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X superstars, Mela Bee single release, massive $ giveaway, ALIENS ‼️
Recorded: June 7, 2025 Duration: 4:32:46Space Recording
Short Summary
In a vibrant discussion, Melody shares insights on her upcoming music projects, emphasizing community support and strategic partnerships as key drivers for growth. The conversation highlights the evolving landscape of the music industry, where artists leverage fan engagement and innovative funding methods to thrive.
Full Transcription
Thank you. Oh, what a great day this is.
This is one of the greatest days in the history of our country,
of our planet, of our universe.
The great Melody creates one of the best albums
because those other songs are ridiculous.
And then she comes out with a single.
That's just so magical.
I don't think people realize.
And, you know, again, you put like music out, you put a book out and it's there forever.
And if you have, it's just, it's just beautiful.
And we got our family here, close family.
I appreciate Alex Finn for helping us out a little bit.
We're trying to get Mella B out to every community,
every which way, every which where.
She's great, and it's an honor to call her a friend
and to have her be there for us and with us.
And Mella B, how excited are you?
What's going on with this?
Tell me everything.
How do we, tell us everything.
Like, what's the process?
Are you like looking at the charts? Are you looking at the numbers?
Cause I'd be actually, when I put my book out, I was trying not to look, but I was fucking looking.
Uh, today I'm, I'm allowing myself some, some peace of mind because it's so easy to just like
get so caught up. I do that every time I've looked a couple times but I'm not like
staring at it like I used to whenever I would release something I'd just sit there and just
like anxiously stare at the numbers and watch them go but um yeah I just I think I'm just like
so dialed in because I have like I have just so much else coming like there's a lot happening in the background. So I'm so dialed in that,
um, yeah, this is just like the start of something really cool. It's a whole new era for Melody,
but I feel good. I'm excited. Yeah. I appreciate you bringing us on this journey and just allowing
us to see this because this is how I do my best learning. When I see somebody who has like that type of ability
and I kind of like see like, how are they doing that?
All right, their singing is obviously ridiculous.
But when you have the other intangibles,
like you're able to start your own business,
you're able to produce,
you're able to do all these different things yourself.
I find that to be a skill
that's worth millions and millions of dollars.
Yeah, it's not easy. I dollars. Yeah, it's not easy.
I can tell you that.
It's not easy.
There's a lot of moving parts when it comes to pursuing music.
Like when you think about it, I got to wear the hat of the creator, like the writer, and
then the producer, and the performer, and then the merch designer, and the promoter, and the performer and then the merch designer and the promoter and the booker I gotta
book all my own shows um I gotta keep everything organized like there's there's a whole list of
things um so that's what I was saying in Alex Finn's space it's like it's very daunting and
it can become very overwhelming very quickly and I think that's a reason why a lot of musicians kind of maybe don't reach their highest potential.
There's a lot of really great artists out there that might not reach their highest potential because of the overwhelm.
And I just refuse.
I refuse to let that be what stops me.
let that be what stops me. So if that means I have to lean on, you know, AI to help me manage my time,
or if I have to make sacrifices, there's a lot of sacrifices that I've had to make
to pursue music in general. So yeah, I just, I refuse to let the overwhelm and the obstacles stop me because I think it's possible.
So I appreciate you guys being on this journey with me, though.
You guys are like a huge part of why this is happening.
For years now, I've just like sat with a lot of these songs.
I've played them live.
I play them in spaces. And time and them live. I've played them in spaces.
And time and time again, I've always said to people,
yeah, they're coming soon.
Yeah, they're coming soon.
Don't worry, they're coming soon.
And I found myself just kind of extremely discouraged
because it didn't feel like it was possible to make it happen.
I had a lack of direction.
And I was overwhelmed, like I was talking about.
But then I met, I don't know, guys.
Like, it's weird.
I met you guys.
And I've been connected with you for a little while now.
And it's almost like the stars have just kind of aligned.
Like, you know?
I don't know.
I just, I feel at peace knowing that I have such incredible people to back me and to support me.
It feels like I can take on the big stuff because I have genuine, like, I'm not going to call you guys fans.
That's weird.
Like, you guys are friends.
Like, I have genuine people, lots of them that want to support me. And I, it took me a long time to wrap my head around that and to even accept that because
I, for a long time, didn't feel like deserving or worthy of that.
But yeah, it's crazy.
It's crazy, crazy, crazy to have this level of support.
The fact that you guys are even here right now to help me celebrate is like wild.
So thank you. I appreciate it.
Yeah, I really do appreciate everybody for being here. Darren, what's up? Thank you for coming. I
know it's very late where you are, but yeah, it's a pleasure to have you up. What's going on, Darren?
Yeah. Hi. Hi, everybody. Congrats, Melody. I wanted to stay up just to give you that.
I wanted to stay up just to give you that
I'm not sure why you're sending me laughing faces AJ
I'm coming for you
I'm not going to make it about me
but I just heard them say the Alex Finn face
I was looking out for it
I thought that it was the one that was at 12
and then I went on to AJ's profile
and then I noticed that he put it back for one
he did tell me when he called me about the
alex finn thing but i'm pretty sure all of you were probably in there you're probably all laughing
at me because i'm so out of the loop and yeah that's on aj for not even letting me know like
what what's happened did i miss the space did i miss the alex finn one oh yeah no i'm i'm the
worst a personal because i can't commit to anything.
And it's very hard for me to commit to other people like this.
So it's like, you know, it was kind of like up in the air.
I'm like getting out of a car. I have coffees in my hand.
I'm like running from like dancing school to gymnastics and shit.
So it's like my life is a mess.
And I'm trying to be like a normal human being on here.
Like I'm an actual host or something, but I'm just a mess.
And so it's like, I can't even commit to certain times or anything but everybody knows that about
me and they love it so yeah aj i didn't know i didn't know aj did gymnastics yeah no i'm just
trying to work out has has the alex finn happened and this is the after space yes this is the after
party space the alex finn space just
happened wow aj all right all right no but the alex finn is important i'm pretty sure i'm the
only one who missed it do you know what i mean i missed it too everybody everybody missed it
everybody was texting yeah i was literally jaren i was literally messaging him i'm like i don't
see it i was so scared i'm like i don't want to miss it. I couldn't find it. I was really late to it.
And you know what's weird is I, like, I had it.
I'm pretty sure I had it scheduled.
I always have a bunch of spaces just scheduled.
But I didn't get any notifications.
So I was so late.
I was looking for, okay, so maybe a lot of us missed it.
Okay, well, I'm glad that you was there as far as you.
If Alex didn't text me, I was missing it 100%.
I was like, oh, shit.
And I had to backtrack myself, don't worry.
But no, listen, you got to open yourself up to the other communities out there.
Now, Alex Finn, I appreciate more than most people on there
because I've been with him on his journey.
What he did, I've seen what he was able to do.
He was just like, you know what?
This creative stuff, this revenue shit on X, it's, it's, it's not consistent. You don't know
what's going to happen. You got to try to create off of this. So what he did was he did the
newsletter dance. He did the community dance. And then he was like, you know what, I'm going to shut
myself in my house and just create, just create, you know, use AI, learn
as much as I can learn.
You don't know how you don't even know how to, you don't have to learn how to program
now.
So you could just create an app out of nowhere.
He started creating these stupid apps, stupid apps, stupid apps.
And then all of a sudden they started getting a little better.
You get a little knowledge here, a little knowledge there.
Then before you know it, the kid is creating one of the top software, one of the top, I'm going to call it is it's software that could help you
formulate your posts so that if you use it on X, you're now actually formulate and decent posts
instead of the bullshit that most of us, including myself have. And you could take that and then post
it to LinkedIn, post it to Instagram
and all these other things. So it is, and he's ahead of this. And I, listen, I could see people's
futures almost. I could see the potential. I see the highest potential in people. And I get, I know
what he has. He has the ability to cut through all the bullshit. So you have this Elon and Trump
shit, all this distractions, people sitting on these
apps talking about politics.
This is not the time to do it.
This is the time to create.
Everybody has to create.
Yeah, you're leveraging it.
I knew there was going to be a lot of rooms going on with everything that's been going
I'm disappointed by that, but we're still here to
celebrate game miller it's a big distraction i think there was like 17 spaces all on the elon
musk and trump thing yesterday huge distraction um i don't know if you guys know this i knew that
was going to happen that's why i released a breakup song for them on the day that they broke up you
know wow that's how we got to market it that's genius the big beautiful break for them on the day that they broke up, you know?
Wow, that's how we gotta market it. That's genius. The big beautiful breakups.
Mella, you might have to capitalize on that.
I know, I need someone, maybe I'll make a music video and the music video will be
AI generated and it'll be Elon and Donald Trump's breakup
story.
Oh my God.
Tim, what would happen if they gave us
a quarter of a trillion dollars? I'd be doing stupid
shit all over, messing with everybody.
People would be like, what kind of world do I live in?
I would do the same thing. So when they're doing it,
people are getting mad at it,
but I'm like, you know what? If I had a quarter of a trillion dollars and 75 kids, you already
have 75 kids. You know what I mean? It's like, what's next? You have all the power. You have
all the money. Now you just fuck with people. Unfortunately, I hate to say that.
Let's go. We got Olive in the house. How you doing, Olive? We got Mr. Carter. We got River. We got Nah. Bridget in the
house. We got Darren in the house. Tim.
Meadow. We got JP.
We got a lot of people. Prez down there. I see you.
I see everyone. Megan. Samurai.
What up, Samurai? Samurai, man.
I miss you, brother.
And we had Enoch. I see that little red
dot slipping in and out. Enoch, you
cannot slip away from us. He's busy.
He's busy. He already messaged me. He's going to drop in and out, Enoch. You cannot slip away from us. He's busy. He's busy.
He already messaged me.
He's going to drop in and out.
And we got three other listeners.
Elon?
We got not AJ's down there.
Wow, they're in here.
You see that?
Yeah, we got an alien down there.
There's an alien here.
I wanted to, a special shout out to Megan.
Megan down there is one of my super fans on Patreon.
And she got to hear dance and cry before anybody else.
Along with one of my other super fans.
That's weird to say.
Super fan.
Weird.
Okay.
Anyways, but yeah, Megan was like,
she had the best reaction to,
I was having a rough day because I was all stressed and anxious
about the release I was just like oh I just kept crying and then I brought myself to get on that
video chat with Megan and Jonathan and I let them listen to the song before anybody else
and their reaction just like it really like lifted me up and made me feel confident again so
I just wanted to say that and give her a special shout out because I can see her down there
well can I just give you a quick shout out Meliby I've watched you since the what the beginning of
this year I suppose and how much you have grown and you've accomplished all
this in spite of the astrological difficulties that are pounding us all and i'm very proud of you
thank you i'm gonna start crying again thank you so much that means a lot to me i've been making
moves this is my year that's what i've said making moves. This is my year. That's what
I've said since day one. This is my year. My new year's resolution was to record the album. And I
guess I've already met that. Like I've already reached that goal. So now I just got to get the
album out completely. And there's a little strategy with this, like releasing just the album up front would have been very daunting because I had not released anything in a long time.
So a lot of my followers have just not been, you know, as active on my music as they were.
So I was like, OK, I'm going to put out a single, kind of get some traction back here.
And it also bought me some time to get some mixing and mastering done.
So I hope you guys like it though.
It's a really special song to me because it's one of my favorites that I've ever written.
So yeah, I'm hoping that it's, uh, meeting your expectations.
So, so Mela, how do we get people to listen to it now?
Can we do the same thing like we did in Alex's
space um sometimes we'll do giveaways we'll do giveaways all night long we'll do $100 giveaways
up until the we end the space we'll just keep doing them every 20 minutes maybe this is a this
is a good opportunity for some experimentation to find out what the best way to go about this is then.
Oh my goodness. Okay, well, okay, so first of all, what I did was I made the song purchasable on Patreon. You don't have to be a Patreon member. You don't have to like
subscribe to my Patreon. It's just purchasable on Patreon for $3.33. Yes. 333, my number. Um, so I did that.
Maybe we could do something with that. I don't know. Yeah, that's actually perfect. That's
genius. We should have did that in Alex's face, but that's genius.
And then listen, we'll get a little controversial. We'll talk about some of the Elon and Trump stuff and how I see things a little bit, you know, because it's, it's very important that you know
that these are all distractions and that Trump and Elon, in my opinion, and from my observation,
they're, they're on the lower level of the control mechanisms.
Their job is to really distract and deflect so that the game can operate behind the scenes.
And they do a great job at it. You got to admit, if you were running the world,
what you would have to do is grab people to say, listen, just get them off our backs,
do whatever you have to do. Arrest this person over here. Kill that person over there. Fucking make a hurricane over here. Do this,
do that. And that's what these guys are doing. But while we have Darren here, Darren, so how
did that space go? That was a good space, man. Would Red Panda and them? I love those guys.
Those guys are great. How did that space finish off? It was the first time he came up on the stage actually and you know to
have mellow the rich universe doesn't usually stay on my spaces that long he's quite um i don't want
to say elitist elitist isn't a word but rich is like it has to have a certain level of consciousness
for rich to want to partake that's just the best way that i can put it and then matt as well yeah just some
really decent really decent people uh it went for about an hour after you left and you left
quite abruptly as you usually do um did you have to go straight to the alex finn space is that what
happened aj you know what i almost forgot about the alex spin face it is uh spin uh finn space
and it was like 6 30 or something like that and i was like holy shit you know what i I almost forgot about the Alex spin face. It is a spin space. And it was like 630 or something like that.
And I was like,
Holy shit.
I've got to go.
I was like,
fuck.
I didn't realize what time it was.
Yeah.
So I just caught that.
Okay.
But yeah.
Yeah.
You thought I was mad at you.
Didn't you darling?
I would never get mad at you.
The way you,
it is ADHD.
I do ADHD or something.
Yeah.
You're not really a great planner and communicator it's just
like just boof boof boof that's aj i love how darren just fucking calls you out like no he had
no restraints he's just like yo aj you left my space you must have adhd i love that shit i love
that shit darren You're the best.
Everyone says to me,
I say the things that people are thinking and I think that's my neurodivergency.
I don't mean to be rude.
I'm sorry.
It's just, it's what comes out of my mouth.
I apologize.
I didn't mean to be rude.
No, it's hilarious.
I'm saying like,
you should go on Kill Tony or something.
I swear you're hilarious, man.
You should go on Kill Tony
and just bitch the whole time up there.
Just say you're like...
I was like...
My next place wouldn't be like that.
I know, but listen, it's actually entertaining.
I'm almost about the entertainment value
here. As long as it doesn't get too dangerous on here
where people are like, I'm going to kill you!
Like, relax. We could
actually make fun of each other and have a good time
doing it. Nobody listens to us
in real life, so we got to come on here and just make
fun of each other and stuff. It's actually genius.
Yeah, I talk shit about AJ
all the time.
I love TK.
He fucking talks shit about me all the time. I love every
second of it. Oh, we got Nathan in the
house too, man. Oh, you came to
R-Space, Nathan. I miss you. to our space, Nathan. I miss you.
I miss you, Nathan.
Nathan's awesome.
You left us.
Yes, he is.
He's amazing.
You left me with these wackos all by myself, Nathan.
They're crazy.
Jesus Christ.
With all these pretty girls.
It's all because of you.
You're the babe magnet, isn't it?
No, no, no, no no no no people call me
trafficker and shit for that terrible terrible no i'm just here so i don't get fined
yeah we're just actually fans of melo b We actually follow her around. That's funny.
That's like we're all following her around.
That's not what it is.
You're in the presence of greatness.
You know, like I'll give it like Reptile Hybrid.
