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The Bloom Room #007 π±
Recorded: Feb. 16, 2026 Duration: 2:50:33Space Recording
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Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Okay, okay, okay.
We're here.
We're here.
We're ready.
All right. Welcome to the Bloom Room, episode seven.
A weekly space that I have been hosting since the beginning of 2026.
As all of you probably know, just a place to have conversations about things that keep us inspired.
Yeah, Bridget, welcome! What's up, girl? How are you? How was your day? How's your weekend been?
Okay, she's not here with us. Oh my god, I hope she's not rugging. Let's try and call her.
One sec.
Hi, can I speak to Bridget, please?
Ah, shit, she rugged. Oh, there she is. She's coming back up. Let's see what happens.
Let's see if we...
Hey, is this Bridget? Hi? Hello? Nope. Still stuck in the metaverse.
Hi? Hello? Nope. Still stuck in the metaverse.
Damn. It's going to be one of those spaces.
Someone else tried to come up so I can make sure it's not my space.
That would be cool. I would appreciate that.
Until then, um...
Yes. Thank you.
I don't know. It's weird to not know if the space is working or not
hello let's see sarah beth can you hear me i can hear you Sarah Beth, can you hear me?
I can hear you, beautiful Noah.
Can you hear me?
Oh, sweet.
Yes, I can hear you.
But it says you're, okay, this is weird.
It's saying, oh, now she's a speaker.
Okay.
KC's up here.
KC, earth to KC.
Can you hear me loud and clear?
Read you loud and clear, Melody.'re doing fine no worries awesome so it must
be on bridget's end um let's see bridget can you hear me oh my god finally i think i was hella
glitched there she is yay it kept kicking me down and i was like i don't know what's happening
oh my goodness i closed the app and came back and i'm fine hi that's okay i'm so glad you're here
how's your mom she's good she well she's as good as she can be because she just had
a full knee replacement surgery um so she's yeah she's not like great, but she's, she's as good as she can be. She's in
good spirits for the most part. She, she's not feeling too good because they, um, they have her
on a bunch of medications and like, you know, that stuff doesn't make your stomach feel good. So
she's just kind of, she's hanging out. She's got to wait a little bit, get up every hour to move around until she can start physio.
And then physio is going to be intense.
But yeah, she's doing good.
Oh my goodness.
I'm going to send so much healing.
I have a friend that has had, at such a young age, she's had both knees replaced.
She's had both knees replaced.
Oh, my gosh.
Oh my gosh.
And the recovery is intense.
But if she buckles down and does everything, then she'll be fine, right?
And it'll go a lot faster.
Yeah, that's exactly it.
So, yeah.
I just went over.
And I was like, okay, I got to make sure everything's in order.
I got to make sure everything's in order because with my dad and my brother, you know, like they, um, I just got to make sure everything's in order that she's being taken care of.
She's like, please, can you make my bed?
Please, can you fix the, can you do this, that, the other thing, things that my, my brother and my dad just you know seemingly um struggle with
so yeah I did I went in I I took care of things I cleaned the house I did a bunch of dishes I
you know figured out some food for her for the next little while so that was she
doesn't freaking starve I'm not stoked stoked that she's gonna be home alone
recovering for a lot of it because they both have to go to work and nobody else
is there. Because like, I don't know. It's just it's not a great surgery to have to
recover by yourself. So yeah, I just want her to be well supported. So I just went
over and made sure she had some stuff together. And I got home kind of late.
Hence why the space is starting late.
I did not forget.
I was not tardy because of poor reasons.
I just, you know, had to help out Mama Bear.
Mama Bee.
You're such a sweet daughter.
Aw, thank you. I try. you i try gotta take care of moms moms are like you do you do they're so important you know i couldn't agree more i think um i actually just
read a study today that was saying god i can't remember what it was, but well over half of American
families are fatherless. So, you know, the mom's holding it down, you know? Yeah. That's
a crazy statistic. That's crazy. I'm gonna see if I can find it. Hold on. Wow. AJ's here.
AJ, what's up? Thanks for coming. What's what's up guys we're in the blue room sunday
night what up how how are you how has your weekend been it was good i just got back from the hot rock
cafe in atlantic city it's awesome there's just music and just like you see like all like you
would love it there i'll tell you why there's all like these guitars from like bon jovi and all these outfits from lady gaga and all this shit
but it's actually it's pretty cool it's like all music history yeah yeah yeah i like it i like it
what's going down that's cool um yeah we're just kind of getting started i don't really
okay so i can look at what i intended for the space to be about this week
because I had a bunch of topics and stuff planned for all the episodes,
but part of me just wants to keep it open
because right now it actually feels weird to talk about certain things
that I have written down.
I'm like, oh my god, the world is like...
It feels like the world is crumbling upon us, um, in a lot of ways, so I go and look at these topics, and I'm like,
I don't know, man, it's tough, perspectives changed, so I feel like I partly want to, like,
keep the conversation just open, and maybe, like, loosely tied to to what do I have here um loosely tied to
oh you know what honestly this might be a good one I found one that I kind of like in my list
um the indie career reality check kind of like my plan for that one was like the stuff that like
nobody talks about when you try to be independent,
whether it's in like music or just like an entrepreneur, entrepreneurial adventure, but
like the stuff that nobody tells you and like the glamour versus the, cause like on the
surface, we, we've become so accustomed to sharing like our best on social media and that's
kind of the perspective that everybody has of the of each other is like what we choose to share and
usually the stuff we choose to share is like our it's our best right we're not like it's not like
super raw right so like musicians independent artists I don't know we it feels like we have to
kind of I don't know be present in a way that makes I don't know there's some pressure attached
to it if that makes sense like the way that we have to be present on social media feels like
okay well how am I supposed to be present?
Then when you go look at what's happening and look at what's trending and look at all of that stuff,
it's like, holy shit, this is a lot of pressure. So I kind of had that in mind when I wrote this
topic. It's like an emotional roller coaster. A lot of the times. Sometimes I think that's for a good reason because emotional
roller coasters tend to make good music. So it's like by design. The independent musician, I feel
like by design, we will write great music because the struggle is real. And when you're struggling,
music usually tends to be really fucking good. Some of the best music in the world was written in like
people's worst times when you think about it. But yeah, then I also wanted to talk about like,
like my idea for that was like, hey, I don't want it to just be about like, well, it's so hard.
Like, what is it? What does it take to actually stay in the game? Because the reason people fail is usually not tied to like their lack of talent or their
lack of skill or their lack of ambition or any of that stuff.
Usually people that like end up in a position where they're like, fuck man, like that didn't
work out.
It's, um, it's often because like, especially in music, it's hard to keep going when your work does not repay, right?
Like when you're struggling as an artist,
staying in the game is like the hardest thing.
So I feel like it's like people get pushed out
because music is so gatekept.
And so it feels so inaccessible.
It's expensive.
You know, recording is expensive.
Touring is expensive.
So yeah, when I wrote like, I was sitting there one day
and I like when I came up with different topics for the Bloom Room,
I was sitting there and I was like, damn,
like I feel like I'm going to end up wanting to have a conversation
about how this is just fucking like hard hard. Like, this is just hard shit. But for some reason, there's people out there,
like myself, like, I feel like I'm like this, that are just so like, I don't know, it almost
takes a certain level of crazy. And a certain level of like being like, absolutely delusional
in your dreams, but allowing yourself to be that delusional that you you put your all into it.
And I feel like that's I don't know.
That's what I was thinking.
I'm like, there is there is a silver lining to silver linings struggle equals good music or like, I don't know, you could think of it as like, your, your best creative work probably is
going to come from a place of either like longing for something or like processing some sort of
emotion that you're, you're struggling with or whatever it is. It comes from that, but then it
reaps so many rewards because you've created this piece of art and that's what makes music so cool.
So anyways, I just rambled forever. I would love to hear if anybody has any
thing to say on that. You know, it's all going to open up. I'm actually going to LA in a couple
days. I'm going there on Thursday night and I'm going to this UFO. It's not a UFO conference.
It's more of a, it's, it's the conscious life expo, probably the top expo
in the world, but I'm going to go there and, and just learn as much as I can and start putting
those shows on. I said that in the last bloom room and the other one before that, but now it's
really like, like we're really moving forward now. And you know, we got athletes too, like a lot of
things are lining up. Like I didn't even want to, I didn't even care about doing this.
There's no reason for me to do it.
I get nothing from this.
It's just, I don't know what I'm, maybe I'm bored.
Maybe, maybe, I don't know what the story is, but I like took a, you know,
I'm taking a step in this direction and the seas are parting.
And, you know, I told you I had this kid, this kid, you know,
I was his teacher, helped him out.
And he just happened to retire in football, which was unbelievable.
I say this often because I find that to be like the perfect timing.
And I think when the things are like the perfect timing, it shows you that you're in the right
place.
So, you know, he's down to speak.
So we're going to try to combine both worlds.
I'm not going to say the UFO world, but the world of consciousness
with like a Mellaby perhaps, and with like a Billy Carson, and with the Bashar, who's going
to be at the Conscious Life Expo, Bashar and Billy. It's really Bashar's event. He's the
headliner there. And it's great because they have my book there and they really push in my book.
And people come up to me and I'm like, oh man, I don't feel like talking to anybody. I actually run away, you know? So it's actually funny. However, I'm going to learn
all their secrets of putting on these events, figure everything out. And I think the first
event could actually be in the Hard Rock Casino. So I went there, you know, I was just there for
Valentine's day and I was like, oh shit. I wound up talking to this manager and talk to another person. And wow, it's really doable. Like you could throw a big event on like Melody. And then
there was a performer there and they were pretty good. They were like a band. They were pretty good.
And they had, you know, 300 people jamming. And it was a lot of energy. So I say to myself, wow,
imagine putting an event on there where you combine knowledge
and music, but not only that, with some of the greatest people on this planet.
And I think it's falling into place like that. And I'm kind of like, you know, like the Cesar
Parton, things are falling into place. Those are what I call synchronicities. And I'm telling you,
it took me many years to figure this out, but you follow those synchronicities and I think they lead you. I mean, they could lead you into a, they could lead
you into a brick wall, but again, they do lead you. So that's where I am. And again, I always say
that like those brick walls, they're really road signs. So if I do hit a brick wall, then I'll just
make it a bow face. And, um, you know, I have no pressure on me for the first time in my life.
Usually there's a lot of pressure on you.
I know a lot of people here in this room have a ton of pressure.
I don't have that pressure.
When you don't have that pressure, man, things get easier.
If somehow people could mentally redefine that pressure some way, somehow,
it makes it so much better.
And you know, with these Epstein files
and all this shit, I could tell everybody firsthand that things are way worse than the Epstein files.
And what these people are doing, they don't need the Epstein operation. They make babies in labs
and shit. They don't need this. So they're just tying up everybody's mind with all this nonsense.
And then you're stuck in that reptilian brain and you can't think of
these grand ideas. Meanwhile, the way you would overturn this Epstein thing is you would get
people together, bring people together in person. You would sing for people like Melody does. You
would perform for people like other people do. Get people together, get people in person. And that's how you offset this Epstein
thing. You don't offset it by trying to get clicks and running Epstein spaces for three,
six months in a row. You know, it's just, you don't do that. You do it by performing, I think,
and bringing people together and you got to do it. So I'm going to take nonstop action in that
direction, maybe bringing people together in person and, you know, leave it at that. That's the bloom room. We can do it together.
Yeah. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love how you said, I don't know if I'm just bored
or what, but actually like, I love that. But I think boredom actually creates like,
that's when like, it's another, you know, know struggle and boredom those are like the two
in my opinion those like drive like true like creativity and um like I don't know innovation
and stuff like when people get bored or if there's like a if there's a need for it right
but like I feel like also the AI situation like AI AI is obviously moving at such a rapid pace and things are becoming even more like digital than they've ever been.
And that's going to continue like very rapidly, right?
Like quicker than anything we've ever seen in society because it's moving.
Currently, the trajectory is crazy.
Like it's moving so quickly. Um, and like with that, my prediction is that like human interaction
is going to be so valuable to people because I don't know, just like imagine a world where
everything is, it's going to be, I don't know. I can't really predict what the world
is going to look like, but imagine a world that's very different, very digital, you know, like
we're probably going to have a lot of like, even our digital world, even the social media that we
interact with every day is probably going to be feeling very robotic. I think that's a good way to put it. It's going to feel very robotic.
And human interactive spaces and events and like human made things like the things, you know,
you go to like the thrift store and you buy these little like trinkets and stuff like that stuff is
going to be more valuable. I feel like that's the direction we're going. People are going to crave human things because there's going to be abundance in a way we've never seen.
Now, let me ask you a question, Mella.
So what do you think?
Now, there's no reason for me to take these types of actions.
Now, how do you know whether or not it's ego?
What would be the reason?
Now, my thing is maybe we only live once, even though I don't believe that for a second.
But you have to like, 1% of your life has to be the idea that you might only live once.
And you got to go as hard as physically possible.
Now, that's an interesting concept.
Because if you have that idea and you had that you only live once, then you really can't take it easy.
If you knew that you came back, if you knew there
was life after death, it could turn into Groundhog Day where you're like, ah, who gives a shit? It's
just a, but we don't know what's on the other side. That is the greatest code in this simulation
that we don't know so that we have to move forward. And 1% of my life is going to be going as hard as
possible. But how do you know whether or not it's ego or
boredom? Like, what do you think? I don't know. Maybe it's a mix of a bunch of things. Like maybe
it's everything. I don't know. It could be because like everybody, I don't know, we're all experiencing
different versions of life. So it's hard to speak from
like other, I don't want to speak for other people, but at least for me, when it comes to
this, like on, it's like a relentless need for forward, you know, that feeling of,
oh my God, I'm like achieving things like forwardness. I just want to go forward. And I wake up eager.
And that's just who I am.
And I don't know if it comes from like, you know, a place of needing to prove myself or comes from a place of maybe it's just like my personality.
It's very, I can tell you it's genetic partly because my dad is often said to be a little mini version of my father. Um, so
yeah, I don't know what it is, but I do think that partly like humans are meant to be creative.
And if we, if we don't feel like we're creating something, sometimes that becomes like the cause of,
I don't know.
Like, I don't know.
Anytime I've not been creative
and just had to like exist,
I became like the most depressed version of myself.
So I think creativity is-
You're right.
It's a creative expression.
Yeah.
You just answered my question. Yep.
I think we're just creative creatures.
There's a lot of evidence to it, like, when you think about it.
