know
I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
But it's not you I guess I'm just bad at writing love songs
In fact I don't think that I've ever heard you on it all
Cause just when I feel like it's my time to fall
You come around and prove I was better on my own
Cause I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
And it's not you, no it's not you, no
I've got one thing on my mind.
I've got one thing on my mind.
I've got one thing on my mind.
And it's not you.
God, I love that song so much.
That was actually called One Thing, but I affectionately call it Boiler Room.
Yeah, that is so much.
That song is out on all platforms.
It's called One Thing, open bracket, not you, closed bracket.
The best, open, closed.
Yeah, so this was fun. Her in her Canadian grammar, hey, closed. Yeah, so this was fun.
Her and her Canadian grammar, hey, Rachel.
Yep.
Melody, you're Canadian?
I am.
And your song was, like, amazing, obviously.
Like, holy shit.
Aw, thank you.
Yeah, no, generally, it's, like, really
heart-touching.
But, um, thank you you Sorry, Mr. Witch
I just wanted to say
Oh, were you done?
I'm so sorry
Oh, I'm done, I'm done
I was just going to ask where she is in Canada
But that was it
Oh, I'm in Ontario
She's right smack dab in the middle
Where my besties are Oh, cool Nice in Ontario. She's right smack dab in the middle.
Where my besties are.
Oh, cool.
Nice.
Not too far.
You guys, for the people requesting, we're closing the space.
Hawk, I love you, girl.
So, just wanted to say that.
Oh, I love you, Hawk.
I love you.
I'm so sorry.
I can't let anybody up. I know we got, we're going to have another space
soon. There's plenty of spaces coming up. Um, next space, absolutely come up and have a chat
with us. Love you so much. Um, and to everybody else that's been in the space. Um, this has been
a good one. I think it was, I don't know. I enjoyed it. I hope it was good for everybody else.
And maybe we need to have more of these conversations about how we can process these
hard things together. So yeah. Thank you, Rachel, for co-hosting Danger Dev. We had AJ co-hosting
earlier. Appreciate you guys so much. And yeah. Love you. Thanks for having us, girly.
These spaces are so chill and
beautiful. Danger, stop it.
Oh my god.
So retarded.
No, but seriously,
thank you, Mela, for having these spaces
for us to hang and
just be chill and
get a great vibe we need this you know
yeah I love it
so I'm
happy that you guys enjoyed it too
and until next time
whatever this is
oh hell no
we are not ending it with that nightmare.
That nightmare.
Danger, should we...
I'm sorry, you guys.
Should we end it the way that we end the other spaces?
Oh, please.
Should we?
Okay, ready?
What is it? What is it?
Everybody on the count of three...
Open your mic.
Everybody's going to open your mic on the count of three.
And we're all going to start singing Wonderwall from a different point in the song.
And it's going to be chaos.
And it's beautiful.
Damn it, I don't know that song.
What song is Wonderwall?
You'll know it.
You'll know it.
Trust me.
Okay, okay.
Okay, ready?
Three, two, one.
And I said, maybe.
Because maybe.
Maybe.
You're going gonna be the one
That saves me
And after all
And after all
And all
And today was gonna be the day
But we'll never bring it back to you
Bye now