For example, Reptile.
Nobody could do what that guy could do.
That guy is great.
He's better than Alex Jones.
He's the best talk show
host probably on the planet. So I, I mean, that guy is, is just great. So when you're around
some, you know, you're just around great people here. It's just amazing. I love it. I love hearing
it. I love seeing it. I love reptile. I literally call you uncle reptile. He's just like got such
an amazing energy, but I'm scared of him. Like I've never been on this stage.
Like I'll talk to him on a post and he responds
and he's so nice to me.
And he's always like, why don't you come up?
I'm scared of you.
I've seen how you've handled people.
And I don't, I think I'm too sensitive.
I'm not ready for reptile.
Mute your mic, mute your mic.
Goodbye, goodbye.
Fucking throws people off.
It's fucking great.
Really?
I can't do it.
Really?
Really?
No, it's great.
It's second to none.
I mean, if I'm the Illuminati,
I'm paying that guy off pretty early too.
I'm going around finding the great people
and being like, come on my side.
Join the dark forces against these peasants.
These peasants believe that politics are real,
but they're not.
It's all fucking fake.
So do you think that the Elon and Trump thing
that was planned?
Yeah, completely fake, completely.
You know, listen,
I'm just going to throw this out there.
Now look, do I even want to say,
am I even allowed to say this?
Am I allowed to say this?
I guess I'll say it.
Am I allowed to say it?
You need to phone call real fast.
Say it. Say it.
Say it.
It goes like this.
It's been like this since the beginning of time.
The only difference is that now
everyone has cell phones, so they're doing this
crazy shit. They never really had to do
it to this level where they had to
sigh out people, but what they would do is
you know,
I don't know, you have a break, a celebrity breakup, a big celebrity breakup. You're like,
oh my God, a celebrity breakup. And then all of a sudden you bomb Gaza, you know? And if you're
going to do operations that you don't want making it to public, you're going to do a Trump,
uh, Elon saga, some bullshit. Trump's been doing this since, since the beginning. And listen,
I like Trump. I'm not going to lie. I like him for reasons that you guys might not like,
or not most people won't like people like him for the wrong reasons. I like him for the right
reasons for me. Trump protects the game board. He knows that there's a life. There's a, there's a
lifestyle out there that needs to be protected.
If you ever been on these like $90 million yachts, and I find them to be ostentatious,
I find it to be terrible.
I don't like that.
But if you ever go on one of them, which I've been on, you're like, holy shit, people live like this?
Like, damn.
Like, thank God I don't live like this.
Because if you get accustomed to that level of living, you'll turn into one of the most
evil people because you don't want to lose that living. And I feel like a lot of these people are power addicts and they kind of just
care about power because power is a drug. I don't look at them as people in power. I look at them
as drug addicts who have this power and they don't want to lose it. So you use the Elon and Trump
saga to protect the game board
because while they're looking at you, you're bombing Gaza.
While they're looking at you, you're pushing bills that are enslaving humanity.
And you just want your power.
So you're going to fall in line.
These guys got to answer the people higher up and higher up and higher up.
And we don't even know where it goes.
It could go as high as the extraterrestrials.
All throughout history, there's been an off-world presence that our leaders have conferred with.
And this off-world presence gives them the ideas and inspirations.
It's channeling.
It wrote the Bibles.
It gave people the inspirations.
Moses and the Ten Commandments.
You know, all this shit is channeled through off-world presence.
But I'm going all over the place here.
I just want to, I'm so happy.
Megan, thank you for supporting Meli B.
Bookhead Meli B.
It's very interesting to think about it that way
because it's almost like we're all playing chess,
but on different boards.
Their pieces are a whole lot bigger than ours.
We're all playing the same game, but differently.
And I think that their version of reality, like when I say they,
I mean like the people that are just like at the top, like the elites.
Their version of reality is something that like we're all just trying to,
we're playing this guessing game with like we're
all trying to understand and like you know reading the the news or watching the news and and you know
what happens here on x and stuff like that we're all trying to like dissect the game that they're
playing but we don't even understand the foundation of it that's's what it seems like. It seems like there's just way too
much going on behind the curtain. It's like a big show. We're watching theater right now.
It's kind of weird. AJ, I'd just like to say that big, beautiful soliloquy you said about me was
really phenomenal. I'm going to make you the Department of Alien leader, okay?
It's going to be really incredible.
You're going to have all the communications with the Space Force.
Many people don't know I created it, and we're going to do it,
and it's going to be phenomenal, that I can tell you.
Let's see.
I died in the last space for you, Tim.
He did awesome.
Yeah, he did awesome.
That's Tim.
Nah helps me with my videos.
He's very creative.
You know, we got to get back on it. Again, I got to talk to you Nah. Don't fucking be a stranger. And we got a lot of people
from my man Wally down there. I see you. My man Prez, I see you. Very happy everyone be there.
Mela B just released a single today and we're just honored to...
Oh, my phone's ringing and stuff. But anyway, we're honored to have her as a guest.
Mella, do you want to explain?
I got a phone call, but do you want to explain how we could buy your single and help you
out that way?
Sure.
Yeah.
First of all, thank you for hosting the space.
This is really cool.
So I made it purchasable on Patreon.
You don't have to be a Patreon subscriber to purchase it.
It's $3.33,
probably plus tax. I didn't look into that. I didn't get that far. But yeah, so if you go to
my bio and you click the link in my bio, the very first button you see on my link tree is
that button. It'll take you to the purchasing page. Um, what else? I mean, you can buy it on
iTunes. You can stream it on Spotify. You can, uh, stream it on YouTube, on Apple music, like
literally anywhere you make or listen to music. Um, if you would like to support me, uh, it's
really great if you like add my song to a playlist. So if you have like a gym playlist or, uh, I'm
eating ice cream and crying alone at night playlist. Um playlist I don't know if I want to be on your dirty
playlist I don't know if I want to be present for that but if you have a
playlist that you think my song would fit nicely on it's really cool for you to
add me to that playlist because the algorithm likes that seemingly so just
another little tidbit on how you can support.
I'm working on getting some merch together.
I mean, the merch designs are finished
and the website is finished.
I did it all myself.
I'm so freaking proud of it, so proud of it.
It took me a long time.
But the reason the merch is not up for sale just yet
is because I refuse to sell
something that I've never held in my hands before and that I have never seen before especially like
merch like that like t-shirts and stuff I want to make sure that it's good I want to make sure that
the design comes out perfectly and that it's good quality and stuff so I'm just waiting on these
samples I'm so sad that they didn't come in time, but it is what it is
And the merch will be available soon. It says it's gonna come by the 7th
So probably tomorrow I'll get them and then I'll make the merch page live and if you want to rep a Meli B t-shirt
You can do that or a hat or
I made candles to
White sage lavender candles dancing cry candles
There's also a poster and we'll do every half hour. We'll do like a giveaway if you want
We'll do $100 giveaways. We'll start with so whoever you just figure it out
And they'll be whoever listens to your song does the same shit we did on fin space
Okay, how about this? How about this? First of all, this is crazy. Thank you
Okay, how about this? How about this? First of all, this is crazy. Thank you. Um, um, okay, so you have to purchase the song on Patreon for $3.33, and you have to download the song or like go on YouTube or whatever,
take a screenshot of you listening to the song and post it on Twitter or on X.
Sorry, I used the forbidden T word.
Yeah, post it and tag me
so that way it doesn't get lost in the sauce and I can see it.
But yeah, just post it and be like, Hey, I'm listening to this song right now.
And that's it.
I think that that works out well.
Covers two boxes.
All right.
Everybody got that.
Everybody got that.
So I'm not worried about money, but I will buy it after the show.
Oh, thank you i appreciate
that and i want to say what's up to nathan nathan i miss you man come on man we need you back what
happened nathan what's going on oh i i miss you guys too you know there's just uh you know there's
a lot of chaos going on and and i don't you know, some people have their opinions of other
people and
regardless of either side, I love everyone
it's all human beings, you all are my
family, but I just don't want to get
pulled into
people
having their opinions
I saw you over here
I saw you over there, I don't
have time for that, I got my own here. I saw you over there. I don't have time for that. You know, I got my own, uh, life. I'm trying to, to heal from, uh, uh, my own stuff and, and it's just
energy. I can't entertain. Oh my God. He hit the nail on the head. It's you have your own life in
3d where you're getting beat up, you're getting knocked out, fucking bills all over the place.
You open up the fucking mailboxes, 75 bills fly out. You're like, Jesus Christ, what's going on?
And then you come on this app and then you're getting smacked around. And you know, Darren's put in a very bad spot because Darren is a unifier of X into different groups. Darren,
how do you feel about all this having to be in the middle of different groups i'm sorry i'm being a bit of a spicy slut you space slut i knew you were space slut i answered
that question i was like five four what did you say fucking space slut and where you space slut
i'm like i'm like shit nick hold on. They're talking to me. I'll come back.
You space whore.
Yeah, I was going to say my aunt's got her freaking space open right now.
What the heck?
Yeah, it's Tim's aunt. That's right. I'm with them, Tim.
Yeah, it's all right.
But listen, there's a lot of drama.
And you know, you've pulled in different groups.
No, what are you saying, AJ? Something about don't beat ADHD.
Come on, focus. You ask me a question.
Oh, I'm the ADHD one.
Meanwhile, you're a space whoring around town.
You get yourself a space
transmitted disease out there.
Stop it.
All right, so
now Darren, you're put in these positions.
You're in the middle
of these sagas.
The MV, the Rachel saga. There's you right in the middle. You donas the mv the rachel saga there's you right in
the middle you don't know what to do you don't know whether this shit will go blind what do you
do in that situation i mean you know you're bringing it all i know i i haven't been in the
middle of anything like i've had to kind of just sit back and you know i'm connected to different people
yes but a lot of things have been happening behind the scenes i guess because of our connections
right what do i do i try to not take it personal uh utilize the people that i'm connected to to be
able to try and process but sometimes that can backfire because people think
that you know you're spreading gossip or whatever you know it's really hard to know how to manage
these things because sometimes you try to like you know I felt like there were false information
being passed around me and people are coming to me oh my god this has happened this happened I
can't believe you've done this and I'm like well I didn't do this and I'm trying to defend myself
and then when I look back in hindsight I realized that that was the wrong thing to do because people think that you're trying to turn
people against each other and all of that kind of stuff. It's every situation's different. And I
think because we're all connected, you know, AJ, there was a bigger set of confusion that was
happening, wasn't there? And then that all became public. And I think there's a difference between
the stuff that goes on behind the scenes with us and then the stuff that becomes public
i'm always trying to not let it go public because when that happens then all of these randoms
who have nothing to do with it now get to have an opinion and i think that's what we need to avoid
it's so true guys drama is like it's so uh like i don't know it's attractive people love
that shit they see a space open up and it's like people bitching at each other and screaming at
each other and yelling and everybody's angry and they go in there and they just sit there and i
don't know it's the adrenaline i don't know it know. It's crazy. It's crazy. But I love what Darren just said. Try and keep as much as you can private because
it's nobody's business, but yours, right?
Yeah. Try and keep it to a small circle. I feel like the moment it gets put out on a space,
it just opens it up to so many more people. And then you're just going to regret it. And you've
got to keep dealing with all of these. I don know because i've never actually done it like aj thinks that
i bitch i never use names i will say things you know what i'm talking about because you're one of
the closest people to me do you know what i mean but those who don't know they're just like oh he
sounds a bit angry he sounds a bit upset but i don't know who i'm a professional i've not once
ever named anyone's name so when people are oh he's talking
about me and spaces you're a liar i'll talk about the situation i'll talk about the shitty behavior
i've never actually named it i think the moment you name someone's name that's that you know it
opens it up to you know chaos hey but darren darren don't don't you think that maybe even
giving it the energy to speak about it indirectly,
that's still feeding the energy and inviting it to stay alive versus trying to not pay attention to it and focus on better things?
100%. And that is probably, you know, I I'll admit a weakness of mine like you know there's probably
a part of Darren I'm a fiery character there's a part of me that probably likes the drama do you
know what I mean and I just kind of titter on the edge of it I do I titter on the edge I'm not gonna
lie Nathan I'm not gonna lie but you know I think it's also, you know, me processing things because I'm neurodivergent and because I'm hosting spaces, I feel weird energy sometimes.
So it's my way of trying to release that weird energy in a roundabout way.
But I hear from so many people, AJ is the number one person who would say, just don't focus on that.
Focus on your creativity, focus on your spaces.
AJ, I call him my my mr motivator
because he's that one person that is always like but it's hard when you're a sensitive and you feel
like people are doing you wrong or see you differently or in a wrong kind of way to not
try and you know save face i guess but you're right it's giving the wrong energy i feel like oh i was just gonna say i feel like it's
really easy to get like almost like addicted i don't want to use that word loosely but like
so easy to get like um yeah addicted to stress and addicted to drama and addicted to chaos because
it does something for us like it heightens your heart rate. Like it makes you feel
something, right? Like it makes you feel something. So I think it's really easy to get involved
because it, um, just kind of, it's like a little fix, right? Like you get that little, like, Ooh,
that's good. Like it's a little fix. Um, but the thing that I like to try and remind myself is that every single day you are allotted a certain amount of energy and that energy is finite.
And how you choose to spend that energy, the key word there is choice.
Like you are choosing every single moment of your day.
You are choosing how you're spending that finite energy that you were
given that day. Hopefully you were given that day. Maybe tomorrow you wake up and you don't have that
much energy. But yeah, I think it's important to remind yourself of that, like Nathan was saying,
because some of us are out here like, you know, fighting our own battles, fighting our own battles fighting our own demons trying to work through stuff that is so
personal to us and um other people's issues can become a very significant distraction from leveling
up in your own life so if it's not your bed you don't gotta make it that's what she's no that doesn't work
if it's not your bed you don't gotta make it yeah if it's her bed hey i'm out the door
nate what do you got
yeah yeah darren i think you know each of us that may have experienced some trauma in our life, that's what we're accustomed to.
So we almost inadvertently seek that same energy.
And I think that's the biggest key is to try to break free of going back into that cycle.
So, you know, instead of focusing on the drama and feeling like maybe you're attacked or something,
on the drama and feeling like maybe you're attacked or something,
then try to really shift that into just knowing that you're loved
and seeking out positivity and recognition that you are loved.
And then because our minds are magnets.
So if we're focusing on a negative, we're going to invite in more negative
versus focusing on the positive.
100%. And that's why i love you i i know that you just have that mindset and you know me and you speak in it like
i know there's a lot of things that you deal with outside of here i do as well like with my full-time
job the clients that i have i don't really need to come on this app and deal with
any craziness but I feel like because I'm a Leo I'm a proud person when things
get brought to me I want to battle you know I'm that kind of character but and
I'm learning that it's social media there's only so much battling you can do
and as I kind of sit back and watch when certain battles do happen I'm like
fucking hell I'm glad that I'm not involved in all of that.
Do you know what I mean? So I've learned a lot.
Like I nearly probably could have gone down that route and I do it maybe indirectly.
Sometimes I'm not going to say I'm going to stop because it's me. It's a part of my character.
Like I will definitely try and focus more on the creativity.
AJ knows I'm definitely working more on the creative side of
things because it's where you put your energy it's where you put your focus and you know it's
definitely not drawing me in as much as it was say like a couple months ago nate so i do hear what
you're saying thank you darren for that keep it coming keep it coming what do you got i'm gonna
go to river and then i want to hear from Olive You're not going to sit there and be quiet Olive
We need to hear from you
You want to go first Olive
Knock knock
She's not listening to us
She's listening to Reptile
I knew it
She's like listening to us. She's listening to Reptile. I knew it. I knew it.