Like, we're just creative creatures.
Yeah, everybody like reshare the space.
Get everybody out of these doom spaces.
You're going to die in 30, 40 years anyway.
What other doom do you need?
You have a short amount of time to live.
You might as well go as hard as possible.
Get people out of these stupid spaces that lead to absolute nowhere.
What are you kidding me?
He's been doing this shit for the last, since the beginning of time.
The only difference is we have cell phones to see it every second.
Things were way worse and any single time in
history will way worse than what we see now you got to be kidding me so like reshare the space
you could unreshare it down the road get everybody in here yeah share the space if you'd like to
um let's hear from bridget bridget would let I don't know. I love your perspective on everything. So have at it.
Oh, hi. I am so happy to be doing this with you guys again this week. And I love the Blue Room.
So, and I'm happy to see all our friends in here too. Or a lot of our friends.
AJ, did you get that idea from that one conversation with me
and stuff? What idea, what idea where you were like, I don't want to say it out loud, but cause
I don't want to make you feel weird, but, um, where we were talking about all the things that
we could potentially do. And you were like, why don't we just, why don't I just blankie up,
blank in a blank. Do you remember that?
And I was like, we were like, wait, wait, hold on, hold on.
You're moving too fast.
We freaked out a little bit.
And then we were like, but it sounds fun.
Anyway, I think that your creativity and yours, I think you see from so many different angles,
probably you see the potential in it, or obviously
you wouldn't be doing it, right?
Number one.
Number two, maybe boredom is part of the way you get your inspiration.
I've known so many people like that, that when we get bored inspiration, it's like,
okay, now what?
And when we have that, okay, now what moment, then inspiration just starts pouring in from
all directions.
And I know I'm like that. And
it doesn't always have to come in through boredom though. But if you just, you're,
for me, if I'm too far in the same sort of patterns, then, you know, I don't know about you,
but my Sagittarius wants to shake it up. I'm like, I've been doing the same stuff for, you know, a year and I
want to add something new or I want to change direction here or what, what's calling me now?
Because I don't feel like we're, we're necessarily always meant to be doing the same stuff all the
time. At least not me. I don't feel, I don't feel as tuned in when I'm in that recursive pattern, you know?
Like, I feel like it needs to be a little bit different here and there.
As long as, you know, I'm making progress with whatever it is, then I feel good, you know?
And I'm excited that you're doing that.
That's exciting.
I mean, you've got all the connections, you know?
You've got people that love you that have been doing this for a long time.
So you can make it what it is. You know, I think it's going to be fun.
Yeah. Yeah. I really, my goal is, you know, I was a teacher for a little while and a lot of kids I
taught, I realized that the schools have to completely change. Every school should be like
a performance art school. You know, every kid should want to go
into school. I think you could take all of these curriculums and throw them out. Take chemistry
and shove it up somebody's ass. Take physics and shove it up somebody's ass. You don't need them.
You don't need them. Physics, chemistry, half the shit is not necessarily completely accurate.
You might even could take math and get rid of it.
Just replace math with financial math
and you could help kids tremendously.
In the end, I'm gonna wrap around
and see if I could change the school systems like that.
You have to do that.
I'm a public school kid
and the public school system is so horrible.
It's so awful.
I told everybody the greatest thing I've ever done was I went into the high school that I
went to.
I don't even know how I was back there.
It was almost like I was in a warp zone.
All of a sudden I was back there and I created this health program.
I actually robbed Dr. Oz for grants, wrote fake information down and robbed him.
And he's in the Epstein list.
So fuck him.
You know, anyway, I robbed Dr. Oz for grant money
and robbed his programs for grant money, took those grant monies and created a sports medicine
program that not only exists to today, but all the schools across the city have adopted this
program. That could be one of the greatest accomplishments of my life, like for my soul
life forever and ever. So if you could go into those systems,
now people are complaining,
oh, the systems are bad.
The systems are bad.
Good people could go into these systems,
whether it's the education system,
whether it's the health system,
and you could add your positivity into it and help those systems out.
But that's too much work for people.
They'd rather, it doesn't lead to you being an
influencer. It doesn't lead to clicks. It doesn't lead to fame. So a lot of people aren't going to
do that. But if you were to just go into these systems, it doesn't matter what system, you could
help that system tremendously. And I tell you, I have friends of mine, they're feds. They're in
these positions where they're like, dude, this is fucking, we need to get out of here. This is horrible.
They just want to get their pension.
They're going along.
They're following orders.
They're doing what they have to do, but they are really good people.
They're just waiting to get the hell out because they know the systems are absolutely
corrupt.
But if the shit did hit the fan, these people would step up and be good.
So in all these systems, even though you see like a Pam Bondi following orders, in the
back of her head, she knows she's a prisoner.
Trump knows he's a prisoner.
The politicians know they're prisoners.
And in the end, there are many good people throughout these systems.
So nobody should be too scared about what's going on out there.
And I'll leave it at that.
Yeah, it's kind of like, I was just talking about this with Dakota, actually.
It's kind of like there's an internal war.
The system is so broken.
There's an internal war happening that is so, like,
I feel like it's so multidimensional that none of us could even wrap our heads around
how convoluted it is, I guess I guess does that make sense I don't know
it's kind of baked um yeah I don't know the schools the schools that's like a scary thing
to me right now just learning about everything and like not learning like I knew the school
systems were fucked up but but I, nobody knew how
fucked up they actually were, like, it's just, yeah, I don't know, that the schools need to be
fixed, that's, that's step number one, because, I don't know, the kids need to be protected,
um, they're, they're the future, you know, they are the future, so, we gotta make sure that they're the future you know they are the future so
we gotta make sure that they're not
being like brainwashed
you know
critical thinking
we are the world
I mean we've all been brainwashed
that's been happening for generations
from small children
all the way to where we are now right
there's been brainwashing attempts and I'm sure we all from small children all the way to where we are now, right? Yeah.
There's been brainwashing attempts.
And I'm sure we all hold some of that programming somewhere in our consciousness, you know?
So that's the beauty of being aware is you can identify and disentangle, so to speak, right?
I love that.
I love that part. Does Mell's mella in the background cooking you hear
how can you tell i haven't even touched anything i heard a pan how can you tell i'm i'm in the
kitchen like figuring it out we could hear i thought you were in a restaurant there she is
how y'all doing hey sarah beth what's up? Welcome. You got any insight for us?
Yeah. I love that you're doing these rooms, Mella. I seriously, it just warms my heart.
This platform needs the positivity so bad. And when you're in your, you know, divine creative channel, like you are untouchable. So I think
that that's something we should all be trying to do is, you know, find our niche, you know, find
what it is that truly lights us up, makes us happy, inspires us, motivates us, ignites that passion.
Whether it's writing, crafting, speaking, singing, who cares, just do it and do it for you,
you know, do it for all the right reasons. And, um, you know, I just, I think that while we are
creating, um, you know, what, what it is that we want to see, uh, is the safest thing that we can do, you know, because they, the proverbial they, whatever,
they, they need us to weave their timeline into reality for them. They are not connected to
we are, we are full fractals of source incarnate. So your words, your thoughts, your actions,
um your words your thoughts your actions uh don't ever sell yourself short because seriously you
could be the one to fucking flip the tables you know uh to change the story and as you rewrite
your story and you change your future you also change your past like it's and and the and what
we are going through right now on this planet is just really profound, you know, becoming so multidimensional, like we are multidimensional beings.
And as we are rediscovering that the planet is also becoming fully multidimensional and it's just, it's really a beautiful thing and you know I think that that's why they constantly are just you know
that fear porn fear mongering trying to keep us in like what Bridget was talking about that
emotional feedback loop right where you are just constantly one word away from being triggered
they want us all constantly you know toe, toeing that, that edge where
just the slightest thing could set somebody off. And, you know, um, I think that this app actually
is really great practice, uh, to help you hold neutrality, right. Um, so whenever somebody like
comes at you sideways, just, you know who you are you know what you stand for
and um just uh i think it's it's great practice so to speak because um you know we've we've all
been given some time and some space to really kind of deep dive into some healing. And I think that these last few years, humanity has gone through
a collective dark night of the soul. And I love to see people kind of coming out of that. Like,
I've noticed a lot of people crawling out of hermit mode and, you know, getting back out there.
And so I just, I think that you started this series at a beautiful time, Mela.
And so I think that you started this series at a beautiful time, Mella.
I really do.
And you guys together, Mella, AJ, and Bridget, you bring a vibe.
You bring energy that is calming and grounding.
And it's something that we really, really need.
So I'll be here to support for sure.
Well, Sarah, you're in the other spaces.
What are you seeing in the other spaces, like the UFO community? In what regard? Because there's just so much.
Yeah. Do you see a lot of drama? Do you see a lot of people holding their own? What do you see?
You know, it's actually been getting a lot better. For a while, it was a little bit brutal.
People were lashing out at each other.
And, you know, I actually think it's gotten better.
And I see people coming together to really have hard and difficult conversations.
And I've been impressed, actually, slightly, a little bit here lately. I've noticed
people being more open-minded and, you know, you can disagree with somebody without putting them
down, without calling them stupid or insulting them. You know what I mean? Like there's room
enough for everybody. There's enough space for you to be you, for me to be me, you know, whether or not we completely resonate and, and vibe, you know, it, it's fine. You know,
you nice to meet you. It was a pleasure, you know, go on about your day. It's yeah. But I think that
with all of the information that's coming out, it can be very overwhelming, very hard to process.
Absolutely.
And I just, I'm actually really proud to see communities coming together to try to lift people up, you know, to hold each other.
You know, because I think that that is what we need to do as, as a society and as a nation,
just literally fucking grab the person's hand beside you.
And we have to barrel through this D class, like, cause it's, there's more coming and
there it's even uglier.
Um, so, you know, um, I'm just, I'm here for people who are struggling, um, cause I know
it's not easy.
A lot of us being firsthand experiencers of this kind of stuff, um, you know, it just,
I think it fully, um, cements like, uh, how a lot of us have always felt like we were
put here on this planet and in
this time for a very specific reason. And it's to,
it's to hold the integrity, you know,
and to help like be those way showers, right. You know, we were,
we're here to just, you know, kind of lead the way, so to speak, I think.
kind of lead the way, so to speak, I think. So.
Yeah. Bridget's a harmonizer. She helps harmonize here. You know, drama,
drama was flying at her. She was able to sidestep a lot of people in here, which we're here to
sidestep drama. You got to sidestep drama, you know, as best you can. And especially on this app,
that drama, you know, as best you can. And especially on this app, this app is, listen,
you really do have people who have schizophrenia, people who have certain disabilities. And it's
just, it gets wild on here. Like you got to understand that I meet everybody where they're
at. I don't care what you believe. I don't care what you think. I'm all for it. I am not here.
I'm actually here to study people more than anything and observe. So I kind of sit back on this app, study people, let everybody fight each
other, let everybody kill each other. And you know, some shots might get thrown my way, but
it's kind of funny. I'm like, you know, because all I do is have to step away and know that
whoever's fighting with me is just going to be fighting with somebody else very, very soon.
So all I do is have to step back, not get involved, and then they'll just fighting with somebody else very, very soon. So all I do is have to step back,
not get involved, and then they'll just fight with somebody else. You know, my biggest problem
on, actually, we don't have too many problems on here, but knowing when and where to get off this
app and who to stay away from and stuff like that, that's important for all of us. You know,
we had problems with, you know who, I mean, you know, we had problems with you know who?
I mean, you know, and it's just you sidestep and you let them have problems with everybody else in the world
and you kind of like keep your nose clean
and that's what you do and you stick to the people.
In the end, you wind up creating with the people
and staying with the people who you know
who are not going to bring that drama, you know, onto anybody.
And we're not in these drama spaces anyway,
fighting with people and shit like that. And I say everybody just stay away from them as far as you can. You see people
fighting on here 24 seven. There are 17 people. There are council locked. Get the hell out of
those spaces immediately. I do not know how much this app is messing with people's minds,
but I can only guess that it's way more than we
could possibly imagine.
It could possibly be these frequencies that are hitting you.
Not only that, the algorithms are beating the shit out of everybody.
You're looking at a post and it's somebody you hate.
And then you look at the next post, it's somebody else you hate.
And I'm telling you that it's ridiculous.
And they could get people triggered very, very easy.
Don't even get triggered.
Somebody calls you whatever they have, don't get triggered.
Take a step back, relax, don't get triggered.
Disappear if you can.
Nobody has anything to prove.
Where you're going is the people,
a lot of these people on here are not gonna be going
the way many of the people on this app right now
in this space are going.
You guys are all creators. We're all creators. Create and don't let anything fucking stop you. Be the sperm that
gets to the egg. Don't be the sperm that fucking hits off walls and fights with the other sperm
and tries, oh, let me help you. Let me help you. Don't even help anybody. Go forward. You know,
we have these things called mirror neurons I said in Mela's last last space, basically if Mella performs on stage and we're sitting
in the crowd, the same areas of the brain will light up in my head as with Mella's head
as if I'm playing as if I'm Mella.
That gives me the idea that we are all one.
So therefore you don't need to help people.
You don't need to be mother Mary.
You don't need to go around saving anybody.
If you like follow your best life and create a path to your best life, through these mirror neurons, people
could actually channel your energy and they could follow in your footsteps. It's one of the most
important things about greatness. The people I know who are the greatest, they blazed their own
path. Honestly, they didn't really look back. They just beeline
to their own path. And then they got to a certain level where they become an inspiration for
everybody. And that inspiration is way more than saying, hey, I know more than you. Listen to me.
Here's my knowledge and information. I'm so smart. No, show me. And then when you see a
Melody performing on stage, you're like, oh, that's what it's about. Oh, wow. That, show me. And then when you see a melody performing on stage, you're like, oh,
that's what it's about. Oh, wow. That song inspires me. Oh, wow. I feel good. I want to
do something. Be that blaze the path with action, not knowledge, not information, not knowing more
than the next person action. Facts. Yeah. That's what the bloom room is all about.
facts yeah that's what the bloom room is all about walk the walk don't just talk the talk
right that's literally why I started the space um yeah I just there's so many
I don't want to say just spaces because this happens in real life too but like there's so
many conversations that we have that we're just talking in circles talking about the things we want to do talking about the things we want to achieve talking about
the future we wish we could have or you know like the way we wish our lives would be and
I don't know we spend a lot of time someone was talking about
someone earlier said something that made me think about this. And I can't remember what it was. But like complaining is addicting. And it like it's like a it's like a I don't know. It's like contagious to like they anybody that complains to connect is hoping that the people around them will complain with them.