She's like...
Oh, I'm sorry.
I've been doing stuff on the side here.
I did just say my name.
Olive, so what do you think about the state of X?
You see a lot of drama.
You see it in Reptile's space.
You see it in a lot of the spaces.
What do you have to say about the state of X?
Well, the state of X, you know, I mean, I'm one to stay away from the drama.
I work in healthcare, so I need to do it for my own mental health.
You know, and then you have, like, the comical kind of side of it, you know, like with this
whole Elon and Trump thing, you know, and add a little reptile in
there, and it's a perfect mixture of entertainment, all right, but I do, you know, I'm concerned also
about the distraction, because it's like, this is a pretty, you know, for him to say that, you know,
insinuate that Trump is on the Epstein list, and we all know that he is. Well, at least I feel he is. And at least I feel that
we all work together.
That's a pretty big thing.
So what I'm concerned about
is the distraction
that they're keeping us from.
Wow.
You said that was Olive.
So Olive said that.
She's like, you know,
with all this drama going on,
what are they distracting us from?
Now, I'm going to give you guys the astrological idea.
And River, this goes into what that Pam Gregory was saying.
You know, this month happens to be a very, very important month.
River, why don't you explain it?
Okay.
This month is incredible.
This is like the shift month. And we get one month here of entering 5D, basically.
And the full moon on the 11th coming up is kind of also a big deal. And I don't have my notes
together on all of the details that Pam Gregory was sharing.
But this is a big, big time.
And I don't know about you guys, but I've felt a shift in my own fortunes.
I've been through months of up and down and up and down and drama and difficulty and rejoicing and really being in the zone and flipping back and forth.
And now it's starting to stabilize and I'm kind of staying in the zone.
And that's the basic outline of the prediction is that we get a month to practice because we're about to get 12 years of it.
It's exciting.
I wish I did have the details prepared.
I wish I did have the details prepared.
I would like to kind of jump backwards real quick and mention one thing that Davy Jones, I call him Davy Jones, David Ferguson.
He's a member of our clan here.
And we've been talking on the telephone and we were talking about the state of X.
the telephone and we were talking about the state of X.
And he said,
one thing that he always keeps in mind is that everybody who's here right
now is a hero for being here right now.
We've chosen to be here right now.
We've been through all kinds of stuff to be here right now.
So whoever you are,
whatever you have to say,
you're a fucking hero.
River, you hit the nail on the head, but you hear what he was saying at first, at first,
this month galactically happens to be one of the more powerful months in like this,
like it'll last like a hundred years.
So I could see all these dramas starting because for people who could focus on creating shit,
you could create magic.
And it just so happened that Mella happened to pick this month.
And not only that, I have an audio book with some of the best,
I'm going to say some of the best material of all time.
I was able to pick out the best Bashar material, going over it with them,
finding the best material, and then bringing that
material to my audio book. And I find it to be like magical. And then all of a sudden this month
happens to be the month where all this shit comes out. I find it to be great. Everybody's got to be
creating shit and not to make money. I don't give a shit what anything I make makes. Every single
dollar I make, I give it all away. I don't give a fuck. But if other people could create,
bring things to life,
you,
you'll make your life a little more purposeful.
You start to see the beauty in everything.
And then when everyone's fighting,
I'm Melody doesn't care.
I said it before.
And same thing with Alex Finn,
Alex Finn and Melody.
I've been with Alex,
you know,
on the,
you know,
not the beginning of his journey,
but like as he was building and I got to see,
he doesn't care if a kangaroo is present. Meli B doesn't care if a frigging alien is president.
Whatever happens, Meli B is going to create. She's going to create her music. In the midst of war,
she'll be creating her music. And you know what? That's what you have to do. And if you fuel the
flames of fire with all this nonsense and drag yourself into the drama. You're fueling that while you can be creating something that we could all
benefit from like her music.
But,
yeah,
let's keep it going.
Everybody just,
go to Patreon.
Melody,
you want to keep plugging that?
And I want to do everybody like repost.
Yeah.
Post the space.
maybe I'll post it in the comments too.
Yeah.
If anybody wants to be entered into the giveaway,
um, five minutes, we'll do a hundred dollar giveaway. Oh, in five minutes. Oh, that's tight.
Okay. Um, so quickly run over to my book, my profile, click the link in my bio and the very
first button, it'll say purchase dancing cry on Patreon. And if you do that... And you give me the names and I'll do a spin, Melody, or I'll do a...
Okay.
Yeah, I could do the spin too, like, and I'll screenshot it.
I don't mind doing that.
Whatever works.
But yeah, doing that will enter you into the giveaway,
along with if you go to your chosen streaming platform of choice,
Spotify, Apple Music, YouTube, whatever,
and find my song, screenshot yourself listening to it and uh bonus points if you want to save it and put it on a
playlist that would be lovely uh last night oh awesome thank you so much um we should do yo one
of the competitions we should do we should should see if, uh, who makes
the funniest playlist name.
Cause like you just make a playlist on Spotify or Apple music or whatever, and I can see
them on my end.
So like one time.
Oh, that's so embarrassing.
It's hilarious.
It's hilarious.
I want to skip Miller's hair.
Something like that.
When I released, um, Shine, someone put my song on a playlist called Jam Out With Your Clam Out.
Nice.
I would be honored to be on that list.
Oh my god, that had me rolling, Mill.
And then, I mean, someone could make one that's rock out with your i mean
what i'm not gonna say it you are i just say i i rock out with your grok out that would be a good
one i listened to this song and um i think it's very important what you're doing first of all i
really love the the lyric melody verse melodies and everything um but we
we don't have any good singer songwriters left in the in the so-called mainstream media i mean
there are some but you don't hear that very much and i'm getting a little bit of a it's reminded
me this song reminded me of like the first time i heard Ingrid Michaelson, that indie kind of vibe to it.
And I really enjoyed it.
I can't wait to hear the rest of your album.
Oh, thank you.
This song was great.
Thank you so much.
That means a lot to me.
Yeah, I am a singer-songwriter through and through.
So hit the nail on the head there.
And I love her.
So that's a huge compliment yeah I think that
there's there's so many singer-songwriters out there like I know them in real life I go to open
mics I have a lot of singer-songwriter friends that are just incredibly talented people and this
the climate of the music industry is so discouraging because everything is a very digitized like it's all very
like um you know everybody's using the same plugins everything kind of sounds similar
because everybody's using the same stuff to make their music and they're not like going into the
studio and recording analog anymore so a lot of the stuff is sounding that way and that's fine
like that's it's it can be good music like that i listen to some of the stuff is sounding that way. And that's fine. Like that's it's it can
be good music like that. I listen to some of that stuff too, for sure. But I do think you're right.
Like I think that in the limelight, like in the top caliber like of musicians, you don't really
see those people rise to the top as much um and I think that there's a reason for
that I think that they can't be bought I think that they can't they're they they're less likely
to um like if someone tried to dictate how I like wrote my music and how I looked and what I wore
on stage and like all that stuff that those A-list celebrities have to go through.
I don't know if I would do that.
I just don't think I would want to do that.
And I think that the singer-songwriter type is not about that life.
So that's why we got to do things ourselves.
That's why we got to, you know, build up our own communities like I'm doing,
like many of those people are doing here
and on other platforms and just kind of do it the good old fashioned way, you know,
but I really appreciate that. Thank you. Yeah, of course. And there's no better time than now
because of the freedom we have and all the tools available, you know, and these social media outlets and spaces and other platforms.
Exactly.
It's just a great time to be an independent artist.
So, yeah, keep going.
Yeah, my dad, man, my dad always says like, man, if I had the opportunities like you have,
because he's a musician.
I'm trying to convince him to record his album.
He has so many songs written.
He sings, he plays piano, and he is incredibly talented. Incredibly. Like, him and my mom went to a resort one time and he hopped on the piano after the actual pianist finished playing. And he drew a crowd and people were trying to tip him because he's so freaking talented and he's so good at what he does but um in his 20s he you know stopped chasing music as um a career and just
kind of you know treated it as a hobby um and it was it's sad because he is very talented but he
said that there just wasn't the same opportunity that I have now.
I can do this. I can be on Spaces. I can market myself organically in a way that was not possible when my dad was in his 20s.
So he is very much living vicariously through me, and you can bet that I'm going to convince him to record his album with me.
I want to be a part of it. If he'll let me, I'm sure he will.
But yeah, that's like my goal is to,
I just wanna grow my own community,
support myself in music in a way that doesn't require me
to, you know, freaking sell my soul to some label
and, you know, get my dad to record his album and then we can go on tour together.
That'd be so cool.
That seems doable. Just figure it out. Figure out the costs and then it'll all fall into place.
Great to have Milla B. Let's get, let's keep everybody keep her shit on replay. I'm so bad
with technology that I got to do all this.
But I did buy it on iTunes.
Where do you listen to music?
Where do you listen to music, AJ?
iTunes.
Okay, then you're good.
You're good.
You did it.
Man, I listened to it on Spotify, and I created a playlist where I literally just had it on
loop all night last night, just playing.
Damn.
So I didn't know how that works tim tim actually reached out
to me was like listen can you ask mella if uh you know if you play it on repeat does it help her and
i was like oh that's a great question i should ask of course i didn't ask her but he asked her
and he found out the answer and the answer is yes so i was going to give a suggestion
no because you mentioned candles like maybe, maybe the most energy-clearing song you have,
have your candles in a room with that song on repeat before you ship them out.
Oh, that would be so cool.
Yeah, I should do that.
I love that idea.
Thanks, Nathan.
I miss Nathan so much.
I want you just for us, Nathan.
Nobody else. You can't have for us, Nathan. Nobody else.
You can't have him.
You can't have him.
You need to share with him.
It's just like I've got to share you.
What?
We have to share with each other.
I want it all to myself.
Are you limited, Enoch, or no?
What up?
What up?
How's it going, yo?
Yay, Enoch!
Big celebration.
We got Melody single. We got the most beautiful girls here we got nathan back i miss it we got my man river tk xavier in the house everybody else
my man samurai long time no see what about me miss that motherfucker oh my god are you i saved
the best for last darling you know You know that. And we got Darren here, unfortunately.
Happy 3-6 day here.
I'm digging the dates here for you, Mellow B.
Awesome day for a release.
I had a repost as well and gave it a listen already on iTunes.
So very exciting.
Thank you so much.
Glad you approved the day.
Can you tell us how to purchase it again?
Because I don't really use iTunes and that.
I'm a bit rubbish with technology,
but I do want to see if I can try,
even though it's like 2 a.m. in the morning.
Yeah, it doesn't need to be on iTunes, first of all.
I made it purchasable on Patreon.
So if you want to go to my profile, click the link in my bio.
And the very first button, you're going to see, I think it says,
Purchase Dancing Cry on Patreon.
And from there, it should be pretty straightforward.
You just, you can sign in with your email address.
And yeah, it's $3 and 33 cents.
All of the funds that are accumulated through this drop are going right back into the album,
right back into touring and continuing to make music and all that fun stuff. So
I appreciate every single penny guys. Thank you so much.
Thank you so much.
Let's go.
Let's go.
Enoch, what else you got for us, man?
Give us some more dates.
Throw out some numerology.
Throw out some knowledge.
What do you think about the Elon Trump thing going on and all this shit?
I could care less.
I am not participating in it whatsoever, and I'm really enjoying not participating in it.
So I'll just leave it at that.
I don't even want to be asked about it. So I'll just leave it at that. I don't even want to be asked about it.
I already had numbers on it and stuff like that, but it's just, it's just, don't even go there.
It's not, it's not a good use of your time. You know, I, I say that for everybody as well,
but no numbers. I mean, numbers three, six, you got the creative energy, the childlike energy,
creative energy, the childlike energy, the networking, the community.
So here it is right now, right?
You got that creative energy alongside of the community energy.
So perfect numbers for a perfect release day.
Awesome.
Do you guys want, I feel like I should play the song.
Do you want me to play the song?
Let's go. Let's do it. Yes. Yes. Do it the song. Do you want me to play the song? Let's go.
Let's do it.
Yes, yes.
Do it, man.
Do it.
And after we play, then we'll do the raffle.
We'll see who wins.
Okay, so the real question is, though, do you want me to play it for you live, like acoustically,
or do you want me to play the song?
Live and direct.
Live and direct.
Live and direct.
Live and direct.
Okay.
One second.
One second.
Let's just hope AJ doesn't try to capture us during this song.
It can be quite captivating.
AJ, none of that.
None of that.
But yeah.
Not AJ.
I'm peeping you.
I'm peeping you.
Yeah, not AJ is the one we got to worry about.
Awesome.
And then, yeah, so after this song, I guess we'll run this giveaway.
Make sure you enter by number one, rule number one,
because everyone always gets confused.
I got to do the numbers thing.
Rule number one, go to the link in my bio, click it,
purchase the song on Patreon.
I will see it, so you don't have to prove it to me.
I can just see it.
Actually, wait. on Patreon. I will see it so you don't have to prove it to me. I can just see it. Actually wait, if it's your email address I won't be able to know who it is
because of your username so you're gonna have to send me proof that you bought it.
Just send me a screenshot and then just post about the song. Whatever it is. If
you want to go to YouTube, screenshot it, post about something. You could even post that you don't like it.
That's okay.
If you don't like it, that's fine.
I'm okay with that.
Because I like it.
So, that's all that matters.
Oh, man.
I'm pretty baked up right now, I'm not going to lie.
But after I sing this, I also want to hear from Z.
I need to hear Z's voice.
I guess I had this coming.
The rain was bound to fall
I'm not ready How could you be steady?
I made the bed but ain't that funny?
I don't wanna know, I just gotta know
Does she make you laugh? Does she make you cry?
Does she scratch your back? Does she make you satisfied?
Are you satisfied?
Does she know your past?
Does she know your dreams?
Would she give it all just to make you happy?
Are you happy? I know that I'm not perfect
For you I really tried
How to let you slip away
I can't bear another day
It seems you've got new plans as you should Somewhere our names are etched in blood
Ain't that funny?
And I don't wanna know
I just gotta know
Does she make you laugh?
Does she make you cry? Does she make you cry?
Does she scratch your back?
Does she make you satisfied?
Oh, are you satisfied?
Does she know your past?
Does she know your dreams?
Would she give it all just to make you happy?
Oh, are you happy?
Are you happy?
And I don't wanna know I just gotta know
Does she make you laugh?
Does she make you cry?
Does she scratch your back? Does she make you laugh? Does she make you cry? Does she scratch your back? Does she make you satisfied?
Are you satisfied? Does she know your past? Does she know your dreams? Would she give it all just to make you happy Are you happy?
Are you happy without me?
Are you happy?
Are you happy without me?
Are you happy?
Great job, Milo.
I have a new crush.
Step in line, buddy.
You and everybody on this app. I was just wondering if it is it possible that your voice is getting richer i think um i mean it's possible as i get older this is the beauty of being a singer
and it's also really sad this is what happens okay so you get better and better and better and
better as long as better and better as long
as you're practicing as long as you're like one of those singers that takes care of the
takes care of their voice sometimes even the ones that don't take care of their voice sound better
because they they develop this like rasp and it's like oh that's sexy but um what was i gonna say
oh yeah over time your voice just gets so much more developed as you get older. So that's nice. But then you hit like 65, like 60, 65. And you're like, shit, I can't sing anymore. Apparently, that's what I've heard. So I'll hit 60, 65. As long as I can make it to 60, 65. And I'm like, keeping things be good i'll be happy i'm almost you should hear me
sing sorry say it again you should hear me sing i should hear you sing i would love to hear you
sing i think that the world would be a happier place if people sing more and together more
all right yeah i'm a i'm pretty good singer i can sing with anybody even cheryl crow
oh wow i love her she's awesome me too yeah you you remind me of cheryl crow a bit
that's really cool i like her a lot with actually one of the very first songs that i ever performed
on a stage when i was like uh okay, not one of the very first songs.