So that way they feel like seen and like part of the herd.
And like, that's at least what I've noticed.
And so many times I end up in spaces that, I don't know, the conversation starts off decent and then it turns into something that it, I don't know. I feel like
complaining is addicting. That's where my brain went with that because it's stimulating in a sense
when you think about it. We all crave, someone talked about social media and the impact it's
had and stuff like that. Like we all crave this like dopamine rush that we get from scrolling and social media. There's been like a crazy, um, increase in like ADHD symptoms there.
I just watched a, uh, a lady on a podcast the other day talking about how she has done more
ADHD diagnoses in the past like year than she's ever done. Like she's, she's diagnosing ADHD constantly.
And, um, but they're running studies and they're showing that if they take people away from social
media for at least two months, all of those symptoms literally disappear.
symptoms, literally disappear. So now it's not just a matter of like, wow, this is really
changing the way people interact with each other. No, this is changing our neuroscience. This is
changing so many things. There are serious implications to, you know, I don't think we
talk about social media addiction enough because that's a thing, right? Like, I don't think people are talking about that because it's not like, um, you know,
like it's not a substance you can overdose on and like, you know what I mean? But there are people
that are genuinely addicted to social media and it's, it's having serious implications on us.
Um, and then it makes me think about the fact that, you know, if more people are being diagnosed with something every year,
just seems so thematic to the rest of the way everything else works.
Because the pharmaceutical industry owns fucking everything.
So they love it. They're like, yes, go, go get diabetes. Oh,
and while you're at it, get addicted to social media. So that way you get ADHD symptoms and then
you want, you know, those pills and then, oh, and while you're at it, um, you, you can now drink as
much as you want. Like really, you can go to, you can go to the store and you can buy so much alcohol.
And it's actually proven that alcohol
is like a fucking level whatever carcinogen,
but we're gonna let you drink as much of it as you want.
But we're gonna actually regulate drugs that help you
because we know that they're gonna expand your consciousness
and why would we wanna do that, you know?
That's literally the way this shit seems to be because
why would they I don't know that like the food that we eat everything is controlled in this way
where we become reliant on a system that loves to see us hurting because we spend more money when
we're hurting we buy more drugs when we're hurting? Like the system loves to see us in pain.
People spend more money when they're depressed.
That's like statistically, that's what we've seen.
People spend more money when they're depressed.
So yeah, I think it's important to have that conversation because if we can be mindful of it,
this is where I feel like mindfulness and meditation
and like taking, if you can be mindful of it, this is where I feel like mindfulness and meditation and like
taking, if you can be the person, if you can be the thing in the way of that system controlling
your mind and controlling the way that you live your life, then I think that's the way,
you know what I mean? You have to, you have to put up a barrier there. And part of that is like
staying mindful, freaking spend some time meditating,
connect with nature. I think we need, this is the biggest thing that I've been, I don't know,
in the back of my mind, I feel like I always want to be outside, you know, but I never get to
actually go just be outside because my life is very busy and I'm always doing things inside.
I heard a song the other day. Oh my God, the song touched my soul.
I need to find it and share it up top and in the comments because the lyric was something along the lines of
like questioning why all of my dreams are indoors.
That was the lyric.
It was like, why is everything I dream of indoors?
Why like kind of realizing that there's like a lack of connecting with nature.
And I think that being in nature, like putting your phone away and just going into like the forest and just being in nature.
I think that's the play.
I don't know.
What do you think, AJ?
I see you putting your fist in.
Yeah, I got to say hi to Mr. Anderson first.
Mr. Anderson in the house of Prez.
He's not up here, but we have a, what do you call it?
We have a space coming up in two days
from now. I just want to say hi to them, but yeah, my dreams, holy shit. I have the same dreams over
and over again. You know, what's interesting about my dreams. I seen certain people in my dreams.
They seem to be the same people over and over again. And I seen them so long. I'm like, who
the fuck are these people? I'm thinking that a lot of these
people are actually you guys. I think so, which is very, very strange. I don't know if it's the
app doing it, but yeah, this social media addiction is on another level. When I look for pattern
record, like patterns, I look for these certain inflection points, these certain, you know,
when a couple of things combine at the same time, and what are the odds that we had COVID where we were all inside our house,
then they released the 5G, and then they got all of us onto our cell phones, and they had this
Epstein thing going and this election fraud going. One plan to all this was perhaps to get us on these social media apps where they're rolling
out AI because you need data.
And one way you need data is to get everybody, get everybody on AI and then create different
circumstances.
And the AI works like this.
It puts a circumstance out like Trump getting shot in the ear.
And then that's where the data comes. All of our
reactions, all of our conversations, everything we do, everything we say on here is now thrown
into a data realm where they take all this data and they're able to learn about us and create a
super intelligence. And then they do a Charlie Kirk thing and it's more data. And then they do
an Epstein thing. It's more data. They're turning conservatives into liberals, liberals into conservatives. They're doing it overnight. Basically, they're going to be able
to brainwash us so easy. It's going to be on another level. But I know we've got a few hands
up. Ange in the house. What's up, Ange? We got JP down there. Azria, what up?
Yeah, let's go to some hands. Can hear me can you guys hear me sorry i keep
getting booted so i'm just not going to touch my phone let it sit that happened to me loud and
clear i wanted i wanted to chime in real quick too about the covet stuff so another thing that
i observed during that time i mean obviously aside from all of the astrology and the you know
the you know the distancing with the heart
resonance.
I don't know if you guys know about that with the frequency of the heart and how, you
know, they proved that your heart resonates with this field that extends, you know, six
feet from your body.
And it's like, okay, well, they wanted you to distance how many feet.
It's like they literally wanted to break your heart.
So, but aside from that, the other thing I did observe too was, you know, that was
also the launch of a lot of the, the apps for the TV, the Disney, the individualized subscriptions
for the different app programs through like your, you know, Amazon Fire Stick. I don't know if you
guys remember that. Like none of that was a thing. I feel like we're so used to it now that we forget that that, that started ironically
the week of COVID and Disney plus launches.
I just, I find that, I find that, um, convenient.
Am I crazy?
No, there's so many things like that.
They, they have us, they really do have us every which way.
And really it comes down to people's spending also how much they have us with their spent
with our spending.
Like they might be sending frequencies.
All of a sudden you're on Amazon and then all of a sudden you're buying 3000 things
you don't need.
You know, how bad is it?
What are we up against?
They did it all through the eighties and seventies and sixties with the television
and the subconscious programming, putting Coca-Cola in the back of certain, you know,
film scenes,
and you'd pick it up subconsciously.
Now, our subconscious mind, they hacked it.
They know how to hack it.
I think to retake it back and to re-hack it is to obviously get out in nature,
like Mela Bee just said,
follow your passion and creations.
I think that automatically hacks
and wipes the system clean.
But yeah, what's up, guys?
Who's next?
Thank you, Ange.
Yeah, let's go to B, Cuban.
I'm glad to be here with you guys.
You are so amazing.
And, you know, your topics are so interesting and I want to
talk to you well I think you are right we are now just food for AI we all what we are doing
all what we talk we say we share that is food for ai and i have a good news for you if you uh think this is
a compensation work you're not going to die alone anymore because the day you're gonna die an ai
robot will be with you and we hold your hand and we told you it's okay You can't die now. No soul, no anything. Use a hand of a robot worrying about you.
And you know, the future is even more darkness. You want to die now because in the future,
a robot will be a member of the family. And you will have to decide if that robot is your girlfriend
or your son or your father. Did you imagine you can be a child forever
because you have a robot father and a robot mother well all of that is gonna happen man and you know
this is happening right now so what can i talk to you i can play a song if you want i can play a
song to to relax our mind what do you what do you mean play a song to relax our mind. What do you mean play a song? Are you going
to play a live song? Like you're going to perform for us? Yeah, like with a guitar?
Yeah, like you're going to play the guitar and sing? Oh my goodness, I would love nothing
more. Please, please do that. Like when you believe you are an artist and you take a guitar and try to make people believe you are an artist, something like that.
Only you can make all the world seem bright only you can make the darkness bright
only i mean this is for an ai you know this is not for you it's it's an ai so only you are you alone
can see me like you do and feel my heart with love for only you
only you
only you
god is changing me
for is true
you are my destiny
destiny when you hold my hand i understand the magic that you do you are in my dreams
my one and only you
Only you can make all this change in me, for it's true, you are my destiny.
oh only you
When you hold my hand, I understand.
Imagine you are in me.
You are my dream.
Control my one and only you.
Only you and I.
Okay, that's all. Love you all. B-Cuban, thank you, AI. Okay. That's all.
Love you all.
B-Cuban, thank you for that.
B-Cuban, did you see that new AI restaurant
where they have the VR sets
and they get to talk to their AI girlfriends?
Did anybody see that?
It was like a restaurant.
Actually?
Like that's real?
Yeah, it's terrible.
It was like 10 guys sitting like in a row
They had their VR sets and they were having a lunch date
With their AI virtual reality girlfriend
And it was as if they were sitting in front of them
That's crazy
Well that
But that sounds so cool
I can go alone to a restaurant and you know
Have a date with some crazy AI.
I mean, that sounds sad, but amazing at the same time.
You know, you can't talk about the job.
You can't, you know, you can't do crazy stuff in the table and she doesn't go to tell you anything.
That's what I mean when your girlfriend is going to be a robot very soon.
I mean, we hear everything
i'm just gonna make a joke well he's not here maybe i shouldn't we hear every time
israel brings out grok she calls him hen so really yeah she's like hi hen
that's crazy so uh something weird happened to me i don't know if this has happened to any of you but
um this happened for the first time the other day in my car i had my phone like as the gps right
and he kind of like messed me up and i i said i said something mean to my siri
and he responded with,
that's not very nice.
Yeah.
One of my best friends,
he's very Capricorn and he was abusing his Siri for a while.
And she finally like started snapping back every single time.
And I'm like,
and she says mean stuff back to him now.
And I'm like,
really so mean to ai
that's crazy i just said something like like you know i don't know like i think it it made me turn
down a street i don't know something happened in the car and i was like siri shut the fuck out
something like that and uh he was like that's not very nice okay all right well you sir are a robot
i would not like you to have feelings please don't have feelings
i think that's when things are going to go south when robot robots have actual feelings that's when
things might go south that's when terminator might yeah break out you know how you know you
are not a robot how you know you are not a robot? How do you know you are not a robot?
I know that's a tough question.
I know, I know.
He could be right.
I was thinking about that.
What if there was beings that wanted to create something unlike their reality
and we were the product of that, you know?
What if we were the creations from another...
Yes, I get you.
You're going Westworld, Galactic Westworld.
You sound like...
Yeah, you sound like Grok to me.
I don't know.
I sound like Grok?
That's hilarious.
They should use my voice.
That would be fun.
I would happily be the Grok voice.
Well, if you are not grok uh well um our guy here show hire
you to be the voice of the grok because the same yeah cool um oh you say the saying all the time
yeah cool that kind of stuff it's amazing are you sure all right b cuban thank you b cuban
all right b cuban thank you b cuban i'm like b cuban are you trolling us right now yes
now listen you might be right let me say one thing um when you talk about the story of the bible
basically humans were created by these certain beings and then humans kind of went awry and
kind of took over and isn't that what would happen with ai if we created ai so it may be perhaps
humans and look i don't want to
say this, it'd be this person, but sure as hell, you heard me say this before. We have nerves.
Those nerves are electric wires. We have this data processing center called the brain. We actually
have our eyes. Our eyes have a little space right behind the eye. That space, there's like a
separation between the data and what we see.
So if that could be hacked and programmed by the outer reality through our subconscious mind,
we could actually be programs. But I think once you realize that you could actually be a program
and you look at this world as a program, I think that's when you do wake up and you say,
all right, now what? If this is a program, how does this reality operate? And you start to
look around at this reality and you start to see that it's way, way, way too perfect. And then
after a certain amount of years, you have pattern recognition. And then you could say, all right,
in this reality, is there a way to navigate it where you can navigate it effectively and have
everything you want in your life be brought to you. And there are ways to do that.
You know, we talk about them all the time in this room,
but if you can manipulate this reality in a certain way,
then you can have a lot of fun in it.
And I think that's where we're at now.
I think that's why they're distracting us.
They're confusing us.
I think that's why they drop the religions on us.
They drop all the belief systems on us.
All I tell everybody is this,
there's only five absolute truths.
You gotta eat piss shit, sleep and excrete,
and that's it.
Everything up, everything else is our own little programming.
So basically you could start to choose your own programming.
History is so convoluted and so confusing
that you can almost scrap all of history
and recreate your own history in your
own way that'll benefit you right now in this time right now. So that's actually empowering.
And then you're in the now moment because you can't rely on history. And since we can't rely
on history, we have no history. We only have right now. So it's a very interesting concept.
And I think that's how we program this
reality. Once we realize it's our belief systems that keep us trapped in the matrix, you could
redefine your belief systems and kind of get out of it a little bit. That's where I am. I don't
give a shit what I hear. I don't know what's going on. All I know is that, look, I'm just
going to take one step ahead of me. And I tell the people this all the time. You take a step on the
path and then the path starts to appear. It's not the reverse. The path doesn't appear. And then you're like,
oh, there's a path. Let me take a walk on it. No, no, no. A lot of times you got to take that step
and then that path appears. That's because we're in a perfect simulation and it's like the yellow
brick road. It could perhaps lead us to our greatest life if If we know how to, you know, read the synchronicities,
and I do believe our goodness and our ability to help people,
our ability to want to be like as good as possible,
that speeds us up on our path.
What do you got to say, BQ?
I so agree with you, man.
You are a genius.
In fact, I have to tell you,
at all first sleep, I never woke up. Wake up. Never wake up. i'm so agree with you man you are a genius in fact i have to tell you adam first asleep
and never woke up wake up never wake up he is still sleeping experience experiencing the simulation you know of everyone of our life simultaneously and when he finally awakens
everything we have ever lived will be completed into his mind as one single unified knowledge.
That means one day, I mean, we'll be in the mind of Adam, you know, as part of something he learned.
And the problem is this is recursive.
At the same time, every night when we go to sleep, we do the same.
So, you know, Adam is the mastermind behind this.
You know, it's interesting.
I'll say one more thing.
You know, exactly what BQ been saying.
In the ancient religions, they say that.
They say, go out, bring all the information you can back to me.
And perhaps all of us are the same person
getting different information. However, we are the same person. And then we bring all that
information back to ourselves. And then we become one with all this knowledge and information.
And then perhaps we could build better worlds. And then we could go back, do it again,
go back and do it again and build the most perfect, perfect worlds we could possibly build.
Yeah, exactly.
And you know what?
We must figure out, we must understand why they are doing this, all this effort, you know?
Why they are doing all this effort.
I mean, what is the question Adam is trying to understand?
Why is he doing this?
Is he doing this?
This is why, you know, Elon Musk says,
it's more important the question than the answer, you know?
So what is the question Adam is trying to reveal right now?
What is the big problem? That is the question we must make to reveal right now what is the big problem that is the question we must
make to break the matrix if we know what is adam looking for we complete the task and maybe we can
wake up of this matrix oh i like that big human yeah thanks for being here thanks for your insight appreciate you coming through um
i gotta make sure i'm gonna give you a follow um yes uh aj said something interesting about like
history and it's so true like we can't even rely on our history because our history is what they want us
to know of it.
You know what I mean?
Like the,
our entire perspective on history is what we've been given access to.
And we all know that like things,
you know,
we've learned that things were portrayed a certain way.
and it's been proven over time. And the same thing's happening in
real time, right? Like that's what was happening back then too. They portrayed what was happening
in real time in the way that they want you to perceive it. And that's what's happening now,
currently. And look, I see the evil. I don't look at evil as being evil. I look at it as being the actual train conductors
in this simulation. Basically, you have evil. It's not an evil monster. It literally is the
conductor of the train because whatever evil exists in your world requires a certain type
of good to rise up. The more evil you have, the more good has to rise to the surface.
And the good rising to the surface basically means we have to rise to the surface.
We have to take certain actions to not offset the evil and fight it, but just to understand
it maybe.
But it's in the process of us taking those actions that we learn.
So it's like this reality forces you into certain things.
And who said it?
What's his name?
B-Cube?
B-Cube just said it.
You know, why are we here?
We don't know why we're here, but there's evil.
And the evil acts as the train conductor.
And we have to offset it.
And they kind of show us why we're here.
So the evil is the train conductor.
So we discover why we're here.
And the journey, in my opinion, is the destination. And everything you learn along the way gives you meaning of why you're actually here.
And without that train conductor, without that evil, we might have a little problem
answering that question. What do you think, Ange? Let's go to Ange. What's up?
hey um i just wanted to make a note too about the good and evil thing like sorry let me take
my hand down i'm trying to get better at using this hand thing i don't know maybe it's just
lagging but um but yeah so as far as like good and evil go in astrology that's like a concept
that we understand as astrologers because we understand that like in order to bring things
into form you need that polarity that's essentially how it is in all the esoterics across the board
it's like you need that evil like evil is necessary because how do you even know what good is if
there's nothing to compare it to that's why we have the reflection of the moon okay that's why
we have the reflection because if you don't have awareness and you don't, you're not staring into something
and thinking about why it matters and reflecting on that and like why that is not right. Okay.
There would be nothing to do that with if you didn't have that evil. So like you have to see
that like AJ was saying, it's the same concept in order to bring things into formation you can't
make any structure unless you have that polarity element that's all i wanted to say oh i felt that
ang for every reaction there is an opposite does that kind of align there's an opposite you know
yeah it's the same it's a it is literally a law of the universe
everybody should know this but they have suppressed occultism they've suppressed
disinformation from regular people because that makes them lose edge so it's kind of funny like
i'm not surprised by any of this stuff that's happening right now because like for me this is
like what i like the average person feels like what I felt like when I,
when it was like 2013 and I was just like still a little young child,
in my opinion, even though I was an adult, you know,
it was just like opening my brain to that this even exists.
This is like what the other side of evil looks like.
Like none of this shit, this has always been the way it is.
This has been this way
for hundreds of years okay like we have been under this type of control for a very very long time i
mean the federal reserve i mean like all these things don't i mean i won't even get into it um
in this space but you know this is not anything new this is just people try to tell you and you
didn't want to listen
there was no awareness for it or people were into the matrix you know they're stuck in the system of
oh i don't have to believe that i don't have to believe that no that's crazy and and they were
never challenged to think differently and they were told that occultism is evil but that's a
thing people forget like presidents kings all rulers. They've had courts of
astrologers and cosmologists forever up until recently. This is a recent thing that we've been
all demonized. But this was normal information for centuries. Okay. People knew this. People
understood. That's why you'll see it cross-referenced across everything. This is one of universal laws and that's why people get so sad it's like oh my god make it all go away
well if you make it all go away well then like what is there to compare to how do you make it
better how do you like what are you making better if everything's so perfect you you're never meant
to be perfect it was never meant to be perfect okay only when you are done here is it perfect. Your job is done now. You've
done perfectly. I'm going to land there. Are you talking about, which law are you talking
about? Are you talking about polarity, correspondence, elaborate? Yeah, polarity. I mean, all of
it. They lied to everybody about everything. But yes, polarity is the biggest one. Yeah, you have to have that polarity tension in order to have that form brought into place. Because like, how do you know what you're trying to create if you don't know why it matters? You know, like, it has to matter. Something has to literally matter in order for it to be materialized. You hear the words there? Matter, materialize, M-A-T her materialized mat okay it has to it has to
matter it has to mean something that's the um taking it back to what melissa said in the beginning
of this conversation okay i loved it um you have to be creative okay you have to give your charity
okay whatever you're good at whatever it is that you well, and you have to give it to the world. Okay, if you suppress your creativity, you will die.
You will kill your heart chakra.
Okay, you will get sick.
You will get autoimmune.
You will get heart issues.
That will happen.
That's not me making shit up.
That is actual fact.
That will happen.
It is part of the natural rhythm of the human system to need that type of expression.
Okay, and we're now put into a world
where like you were saying again so much pressure keeps us from expressing authentically because we
have so much pressure to fit into these stupid fucking boxes i hate these boxes everyone's like
you're in the show i'm like i'm whatever i want to be i'm just me like and everybody's like well
how do you feel about it i'm like well today I feel like this because tomorrow my opinion might change because it's like, cause like nothing is solid. Like
that everything is moving. Everything keeps going. You know, all you're supposed to do is just be
yourself, which is exactly what they told us isn't acceptable for the algorithm. So,
and has consequences if you're too authentic so but yeah sorry but yeah
creativity is everything and um do it at all costs it's true that's what happened to me you
probably hear the food sizzling in the background um yeah this is like the bloom room featuring
meli b cooks um anyways yeah no like i suppressed my creativity for
years and became the most depressed version of myself and then all of a sudden like the world
kind of the universe kind of like i don't know everything fell into place and it like pushed me
in that direction of like getting back to back to to what I love to do, which is music.
And then things started to go right for me, which is crazy.
So that's why I think like, I don't know, we talk about synchronicities.
We talk about, like, I don't know.
It feels like there is a path.
Well, Mella, too, remember that anytime you're being creative in your authentic space, you're singing your words,
you're singing it, you're feeling it. Okay. That feeling that's raising your vibration.
And when you raise your vibration, you're able to actually put yourself into a situation that
is more aligned and is more synchronistic and is more like connected to what's happening around
you. Because what you're doing is you are putting yourself into the position of creator and then you take the position of active creation and now what's
crazy about that something really crazy about that i i was just having this conversation with
dakota this morning yesterday he told me he's like you realize you're constantly humming something
right i was like what he's like you know like everywhere we go doesn't matter if you're constantly humming something right I was like what he's like you know like everywhere
we go doesn't matter if you're at home anywhere he's like you constantly are either humming or
actually singing out loud and it's like you don't realize you're doing it and it's constant like
I've I've realized now since he told me like and then I'm like sitting down like doing something
and I'm like like humming something whatever like I'm constantly even when I'm in spaces then I'm like sitting down like doing something and I'm like like humming something
whatever like I'm constantly even when I'm in spaces like I'm sitting there fiddling on my
piano and like listening while I play music and I am playing guitar you know what I mean like I'm
I need to have it in the background of my life constantly and it's so I don't know it's beautiful
I love it I love it that's so cute Mella if you, it's beautiful. I love it. I love it. That's so cute, Mella.
If you are really humming, not just like singing a little tune under your breath,
humming is so good to reset your nervous system.
So I bet that the more you do the actual humming, the more secure in yourself you feel,
the less triggered, the less bothered by things.
All of those delicious things
that come with a with a harmonized nervous system oh yeah it's like a soothing thing like even when
i'm um if i'm in a stressful situation my like number one response is i start to like hum something
or sing something i don't know it's so weird it's actually the vagus nerve. Bridget's 100% correct. It's,
it's what, what it's doing is it's vibrating the vagus nerve and it's helping the, um, the
asymptomatic, asymptomatic nervous system, um, soothe and kind of come back into rhythm. So,
um, yes, 100%. You actually, we should all actually be humming. That should be normal.
Yeah, let's all do it.
This is how broken we actually are.
Everyone should be humming.
It activates the pineal gland.
It activates the pineal gland, and that becomes electric.
And then all of a sudden, you might be able to tap into voices and inspiration and ideas.
That's what all the Buddhist monks do.
They do, um, that, like Anne said, and Bridget said,
stimulates the vagus nerve, stimulates the pineal gland.
And all of a sudden you have channel messages.
I was about to say that about the vagus nerve.
I, I do that a lot, AJ.
Like when I need a nervous system reset, I'll do humming, singing,
deep belly breaths and a really great
neuro fit hack is to take the palms of both your hands and press them on both eyes and hold it
gently and just wait no way i do that i do that that's crazy yeah like you press in the palm, like the.
Yes, like the palm.
The back of your palm into your eye socket.
That's crazy because I do that all the time.
It takes you.
Like I didn't even know that.
It takes you out of fight or flight and puts you into rest and digest.
It's totally a great way to reset.
Isn't that strange though that like I could do that and i'm probably that's
what i'm doing like i'm self-soothing myself you know what i mean that's exactly what i'm doing
but i didn't know that but subconsciously clearly i knew that you know what i mean how did i know
that your body your body remembers i'm telling you guys like our body has this innate organic
intelligence we just need to get the monkey mind out of the fucking way
i think that's wild that's so cool um real quick with that too as far as like the um
sorry i lost my train of thought now because you put on music oh i know what i was gonna say now
um music in general when you're musician, you're naturally more intuitive.
The more you do music, you actually strengthen your intuitive gift.
That's what I was going to tell you.
Because music is actually very sacred.
People don't realize that, like, music and writing are actually two of the most sacred things that you can do. Physical handwriting, physical drawing, music.
physical handwriting, physical drawing, music.
Because like sound and expression through the hands,
those will naturally connect you to that, you know,
connection to source, that source energy.
So like if you're a singer,
you're going to be connected to source.
Like it's more easy for you to do it.
To like naturally pick up on what you're supposed to do
and like listen to your bodies like you know like naturally your hands your hands are so powerful
people don't even realize the kind of energy that is held in the hands because nobody ever talks
about it but um when you put them up to your face like that like or like when you hold your stomach
when you have a stomach ache like why does our body want to clench down like that and hold that
part of our tummy when it hurts because we know that our hands have power we can't explain
but we know it subconsciously that's crazy but anyways when you're playing guitar and stuff like
that too and string instruments uh which you said you do string instruments are like one of the
easiest ways to kind of um naturally get into that. Yeah, that's all I want to say.
I love that because it's so true.
That's why the way I write music is very meditative.
I always say that because I'm literally like, I don't know,
it feels like I'm meditating when I'm writing.
I'm not even there.
I'm just like in my own little world.
But yeah, that's so interesting.
And I always thought too that it's like powerful because I
I think that like frequency vibration is like the fabric of our being and like the fact that I get
to play with vibration with my voice and with guitar with piano I get to play with vibration
like that I think playing with frequency is so cool when you think about it because it's like
the fabric of everything you know I don't know does that make sense
100 100 I like color I'm an I'm a I'm an artist but I don't sing you know but um I'm a color
person so I'm like one of those people where like, you know, I can speak in that kind of language.
But very similar.
Yeah.
It is a whole frequency.
Color is frequency too.
I was just going to say that.
Just as strong.
Yeah.
It's the same thing.
Yeah.
Like we only see certain colors.
The way we see them is because of the frequency.
You know what I mean?
Like it's crazy.
I don't know.
So cool.
Yo, before I go to Seattle, I want to say hi to Rose.
Rose, where you been?
How you been, girls?
Everything good?
We miss you.
Well, you know that, like, well, I was only taught how to socialize for my issues growing
up, but either, so this app is, you know um a good thing and a bad thing but um
basically i went on my for five weeks after a lot of and then like i went off this
app i basically i actually threw my phone and this old phone that i had that was like my evidence
phone it was like my side op phone because Because I am a bad bitch on the side.
I got a double life.
It's true.
I got other things going on.
So I threw away that phone and my current phone into a fire.
And then I went MIA and I went to Memphis and back in seven days.
And I did make it home.
And my car is still parked at the Holiday Inn on Union Ave there but
it is in safe hands and yeah so it's been an adventure and I have 170 chickens now in my care
and we even got a new little guest staying here and that's going well and I don't know I got another shop at the road because
apparently one wasn't enough so I guess I don't know I like doubled that and I am on this like
basically it's so odd because I basically got back into alignment with a timeline that started
seven years ago for me so I had this like seven year,
you guys, like this is so, so a fat Tuesday's tomorrow, which is my half birthday. And I was
born on a Tuesday and it's at 1%. And I'm just like, I've been protected by the 1% my whole
life. I've been a part of the 1% my whole life, but I've been treated as a slave, not a master
of what everything's going on and all this
illumination of everything going on with the files and everything. And so I'm just very happy.
And we got all these, like the U S has left the who and like, yes, things look like there's a
little bit of a destabilization currently, it's more a power to us and I love
your conversation that you're having because we have learned how to master the balance of our
lives right like balancing like how to have the best parts of both worlds the physical and the
spiritual and the soul journey and I think that is what's going to
be just giving us the momentum to really shine this year and forevermore. So I'm just, I'm,
I'm excited. I feel relieved. I feel anxious. I feel strong. I ran a mile today for the first
time in a long time, which is actually for me something
significant because I do have very terrible cholesterol and so that because of my like
living life and fight or flight my whole life. But on my trip to, I'll land it here, like my
trip to Memphis, like I started this like short journey at the end of 2025 with the scripture, be still and know I am God. And I finally got a little bit more insight to the fight or flight because I got a new one, which is freeze, which is exactly what I did during this blizzard and everything. Like whether or not, like I felt like I was on
the move, but really I was being still, you know, like the scripture says, like fight, flight,
or freeze. So maybe right now, especially with this time right now, before St. Patrick's Day
and stuff, I just feel like, cause my husband's birthday is on the 18th,
and I just feel like all this energy, and I know it's a good time to just go within,
right? Like when the world seems crazy, that's when we have our superpowers, and we can,
like you guys are talking about, we can write a journal, we can create a song, we can sing a
lullaby, right? Like this is our journey and that's how we take control of our
lives and our destinies, right? Yeah, I love that. It's amazing when the world is sometimes
throws you a curveball and it's actually exciting. You think that would be a horrible time
where you have everything against you,
but if you could just flip that a little bit,
you could really like tap into a power.