Because I did like competitions and stuff when I was little,
like a little kid.
But the very first song that I got to sing on stage with a band
that I wanted to play was The First Cut is the Deepest by Sheryl Crow.
Oh, nice.
Yeah.
I also like Favorite Mistake.
Oh, such a good song.
I know.
Such a good song.
Yeah, that's a huge compliment.
So what kind of stuff do you like to sing?
I sing to techno.
I sing to everybody.
I sing everything.
I rap too.
Oh, wow.
That's amazing.
Do you want to sing something right now?
No, because I don't have the background for it right now.
Oh, okay.
Okay, no worries.
No problem.
Plus, AJ's got to give away some money.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, let's do it.
Let's do it.
Let's do it.
All right.
So, Mella, you want to...
I don't need the money.
All right, hold up, 12.
Mella, what do you want to do? You want to spin the wheel? Yeah, I'm going to spin the wheel. All right, hold up, 12. Mella, what do you want to do?
You want to spin the wheel?
Yeah, I'm going to spin the wheel.
The wheel of fortune.
I'm just checking my...
Okay, perfect.
I'm just checking my DMs to make sure I got everybody.
How many people?
Actually, this is going to be a crazy spin because it's literally two people, so it's a 50-50 chance.
I didn't DM you.
Was I supposed to DM Melody?
Oh, yeah.
Yes, please.
You have to DM me.
Oh, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
What am I supposed to DM?
Take a screenshot.
Take a screenshot and then send it to Melody.
What are we DMing?
I like it.
Yeah, we'll do it one more time.
Melody, you start from the top.
Okay, so to enter the giveaway,
what is the giveaway amount again?
I guess we'll do 100.
We'll keep doing 100s across the board
until as long as we take this.
This is wild.
So for $100,
to enter this giveaway,
the rules might change for the other
ones let's see um but for this one you have to go to my my bio go to the link in my bio click it the
very first button is going to say purchase dancing cry on patreon it's three dollars and 33 cents
and yes that was strategic enoch um yes, you take a screenshot of that.
And then also you can post about the song.
And then, yeah, you're in the giveaway to win $100.
So should we give everybody like five more minutes?
Yeah, we'll do five more minutes.
We'll pass it around.
We'll hear what Z has to say.
Z, we've got your little fairy tongue z
hey guys oh my god mellow this is really an honor and i just know we're gonna be looking
back on this moment like dude remember when we did that space when you released your single
and now you're like a freaking multi-billionaire with multiple sold out world tours like i'm just
so proud of you dude you're
just amazing in every way um and I don't want to put you on the spot with this so you don't have
to answer this if you don't want to but I'm kind of curious if you could if you feel comfortable
sharing like the different streaming services like is there one streaming service where you
get paid more like it would be better for us to you know what I'm saying like stream on that
service or
if and if you don't want to answer that's totally fine too I don't want to pry into your biz
oh shit sorry guys I thought I was unmuted that whole time I was talking
I was literally having a conversation with myself.
Okay. So yeah, I'm happy to answer. Basically, I'm pretty sure if I remember correctly,
YouTube pays the highest. And then it's Apple Music. And then it's Spotify. I'll let you know,
Spotify is way down at the bottom. They do not pay their artists at all.
It's insane. Like people have like literal lawsuits with them because they have done some sketchy shit.
Yeah, so Spotify is at the bottom. YouTube, I think, is at the top.
If you listen elsewhere, I can try and figure out where it is. But yeah, I don't know.
And it's like with streaming, to be real with you guys, musicians do not make their money with streaming services.
It's not significant.
They make a little bit, sure, but it's not significant unless they're massive, massive A-list celebrities um even like i don't know if you guys heard about this snoop dogg had beef with spotify
he like came out and was like i'm pretty sure he took a bunch of music didn't he take a bunch of
music off of spotify um that was because at least he threatened to he like, you guys have probably made so much money off of like me and other
artists, but like, where's my money? Like he's been backlogged for so long. He's like, where's
my fucking money for streams? Like he's got like frigging millions and millions of streams. Um,
so yeah, even the big artists are complaining about Spotify and like streaming services and stuff. And that's the whole reason that music NFTs kind of started to like blow up,
in the past because artists kind of came out and were like, Hey,
we're not making money off of this.
The only way we make money is by selling t-shirts at shows,
selling tickets to shows and by selling merch online and CDs and vinyl. Like that's realistically,
that's how musicians, if there's like, don't even think of just me. If there's any musician
out there that you love and you want to go out there and support, um, buy their merch. Like
that's the way that they're going to make some money that's what you gotta do is buy their merch buy their stuff buy their cds like any product that they're offering is like they're
either trying to pay back their label with that money or they're trying to survive on it so
that's the way that it works um i'm gonna have merch available so stay tuned it's it's coming
i promise so and i'm really proud of it I liked designing it it was a
lot of fun so that's like another thing is like every I try to see all of these things that a lot
of musicians complain about because I used to complain about them I'm guilty of it I used to
be like fuck I have to do this I have to do that gotta post this I gotta post that like it felt
like a job and I was like i just want to i
was this like little stuck up musician like i just want to make music which is like dude you can't
just you don't just start from the top like you you have to work like any other industry you have
to work your way up to the top when you're at the top then you can be like cool i don't have to
i can just freaking sit back and make music and go to fancy restaurants and shit. Like, yeah, those people are doing that. But like to get there, you can bet your ass. A lot
of them worked their freaking asses off and had to like sell merch and owe their, their label money.
And like the musician road is painful because it's so fucking expensive and crazy and gatekept.
expensive and crazy and gatekept. But like, I think that this is, this is what I've been saying
for the past five years. I think that the music industry can change because we don't need labels
anymore. Like labels are banks. They are loaning you money. it's not like they're just like here's a million
dollars go make an album like that's not how it works it's here's x amount of money to literally
just pay for like all the things that you need so like you got to go to a studio you got to pay
for marketing you got to pay for billboards and literally like tours are expensive. So they're like, Hey, we're going to pay for everything that
you need to be a musician. And then you're going to get a little bit extra. So a lot of them,
they live this like lavish looking lifestyle, but they're actually like,
they're not yet making a lot of money. They'll make a lot of money once they've paid their label back because it's a loan and then they start making money but this is the
thing we don't need them anymore because we live in this really cool world where
everybody's connected so they're like they're like this middleman to like put
an artist in a place that people can see them. That's what they do. They specialize in that,
and they know how to pay for that. And it's very gatekept, like I said. But the thing is,
now we live in this world where I can literally sit here and have a conversation with the people
that like my music. And from anywhere in the world. I don't know where any of you are. You
live all over the place.
And I can literally have a conversation with you and you can get to know me as a person.
Like that wasn't a thing.
That was not a thing.
Like we just had to like, you know, you go to shows.
Like we didn't have this.
This is new.
So I think that the label,
like the concept of a label is so,
it's like, it's gonna be looked at like it's like the stone age like remember when people had labels like I think independent
artists are going to make this huge wave because a lot of people are going to be woken up to
much like people are waking up to so many other, as we talk about in these spaces all the time. They're also going to wake up to the fact that these music elites, the music industry, is very intertwined with every part of your life, actually.
They make billions of dollars.
You really think that the government doesn't have little hands?
They're not just like poking into
everybody and just making as much money as they can off of these labels no they're totally involved
in it and we're seeing that now especially with the diddy case um so i think people are going to
wake up people are going to be like fuck labels fuck all that shit we need to start paying
attention and when they start paying attention they're going to see like, fuck labels, fuck all that shit. We need to start paying attention.
And when they start paying attention, they're going to see that there's actually a whole lot of really talented, independent, fucking, I don't know, people at my level, right?
And the A&R typically, you know, historically is now, the artists are their own A&R, right? You don't need an A&R to find you and bring you to the label and all that.
You can just do everything yourself thanks to the technological age we're in and all the connections we can make.
So, yeah, it's going to be a much better time in the future for people because there's no gate there.
The power the gatekeepers
have uh is is dwindling fast yeah and look at ai like ai is changing everything every single
industry it's gonna change the music industry that's for sure um but yeah that's my little
rant on the music industry it's not I don't think it's all bad.
I think that there's some much like any other industry, like every music, music is just
like everything else.
Like if you start to think of it like a business, music is just like everything else in that
there are good actors that want to make money and there are bad actors that want to make
money, but everybody
has something in common like they're all there for the same reason but some of them are bad
and some of them are good and you if you can align yourself you have to be really good at
sniffing that out but it's very fucking hard and you're gonna get burned I've been burned trust me it sucks but that I
think is like that's a test in itself if you can get over that if you could get burned and fucking
spend way too much money because you've been fucked over and end up being like well shit
if that happens to you and you still make a comeback after being fucking
like people scamming you, I think you're good. Like you're going to be okay. And I think that
applies to everything. So you got to be able to come back from that shit. Don't let that stuff
get in your, get in your way of your path. Right. At least that's the way I see it.
And I want to give a shout out to Israel down there.
I see you, Israel. Come on, man.
Krista. We got some great people.
Deborah, Aries, everybody.
I'll drop down. I'm going to go say hi
to my aunt real quick. I'll be back in five minutes.
You better be back
fast, Tim K.
Come on. We need some shit stirs up here.
It's too positive so boring i gotta quit
oh river river we thought you we thought you lost you we thought we lost you what's up are you are
you bringing your album out on vinyl for us old guys yes i intend to that's what i'm i want to
get that done next because um i was I was, I've been like,
I had to get everything mixed and mastered and ready. So that way when it does go on vinyl,
it's in its final form. So yeah, that's next. I'm excited for that.
This is a very great, this is a great moment because with all the distractions out there,
with all the toxicity out there, you have certain people blazing a path to their greatest life
and Melody's doing it. And it's great to take a note because she's able to now figure out
the whole system and how it works. And that's a whole different education that could be taught
to everybody. And we're probably only going to have Mello for like maybe another,
maybe another year,
but hopefully by then she's off these platforms and she flies out on her
own to master this reality and wear a distant memory.
You know,
I really hope so.
I really hope so.
Casey,
we got Casey in the house.
I love Casey.
Casey is so awesome.
And we got Arcana,
my little reptile protector, your little powerful bitch. Casey, what house I love Casey Casey is so awesome we got Arcana my little reptile protector
you little powerful bitch Casey what's up Casey how you doing you trusting the plan what's going
on what do you got to say about the Trump Elon oh my god I'm so disappointed like I have no idea
why I would be disappointed in something that doesn't really affect me um but it kind of does
it's kind of like I felt like there was a unity there and we actually, I think they're acting like babies.
I think they're both, but at the same time,
I also think they could be sitting back laughing at us,
sitting by each other and be like,
wait, watch what I'm saying this.
I'm saying that like my head is torn between the two.
Like I honestly think that maybe Elon
had to throw that out there
in case Trump's name was on it.
I think it really could be a whole big setup
and we're all just like playing into it. So my head's gone, twisted on that one. But you just,
I'm not even sure who you said it to, but I laughed my butt off when you said we need somebody
up here because it's too peaceful and calm. You are my most favorite ladle there is. Like if
there's going to be someone stirring something up, AJ, that is your job. We all know that.
Anybody in here knows that you're going to be the one that's going to stir things up, not to be nefarious or facetious or anything like that.
You're just going to stir it up and see where it goes, where the conversation takes us.
So I was kind of laughing at that.
But, you know, I'm sure the rest of the room's laughing at that, too, because they know you.
Oh, they know my shit already. Everybody onto my shit we're on to you aj
you're all on to me but casey yeah they're definitely laughing at everybody they're
definitely just messing with people it's actually pretty funny if you think about it
if you it's actually killing people it's destroying everybody's lives they're like
oh my god trouble with el Guys, these guys are sitting
back smoking cigars, dying, laughing, thinking about how they could get pleasure from this life.
And they're like, I don't know, let's do something stupid. You know, Elon had a black eye a couple
of days before and shit like that. I do not think people, people under, guys, I worked for certain
guys. They were so fucked up. They were having like, like I went into their room in a suite in the AC and I fucking swear
to God, there was like, there was a fucking maids on a, what do you call it?
Uh, what's that board where you, you put your right leg on the fucking pink letter, the
dot and your left, your left arm on another dot.
What is that fucking game called?
Twister. Twister.
Twister.
There was the maids, the housekeepers playing Twister.
And there was these fucking guys that were eight figures at the time,
probably nine figures now.
I was like, what are these guys doing?
They had the maids playing fucking Twister for money.
Whoever fell was like a $100,000 game.
I'm like, holy shit.
Guys, the guys at the top levels, they're sick.
They're sick people.
Really, you got to sit back.
Some of it's funny.
Some of it's a little too creepy.
But Elon and them, they're just fucking with everybody.
They're just fucking with everybody.
Remember that movie with Eddie Murphy?
Was it Trading Places?
Yeah.
Uh-huh.
And Nate, there's another movie called Rat Race everybody take a look at Rat Race
and that's exactly what these guys do
shit like that they haven't
watched the movie Rat Race
there's one part in Rat Race
where it like cuts to the plane
all the billionaires are on the plane and the plane's
going up and down and they're like
and then one guy
is like oh he's ready to throw up and he's like
he's a Chinese guy and he grabs a bag and throws up.
And they're like, we got a winner, Mr. Yakamoto.
Who won?
And they were all betting on who would throw up first.
And they were trying not to throw up.
So they all had to take bets.
I think he'll throw up.
And it was Mr. Yakamoto.
He was the one that threw up.
It was funny.
But that's the game these guys play.
But you know what? With the internet and this phone in our hands, they're messing with us
at an all-time level. Don't even pay attention to them. Just follow some kind of creative pursuit,
some kind of creative path. Many of us, including myself, have the idea that we want to try to save
the world. But what we're basically saying is that we want to take the world and form it around our morals and our beliefs.
And that's not necessarily, you know, the best thing to do at certain times.
And if they pull at your heartstrings, then all of a sudden it takes you off your creative path.
But I say this all the time.
We're all pawns in the game.
We're all Rachel in the house.
But, but, you know, the, know, the fear sucks us into their game.
And so we got to learn to get past the fear and create the world we want to see with our own beliefs in our heart.
Yeah.
And I would say even stop feeding them.
They love this.
When we feed into that shit and we talk about it and we tweet about it and we post about it.
They're snorting
that luge. That's what they're doing.
But if we don't give it to them,
then we win.
Remember that because I
think it's just a big attention grab
and if you're putting your attention on that,
then you're not paying attention to
what's in you.
You know?
Oh yeah, Riverboy.
Oh, yeah. Can we get a winner?
All right.
Okay, I can spin it now.
A hundred dollar winner.
Spin it, spin it, spin it.
It's nearly too far in my time.
Oh, we don't want to hear about you.
Sorry, Darren.
I interrupted their entire conversation and said I got five minutes. Okay, I'm going to spin about your dumb time. Sorry, Darren. I interrupted their entire conversation and said, I got five minutes.
Okay, I'm going to spin it right now.
Ready?
It's spinning.
I don't want to know.
Oh, shit.
Okay.
It spun, and I thought it was going to land on someone else because it was going so slow,
but it spun, and it landed on NaPlaya.
So, you win.
NaPlaya with a hundred.
I'd just like to thank the Academy.