It's like the universe loves that excitement,
that excitement when you don't know
what the fuck is going on.
Like I actually know what's going on a little bit
and I'll tell you what, it's not that exciting.
It's actually a little scary
because when you know what's going on,
you can only go down. It's a strange psychology. But I appreciate that, Rose. Glad you're good.
Glad you're here. What is going on, AJ? Come on, tell us. I want to know. Do I want to know? I probably don't want to know. No, I think we have the greatest simulation in the history of known man right now.
You have a simulation where you know there's a one world government.
You know everything's coordinated.
However, they have to give us the illusion that it's not coordinated, which means you
could kind of forget about these systems, forget about putting your energy in these
systems, and you could create your own little empire.
You could create the own little empire. You could create
the greatest life right now. And I tell people this all the time. There are no barbarians at
the gate. People think there's the barbarians at the gate. It's actually worse than that,
but in the end, it's better. It's worse because the barbarians aren't at the gate.
They already kicked the gate down, stole everybody, raped, pillaged, and repopulated,
down, stole everybody, rape, pillaged, and repopulated, and created a whole fake matrix,
and then planted us in there. And that's where we are right now. We're in that type of world.
So everything we see is a complete construct of this matrix, which means you could kind of say,
you know what? I know that. I know that they have to keep these systems in place.
And since they have to keep these systems in place, then you could go ahead and create your own empires.
And the way you can navigate these systems
is not by fighting them
and trying to help as many people as you want.
No, it's from personal development,
becoming your best self,
showing people how to do things
and basically forging a path
so people could follow in your footsteps.
And then when you get to a certain level of greatness and of excellence of some sort, it could be financial,
you could actually help people and pull people up along the way and drop little seeds everywhere.
And then everyone starts coming up to that level. And all of a sudden, that's how you change the
world. That's how you do it on this app. And you're not going to hear this on this app. It's not
going to be pretty. It's not going to get followers. Millions of people aren't going
to come in there for that. But that's what it's about. Now, what's going on right now is this
app is turned into a therapy app. Basically, a lot of people have been left behind financially, no doubt. And they realize that. So they need
outlets. And this app is a therapy outlet where people could go and cry about the Jews. They could
cry about Trump. They could cry about everything you want to cry about, about politics. It's
actually a way to psychologically control people because they have now therapy groups.
And then you talk and complain for six hours on the space. You hang up the phone, you feel like shit. And then you do it again the next
day. Therapy could be addicting. So that's what's going on right now. That's what I tell people,
don't get wrapped up in those therapy groups right now. You have an opportunity of a lifetime,
no barbarians at the gate, and then pretending that we're free free which we're really not but we really are it's weird
that's uh did i gotta add on that motherfucker seattle no you nailed it
what's up but you nailed it because i've been motherfucker i study shit i got pattern recognition
like goddamn motherfucker you ain't never fucking met so basically what i came up with kind of loosely is and i don't write anything down
just fucking adhere to that bitches but um so it started out telegram then you had clubhouse so
all the iphone users were on clubhouse great time They as far as I heard
I was never on there to be completely honest
I was on Telegram I'm talking
2019 prior
To 2020 fucking
Year-inch so
Studying
That and trust me I found
Some feds on there some feds that are actually
Like on here fucking talking in
Rooms that everybody fucking likes i said what i said i did what i did it's fucking out there that goes
somewhere that doesn't i don't give a fuck motherfuckers oh hell yeah it's all over the
place here co-intel pro people all over too bro and no i don't know see i only know from my
experiences dude because they tried to have me
up a couple times set me the fuck up and shit these little fucking bitch-ass faggots but anyways
so what i think they did they used they telegram what did they had they had three mics you had a
host and then the host could bring up like two people something like that somewhere around there
who gives a shit uh then you had Clubhouse. That was
as far as I heard, it was free range.
Fucking everybody with a mic.
That's where the yelling groups first started
supposedly. I don't know.
Maybe I'm all about this.
They called all the drama on here, the Clubhouse people.
Seattle, thank you.
That's only parts of Clubhouse that were like that.
You had communities
that you had communities Okay okay okay
Okay and yes you did
And so let's just
Factor that in to whatever the fuck I'm saying
But I think they studied
Both fucking
Systems
And they came up with the three
So you got the host the co-host
And the other co-host
And they dictate,
oh, I press the fucking mute now
because I think that I know what should be
heard today for people here
because I have a fucking
button.
You fucking pricks.
How many times have you been muted?
You've been muted more than anybody ever, right?
It needs to be that way.
Bro, you don't even know.
Well, see, was that the training?
Guys, if my phone
dies, will it kick the space completely?
Or do I have like seconds?
Fuck. Maybe seconds.
I'm running. I'm running.
Oh, there's that 1%.
Oh my God. Every fucking chick in the world
is always a 2%
on their goddamn cell phone.
I live in the moment.
Tomorrow cannot come through.
Yeah.
It's plugged in.
Alright, so anyways, I think that
they knew that they could play
egos against each other. I think we've been
honeypotted. I think that they knew that they could play egos against each other. I think we've been honeypotted.
I think that fucking...
And hopefully it's not to get into a goddamn internment camp, but maybe.
Because I've been fucked with my whole goddamn life.
Trust me, I was honeypotted to the Texas cult on this app.
So, I mean, and that was messed up.
See, girl, I already followed you.
I already followed you.
You should follow me back because I'll fuck with you.
And, yeah, we'll piss each other off, but we'll also get some answers.
That might have been the greatest thing I've ever heard.
We'll piss each other off.
We know Seattle.
Or at least we'll get some answers.
We know each other, Seattle.
That's Rose, man.
Oh, do I?
Rose, I don't fucking know.
Yeah, shit. Yeah, shit. Motherfucker. No, I'm not, do I? Rose, I don't fucking know. Yeah, shit.
Yeah, shit.
No, I'm not going to drop that.
Because, hey, we need to learn on our cursing.
We should learn on our cursing.
We're not pirates anymore.
No, no, no, no, no, no.
Cursing breaks the fucking code.
He might be right.
I'm just saying, I don't know.
I don't know.
No, because it's a mind reset. I'm just saying, I don't know. I don't know. No, because it's a mind reset.
I'm just saying I'm working on it.
It means think in Samaria.
Yeah, because Peter said so.
But did you see Peter's name in the files?
I don't know.
I don't know.
Where's Peter?
Peter's Chaldea.
Oh, Peter could be in the fucking file, motherfucker.
I don't know.
I said that Mormon mafia stuff in Vegas, man.
I knew about it the whole time.
Mormon mafia in Vegas.
So I don't know.
Fuck, I know. I know. I know, I know, I know.
Fuck, that's what's up. He's gotta come and declare his freedoms.
Oh, shit, girl.
Alright, so you're doing good, obviously.
You're feeling like talking freely now, huh? Yeah, I'm open now.
I can talk about anything, pretty much.
So that means you're safe? Yeah, I'm open now. I can talk about anything pretty much. I can... So that means you're safe? Yeah, I'm
safe. Or are you a peer safe? I don't know where
Peter is. I would like to know
Peter
if he's doing some more window
installations
because you know...
Yeah. Are you talking about
Chaldean, Peter? Okay. Yeah.
Where has he been? i just want to check
up on him i want to make sure he's all right too it's good to check up on each other it is good if
you don't see somebody for a while you know you're all right well sarcasm's running deep tonight this
is cool i have a new page no so i haven't seen like i scrubbed everything you know and started
back with rose regina because rose regina i don't know mother bugger scrubbed me so i don't know okay well that's good for you rose is my first and middle
name and rose regina no i recognize your voice but that doesn't mean rose regina is my two middle
names so i was actually given the name regina when i was adopted at age six and regina is important today because if you
look at the head of darpa look who served on the head of darpa from 2009 to 2012 that will tell you
oh goodness okay you're one of them and you notice you got adopted at age six right before your
seventh year because they got a fucking complete shit by the seventh year. I was married in Georgia before I was adopted.
Oh, fucking
god damn it. Okay.
That's something. But anyway, I'm here
for the next world, right?
We're all here for the next.
What comes next?
And that's here.
And so, you know,
it's been done.
And, like, all we got to do is live the dream and co-create it.
That is awesome. It's already ours.
Yeah, Sarah, what do you got to say about things?
Jesus.
Yeah, I β pretty interesting times for sure. I think that there's literally just kind of like this energetic line being drawn in the sand right now. We're like in this convergence period where people are having spontaneous awakenings and spontaneous downloads, spontaneous recall.
spontaneous recall. I was vibing very much with the space that Bridget did last night
with Zensei, and we were talking about simultaneous lives. It was good because I vibe with that
so hard. I'm literally witnessing people either in my immediate vicinity or just all around
the world that are
having spontaneous
recall. You need to be careful
with it because a lot of them are
fake. You need
to...
I'm sorry,
but just the way you're coming across is like you're
excited about it. Are you saying downloads?
Seattle, you're saying the downloads could be fake?
Yeah, I think that there are...
A lot of the people impersonating
like they're getting downloads are fake.
Yeah, you got to watch.
Everyone has to watch out for that.
I'll talk more about that after.
Discernment is important.
Go ahead, sir.
Yeah, I use my own discernment
and my own intuition.
And, like, sometimes, like, I can tell if somebody's channeling an unfriendly entity because sometimes I can see it.
Sometimes I can sense it.
Like, they're β my story is a lot.
Like, I've had to do, like, you know, my own β I had to seek out help and start doing my own healing sessions.
I've had exorcisms.
I come from a multi-generational, multi-military legacy family,
multi-generational experiencer family.
My dad's still seeing shit up in the air.
Sarah, I forget.
What coast are you on?
Are you from, I should say?
I was born in Pensacola.
I was born Friday.acola I was born
Okay, so you're East Coast
Well, yeah, I'm in the Midwest right now
But born in Pensacola
I lived on base in Guam
For several years
In the early 90s
And it was
Naval Air Station Agana
It was out there
Oh, they zapped you with everything You got all the Agana Dude, my dad was out there. Oh, they zapped you with everything.
You got all the Agana. Dude, my dad was out there
testing the radar.
He's testing it all.
I can't hear her.
I want to hear this. He was testing the radar
because he was a pilot. He was
a maintenance pilot,
actually, and so he had special clearance,
right? He actually downed
one of his helicopters
in the Indian Ocean um and he broke his back in four places and his jaw and he didn't lose a
single crew member but um that was before I was born but when we moved to Guam um it was Naval
Air Station to Ghana and um we moved there in 1992.
And when we left in 1995, they closed that base immediately.
And I've been doing some work and digging some records up.
It's so funny.
I found some shit out, and I approached my dad about it.
And I asked him, I was like, how many different kinds of radar were you testing when we were there? And he was like, he looked at me like, how the fuck does she know that?
Because, like, I used to go visit him.
And when he was on work at the base and they were just those old computers, right?
The IBMs took up the whole fucking wall.
But, like, can you imagine, like, Guam, like, how did they get that shit there?
It was so hard for us to move
Do you have do you have most of your memories from that time or?
Okay, cool. That's dope. See, this is how I knew my entire life
I was gonna remember past lives or whatever because I have memories from when I was like two
I have memories from when I the first time I was born
Sorry, uh from when I was born in Pensacola, which ironically
is right there on a ley line. And Dr. Greer had his very first CE5 there in Gulf Breeze. I went
to rehab in Gulf Breeze. Like it's just, it's so funny. But there's an Atlantean and Lumerian
ley line that's right there. It's a really nice vortex down there on the coast.
You ever tried calling it reset and not rehab?
Because it's reprogrammed.
I was actually trafficked to a guy who basically won an award for bodybuilding in Pensacola.
Dude, no, shut up, Rose.
And he was from Pensacola. Dude, no, shut up, Rose. And he was from Pensacola.
My grandfather was a shielded CIA asset, and he was doing work all over the world for,
this is what he did. He went to the 1972 Munich Olympics. He took the first United States team in handball because he was a Marine from Korea. When my dad and his four brothers were
younger, he abandoned them for a year in a Croatian orphanage because he married an Italian mafia
heiress. Her name was Gentili. And her grandfather was actually the liquor runner for Al Capone
when he would go and hide out in Northern Wisconsin's the connection in northern Wisconsin. Yes. That's our connection.
Okay, so we met on this app.
Okay, so, but my husband...
No better connection.
It's like, I'm also in that too, because
my family was all wrapped into that.
My mom's from Chicago.
Love it. This is like, oh,
you get a call.
It's the Scottish Rite.
My mom and dad met... It's more like... Oh, go ahead, Ange. Sorry a call. It's the Scottish Rite. You get a call. It's the Scottish Rite. My mom and dad met.
It's more like.
Oh, go ahead, Ange.
Sorry.
No, it's okay.
I'm lagging because I like moved my phone and I have horrible service down here.
It's fine.
Okay.
Well, yeah, my mom actually, my mom and dad met in college in Iowa and my mom majored
in the language German.
Like, it's really, it's deep. But when we lived on base in Guam, it was when my experiences
started because we would go out deep sea fishing all the time and we would be snorkeling and like
dolphins would just be drawn to us like all the time. I remember I would feed them, I'd swim with them. They'd pop up to the boat and like, we'd make eye contact.
And then like, I,
when I started having these memories and remembering the nightmares and
this stuff and like the sensations of like falling,
like, cause I was a sleepwalker chronic.
I would wake up like coming in from outside.
Dude, I still do it, Sarah.
I still sleepwalk. Dude, you guys, I still do it, Sarah. I still sleepwalk, Sarah.
Dude, you guys, I'm telling you, it's all fucking connected.
And in Guam, it's 11-11 right now.
Make a wish, y'all.
In Guam, that base was notorious for psionics and shit, right?
Like we lived on the same street, several houses down from the flight surgeon in my dad's squadron.
I affectionately called him Uncle Randy.
I don't know why.
And then it was really funny, too.
He was like the only person that I remember while we lived on island ever catching and reeling in a shark.
You know, there's.
Was he tiny or was he a large guy?
I don't know.
But I almost got my face bit off by his German shepherd.
He had some boonie dog.
Half those doctors are all fucking...
What's his name?
Who's our fucking douchebag?
His height.
What's his fucking name?
I can't think of his fucking...
Come on, the guy with starts with the F.
Sorry, yeah.
I was thinking of every evil doctor ever from the super hero world.
I took care of this old guy in Amaro.
You know where Amaro is, right?
And he was Uncle Randy to me.
But he looked like Willie Nelson.
And basically my job was to make...
I was the liquor runner.
I was the one who was hired to work with him and his roommate who
essentially worked and was at woodstock in nine and 69 and also was a rose i forgot how much you
don't give a shit dude go for it he was a retired officer uh for the prison guard as well too so
obviously i already had a relationship with them from the one percenters and stuff like this so like the hell's angels the motorcycle the harley stuff and it's called harley my dad's
obsessed with harleys and they're from david son harley yeah yeah dude like this is like okay so i
don't know where i was going but i was in charge of basically this guy was a severe alcoholic okay
like he looked just like willie nelson i I'm talking. He literally looked like he would only was 90 pounds dripping wet,
but like I had to go and get him his like liter of vodka every day or he was not going to make it.
Like I had, and I was the caretaker. Holy shit. 90 pounds. Okay. I'm a death doula, right? So I do in home health care.
And I worked in the private sector for at least a decade now.
And I, these are the people that I would take care of, right?
So like, yeah, that was, that's a big part of it too.
You know what I'll say with both of you and even Seattle, you guys have been through these certain programs when you might have seen
a certain, a few levels above what everybody else sees. Everybody else sees politics and right,
left, and oh, my friend's going to run for office. But you guys see how this game really runs. It's
a complete gangster game. And nobody talks about this. I don't talk about this much, but you know,
you have certain family. I don't talk about this much, but you have certain
families. I don't even like talking about these families because these families, they run things.
They run the whole Luciferian agenda. I don't even like talking about them. They're not Jews,
but they are more powerful and more deadly than any other family. And they probably killed more
people than any other family in the history of known humanity, and that's the DuPonts.
See, the DuPonts trace their lineage to the French Revolution.
They sold munitions to Napoleon, to King George, to us, to America.
Now, one of these guys, we're friends with Thomas Jefferson, they came over here to America,
this French guy, and they sold bombs and missiles and munitions and war and hell on
earth. And they became billionaires. They took over old Delaware. They put their own people in
all positions of government. They took over this world with other families. These people are the
biggest gangsters in the world. They operate above law.
They operate, the mafia operates within the law
because they don't want to get investigated.
So they're always looking over the shoulders.
However, a family like the DuPonts,
they could do whatever the fuck they want.
And they killed more people
than anybody in the history of this world
because they have a nonstick pan and forever chemicals
that are in all of our bloodstreams.
Everybody across this planet has some kind of DuPont's chemical in their bloodstream.
They push the Luciferian agenda when you're into the munitions and you're into the Department
of Defense and you're into that, you're putting your family. It's a very dark energy. And you got to put your family through that MKUltra shit
because they're going to have to do the same thing.
It's a darkness.
However, if they didn't do it, somebody else would have to do it.
And then you see there's war in Iran.
And so there's Iran.
And oh, well, there's the Sunnis and this and that.
And the other thing there.
It has nothing to do with that.
Do you know how much money is made with war? These Department of Defense, DuPont, all these people that do the logistics, the bombs, the missiles, and the rebuilding of all this, they
all are part of this Luciferian agenda. War has nothing to do with ideology or religion or anything
like that at all. It has to do with all the leaders, like vampires gobbling up
all the money that comes with war.
That's how this game works. But it's a
gangsta game that only you
guys can.
I gotta bring you straight to your
East Coast shit.
Go ahead, Ange. Sorry, let the ladies
go first. Well, I just wanted
to say too that it's like
it's not just what was I saying?
What were you just saying?
I lost my train of thought now.
What?
Damn.
Damn.
You're talking about DuPont.
DuPont.
What else was he saying?
DuPont.
DuPont.
Well, DuPont's a fucking major chemical fucking goddamn dispenser in your fucking face.
I'll come back. No, no, no. They're spraying us right now with this drug. Okay, they're spraying us, guys, right now with this drug called devil's breath in certain areas.
And they're zombifying whole communities and putting them in trances, you guys.
Like, this is real life.
But why do you think we are still jumping between these timelines?
We have heaven within.
But look, we are here to bear witness. We're here to jump
to the bottom to bring it to the top. We're here to go to Shoal to bring hell to earth, hell up to
heaven all the way, baby. That's where we're going. So don't worry about that, right? But this is the
truth. This is the truth. They hate life, right want, they want to quicken what only Jesus can do.
Right?
Do you guys want, you guys want like some real truth?
Cause I'll like break it down for you.
Cause like what they really want.
I never get worried when anybody says something like that.
Well, here's the truth is like, it's not a want, it's a need.
They don't have these evil people.
They don't have the same ability that like normal-ish people.
I wouldn't say normal.
I would say like people like us where we're like connected and we don't really, we always
start this mess in life and we don't really know why we are more naturally connected to
that.
You know, it's like a gift, whatever.
Anyways, they don't have any
connection. Yeah, but I'm not a fish person, but I have been a fish. Okay. So they don't have any
connection to source creation. Okay. They need us to, to give it to them. So it's, it's about us.
It's not actually about them. They have to make us want to do things. That's actually what
the secret is, is they have to make us want to do things. They don't have the same creative
ability that we have. So when we put our creative excitement, our heart-centered energy into what
they're doing, like, oh my God, a new drug. Oh my God. Well, if it can cure my dad's diabetes, let's get that.
Oh my God.
Yes.
I want to put my energy into this.
Okay.
See, this is where the trick is because like they know what they're doing.
Okay.
Is long-term part of their larger plan.
But when they initiate it into formation in the universe, this is again, this is real magic.
This is where we live in guys okay
real real-time magic they all work magic okay get with it get with it you can either get played or
get with it that's all i'm going to say at this point okay when you're working real magic they do
things like this like say oh yeah i'm going to make this drug because you know it's going to
help people with diabetes even though they all know that they know what the long term is. But if they can make you sold on that vision, and a bunch of people put their heart
center energy into this, that gives them power. They don't actually have power like we do just
to meditate or play music and just have a divine download and get inspired to do something amazing.
They don't think like that. They don't
have that natural ability to do that because they work dirty magic. And when you work dirty magic,
you don't get that same access to, to, you know, Jesus Christ, we'll say. Okay. Um, it's not,
it's, you know, it's more, no, it's parasitical magic. It's that they have to glom on to something organic to then well drag that into the depths
of their in order to rule the world and it is more in order to rule the world yes well if you
want to rule the world and you want the right of a king that's an actual energetic agreement with
god that exists the right of kings exists that's why kings had kingdoms you know long before us okay
this exists and what are our riots like because there were ties to the the king of poland i never
bowed to no king woman i'm i'm saying that so lift it up guys go higher than that go higher than that
so what i'm saying is like when we all started here on this planet okay where who who became the prophet who became
the teacher like who decided this the right of kings okay the right of the knowledge being no
the biggest dumb shit with the biggest ego did no i'm talking about the ancients i'm not talking
about joe yeah so am i so the ancients no i don't believe that i'm sorry um you you can have your
opinion that's okay.
But that's not what I'm discussing right now.
What I'm discussing is the fact that our ancients came here.
Okay.
This is why I don't think Bridget is completely crazy or any of you guys are crazy when you talk about UFOs.
Okay.
Because like it's hard to study what I study and not kind of believe that something was here delivered to us by other people.
Because, again, there was some sort of lineage that passed this sacred knowledge.
Where it came from, again, is otherworldly.
So, again, that right was passed.
Okay?
So in order to uphold that right, they have to have the whole kingdom invested in the concept that they are the one to teach, that they are the one to lead.
If the kingdom doesn't invest in the king, OK, the king loses power.
OK, and if they don't have monetary power or ascetic like asset power.
OK, sorry, I can't talk today.
If they don't have like assets to literally control
they lose power completely so the way that they work the game is they find ways to trap you with
monetary control and mental control now they have complete control over you and the way that you're
powering them as the power source okay have you not come across entities that don't want
power?
You need to learn about the other side.
Mella, are you there?
I'm here. I'm absorbing.
I'm listening.
I want to be honest.
This is like only meeting entities
that want power.
If you are a good person, you can still have
good power. There are plenty of good people who lead.
Are there not good leaders?
I know, but you're also getting a little too excited.
A little too excited about what?
This is the way it works.
This is heretics.
This is heretics.
So everybody who says this is the way it works has a problem.
I mean, I'm just saying, I've studied
this. I'm sorry, I've studied
this at the Theosophical Society of
America. I walked the same halls as
Elena Blavatsky herself. We are not the
same. I have an educated opinion
on what I'm speaking about. If we don't
agree, that's fine.
But I'm just saying what I'm saying is
coming from an educational perspective.
And if you haven't figured out the education was always fucked up, that's not my fault.
Angela's our friend, though, too.
So, Seattle, you guys just agreed to disagree.
No, I like her.
But I got to tell her the fucking truth.
Everything has been hijacked. How do you not
understand that? Why would you
assume that anything you learned
was actually correct? That's your
first fucking mistake. I actually
study esoterics, so what I'm
looking at is history, spiritual history.
Yeah, I've never done a goddamn thing.
I can jump in. I think we need a song.
I'm actually enjoying this a little bit. I'd like to share something if i can just share just with just my mic open okay so okay so basically i'm at the
point where i okay pope leo okay we all know pope leo like there's there's now my name is paul babe some people are saying that
he's from chicago some people are saying that he's from new york there's some activists saying
that he is from new york city he's from chicago he's from chicago that's fine yes he is and that's
a sketchy sketchy thing all i'm saying is that there's conspiracy that he was actually from, that his parents were from the Dominican Republic and whatnot.
And that he was actually born in New York, then lived in Peru, then went to Chicago.
So there's some different conspiracies.
And I just want to say that if true, it's from the Augustines era.
And August is obviously the sign of the Leo, right?
And we know all about the story of the lion and the lamb.
And why is MyPillow commercials?
Why is that guy backing Trump?
So we have these characters.
And obviously, even the head witch, who apparently was like, I had like roses are everywhere. Follow the roses. I'm telling you, she let rose sacred geometry. like she was spray painting the world red or whatever, right? You know, the
orbit of Venus actually
creates the mandala
for Venus is
so hot.
Dude, the real divine feminine
template. Yes.
All of it. Venus is so
hot right now on Fat Tuesday.
Oh my god, you make me want to punch my dick please do
you want to hear something crazy about that isn't even what i wanted to share with you guys like
this is not fair oh okay go ahead it's not fair to me we totally i i'm trying to say i i'm loving
decide right now if pope leo is my literal savior or if he's the devil because i
can't decide right now because he's the devil i think listen i think he's the devil listen
i think so listen okay if you think he's the devil whatever but i need to get some well i
don't think he's the devil okay all right i'm jumping in i'm jumping in this is me i'm running
in and i'm like hey guys let's let's all just sing a song and be happy.
OK, so like I we we we've gone so far down a rabbit hole so far.
And I promised the reason I have to jump in is because I promised the Bloom Room that I that this would be a space for anything except that because we do this very
often in spaces and i i am trying to talk about money and business yeah that's okay that's okay
yeah we just we just went really far down a rabbit hole that i don't know if we're ever
gonna come out of so i have to jump in now.
Should I start a GoFundMe? I think you started this.
No, I'm just joking.
I'm just joking.
No, I did.
I don't give a shit.
You know I have to poke fun.
You know I have to poke fun.
Yeah, no, this has been a great space, though.
great space though. Like we've talked about so many different amazing things. I do not like to
Like, we've talked about so many different amazing things.
run them past like 11, 12 o'clock because I'm trying to have a more balanced lifestyle, which
is crazy. Uh, I used to spend, you know, I used to be in spaces until the sun came up, uh, and the
birds started chirping and it was crazy. oh aj's trying to come back up
so we're gonna we're gonna not continue down the rabbit hole because i don't want the space
to end on that note and it's going to be ending soon um can i say where the business side of it
yeah sure you got like a quick like 30 seconds okay cool okay business
in the front party in the back okay so basically the party in the back is i do have a corporation
from wisconsin that i filed on 322 and basically its acronym is hoe but it stands for heaven on
earth incorporated and think of it like monsters., where that's the umbrella corporation, a non-stock
incorporation.
And then basically below that, you're able to create as many nonprofit umbrella organizations
as you want.
And now I can write my own grants and do all of this stuff.
And like, we should rob the government now.
We should rob them.
We should get
in there right now as everything's falling apart and we should just write all these grants everyone
all at once in every state and we should what's up girl you want to write me a grant like what
are you saying no she's right she's right in like your own charity work your own non-profit i've got
so many programs i got a bike advice i got a bike and a backpack program that i have that anyone
could start you know with getting free backpacks, putting them together, whatever, like for people.
Like this is just to make everything better.
Nothing is better.
Nothing actually feeds the swole than chicken soup for the swole.
Oh, my God.
Don't even get me down that rabbit hole.
But, okay, I'm finished.
I'm not going to stop making fun of you,
but follow me back because
I do enjoy what you're saying.
I love how he's like, I'm not going to stop
making fun of you.
No, I just want Peter.
I'll stay connected to check up on Peter.
Oh my goodness.
Oh my gosh.
You make me laugh, dude.
Okay.
So, question.
How are we feeling?
AJ, how are you feeling?
Bridget?
Yeah, play a song.
Should I?
Yes.
Play that funky music.
Play that funky music.
I love that song
it's a good one
white girl
true
we got my main pres down there
Big L
1999
nobody knows about Big L
how do you know about Big L
you're west coast
motherfucker I know everything
come here oh my gosh
i could maybe sit on your lap and you could tell me you whisper to my ears get a room what the
get a room what is happening there's like you know when there's a sound happening what's a sound happening. What's the sound? Hold on. I think it's coming from my audio system.
You know when like there's like static coming from a speaker? That's what's happening right now.
I don't know why. It sounds beautiful. You guys can't hear it? Okay. It's beautiful. Okay. No.