I'd like to thank my family.
Speech, speech, speech, speech.
And Mella, truly, I write songs, but I can't sing. So I do it in Suno and everything, but I write original lyrics and I know how hard this grind is. I wish you the best on everything and keep going because I know you must have put in a tremendous amount of work also playing the instruments and everything, which I don't do.
and everything, which I don't do.
So, you know, keep going.
And I'm telling you, again, I heard it when you –
you're reminding me so much of the first time I heard Ingrid Michelson
and fell in love with her as an artist.
So you're onto something for sure because it's given me that same feel.
Not that you sound just like her, but it's the vibe,
and I'm really enjoying it.
Oh, thank you you i appreciate that
not play uh i got not play his finances i'll send it to you cash out but one of those things
and how many people melo did buy it how many people you have spinning
so for this one it was four people. You cheap motherfuckers.
You son of a bitches.
I ain't worried about the money.
Go buy the fucking thing.
Yeah, put Tim K on the list right now too.
Tim K's good for it.
Everybody else, go buy it right now.
I know someone's trying to...
Who was it? I think Krista said...
Krista, if you're having troubles with Patreon,
let me know and I can help.
Because, um...
Let's just throw everybody's name on the list.
Everybody just buy it.
And Rachel!
What are you doing, Rachel?
Rachel!
Rachel!
Rachel!
Rachel!
That's Mella!
Hey, hey!
How are you, girl?
Who, me?
I am good.
I'm good.
How are you?
I'm good.
I'm pretty baked up.
I'm not going to lie, but I'm great.
Yeah, well, you know.
I'm celebrating.
I'm good for getting baked.
I don't know.
Yeah. Yeah, everybody roll one one up we got great people here the best people on x and some of the worst people it's actually perfect um
everybody roll one up drink israel come up why are you playing the uh
you little bomb dropper is, come up and drop some bombs. Oh, man.
You might just get out of here.
You might be a space band.
Oh, my God.
I was going to say, we're about to get shut down.
What's the giveaway happening?
I want to win.
What's going on?
Rachel?
All right.
Put Rachel on the list.
Everybody, go to Patreon.
It's $3.33.
They're going to think we're fucking Illuminati now.
We're going to get those DMs.
I knew it.
I knew it. It's a bunch of ops in here buying stuff. They're going to think we're fucking Illuminati now. We're going to get those DMs. I knew it. I knew it.
It's a bunch of ops in here
buying stuff. What's going on? Is it $5?
There we go.
There's a Mason. Yeah, it's $5.
But it's worth every penny.
What's Paige? I feel so
stupid. Okay, so
please forgive me.
I'll give you the lowdown. Don don't worry don't worry hey no she
i will help you okay so oh my god oh my god uh it's gonna get messy guys it's gonna get worse
and it's gonna get better at the same time um so patreon is like a platform where a lot of musicians use it to kind
of like, I don't know, they'll post like behind the scenes stuff, they'll post sneak peeks, or
like I do blog posts, I do like I made like these fun wallpapers for Dance and Cry that people can
download if they're part of it. So yeah, so it's kind of just like a place for artists to
offer something more of like an experience rather than just like, hey, listen to my music, please.
It's like, hey, if you want to be a part of a community, this is where the hub is. So it's like
a monthly thing. People can subscribe for it's a tiered kind of way of doing it so I think
the lowest one is five dollars then ten dollars then thirty dollars and the thirty dollar one is
like the super fan group that's just like I want to have like I want to have a say like I want to
be on your team um almost like we're creating our own little version of a label just like
independently um so yeah it's kind of cool
because it just kind of offers this unique way of interacting with artists and that's what I've
been using lately and it's been really fun so sorry is it an app yeah it's an it has an app
or you can use it on browser and you just like you sign up with your email address um
just like anything and then yeah you'll get into the behind the scenes stuff and then I posted
dancing cry for sale on as like a product that's one thing that's really cool about patreon
um is I can actually like I'm pretty sure I can post like merch on here I can post songs on here
I can post whatever I want and I can sell the post meaning I can sell it as like a product so it's almost like
digital merch in a way um which a lot of people were trying to do like have been trying to do
with NFTs which is also a cool way of doing things but um I like this way it's kind of like already
established and they don't take a huge cut of anything so it's
it seems fair and it's fun so yeah that's what patreon is
can i can i just buy it on itunes you got you gotta go to her uh you go to her linkedin
and it's top one click on that oh okay that's even easier yeah it's uh right at the top of my linkedin
and then yeah it's purchase it's purchasable on itunes but for the giveaway we've been using
patreon as like the way to enter the giveaway
okay this is a day to celebrate go ahead darn yeah i was just gonna say to melody
i stayed up for you it's 2 30 now um all you americans can enjoy your night what time is it
for you yeah you make it like it's 2 30 like it's it's six in the morning it's not too dirty
what time is it there for you it is 9 31 It is 9.31. So thank you so much for staying up, though.
That means so much to me.
You're welcome, Melody.
Really, really proud of you.
AJ, I sent you a DM.
Take note, yeah?
Good night, everybody.
See you later.
Bye, Darren.
Thanks again.
Bye-bye.
Bye, Darren.
I love it.
Thank you, Darren.
Love you, AJ.
Love you, Darren.
I love it.
Bye, AJ.
See you later.
Oh, my God.
I love Darren. He's so funny. See love darren he's so funny he's so funny he's so okay like at the end of
every time i see darren he goes and aj i sent you a dm fucking check it
i love it i know this i hear it all time. I'll read it out loud to everybody.
I'm going to read it out loud.
You motherfucking piece of shit.
Is he just, I love it.
Is he just cussing you out?
Like, you motherfucker.
Oh, yeah.
Then he's like, but you know I love you.
You fucking hate you, but I love you.
Oh, my God.
That's so funny.
He's too good, man.
He's so funny.
Yeah, I'm pretty baked up. There's a Mela Buzz down there. Is that like? Oh, that's so funny. Yeah, I'm pretty baked up.
There's a Mela Buzz down there.
Is that like...
Oh, that's my friend.
Yeah.
That's my friend, Truly.
She's actually my best friend
in the whole wide world.
Hi, Truly.
Come on, Truly.
Come say hi.
I think she's watching the hockey game, probably.
Who's winning?
What did you say, Rachel?
Can we say hi to NotAJ?
Oh, yeah. Can we talk to NotAJ?
I'm actually on the phone right now with NotAJ could perhaps be on another phone call right now.
Please give him a little bit of time.
Don't forget to talk to the mustache, too.
Does he use, like, an iPhone?
What kind of phone does not AJ have?
Is it, like, some sort of, like, alien technology?
That is declassified.
He just almost said that's declassified.
It really means the same thing.
You declassify it with a bunch of fucking blacked out letters.
It's all the same shit.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, you get a redacted piece of shit thing.
People wait 90 years to get like a redacted thing.
And basically the leaders are dying laughing.
I actually love it.
I'm on the side, guys.
I was on the side for you guys for a long time. But you know what? I know they're just fucking with everybody now. So I'm kind of like,
they're starting to pot. And it's kind of funny if you think about it. If you look at it from
that point of view, they're doing the same shit we do on here. Fuck with each other.
And they're just bored fucking with us. And that's it. Don't take it too seriously.
Seriously. Like you always say, let them play their game of thrones, right?
Like you always say, let them play their Game of Thrones, right?
Yeah. You got to let the expression of God act out in whatever its way it wants to. And there
is a theme in this reality. It's the theme of absolute power, whether it's the sperm battling
its way to the egg, that's just the code in the system. And it keeps things moving because if we
didn't have, if we had everything we wanted, we would
have the worst world we could ever imagine.
There'd be no reason to have physical reality if everything was great.
You know, you need that little bit of a difference.
You need that little bit of pressure.
The pressure creates perfection.
Look, we all found each other because the world fell apart, not because the world was
great.
And I find that to be magical.
Right, Rachel?
We met you, so we must be in heaven.
That's so beautiful.
We met Israel, so we must be in hell.
Nah, he's the white knight.
We're on prison planet, though.
I know he can't white knight now down there.
He's probably, his scarf is probably...
I sent him a mic earlier. Israel, did you get
the mic? Just throw me an emoji if you
got me. And Melibuzz, we're trying to get Melibuzz
up here too. Your stage
is full.
I'll drop down. Good seeing everyone.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
You stay here. Drop me down.
You can drop me down.
No, no, no, no, no, no.
Don't be dropping down.
How come everybody drops at one time? Have you guys noticed?
It's like 10 people drop all at once.
So funny.
Israel hasn't thrown one emoji. I didn't even know if he's there.
Israel's sick.
It might be nappy time.
No, he's sick. I was in another space with him
And wonder why he wasn't talking
I was in Shepard's space and he said he was sick
He's probably crying over Elon and Trump
That's what it is
They'll make up
Well Z Well we got you up here. So what's going on in your little
world, Z? Huh? Just floating around fairyland, you guys. I got my two beautiful Taurus ladies up
here. I got some real ass people in here. Tim K, Bridget, Megan, River, Casey, Krista, Naplia, Nate, Israel, Arcana, Southern, Olive, Love, Ares,
B-Swift, Samurai, Prez, Solor, Enokian, Not AJ, Lucifer, Debra, Black, I can't read
the whole thing, Automation, Nina, I, The Bean, Land of Confused, and Delphi.
You guys, we don't have enough mics.
I'm so sorry. I don't
know what to do. I've never
been in this predicament before.
You can drop.
Yeah, everybody, post
out the space. Repost the space. We'll make it a little bit
of celebration. Hi, Krista.
Krista in the house. Hi, Krista. I got your
song. I don't know if I got it on Patreon, but I got
your song. I love that song.
Thank you for that.
When are you going on tour? And are you coming to the Bay Area?
Oh, thank you so much. I'm glad you like it. I am I would love to I'm
it's very hard for me to plan like a full blown big tour tour myself because it's very um it's just a lot it's intense but what
I'm trying to do is with this song and like as things kind of roll out and I can see like the
data or data sorry of where people are because I have access to that kind of stuff then I can
start planning which cities I have the most listeners in. And yeah, hopefully I have lots of listeners in all of your areas because I want to try and get out and play some shows for you guys.
Are you dropping some songs on Instagram?
Sorry, say that again.
Are you dropping some songs on Instagram?
Like little pieces of you singing on Instagram?
Instagram is huge.
Like you will literally build an audience in all the cities.
I know we're on X.
I don't care.
Instagram is huge when it comes to musicians.
Yeah.
Follow me.
Follow me on Instagram, everybody.
I would appreciate it so much.
I'm trying to build it.
Yeah.
Mella, post your thing up there on Instagram.
If you could do that, the links, it all helps.
Yeah.
If you guys can follow me everywhere,
it really does help.
Actually, the music industry,
like when it comes to booking shows,
for some reason,
Instagram is like the one they look at.
So yeah, if I send them my X account,
they're gonna be like,
oh, I don't care about that.
I don't understand why.
I don't get it.
But for some reason, Instagram is there. Because there's some reason Instagram is oh it's just like
nothing you can do about that use Instagram Instagram is totally neutral and you will go
lots of places on Insta yeah I use it I've been posting some stuff and I just bought a new microphone set up so I can take my phone anywhere and I can put it on a tripod and I can be far away from my phone and the microphones clip onto my shirt.
And they're like the professional ones, these are like Rode Pro whatever they are, Rode Wireless Pro.
So they are really good quality. so i'm going to be making
some cool new videos soon yeah let's go um hold on one second river river all right well hold on
one second i want to try to get up uh mellow buzz up here is that mellow's best friend
you better not be going for the Oilers.
None of you better be going for the Oilers.
I don't know how to do it.
Oh, I got her up.
Truly.
Truly.
That's how I say her name. Truly.
Truly? How you doing, Shelley?
We don't bite
Well, not all of us
Oh my gosh, hi
Can you just invite me back up?
Yeah, I miss you
I love you, I have anxiety
If Tim leaves, I have to invite him back up
Oh, can you not hear us?
Truly, can you not hear anybody speaking?
She can't hear anyone.
Oh, such a space rookie, right?
No mic.
Mic's muted.
Come on.
No, her mic's on.
I can hear her talking.
Hi, can you hear me?
Oh, I hear you.
Please tell us everything about Melody.
Tell us everything
She can't hear us
What the hell
Oh she can hear
Tell us
Really
Fuck what's going on
Okay I'm going to drop her down
And then I'm going to message her
And try and help her figure this out
She's never been in space before Don't say this don't say that And then I'm going to message her and try and help her figure this out.
She's never been in space.
Don't say this.
Don't say that.
Go this.
Yeah.
You're going to.
No, she's never been in a space before.
I always tell her you got to come to our spaces.
Oh, hello.
Can you hear me?
Finally.
Hi, Trulie. You rang?
Tell us everything. Yeah, it's my name. tell us everything
yes hi truly how are you
please tell us everything
about Melody the space is not recorded
it's okay everything
it is recorded AJ don't
that's like eight
years
shall we start from the beginning
once upon a time no yes yes
2019 or no 2018 i believe it was a tease day oh my god
i think it actually was the gender of uh criminal what was it it No, it wasn't that. It was...
It was gender in the criminal justice system.
Yeah, it was.
Greg McGillian.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And then we had a psychology class after that that we hated.
So we would go and...
Get really stoned.
Yeah, we'd hotbox my car yeah and then go to class yeah
and we we passed with flying colors it was wonderful hell yeah we did yeah
that chick said no one gets a's in my class bitch i'll show you
do you like i made a fan account oh my god i was trying to figure out what fan name i should be
so i like it thank you it's cute i've never been on a space before thanks for welcoming me
oh luck lucky you were on these damn things for eight hours a day now. It's getting crazy. Oh, my God.
You didn't spend that much time with Melissa?
So lucky.
Oh, my God.
She's going to call me by my real name.
She just doxxed you. Oh, sorry.
Mella.
Mella.
My apologies.
No, it's okay.
I can't.
It's weird when she calls me that because she's always known me as my real name.
I don't care if people know my real name.
It's weird when other people call you Mel.
Yeah, I'm glad she said it.
I meant to ask.
Yeah.
When Dakota calls you Mella, I'm like, um, excuse me, who?
Yeah, he calls me Mella more than you do.
Or Mel, yeah.
My mom, my mom won't even call me, like, my name is my name.
My mom won't even call me Mel.
A lot of people call me Mel. And my mom won't even call me, like, my name is my name. My mom won't even call me Mel. A lot of people call me Mel.
And my mom won't even call me that.
She's like, no.
You know, like, some people are obsessed with shortening people's names.
And they just love it.
I, no.
I'm like, if you're Mike, I'm calling you Michael.
If you're Nick, I'm calling you Nicholas.
Yeah.
I don't know. I like it better.
But you will always be Melissa.
Yeah.
Melissa.
Truly is the one that I lived
in England with.
Really?
Yeah. Seriously?
I was... I love it.
We should all have a night
Where we bring on like our best friends
And our best friends
Oh my god
Oh you don't want to meet my best friend
Oh if you meet mine
You'll be like oh my god
Wait why don't we want to meet your best friend
Oh some of you guys have already met him
He just won't shut up
Oh he won't shut up
I remember him at night
I think I AJ you don't won't shut up? I remember him at night. I think
AJ, you don't remember that?
I feel like I remember that. I remember
AJ's face.
Are you talking about Gorilla? Gorilla's my favorite person
on this app. No, he never gets on.
He literally gets on like once every
three months.
But when he does, he won't shut up.
Yeah.
Fuck it.
Let's get him on.
I'm going to start making phone calls in about an hour.
I'm going to call my friends up.