It's beautiful.
Okay.
I'm just going to play a mellow one.
I said mellow, not mellow.
That would have been weird.
What's she doing here?
Oh, God.
I have to tune the G string.
They call her mellow, yeah?
You got it.
Last time a girl said something like that to me.
Holy shit.
Oh, God.
It's always the G string.
See?
Doesn't that sound so much better?
G sharp.
G sharp, baby girl.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Not in the key of A major.
That's how you go shark fishing.
I got a picture of a giant blue marlin.
Take your shoes off, hang your coat, stay a while, baby it's cold out there We could play, crokinoe, you always win, oh it's not fair
But it's okay I love that smile
I will always stare
Promise me you'll never leave
For do you still care?
I know that you say it
But I wanna see it
I want you to cry
So I know that you love me
I want you to hurt
So I know that you care
I want you to fight
When you get angry
So I know
That your heart
Is still there
I've been hurt, I've been wronged, I've played along to those silly games On the surface it seems so perfect Until it's too late, too late
Maybe we could say the things We seem to hide away, hide away
You and me, we are a team
This year ain't child's play
I know that you say it, but I want to see it, I want you to cry
So I know that you care.
I want you to fight when you get angry. angry
sure That your heart is still there.
Johnny Bravo.
Like, I just want to be like, check my pecs.
Like, Johnny Bravo.
Your voice, Mella, like, seriously, just like, it relaxes my body physically and like lifts my heart and soul up.
So I was really, I just like fell into that.
I needed that.
Your voice is like butter.
It didn't feel like butter.
I was like, oh my God, I smoked too much weed tonight.
Everybody stand in ovation. Everybody stand up. It didn't feel like butter. I was like, oh my god, I smoked too much weed tonight Yeah, everybody be an innovation
Everybody stand up. I am I've been standing the whole time. I swear to god you guys dance
like I've started doing that like dancing and singing and just like not get like
Too many
This is what we get Four witches into Seattle
And this is the space we get
Mella I'll be right back I'm here actually
Yeah I think
I don't know I think music is
As corny as it sounds music is healing
It's what we've turned to for
Fucking ever
To feel better about the way shit is
Like
It's medicine Yeah like it's it's
just yes that's what I think of it and that's how I treat like writing so is it's really cool when
people say like they fell into a song because that's what it feels like when I write them
you're gonna start your own record company and then you're gonna call it mellow records and
like yeah you are i would love that you're a healer of the century you're a healer for the
the world and your music it reaches the whole universe that's the power of music it reaches
every dimension every frequency you can't open own label, and then you can also, once you gain traction, be distributed by a larger label.
James, I want to say hi to you.
That's right.
I want to say hi to you, James.
I see you as listener.
I didn't see you as speaker, but now I do.
What's up, my man?
Hi, James.
How are you?
I've just been chilling all night listening to the chatter while I put a couple things up on the walls around here, trying to get this place sound sufficient for mixing and stuff like that.
But yeah, everything's good.
It was a great space.
Enjoyed it.
This is the worst space ever, man.
Your music producer, James.
Steph, come up, Steph.
And Azriel and Prez.
Yeah.
Come on up.
I was just at Sun Records in Memphis.
I don't know if you're familiar with Sun Records
Studios.
Oh, I know about that goddamn
Sun record down there and that damn
Memphis motherfucking shit.
Don't get trapped in the hood.
It's okay. Calm down.
Just because I said Memphis.
No, but Sun Records used to be called something else before that.
But yeah, it was changed when Elvis kind of moved.
Moonlight butt fucks.
Wait, what?
Oh, shit. I'm not muted.
Sorry.
You can play more play more yeah i was
the other day i tried to play this song and i fucked it up because i couldn't remember my own
song and i want to make up for it by playing it but now i'm in my head about it you know
i got a question for you mella have you seen the the Kurt Cobain shit that came out of the Epstein?
Yes, I have.
And I mean, like, I'm like, yeah.
Do you want to know?
Do you want to know?
Like, like, even like when.
So, like, the day or whatever it happened, we're in the kitchen.
It was the morning.
Fuck.
Yeah.
Something like that.
And I'm like, I'm like, Dad, do you really think he fucking did that?
And he goes, it doesn't matter.
I feel bad for his child.
Wait, what are we talking about?
Like, now I'm questioning if I...
Kurt Cobain, when he fucking got suicided.
Okay, but, like, what about it?
Because now I'm wondering if there's something i'm
no no no no courtney's in the epstein file okay okay this gets fun yeah i i wanted to make sure
that we were talking about the same thing i was like wait what if he knows something i don't know
no no see you gotta understand like i'm super weathered like i've been in this shit my whole
fucking goddamn life my dad told me about fucking ho fucking Hollywood when I was, I don't even fucking know, 11?
I don't fucking know.
Like, I know about all this shit, dude.
This shit's fucked up.
It's really, really bad, and I understand you guys are now going through it,
but it's like, dude, I did this shit at 11.
I have a
completely different mindset than any
the fuck of you.
And I enjoy you playing in the
background, because it's like, you understand.
It's like, fuck, dude, some of us
have been out the fuck here
for a long motherfucking time.
And now I gotta sit here and listen to you go through it?
That's annoying!
Because there's a lot of you.
Just breathe, Seattle.
You're with people, we're all on the same team.
Just everybody learns about this stuff.
Well, obviously you're dumb shit.
Calm down.
Dude, you don't understand
I start at 11
like everything you ever heard
from ACDC like dude I
start the fuck there we go up
to 22 to 33
family member is
a part of Guns N' Roses
oh baby
how you doing
let's hear it Oh baby, how you doing?
Let's hear it I know at a party, girl
Hey, I heard Leo's gonna have a party
I'm a Sagittarius, what's up, girl?
The funniest intro to a song.
I'm gonna sing this now.
What's up girl? And I refuse to wake from this dream until it's real
Please don't wake me
I've got patience
But I was raised to chase this down
Cause no one's gonna catch you
You've got to find your own ground
Maybe in the end it's best to play pretend and picture better days
Call it manifest and I guess I'll have to test it
This is my renegade I'll take this to my grave I'll write it in the stars someday Know that there's a lesson here
To live beyond my wildest fears I used to sin and ponder, shackled by my own distaste
The only thing to set me free was me, it was me, it was me Maybe in the end it's best to play pretend and picture better days
Call this manifestin' I guess I'll have to test it This is my renegade My heart's shaking
But I'm at peace for once
And I refuse to wake from this dream
Until it's real
Please don't wake me
Thank you, thank you
Thank you very much
Can you come sing me to sleep?
Your lyrics have gotten different
And deeper
Like the other song you did before
It was the first chorus
I can't remember
Silly games
Yeah
You're getting deeper
You also
You know what
In these spaces
You don't actually
you're guarded you're still guarded what do you mean no i could tell you don't
you don't want to press buttons quite yet so you still don't completely say what you want to say, which is fine.
You mean she's intelligent, Seattle?
What are you going to say?
If she really wanted to say what she wanted to say, we'd all be, you know what I mean?
If we all wanted to say what we wanted to say, we'd be like, listen.
Okay, but AJ, understand, I come across a lot of different personality types.
I know people who just go guns and blades.
I call them grenades.
And I'm just like, oh, shit. I know people who just go guns and blades. I call them grenades.
And I'm just like, oh, shit.
I think it's really... Oh, yeah, I'm a full-on grenade.
I'm kidding. We love you.
I think it's really...
I'm not kidding. I am a full-on grenade.
I don't give a fuck, dude.
You're a bazooka, darling.
You're a rockin' ball.
Are you in your mind like Cyrus is?
I think it's really intelligent to have
very strong boundaries.
I enjoyed her underwear
and I might try it on.
If that's what you're asking.
Okay, let's go Hannah Montana mode.
Hold on, you guys.
Mel is trying to reset the space.
I know we just did.
That was a good joke.
I apologize.
It's all good.
Yeah, I don't know.
I like to profess my truths through music.
That's my thing.
No, I wasn't calling anything out.
I was just saying I could tell your voice has changed.
That's all I was saying.
That's cool.
Like lyricism or voice voice yeah yeah okay cool
yeah i don't know it's these songs are kind of well i mean why would anything i would consider
lyricism and your actual vocal cords the same thing in like
more strings on the harp more strings added to your heart mellow that's what i heard i think that
more strings have been added to your heart by the grace of god and i think that every song that you
sing can cause spontaneous healing to occur in the body because every song that you come out with
and riot can cause a shift in consciousness for the masses and that is true healing and that's why i said holy shit you are a saint you need to
start making cheerios girl like everything you say is so positive i love it but like it needs
to just be like in a cheerio i'm a coach baby yeah baby yeah what was that yes hold up hold up
i want to say hi to krista krista what, what's up, girl? How you been?
Thanks for coming in.
How are you?
Hey, guys.
I'm good.
I'm good.
I'm good.
I apologize.
My Sundays have been great.
I'm like, Mella changed it to Friday.
I'm like, I can't do Fridays.
Do Sundays.
And then my Sundays.
The best restaurant in my neighborhood.
So sad, guys.
It's closing. She has cancer. It sucks, the best restaurant in my neighborhood. So sad, guys. It's closing.
She has cancer. It sucks, the big ones. So there was, you know, tonight I was out with everybody kind of celebrating this. This restaurant has fed me for 20 years. I'm dating myself right now,
but I'm not kidding. She has fed me breakfast, lunch, and dinner for years. I'll still date you.
Anyhow, so I'm just getting in and I'm just, my neighborhood, you guys, it is like the most beautiful place in the world to live. And yet no businesses, no restaurants can make it here.
It's weird. Like it's dying on the vine. It really is. I mean, what is happening is other
people having this happen in their
neighborhoods and their towns?
Are restaurants making it?
Yes. It's happening
in Seattle. It's absolutely
horrible. Yeah, it's not cool.
All the mom and pop shops are struggling.
Totally. I don't know what
we wish for an 11-11, but
there was an earthquake. Oopsies.
I know Oklahoma. Oh oh my god really yeah
right as she was like oh 11 11 make wish i was like oh well it's 10 11 and then oopsies we
caused an earthquake oh my gosh oopsies guys no i had a message that the uk was gonna be split in
half because of all the stuff going on. I got this message literally from Spirit.
And it was like the word UK is split in half
with a red bloody, oh my God, it's not good.
They're done.
They are done.
Yeah, but in all honesty, I'm German
and I'm not a big fan of the UK, so I don't really give a shit.
No, I'm just saying the country, maybe an earthquake, I don't know, but I just had an earthquake here when we said that.
Hey, you guys.
But I'll stand with the Irish all day long.
Let me just say it was at 3.7.
Let me just say it was at 3.7.
There's a woman who has prophesied, and I'll try to get the video and stick it in the bubble,
but she says that a huge one is coming to California on the 18th, literally this Wednesday, this week.
And she says it will-
Oh, great. I'll be there. Of course.
You're going to be there, AJ? You're going to be in the Bay Area?
Yeah.
I 100%. I saw be in the Bay Area? Yeah. I 100%
I saw that
in the astrology and it's funny
AJ's going to be there because you know AJ
all those UFO people are there
they're probably just going to try to wash you
all away at the same time.
We have to meet up somehow if you're going to be here.
We got to ruin the UK tonight
so that that doesn't happen tomorrow.
Well, anyhow, but this Just learn how to surf and buy some popcorn.
Shut up.
About this is devastating.
There's supposed to be a lot of deaths.
However, it's going to spiritually change the United States, like literally for the better.
Like it's actually going to be a game
changing event. And so I don't know what that means. I'm sort of, I'm going to be here. I'm
going to be here until the end of the week. So I mean, I pray it doesn't happen. And my intuition
says it's probably not going to happen because I'm not feeling it. But anyhow, very interesting.
I hope not. If one just happened oklahoma that is a major fault
line in the whole united states if one just happened you guys listening like really that
is a huge fault line in across the whole united states but my message was uk not usa so just
think about it this could be a propaganda thing too But we do have the physical thing going on
in Oklahoma, which is
prophesized that if we didn't get our shit together
that the United States was going to be split
in half. Right down the Mississippi, baby.
It's one way to stop
the Epstein files, right?
What's up, Steph? Thanks for coming through.
What's up, y Thanks for coming through. freaking busy the last couple of days, but I don't know, dude, you know, a lot of people talk about this, this stuff that's going on with Callie and this and that and the other. Yes, I get it. It's
in the astrology and stuff like that. But the thing is, is that we forget how powerful our minds are.
And so we're able to switch timelines. That's the thing. Um, so I don't believe a lot of the stuff
that people are talking about because they've been saying it for millennia I do think that as a collective if we really work hard on shifting gears raising the
frequency bridge knows that I always talk about this we actually both talk about this all the
time you can actually make things happen remember as we've talked about with this with the earth
splitting it's already in that process we've been in that process for the last couple of years now.
And, you know, it's really up to you and how you view your mindset.
This is what they don't want you to understand of how powerful you can move things around.
They want you dumbed down and stupid, right?
What if they split is like half the country goes out of power and it shakes them emotionally
either though i feel like it's all i mean it could be it's all internal this is the thing it's like
every all the answers that you're looking for is within people don't take the time to go within
themselves they're too busy looking outside of thyself. God resides within you. And so when you connect with that,
that's when you'll definitely find out for yourself what's going on. Remember, it's all about
facing the shadow, facing you, the person in the mirror, as Michael Jackson talks about,
facing the man in the mirror. Have you done that? Have you done the work? The healing work is a big deal.
That, when you relieve the heart chakra, when you heal the heart chakra, you begin to elevate
your consciousness.
That's the whole point.
That's what we talk about all the time in spaces, guys.
For years, we've been talking about this.
It's not, I was hearing earlier about creating.
Yes, that's exactly it.
You need to be in that creation mode.
That's what you came here to do is co-create with your creator
so that you could see heaven on earth like AJ talks about all the time.
This could be heaven on earth.
Yes, is this a dualistic planet?
Hold on.
Is this a dualistic planet?
Yes, it is a dualistic planet because we wanted that a long time ago.
It never used to be like that before.
But because we want dualistic planning, we want to see what the other side feels like.
This is the results.
This is why it looks like it's upside down and why things are coming out up to the surface.
Why? Because, as Ange, you should know this too, is we're under, the US is under a Pluto
retrogate. We're there. Pluto return, sorry. That's where we're at. So that is why things are shaking
the F up. That is why things are going crazy right now. Because people need to see the truth.