Please,
I would love to interview.
I would love to interview.
After I smoke,
we're going to bring some more.
That would be so much fun.
Be like,
so how much of a dickhead was AJ?
Let's be real.
Tell me.
Oh, they're way worse than me.
I'm calm compared to these guys.
I'm going to bring them on.
You guys heard my cousin.
He's out of his fucking mind.
He's a stone cold murderer.
You know, he's actually the funniest guy too.
He was in UFC before UFC had weight classes.
So he would fight guys 100 pounds bigger than him and shit like this.
He was a champion of champions in UFC 10 10 it's like he's a total murderer he would chase holy shit
we actually worked in the same place when he's 10 years older than me but i was a bartender
and he was the security guard him and his security guards i'm gonna actually bring him on in like
they would be i see men grown men made guys too that you really weren't allowed to fuck with i seen them running for their lives and him i'm like dilly help help
i'm like oh shit i look over it's my fucking cousin chasing him down beating him to death
and i swear i've seen a lot of shit these guys man there's crazy guys out there i'm pretty sane
compared to them how come everyone you know is so crazy? You know what I only like crazy?
Because they're surrounded by freaking AJ.
I love it.
Whispering in their ears.
Yes.
Yeah, I'm like, this person's talking shit about you.
You know what happened?
He's like, fucking, you fucking kidding me?
It all makes sense now.
What's he saying?
I'm like, I think he said you're a fucking juice bag or something.
He's like, motherfucker, I knew it.
See, I grew up in New York like a pasty white Irish guy with a whole bunch of Italian guys like AJ.
And I somehow managed to survive, so I'm proud of myself. like a pasty white Irish guy with all a bunch of Italian guys like AJ.
And I somehow managed to survive.
So I'm proud of myself.
I fought a UFC guy in the, in the,
in the ring once.
And what happened?
Yeah.
Those guys,
they just moved.
Well,
I gave,
I gave him a bloody nose,
but,
but in the,
halfway through the third round,
I just threw in a towel. Cause, cause, uh,
he was, he was too, too advanced for me.
Yeah. They throw kicks. Um, my, uh, my cousin is, uh, I don't, as an athlete,
I've never seen somebody move like him and he was just able to fucking knock
people out. Like, uh, like it was dangerous. Actually, we would go out.
I told you guys this story once we would go out to, um, Atlantic city. We went out. He's like, we would go out. I told you guys this story once. We would go out to Atlantic City.
We went out.
He's like, no fucking fighting tonight.
We're all going to have a good time.
Someone throws a shot, get your chin down,
get back to drinking.
I'm like, all right, you know.
And give it four hours from there,
five hours from there,
the night's end,
actually, and eight hours from there,
what am I talking about?
The night's ending.
All of a sudden,
I see fucking four guys laid out all running to the exit signs. Like if it was a crime scene, like I know they weren't,
they was like, they were coming after me.
I was like, no way.
I analyzed the fucking crime scene.
Everybody was running to a different exit.
There's no way he was leaving people.
And the bouncers all knew him.
They're like, John, we got to get you out the back door.
He's like, I'll never go out the back door.
I'm going only going out the front. You know, it's fucking hysterical. I'm going to bring him on right
now. Your cousin? Your cousin? Yeah. You were actually going to talk to this man? Oh my
God, I'm so excited for this. I'm just going to smoke right now. I got to smoke, then I
got to do it. I'm going to call him up. Fuck yeah. You let him tell you the stories. So
what did Jersey Shores call
like the Italian kind of guys?
Because my son used to watch that
and I keep forgetting the word.
Anybody else know?
There you go. Thank you. I cannot come up with that word
for nothing. Okay, thank you.
Yeah. Yep.
The guidos.
And maybe we'll call Angelina. You want to call Angelina?
See if she'll answer.
Do you know Angelina?
Jolie?
Yeah, they're from my hometown.
Yeah, I do know Angelina.
Angelina from Jersey Shores.
Are you joking, AJ?
No, I'm not joking.
No, you don't.
Stop it.
Stop it.
We need confirmation from not AJ.
I'm going to call her in five minutes.
All right, I'll call her in five minutes.
Let's fucking call her right now.
Let's go.
All right, hold on.
I'm smoking.
Then I got to go get the other phone, and then I'm calling.
Then we'll call all these people up.
All right, we'll see.
We'll see.
I'm worried AJ is just about to ruin his friendships.
Like, he's just about to be like, fuck, I just lost all my friends.
I'm about to, like, fuck all this shit up.
I got the cutest picture of my middle child, who's now 21, but of my middle child laying out on the trampoline.
And I said, what are you doing?
He said, I'm GTL, mom.
I'm GTL.
And I was like, what the hell?
And I had to go look that up.
It was just so funny.
So if you know what GTL means,
my five-year-old should not have known that.
He really shouldn't have, but it's like so
cute because he looks so cute doing it.
What does it mean?
It means
gym tan laundry. They got
some guys to do the Jersey Shore,
but they were the most awkward type
guys they got. They even got the most
awkward type girls.
Yeah, these
guys, they had no game or anything like
that. They made a mess of it.
But they did great for themselves, don't get me wrong.
But it's like when you think of
Staten Island, you think of them, it's like, Jesus Christ.
I loved
Pauly Shore's one-liners.
He was so...
Yeah, they had some good ones.
I love some people.
No, the situation's the best.
Oh, no, Rachel, that's so funny.
My oldest son was always
compared to looking like Pauly.
Did he have the thin hair?
Yes.
He had the hair. He looked like him. People. I was like,
Oh, you, and he loved that, that he looked like Polly and people would say that. I'm like,
what the hell? Why are you like getting excited about that? But no, he loved it.
Well, the situation's brother had a summer house in Belmar and we would go to that.
We would go to his house all the time. The situation's brother's fucking nuts.
The situation was nothing.
He was like, don't go in the house
like this. He was nothing like that.
That house was nuts.
Actually, I'm going to call my other friend up and he'll tell you about that.
So you're like, for real, you know these people.
I'm just afraid. He's just going to fucking hook up all the celebrities.
I know everybody from there.
They're not celebrities. They're just fucking
idiots that they were like pretty entertaining
and they were like, oh, let me grab these people but yeah i uh i know some of them i know some
of them well a little too well sometimes you got stories to tell
stories to keep recorded maybe not to tell i don't give a fuck about that yeah you basically
got it listen i don't understand these apps
We're all fuck ups here
You know what I mean
Everyone's a fuck up
If I dig into anybody's past
Is this you
Is that you
Oh there's Casey
She dotted all her eyes
Crossed all her T's
Never made a mistake
I'm waiting for me to have a midlife crisis.
And then I'm waiting to like blow everybody's mind.
But I have to get rid of my conscious first.
And I'm not sure how to do that.
You just got to go wild.
You just got to go wild.
I don't know how to do that.
Have sex with a cowboy.
I don't know how to do that.
Did you just say have sex with a cowboy?
You just got to go wild. Come on. Don't you know? You got to have sex with a cowboy? You just gotta go wild.
Come on, don't you know?
You gotta have sex with a cowboy.
Right?
That's what that means?
Well, like the pool boy, you know what I mean?
You just gotta go wild.
So, Israel, if he's still listening, I started with the Scorpio.
I mean, like, why would you wander off from that?
I'm a Scorpio.
I'm just saying, like, they actually know what you're doing
wait could this be a match between
Casey and Nathan potentially
question mark
I am the matchmaker here
Casey will probably never date again
in her life but that's a whole other story
they all say that's what they all
say right Shep that's what they all say Right Shep that's what they all say
We got Shepard in the house
Hey guys
I thought that was funny
I heard what he said to you Casey
Go ahead
Yeah so Casey who is you
Is there somebody that catches your eye on you
Besides me Oh besides you AJ no You got my heart, soul, spirit So Casey, who is you? Is there somebody that catches your eye on you?
Besides me?
Oh, besides you, AJ, no, you got my heart, soul, spirit and all.
No, in all honesty, I'm like waiting to actually be attracted to someone again to actually realize that I can be attracted to someone again.
That's pretty pathetic when you actually been hurt that bad.
It is.
Well, what would attract you and tell us what hurt you and what would attract you.
Oh, if I told you what would hurt me,
that would make me look very, very weak.
Dude, I don't even know.
It's actually sad.
Yeah, I think that's like a
one-on-one type of question, AJ.
To ask someone to open up like that,
that's putting her on the spot.
Thanks, Nathan. And he's not wrong.
Oh, he's white knighting already.
He took over Israel's white knight, Kate.
Israel.
Of course.
You covered.
I appreciate it, Nathan.
Yeah, you're welcome.
No, you know, I'm dealing with some of the same myself.
And it's like wondering, am I even good enough?
Because I feel like I failed.
And so, you know, I think it's – people don't – they don't want to just put their laundry out there like that.
Well, I don't feel like I failed.
Yeah, it's definitely difficult.
I just married a piece of shit.
That's it.
You know, I'd like to say behind every broken broken woman there's usually a really fucked up man
or two and something to contribute it good gotta own that shit he's absolutely right to every
broken man there's a fucked up woman out there that fucked them right now but here you go ladies
here you go let me say this last thing and i'm gonna drop ladies now i've admitted i've taken
responsibility for all the men's mistakes we're going to put the responsibility
solely on them so step back
and stay out of the way when we start fixing
is that Shepard speaking
that Shepard
sounds a little different so I couldn't tell
sorry I'm in my car
Shepard has the best one liners
on the sap hands down
yeah Tim K is not too far behind Shepard has the best one-liners on the sap, hands down.
Yeah, Tim K is not too far behind.
He throws digs all day long, all space long.
Bam, left. Bam, right.
By the end of the night, you're wobbly.
Most of them don't even realize I've done it.
Me and AJ are just laughing in the background. Erickson's got some one-liners, too.
Oh, fuck, yeah. But wait,'s got some one-liner too.
Oh, fuck yeah.
But wait, back to Casey.
Back to Casey.
Back to Casey.
And Tim's got to run.
Bye, Tim.
Love you, brother.
Keep in touch.
Casey, so what would attract you?
What like would you look for in a guy that would attract you?
Safety.
Support.
Reliability. Loyalty. Yeah, that would probably do it. safety, support, reliability,
loyalty.
Yeah, that would probably do it.
But that could be a safe rebound.
So you go for the safe rebound,
the girls,
they go for the safe rebound.
That's it.
Oh, I want this.
I want safety.
I'm safety.
Fucking a month in,
they want to venture.
Why are you talking about rebound?
They want to venture. No. Oh, I want this. I want safety. A month in, they want adventure.
Are you a professional matchmaker?
She's not going to go for a rebound.
They do the safe rebound, the safe guy, and then
before you know it, some child comes walking
and she's like, and then it's it.
I draw the line because
you're a horrible matchmaker if you're telling her that
I'm the best matchmaker going on
Well then don't tell her about no rebounds
Oh why you
what's the matter with the rebound
you gotta box out sometimes
get the rebound you know what I mean
That's a no from me dog
So you had somebody that caught your eye is he still catching your eye right now or no i'm not
classified information classified information
oh here we go yes you see that tim's white knight in a way I hate that everybody knows the answer
I don't talk about my love life
with nobody except
my girls
and Israel
That's right
Bridge in the house
What's going on, Bridge?
I'm not telling you anything
Tell us, tell us, tell us
Oh, that was so good.
I saw what he just did there.
Should I tell you how beautiful you look, Bridge?
He's trying to bribe you into that.
I told you.
Bridge.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Hey, AJ.
I feel another $100 giveaway coming on.
Why don't you tell us something about you, AJ?
Tell us something about you.
Yeah.
Mm-hmm.
You know I spilled. I gave you guys the best the best
the best the best I said what happened with this when I was younger and I'll give it to you guys
let me see who's on this when I was younger there was this girl and she was probably the where I'm
from she was probably the most beautiful girl now let me tell you show you how fucked up girls are
so now she was the most beautiful girl everybody Everybody knew this. So these girls, like, you know, they knew she was pretty,
but then they all like, we're trying to get, I don't know, like, uh, they were trying to,
their confidence comes from, Oh, if he, if I, if he, I don't know, whatever it was,
all their friends, I wound up hooking up with one by one by one. So it was just like one girl, you know, whatever. I broke up with her. Then I hooked up with this other girl. And then it was, all their friends I wound up hooking up with one by one. So it was just like one girl, you know, whatever.
I broke up with her.
Then I hooked up with this other girl.
And then it was like a little bit of a battle.
They were fighting with each other a little bit.
And I was like, oh, I'm dead.
I'm dead.
You thought I was dead here.
But then other girls were like, random nights out.
It was like the Jersey Shore.
And they would hook up with you and shit like that.
And before you know it, you got yourself a problem.
You were scandalous. Super scandalous up with you and shit like that and before you know you got yourself a problem you're hooking up with four or five girls super nah everybody was like that
everybody was like that and then what wound up happening is so that girl was roommates with
this other girl and um you know the other girl was always covering for me she was she knew my
passion to everything and she knew i was good she just knew i was like oh shit like i didn't really
mean to get into those situations,
but I did.
And I was like, oh fuck, you know?
And they're like, what happened there?
I was like, I don't know.
I was like, ah, you know, it was just,
and I wound up marrying that girl
because she knew everything about me already.
She knew how I was back then.
And it was just very interesting,
but I didn't marry her then.
I married her five or six years after
because I realized that, wow, you know,
when you're friends with somebody beforehand,
you really get to know
them and as time goes by and you go
through girls then you're like you start
knowing what the perfect girl is and I found the
perfect girl. That's so cute.
I love that. You're the distinction between girl and a
woman.
Well she lets me fucking talk to you guys
fucking 12 hours a night you know what I mean
it's pretty good.
You ain't getting better than that.
Fuck, man.
Yeah, I don't know.
Beautiful.
That is beautiful.
Very cute.
I love that.
That was pretty good.
That was a pretty good...
It's kind of giving me like how I met your mother vibes.
You know?
Oh, no.
I love that show. know? Oh, no. I love that show.
Yes.
Oh, okay.
I wasn't sure that that was a good thing.
How I Met Your Mother is such a good show.
It's so good.
But let me tell you how the universe works.
So, you know, I moved to this place in Jersey.
And who winds up living next to me, close to me?
That girl who was her roommate and she
happens to have a daughter the same age as my daughter and they're both in the same school now
and they're both in the same this now and they're both friends so it's like the universe is like ah
yeah i got something for you guys you know like the odds of that are ridiculous but that's what's That's crazy. That's synchronicity. I actually laugh about it. Wait, but how is that a good thing?
She's like, what's the odds?
How is that a good thing?
Are we talking about the girl that you also slept with is now your name?
No, it was when I was younger.
I had a girlfriend, and she was roommates with this other girl,
but the other girl I wound up marrying down the road.
And it was just, but that girl, you know,
they kind of got into a fight because of it a little bit.
And it was just like, and you know they kind of got into a fight because of it yeah you know and it was just like and now my wife because of that she has to take on the karma of the girl
living right here you know and you know what i'm saying and her daughter is the same age as my
daughter and my daughter was like oh um mom do you know this you know my friend said that you know you know her and it
was just like oh and she went to the same school so yeah talk about that's fucking funny i know i
love it i love every second of it actually don't take offense to this close your ears but you should
never sleep with your friend's ex yo you don't do that That's girl code 101
But there's forbidden love
The idea of the forbidden love
There's something to say to that
It adds a little
Level of stimulation
Forbidden love
Unless you're doing it at the same time
Then it's all good
Maybe the girl
maybe the girl was telling too much information to their friend and and then the friend was like
you know what i need some of that too because you know she made it sound so nice yeah i never
thought of that i never thought of that they were alone together all the time so she i at least i
guess the girl i guess my ex-girlfriend was i I think she did like me. Because, right, she would have knew
everything about me.
She would have knew everything.
And I went to marry that girl.
So that's actually good.
It's good for my ego.
AJ, do you ever actually need help
with your ego?
Nah.
I got no ego.
I'm the biggest fuck.
I tell you, I'm the biggest fuck I tell you I'm the biggest fuck up everyday
I tell you guys everything
I do too man
y'all make me like say way too much
Rachel does too
big shout out to Rachel
big shout out to Tim
throw it right out there
that's no ego
we actually got no ego
you guys should start spitting up some information
and get rid of your ego
that's how you get rid of your ego.
You spit it up.
Come on, give us a confession here.
There is no ego or pride when you're, like, anything having to do with love.
You got to let that shit go because there is no ego or pride when you love someone.
So, there's that.
Are you in love Rachel?
Yeah I thought so
I'm a matchmaker
I am a matchmaker
You are not a matchmaker. I am a matchmaker.
You are not a matchmaker.
Get out of here.
Oh, yeah.
Let me bring in some levity here.
I got a joke.
You don't even know who it is. If it's like a past person,
a current person,
you don't know shit, AJ.
But Bridget does.
Get not AJ up here.
I know nothing. Oh, so it's not the other person that I spoke to
I don't know
I know nothing
Throw a letter out
I get when you say alright
AJ likes to press buttons
He's just at this big control thing
He's just pressing them up
What's this do
What's this gonna do
Oh fuck yeah My favorite ladle big control thing. You just press them up. Let's see what this does. What's this do? What's this going to do?
Oh, fuck yeah.
But this is serious.
My favorite ladle. This is a different person.
Someone I always love.
All right. So, Rach,
is it the same person as last time?
I'm not saying that.
Classified. Classified.
What did that ship sail?
I got to step in for him.
I will tell you.
I will tell you.
I am sensing something.
Is anybody else sensing something?
I'll tell you soon then.
I'm sensing something.
I'm going to have to tell you.
Yes, absolutely.
Okay, so I'm not the only one.
Come on, Rachel, tell us.
I'm not going to one. Come on, Rachel, tell us. What are you sensing?
I'm not going to out my girl like that. Let's just get Melo's intuitive.
I need to send you a DM.
One second.
Ooh, yeah, send me a DM.
Ooh, I love this.
Ooh, send me the DM too.
Rachel, you have the cutest laugh
Look who's talking
The pixie over here
Z you got like the best laugh
Z goes on like pixie
What are you talking about
She goes on like these pixie hibernations
They're in spaces right
And then she pops up out of nowhere
Davey what's up my man
I didn't even see you sneak up here
What are you doing Davey boy
I got Davey my man River
Too much fun
Hello everybody
See River and Tim
And everybody that I know
Holy mackerel what a lot of fun
And Melody congratulations
Holy mackerel
That's all I got damn it thank you
hey davy
uh miss you davy boy yeah davy boy what do you think about the trump elon saga oh not please
not that this is it's too much fun right here.
I can't.
If I start talking about that, I'm lost.
Oh, gosh.
So, I mean, so the song came out today.
Is that what the deal is here, Melody, that today it's released to everybody?
Common-like and such.
Yeah, she released a single today.
Who wants to say it?
She can speak for herself, man.
Shut up.
Oh, man, I'm getting attacked by White Nights.
I did release a single today, Dance and Cry.
Right, right.
So I've heard. Yeah. Wait, yeah wait wait hold on they're coming let
them pass i'm hiding okay today right malavie yep yeah so have you played it yet here tonight
on the space or has everybody heard it yet i i don't know i
yeah i played it acoustically on the space but i haven't played the recording on the space
okay okay no i'm a little slow it takes a little time for me to catch up that's okay
um if you want to listen to it where do you listen to music
where yeah like how how do you listen to music um i don Yeah, like how do you listen to music?
I don't know.
It just enters my ears from some source, you know, various ways, I suppose.
Okay.
Do you ever go on like YouTube or anything like that?
YouTube?
What's that?
YouTube.
I'm only kidding.
I was so prepared to like come up with some explanation of.
I'm pretty illiterate on these matters.
I really am.
I'm an old guy.
AJ understands all this.
And so a few others do as well.
So yeah.
So any source of music that I listen to, it'll come through YouTube or any other place probably.
Yep. Yep. If you search Dance and Cry by Melody, you'll find it on anything. Or the easy way to do
it is if you go to my profile, you can just click the link in my bio and it'll take you to
all my links and stuff. So we'll do another $100 giveaway.
Do another $100 giveaway with those names.
Wait, wait, wait.
Before, there was a couple of days or so ago,
there was a guy impersonating AJ,
the other AJ or something,
and he didn't kind of like the dance and cry.
He was questioning the thing.
I wonder if the poor fella got to hear it
and see that you have something to offer that's very, probably very nice.
Yeah, I think it was not AJ that was questioning the whole concept of dancing and crying.
He didn't understand.
I was trying to point that out to the poor son of a gun.
Yeah, I wonder if he's gotten a chance to listen to it.
Right, right.
The poor sod.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Is he still with us now, or did he go?
Oh, I hear you, you foolish humans.
Okay, listen, I'm going to step back, you know, from the celebration and listen in.
If you need to kick me to the curb for somebody else to come up and speak, feel free.
It's great to see everybody.
Congratulations, Melody.
Thank you so much.
Thanks for coming through.
Appreciate you.
And we'll do another giveaway.
We'll do another giveaway.
You want to do the rundown on the giveaway?
Yeah.
Should it be the same or should we come up with something cool and fun?
Whatever.
You decide, of course.
The best sign of all, by the way.
Sorry, what did you say?
The best sign of all.
Oh, yeah.
Absolutely.
Come on.
Come on.
By the way, just for the record
the moon is going to be
in Libra and
Venus
is back with Taurus
back with Taurus
back in Taurus
so yeah
it's going to be a love fest
guys
from when to when?
I think it ends.
Well, Libra and Taurus, they rule love, so.
Yeah.
Yeah, but what else does Libra represent?
It's about justice, right?
So maybe after this full moon, we're going to see some justice.
And the bull with the Taurus is going to be unrelenting.
And it's really going to come through with justice.
I think that both signs
are ruled by Venus
and so it's going to be a love fest
like I said.
It's going to be
positive stuff like in luck, money,
love, all the good
shit.
Alright, I need like five minutes.
But it's mostly gonna
affect, you know,
Taurus, Libra.
So what does that mean for me?
Well, girl, you're a Taurus,
so you about to get some good shit
happening to you
that's the perfect day to release your damn album i mean the single sorry oh damn that's
that's exciting now i've heard that not just from one person but multiple people so that's awesome
hopefully i don't know feels good i did some cool stuff with it today. I was
submitting it to radio stations, so hopefully I hear back from some.
That's another... It's exciting for me to do that because I never really felt confident in doing
that before with other releases so I was just
like and I didn't so this time I'm like yeah this would totally fit on this station like I went and
I found all the cool stations that I think it would fit on so I'm like yep I am confident
so hopefully they like it be like an effect and it's going to be mostly like your relationship is going to feel like it's flourishing, you know, finances.
Because, you know, Taurus is all about the pentacles, which is money, you know.
Just I guess it's going to be like focusing on the important things, right?
Like things that really matter, partnerships.
I don't know.
I guess it matters to us
because we are ruled by the planet of love.
Yeah.
Yeah, absolutely.
I have...
It's weird to think that after all this album stuff,
I now have to plan a wedding. Oh, my gosh. It's weird to think that after all this album stuff, I now have to plan a wedding.
Oh, my gosh.
It's never ending, but it's okay.
I guess I'm getting really good at planning stuff.
So we'll see.
Melody, what was that, the end of the video?
I couldn't tell.
When did you get engaged?
I got engaged on Christmas. Okay. So it wasn't at the end of the video? I couldn't tell. When did you get engaged? I got engaged on Christmas. Okay. So
it wasn't at the end of the video. No, that was, that was something else. Okay. Yeah. So that was
my Christmas and it's been up only since then, to be honest, it's like that happened and then
everything's just been going wonderfully. So, yeah. It wasn't to me.
Unfortunately.
Are there any other tourists here?
No tourists here?
I'm pretty sure not AJ is a tourist.
I'm a tourist.
I'm just eating right now.
I'm sorry.
Oh, Megan, you're a tourist?
Oh, nice.
Yeah, yeah.
I'm a tourist, May 8th and I'm
eating right now. I'm sorry.
Oh my God. My birthday.
My birthday's May 9th.
Yeah. I know.
Oh, that's so cool.
Yeah. It's a really good time also
for friendships, you know, like building
like
lasting connections.
You know what I mean like uh romantic platonic
just uh reliable people i guess you know that's awesome love that guys
i feel like i haven't heard from Bridget. Bridget, how are you?
AJ's not here to pick on you anymore or to ask you silly questions.
Wait, where'd he go?
He said he needed five minutes.
I'm just so happy for you, Mella. I'm so excited.
And I love that everybody's here supporting you.
And I am doing beautifully just FYI thank you
for asking but yeah this is a very exciting moment and yeah just really really really happy
and it sounds so good oh my god all of the like the layers so good I love. I love your, like, just keeping it raw, playing with your voice and your guitar.
And at the same time, like, hearing the backup singers and all the layers.
It was just, it's magical.
It's so good.
Oh, thank you.
I'm glad you like it.
Yeah, those harmonies were fun. I really enjoyed doing the harmonies on this song.
I'm so excited for you guys to hear the full album, too, because that's something I've had really, really, like, a lot of fun with.
It's just, like, producing. It's so weird to think, like, I, this album is pretty much self-produced like it's it
was me and Dakota like at the end of the day everyone always like turned to me to make the
final decision on stuff so I guess it is a self-produced album and that's crazy to think
um I definitely consulted Dakota on a lot of stuff to be like hey what do you think we should
do about this what do you think we should do about this? What do you think we should do about that? So he definitely co-produced this album. But
that like, yeah, that's nuts to think about. Because a year ago, I did not think that I would
be able to do that. I remember a year ago, I was like, trying to find someone to produce my album
for me. I was like, I can't't do that myself so it's cool to be like
at this place of that's what this year has been for me ever since like january hit january hit me
and i was just like i suddenly have all of the confidence that i need to do this so
yeah i don't know it's crazy, but I'm glad that
I hope it rubs off on me a little bit.
Honestly, I don't know. I just, it feels so much better to just believe, you know,
like to actually believe in yourself and like to chase whatever it is that you
picture for yourself being like your, let's say there is like an end goal, not an end goal,
but like an ultimate, like whatever you picture your, your life being. And I think it feels so
much better to chase that and to believe in it than it does to, I guess, take a plan B and just, you know,
take a safe route.
I've done both.
I know what both feel like.
So I don't know.
I'd rather the more risky version of life because it's way more fun.
It's so much fun.
You like living on the edge.
Yeah. Yep. living on the edge. Yeah.
Yep, that's for sure.
I've done some stupid shit because of it.
Yeah.
Speaking of stupid shit, what the hell was AJ doing?
I don't know what he's doing.
Something stupid, though.
Truly, what are you trying to say?
I guarantee you're doing something stupid though Truly what are you trying to say I guarantee I was just gonna ask
If you've talked about the name of the
Song
Dancing Cry
And where that came from
I should talk about that
Yeah
I've only
I haven't really like dove into that, I guess.
So, okay, so Dance and Cry.
There's kind of like two reasons that I chose the title for this song.
I can't remember, what was I like?
I initially was going to call it something else.
I think I was going to call it like, Ain't It Funny?
Or something like that, because that line in the song, but I didn't like that that much.
I was just like, nah, no, it doesn't, doesn't feel right.
So I was just like, the song needs to like be upbeat.
Like I had like the vibe, the vision in my head.
I was like, it needs to have this little like sway to it.
So it like makes you dance kind of thing.
And, but it also needs to like rip you apart
like if you listen to the lyrics you're gonna be like oh oh really really you had to say that come
on so I wanted that like dichotomy between the two feelings and then I was like, hmm, laugh and cry. Like I was looking at the chorus and I'm like,
does she make you laugh?
Does she make you cry?
And I was like, it can't be laugh and cry.
No, that's just not right.
That's just not right.
And then dance and cry popped in my head because,
well, I actually have a tattoo on my wrist
that says dance and cry,
but that tattoo comes from something else.
And this is what Truly is alluding to.
So one of my favorite albums, because when I met Truly, she used to pick me up. I didn't drive at
the time. She used to pick me up and drive me to school. And we would listen to an album called
Dance and Cry. But it's not dance and cymbal cry it's dance like and the word cry um and this album
is by another canadian band called mother mother i don't know if you've heard of them but they got
some they got some pretty big tunes on the radio um and yeah so i was like oh that's cool like
it's their album title but i'm kind of like it's a
completely different song and I'm kind of like nodding to the fact that that album was the album
that I kind of like I started listening to it and I was in the car like singing with Truly and I was
like oh like that itch came back I hadn't touched my guitar in years I hadn't really like written
anything in years or sang much in years I think think I like sang in the shower. Like I was just so in
it in school that I just didn't do anything with music. Um, so that album was like my reintroduction
and it was like, oh shit, like I need to, I need to get back to this so yeah it's kind of like a pivotal point for me
when I listen to that album for the first time I see we have a hand up
lightning shaman Ben I'm gonna call you Ben hi Ben how's it going
Bridget it's so wonderful to be here and absolutely you can call me Ben. Hi Ben, how's it going? Bridget, it's so wonderful to be here and absolutely
you can call me Ben. You know, it's so wonderful to be here with you. I really appreciate you,
Bridget. And AJ, wow, my brother, it's so wonderful to be in a space with you.
I've appreciated, you know, everything that you post and I really love it. I think
Davey made a mistake with that
thumbs down i know how it is when you make a mistake i got the fingers the fat fingers and
my fingers are like little spider fingers and they still sometimes go for the wrong button
i love it davy sending you love my brother and so like I just wanted to say that what what I'm
not so what Mello was sharing Wow so inspiring and so wonderful that and I
loved the music I loved you have a beautiful voice and yeah that sometimes
we forget these things that we love so much because I also have done the same thing as you.
I played guitar for all of my young life and I loved it. I considered myself a guitar player.
That guitar, it's like a vehicle to heaven. I had an event where I smashed up my guitar you know and uh got into a
fight with someone and they attacked me and I smashed my guitar on them and that I took as a
sign to put the guitar down but now I feel like and that story obviously makes me seem like a
violent person but I can swear to you you know I've I've uh repented and i've turned around because i believe that the most
inspiring thing is someone who used to work for the devil and now they work for god
because i can tell you my brothers and sisters
yes that i was working for the devil and now i'm working for God and Mella. That was so inspiring.
Follow your heart,
follow your dreams.
And I'm going to pick that guitar back up too.
So thank you so much,
Mella.
Thank you,
Thank you,
Bridget.
You know,
it's wonderful to be here with you guys and I'm just going to sit back and
listen.
Ben,
man,
I appreciate that.
You stay right up here with us.
This is great.
I want to hear more about your story too.
Um, you post some interesting stuff. It's a, I want to hear more about your story too. You post some interesting stuff.
Tell us a little bit about your story if you can.
Oh my God, it would be my pleasure to share.
So, okay, so let's start in 2020.
You know, we don't need to start at the beginning.
Let's start at the beginning of the ascension.