Pluto is all about destruction. It's all about the government. It's all about death and rebirth.
And this is what we're going through. We're going through the birth canal, literally. Mother Earth is literally
birthing a new of what we should be on. But because people, and I'm going to get off my
soapbox because I don't know what it is, guys. And maybe it's the eclipse energy, possibly. I don't
know. But I'm ready to go. And it's up to us as a collective to want to see something that's beautiful now.
Because I think we've gone through too much shit for centuries and centuries.
People want to talk about the Epstein files and all this other shit, but that's also a wake-up call.
For you to change within you.
You have the power.
Not them.
Yeah.
Right?
Thank you so much for coming up and saying that.
That was exactly what we needed.
That was exactly what we needed in that moment.
It's like you read my mind.
We tapped in.
We got to do what we got to do.
Look at what you're doing, Mella.
Mella, you know, we need to, like, have more, like, Mella Beast. we tapped it in we gotta do what we gotta do look look at what you're doing Mela Mela
you know we need to like have more like Mela Beast who want to actually do something with
the collective who actually want to create something really epic and show the world
that you could do it too that's why it's called the bloom room that's why she has classes reserved
for all of you guys to take a gander and if you guys want to get into music
and whatnot try it try for yourself or if you want to pick up a paintbrush and do it do that too
or if you want to write a book do that too or if you want to go and teach others to do something
awesome something that's tangible do that too you know i'm saying so what is that absolutely
and mella you have this school room right you? You have school going? Yeah. You're going to bust it up now tomorrow?
Yeah.
So I built a community on school because I really like the platform.
I think it's a cool concept.
And it's a way to kind of like extend the space beyond just a conversation that we have and like the whole purpose behind the bloom room was to um just kind of be a place for
people to feel like they are heard and supported and just i don't know it being on the path of
like a creative person um and somebody that's trying to like just follow your passion, whatever that is, it can be lonesome and directionless and feel really chaotic.
So I created the Bloom Room to kind of, I don't know,
be a place for people to come together and not feel a sense of chaos,
which is difficult in certain times, which I understand.
So that's why conversations end up going in that
direction sometimes. But I always like to bring it back to the fact that like, we do have agency
on a micro level scale. Like I can, I can do what I can do what I love to do. And I'm grateful for
that. And I will continue to do what I love to do regardless of what the state of the world is okay so mella i was i would finish seattle yeah i was just i was just saying regardless of
where the where things are um around me like i'm still gonna continue on my path because that's
what that's what i feel like i have to do so just wanted to kind of have conversations about what we can do as creatives
to follow our path and stay true to that. So yeah, that's what the Bloom Room is all about.
School community is in the link in my bio. It's free to join. And on Mondays, there's like a little
drop that happens. So tomorrow you'll get a little post drop and you'll see what I'm talking about.
If you join, um, did I miss anything?
I don't know.
I've got, uh, music coming out.
I've been in the studio.
I'm working on a bunch of different like projects right now.
So I'm really excited because I'm still, you know, being creative, even though I'm teaching,
I'm teaching lessons.
So if anybody wants voice lessons, guitar lessons, piano lessons, um, I feel like I'm still, you know, being creative. Even though I'm teaching, I'm teaching lessons. So if anybody wants voice lessons, guitar lessons, piano lessons,
I feel like I'm going to focus mostly on voice lessons online
because I feel like, I don't know, virtual guitar and piano.
I still don't feel confident to be able to tackle that.
But, yeah, mostly voice lessons online, unless it's somebody that has a background.
Mella.
What's that?
You should, I remember sending you a text about holding a space for the amateurs here on X.
They come in and, you know, do like private space, so to speak, to give them advice.
On what?
For singing?
For singing, because they want to perform.
You know, like sometimes the amateurs come into like a big room and they kind of like take the air out of the room.
But everyone's kind and polite.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, I get you.
I get you i get you yeah yeah just something further because those you know the
ones online who couldn't get to you might be a good way just to discuss like well look in your
local area find a local vocal coach that's like like in the you know the uh genre you would like
to sing etc you know just give them tips or prompts without like trying to kill their whole
dream you know what i mean yeah i mean and i can do virtual lessons myself voice Just give them tips or prompts without like trying to kill their whole dream.
You know what I mean?
Yeah.
I mean, and I can do virtual lessons myself, voice lessons. I love doing it.
Start and pick up new clients, at least online as well, because you specifically hold this
space for the amateurs and book your new clients through that space if they're interested.
That's kind of like where I was going with them.
Yeah. So many little vocal tips um i'm in the background i'm working on getting my streaming setup um
back up and running i used to stream on twitch so that's what i used to do that was my like
introduction to the live stuff on online um so i am going to be doing that again. I'm probably going to stream on Twitch and YouTube
at the same time. So I was thinking about doing like little voice lesson things on there. Cause
it's much easier to do a voice lesson when you can see me. Cause there's like certain like visual
cues that I use to do, um, voice lessons and to teach different techniques. So yeah, I've been
thinking about doing that. I'm just waiting because, um,
long story short, I need a new computer. My computer can't handle anything anymore. It's
terrible. It's very old. I don't even have a graphics card. So I gotta, I gotta do a computer
upgrade, but that's going to happen soon. Um, and then I'm going to be streaming. So I was thinking, yeah, I'll do voice lesson
stuff on there because it's just so much easier. I can talk about it in spaces, but it's more like,
it's probably going to be a little bit more theoretical and less like here, this is a tip
on how to do that because you can't see me. It's just so helpful when people can see you.
So yeah. Mella, I want to say what's up to my man Jay there, who's friends with my girl
Arnie, who is a genius. Oh yeah. Jay's down there. I love Arnie. She like, I could tell her,
listen, Arnie, any this, that, and the other thing. In two seconds, she has it. She's operating
on a different level. She's very, very helpful. She could do so much for anyone on here in the form of technology or
anything. But Jay, my man down there, follow him. He runs spaces with Arnie and that crew,
which is one of the best crews on here and one of the most important crews on here.
They're not into drama. They're in about manipulating these systems and mastering
these systems and using AI, not to fear AI, but to use AI to actually
leverage all their unique abilities. And they're really coming together and they are the bloom
room. They are the original bloom room, the startup room. And Jay, appreciate that. And say
what's up to my girl, Arnie. And that's it. That's sick. Yeah. I love Arnie. And yeah,
I follow Jay. So sweet. We're tapped in. Yeah. Incredible spaces that they run.
Love that crew. Very supportive crew. Just good vibes all around. Love that stuff. At the end of
the day, like we can, we make a choice, right? We choose whether we're going to navigate this
weird world in a positive or a negative mindset. It's a choice. I don't care
what you say. Like, it's a choice. I wake up every day and I'm like, all right, we're gonna be on it.
We're gonna be happy today. Like, I choose that energy because, um, yeah, it's so easy to fall
victim to all of the bullshit. Like, I don't know. I refuse to live my life in negativity.
I refuse.
I'm not going to spend my time that way.
And if I reward you, and I believe this,
I believe like human beings and physical reality
could perhaps be a way where we send emotions
to God in a way, as weird as it sounds.
Maybe let's just say like God's floating in the ether
looking for feelings. He doesn't understand why he feels a certain way. And physical reality
might explain that. And the reason why I say that is because when I feel good, all of a sudden,
I'm led to better and better things. I'm like, oh shit, that's how this works. The better you feel,
the better you send those feelings up to whatever. And then whatever's up there
makes you get better feelings. It's crazy. It's just like a mirror of it. I don't know. It's crazy.
I love it. And again, when you're negative, it does the reverse. When it rains, it pours.
Yeah. There's a theory that some sort of entity is feeding off of our negative
emotions, and that's why things are so chaotic. There's a theory on that, right? I don't know how
true that is. We won't go down that route a whole too far, but yeah, I don't know. And like we've
said in the space, there has to be negative in order for there to be positive. Like everything has an equal and opposite, whatever, you know, like the whole yin and yang thing, however you want to see it.
I just, I think that that's true to it in a sense, because without one, you don't know the other, you know, so.
you know, so. You know, what's interesting, though, I want to bring out something because
You know what's interesting, though?
I think that, okay, I kind of believe that we're just made up of light particles. I really do
believe that. And when you look at a photo, and you can go look at NASA and look at a photo of,
you know, looking out into the universe, it appears as if there's a lot of black,
and then there's all these little stars, these little lights. But if you actually put your fingers on the photo and you use your thumb and your index finger and you keep opening the photo and going closer and closer to the stars, you come to realize that there's very little dark.
It's framed lightly in the darkness, but we are actually made up of pure light.
We are crystalline based.
We're pure light, but they never want us to know that.
They want us to know that we're dense and that we're, you know, kind of like stuck in
quicksand and that there's not a lot we can do.
And that is so not true. Like people can
instantly heal themselves if they actually understand that they're just made up of light
codes and actually start to work with their light codes. And, you know, I see us as conduits of light
between the heaven and the earth. So the celestial realm, which includes all the angels, everything
is they're here on our behalf. They're
here for us. We just have to know it and believe it. And then Mother Earth is here for us too.
And she is just numerous crystalline beds feeding our crystalline structure, which is just a
conduit of light moving around. But see, if we all knew this, their game is over. Everything that we're worried about
ends immediately. But see, they've conditioned us not to ever believe this to be true.
Like, so we doubt it, and then we cancel it, and we doubt it, and we cancel it.
And we should wake up every morning and just like literally plug into the light codes and just be your light codes and don't doubt it.
And people can say whatever they want
and you just have a smile on your face
because you know the truth.
Like you just, you know, it's like it doesn't affect you
because you're like, well, I kind of know the truth.
Like, and so anyhow, I say that to say that it's that simple,
but we don't do it, you know, and we allow the narratives to
disrupt us and take us, you know, all these narratives. I mean, I threw a bad storyline
coming into this room. I mean, I don't know that it's true. It's just what this one woman said.
And when I tune in to us having an earthquake in California, I don't feel it imminent. I feel it
possibly down the road, but not now.
That's just my gut read. That's all I can go on is what I feel and what I think. But it's
interesting because my girlfriend lives in the East Bay. And like a week ago, she said there
were five earthquakes in the middle of the night, like one after the other.
I used to work at a
company called East Bay. Oh, well, the East Bay is just the East. I do think that is no, that's a
sign. Like, yeah, I think that's, you know, something to take note. Anyhow, I just like I,
I pray every day that we all recognize exactly who we are, like the truth, because, you know,
everything else pales in comparison. It's just
narrative and storyline. And, and I believe that some of these elites know this as well,
like they do. And, and it's why they skirt the injustice. And because they kind of know who they
actually are. And, and I know that doesn't make a lot of sense when I say that.
But, you know, in the universe, they have justice waiting for them.
They do.
Like whether it happens on this earth plane or not, you can't honor that kind of low density and not have it karmically come back in the realms of how energy works.
come back in the realms of how energy works. So they know it. That's why they're working so hard
So they know it.
because they know, you know, if they die, there's only hell waiting for them. You know, I mean,
so they don't want to die. They're absolutely petrified of it because they've already, you know,
created this future for themselves that isn't very good. That's such a good point. I never
thought it because I was thinking I was having that thought yesterday I was like oh my god okay why would anybody want
to live forever that sounds miserable but if you knew what was coming after and and what was coming
after wasn't good then yeah you'd want to live forever right does that make sense that's what
they said on that one guy said on his deathbed right I think it was Alistair Crowley I don't
think it was Alistair Crowley but some one of those messed up people they said on that one guy said on his deathbed, right? I think it was Alistair Crowley. I don't think it was Alistair Crowley, but some, one of those messed up people, they
said on their deathbed, Oh no, like I got it wrong.
I got it wrong.
You know, and they were going to hell.
You're correct.
It was Alistair Crowley.
Yeah.
Burn.
Burn.
I'm excited.
Yeah.
That's an interesting, it's an interesting perspective.
Um, I don't fear death at all.
I don't know why.
I just don't.
Maybe it's because I've had a few near-death experiences, and I'm just like.
Mella, I got to run, girl.
So do I.
No, so do I.
We got to end the space.
Guys, everybody say goodbye.
This has to end because I got to go smoke joint and go to bed.
Love you guys.
It was great. It's 12-12 right now on the East Coast. Thank you, Sarah, everybody. Everybody say goodbye. This has to end because I got to go smoke joint and go to bed. Love you guys. It was great. It's 12-12 right now on the East Coast.
Thank you, Sarah, everybody. Love you all. It's been awesome.
Oh, yo, Daryl came up. Hey, Daryl, what's up, Daryl? I want to say what's up to Daryl first.
I actually just wanted to say it was a great space. It was the first time I made one of these spaces.
I'm going to be back next time. Everything that you guys talk about is exactly all the kind of stuff i'm interested in
so i just wanted to say hi and thank you to everybody it's been great thank you yeah man
come back awesome man yeah come through um hey hey i want to uh play a song for milan okay yeah
you play a song and then i'm closing it up right after the song.
Thank you so much.
Mela, thank you.
Thanks, Bridget.
Thank you for co-hosting.
Krista and Sarah, Rose, everybody, James, everybody that's here.
Perez, I love you.
I see you down there.
Mr. Witch is here, too.
You guys, thank you so much.
Mela does this on Sundays.
We usually have a much calmer space.
So next time, bring your harmony when you come.
Please.
Bring your harmony, harmony, harmony.
This is the place for that.
It's a good respite.
Absolutely.
Absolutely.
Did you say respite?
Is that the word you used? It's a good break from all the chaos that's what i meant i like the word respite sanctuary sanctuary lord prepare me baby all right everybody mute up and
we're gonna listen to a song and then i'm gonna close it out. Hopefully. And Ang. I left Ang out. I just realized. Sorry, Ang.
Oh, yeah. And Ang.
Yeah. Thanks, everybody. Much love.
Take it away.
Okay. Thank you very much.
Three thing I have to say.
You don't have to worry about the war
because, you know, you already vote
Marco Rubio and he's taking care about the world so
everything gonna be okay don't worry about it so ermira this is for you baby
it's a it's a song maybe you know maybe not but i'm gonna try
You are so beautiful to me.
You are so beautiful to me.
Can't you see?
You are everything I hope for, you are everything I need.
You are so beautiful to me.
You are so beautiful to me.
You are so beautiful to me, can't you see?
You are everything I hope for, you are everything I need.
You are so beautiful.
To me. beautiful thank you so much that was beautiful appreciate you coming through and playing that for
us have a good night everybody take care be safe and just do what you love. Bye!