So in 2020, my brothers and sisters, I'm embarrassed to tell you this,
but I took two of them Pfizer's right to the side of the arm, left arm, baby,
because I didn't even think about it. I, at the time, thought that vaccines were, you know,
a good thing. I didn't realize that they're bioweapons. I didn't realize that
they're part of the Rockefeller plan to depopulate the earth. So this vaccine, okay, I'll tell you
this much, brothers and sisters, it took both. And then I took a booster too, because I was that
silly. Oh yeah, AJ, it was not good. It was not good. I was at the brink of death. Did you take four or five of them?
No, no, no.
Only three.
Because at that point, and I put two and two together.
Because literally, for two years, I could not sleep.
And I literally, when I took the first vaccine, it caused schizophrenic symptoms.
And I've read many peer-reviewed papers that say the vaccine can cause schizophrenic behavior.
I did not sleep.
I had terrible anxiety.
I had a buzzing in my ear for like a year straight.
I went to the doctor for so many reasons in that time.
I was like, I got a buzzing in my ear.
Can you scan my brain?
They were like, sure, we can scan your brain.
They didn't find anything because they're not scanning for mRNA, obviously.
You know from the peer-reviewed papers that this mRNA goes all throughout the body.
So, okay, so let's go there.
My mother, she got a heart infection.
She got a heart infection from the pfizer
and last year december uh 2024 she had a heart infection my brothers and sisters and she went
to the hospital for three months you know at a certain point she was just laying in bed
and she could not get out she was she and she was the hospital my mother's
a very strong woman she refused her doctor demanded that she go to the hospital demanded
and we still could not get her to go to the hospital but then finally when she realized
that she was dying and she was gonna lose her her life. She went to the hospital, brothers and sisters.
And in the hospital, she spent three months.
And I won't make this long.
I'm going to keep it on track.
So she lost three months of her hospital.
And they didn't know what was going on.
They told us, you know, we don't really know what's going on.
They certainly, your mother is dying from the vaccine.
They certainly didn't say to my father, your wife is dying from the vaccine.
So it basically was destroying my family.
That's what this vaccine did.
It destroyed families.
It's very sad.
I know you all agree with me and stand with me.
So, and I'm going to keep it
together for you guys because this is an emotional story. So when she was in the hospital,
suppose that we're all got the most powerful being existence because I did research after
2020 into everything, into everything. so i have a bachelor's in creative
writing and an ma in poetry an mfa in poetry so studying is my bread and butter and i don't think
those things matter but just to give you a little bit of who i am and so i studied for five years
and i continue to study i looked into into everything, brothers and sisters, and it's all interconnected.
So in 2024, I was looking on YouTube and I found Thunder Wizard Michael Denny, who is a genius.
This guy is a genius, and I love this man because he saved my life and just because he's such a
wonderful human being. Thunder Wizard Michael Denny wrote the book Interdimensional Revolution,
which inspired me to study.
He's a Qigong master, studied with a master of Mao Shan Qigong in Korea.
in Korea, in China. No, sorry, in China. So when I found his videos, he had a 90-day challenge,
In China. No, sorry, in China.
a 90-day Qigong challenge where do Qigong for 90 days and you will have experiences with light
beings. You will be healed. You know, he's not allowed to say it but you know all
diseases and i will say it i don't care let the government come after me doing qigong this style
of qigong which i give away for free the qigong i i give away this routine for free and i'll post
it in the bubble if that's okay but this routine it changed my. And so now we're coming to the end.
Okay.
So, and my mother, she's fine now.
So I just want to tell you guys that.
So that, although obviously being in the hospital for three months alone without your family in a scary elderly home.
I mean, she was right next to where I live.
But it is only, it is so terrifying and so
frightening. And honestly, I can't imagine the kind of pain that my mother went through. She
won't even discuss it. And if I bring it up, she says, don't discuss that. And I understand why.
And so I did this Qigong for 90 days. After a week, I could smile. After a month, I could laugh.
And all of a sudden, I was becoming the human being that I was in my youth, that I was before
the poison, that I was before the brainwashing, before the propaganda, before the war on frequency and the war on resonance and the poison in the
water. So I'll tell you this, that I did this Qigong. I started changing my life. I said,
you know what? I'm going to use what I have to eat healthy food. And if I have to cut out other
things to have healthy food and healthy water, that's okay.
Because the root of all happiness is health.
So I did the Qigong.
I continued to do it.
A year later, there's the blood moon, guys.
So on March 14th was the blood moon.
And the blood moon, for those who don't know,
the blood moon is
when the moon turns blood red.
It's just like Enochian down there, right?
Wow, that's right.
That's what I thought too.
Yeah, that's what I thought.
Sorry, I didn't hear?
Enochian, if you look at his PFP
down here on the speaker panel,
he has the blood moon.
Right, right.
Oh my God.
Because you see, there are no coincidences.
I don't believe in coincidences.
And Enochian, I know he's wonderful.
We have encountered each other before because there are no coincidences.
And the reason why we see each other so frequently, many of us, is because in our DNA,
Davey, you're a troublemaker.
I love you, brother.
I love you.
He's there with, he's making me laugh with the fingers.
Okay.
Okay.
I love it.
We're playing.
We're having a great time.
I'm outside in the light of the moon with my friends.
A knock, Ian.
A knock.
That was for him. Not you.
Got you, brother.
Okay, let's make it clear to everyone
who the fingers are for. We gotta make sure
we give everyone the right fingers.
Oops, sorry.
David, we will initiate you. It's okay.
Keep going, keep going.
So this is really the end of the story here.
Although I could go, you know, obviously forever I could go on.
Because that's what an interdimensional meditation gives you.
Oh, I forgot to mention.
The interdimensional meditation is part of this whole being a thunder wizard.
So thunder wizards, and I am a Thunder Wizard, but I emphasize the chamfer.
We need to know what your life path number is first.
What? I don't even know.
We need to know if you can make it in the club or not.
So, tell me how I would know that, because I am desperate to know now.
Well, we need your birthday.
Okay, so it's June 10th, 1988. 1225 in the morning.
Don't do that. Don't dox yourself.
Oops. Okay, well, it's too late. So let's get some life bath numbers.
Okay, well, anyway, so what I'm saying is that I saw the blood moon.
Okay, well, anyway, so what I'm saying is that I saw the blood moon.
I did for a week.
I charged my crystals in the light of the moon.
Because once the moon is full, it has no power.
But when it is up to the full moon, it has a lot of power.
So I asked AI which crystals I should use to open an interdimensional portal.
I should use to open an interdimensional portal.
Okay?
Okay?
And so I got these eight crystals,
which symbol and, uh,
more than nine.
Are you serious?
See, my brother, and my name means...
Nope, and my name translates to
son of inheritance,
and the gematria of my name is
God in front of your face and Illuminati be
gone. If you go to gematriacalculator.com, you can put in my name. So I fear nothing. I walk with
God. My interdimensional revolution is to solve all problems on earth and to bring down the
government and the angels have blessed me. And that's why I have no fear. Because the week of the blood moon, I had constant experiences with light beings.
I met my higher self doing an interdimensional meditation to meet my higher self.
And my higher self, when I used my Merkabah light body to travel ethericallyically and my higher self revealed itself to me
it was like 15 feet tall in comparison to me it was glowing and gray but not bright
its eyes were white but it was gray and it stretched out in front of me and once my higher
self revealed itself to me knew that this body is nothing it's a lie
so i went into the bathroom my seven chakras were activated i saw my third eye open
in the middle of my head i I had a big blue eye.
And I can tell you, brothers and sisters, I was not hallucinating.
When I put my fingers in front of my eyes,
I could still see through the third eye.
And I know that sounds wacky.
No, it's been all throughout civilization.
It's been the same story.
The same story with the third eye the hindus that's why
i'm the same story over and over that's it that's the awakening that's what happens that's the way
it is and so once that happened i realized that this is a matrix created by consciousness i realized
that everything is about what we think and of course i did the gateway tapes all four hours I became a
master manifester I I decompressed negative timelines I'm not worried the
government actually tried to assassinate me they poisoned me with a radioactive
poison I ordered don't worry don't worry my brother I'm bringing all the heat on me deep state come for me try bring it on deep
state come and kill me okay i'm calling out the mosad i'm calling out the cia i'm calling out our
corrupt government hey hold on one second just before um i just want to say melib tell me what's
up i just want to say melib, I'm so happy for you.
This is a beautiful celebration for you.
And I am going to head off app.
I can only handle so much of X right now.
I'm like, I have to take it in little parses.
I don't even know if that's the right word to use there.
But I can only take it in little doses right now.
So I'm just telling you guys Have a beautiful, beautiful
Night today
Thank you, bitch, thank you for always stopping by
Thank you, thank you
You're welcome, love you guys
Love you Cam, and I will see y'all
In just a little bit
And Enoki, you gotta come up and say something
Tim's been calling you non-stop
I'm pretty sure he's on stage, aren't you?
Okay. I see him as
a listener. My ex is all glitchy.
Love you, Rachel. Love you guys.
Z, Mella, AJ,
all the fans, Tim,
Nuggen, everybody.
Thank you so much for supporting
and hanging in there with Melody.
Don't forget Darren.
Where?
What?
I was joking.
It's a call back to earlier.
Say Darren's name.
Oh, that's so fucked up. There's Casey and Prez.
I see everybody.
Krista.
Hi, guys.
Okay.
Y'all have a beautiful night.
I might hop on later if you're still on here, but I got to take a break.
You guys should do that for your mental, emotional, and spiritual well-being.
I'm already fried.
My field is done.
It's over for me.
Yeah, I was going to say, we don't need to go too much longer.
We don't have to go too much longer.
I don't want to keep you guys too long.
I still want you to have your life.
We're staying all night.
We need AJ to give away more money, though.
Go ahead.
Do another $100. Go ahead. Do another $100.
Go ahead.
All right.
Can you not see my hand up?
Because Enochian had his hand up before me.
Oh, no.
I didn't see your hand up.
That's crazy.
What's going on, man?
Oh, no.
I haven't talked to my boy fucking Lightning in a minute, dude.
This guy, I love him, dude.
His energy is fucking off the chain, dude. He'll take on fucking minute, dude. This guy, I love him, dude. His energy is fucking off the chain, dude.
He'll take on fucking anybody.
He'll take on the Yakuza.
He'll take on fucking
Genghis Khan.
He doesn't give a shit, dude. I love this guy.
Let's do it!
Yeah, he is scary.
You know what I mean? He's determined.
No, it's all love for you, my brothers
and sisters. So for you, it's all love.
All love.
I know.
I say.
I'm a teddy bear.
I say, give to them what's theirs.
Give them their world.
Yeah.
Kind of like build our own little world, I think.
Maybe through networks like this, you know, and just kind of let them do whatever they
want to do.
And then we have to build a parallel world so that we could show them how to
act. And that's like, what has to happen.
Exactly. Exactly. Everybody have a backyard garden.
Everybody fucking, I don't need the grocery store. Fuck the grocery store.
Ain't Safeway done good for me.
I think they're trying to start something. Like, maybe we're gonna...
Should we start our
own little, um... What are those
called, AJ?
Cults.
Think about it. We all put together our fun.
Cults. We're gonna make our own cult.
Rachel knows about that.
How much our resources would go how far they would go
oh man i'm telling you aj's i mean israel's paying me by the hour do you guys want me to
play a song for you up until about the late 90s over in eastern washington you or if you're from
there you'd say eastern washington but um
we used to have a thing called barter fair and there was no corporations involved people just
knew to gather at the same time there'd be you know chicks that made there'd be people would
bring their whole milk and it was but it was all trade. Cash was rarely involved.
I'll tell you what.
That's actually really cool.
That's what you got to do now, I think, a little bit.
If you could, that would be great.
Like set up a farmer's market somewhere.
I want to start a barter fair.
That's cool.
That's really cool.
I mean, think about how much power we have together.
That it's the division that allows them to conquer us.
And the distraction.
They're great at distracting.
If they just didn't distract, they have to tell you everything.
And they do it so it can distract you.
If you weren't distracted, you'd create a good life for yourself and then you'd be
out of this matrix a little bit.
What do you guys say about all this?
Do you want to know who the worst employee is
at the grocery store? Me, dude.
I fuck up every time at the self-checkout.
I would hate to see you.
I fuck it up, dude.
Oh, shit. Did I just weigh like
oranges as bananas?
Jesus Christ.
Oh, I'm so...
Oh, it's fucking Seattle again.
Everywhere it goes.
Starbucks are like,
oh, this fucking asshole.
Oh, dude.
They want me to say...
I don't even know their language, dude.
I'm saying,
give me a medium drip,
you fucking dumb fuck.
What, a venti?
Go fuck you and your venti, dude.
Shut the fuck up. It's a medium. I don't even know
if it's a medium. Shut up!
Oh, you're talking about the Starbucks sizes.
That's funny.
Yeah, it's weird. Oh, better not keep
my friend here from his
coffee. He is not happy.
No, I'm getting down to it like when it first started like i had high school chicks working at a starbucks she'd be like well what do you want a vente and i'd be like no i want a fucking
medium i'm not saying these dumb words it's so funny because like oh my god it's funny because
every man in my life says the exact same thing. They all say it.
They're just like, fuck, I don't want to go to Starbucks
because they don't want to order for themselves.
They're embarrassed.
They're like, I don't want to say that word.
In Seattle, man, we had to freaking grow up with this shit.
It's, yeah, it's weird.
I don't know.
They wanted to be all hipster.
Remember?
That's what was in at the time.
Everybody's like, I got to be a hipster to be cool.
And then Starbucks was born. Were you ever a hipster, Melody? melody you gotta answer 10 questions all right okay number one so you weren't a hipster were you more on the liberal side of
of the world can you tell us a little bit about that i was like a little i
okay if we're talking about the same timeline i I was like a little emo kid. I was a little scene kid that would put my bangs,
were big swooped over my freaking, it was brutal.
I had long extensions.
I used to wear freaking high-heeled boots to school.
Yeah, I know.
It's terrible.
I looked like a little scene kid.
You were like a goth chick?
No, I wouldn't say goth.
Like, okay.
Emo and goth is different.
Yeah, I'm gonna find a picture.
And I'm gonna post it.
Tim's a cultural analyst.
Okay, next question.
Damn, you got balls.
You step on him with those fucking heels?
My heels?
Dude, I did some crazy shit.
I would, like, so if I was skipping class to go, like, smoke weed in some random, I don't know, wherever.
My friends, for some reason, always wanted to go on these crazy missions.
And it's fucking winter.
And they're like, hey, we're gonna go to this park.
And I'm like, okay, I guess I'm getting in this car and I'm going to this park.
So I get in the car, I go to the park. And then they're like, hey, there's this, like, this park. And I'm like, okay, I guess I'm getting in this car and I'm going to this park. So I get in the car, I go to the park and then they're like, hey, there's this
like river thing. They made me walk. I was wearing these like high heeled, like wedge boots. Like
they were like, I don't know. They were really cute though. And I, I was the only one wearing
heels because nobody else wearing heels because I was, yeah, stupid. And, um,
they made me walk along the edge of this hill that there was like barely enough room for my
foot to even have like a platform to stand on. Um, and it was all ice cause it was winter
and I did it. I couldn't believe I did it. And if I would have fallen down that hill,
I would have just tumbled down into this like river.
So I couldn't believe it.
I did some crazy stuff.
Isn't that where the phrase comes from,
dick your heels in?
Yeah, I think so.
And for the new people here at Melody,
could you just tell them about your single
and tell them how to buy it?
Sure.
And you got Ryan down there, too.
Do you want me to...
I'll play a song.
Yay!
Okay.
I won't play Dance and Cry.
You guys can go stream Dance and cry wherever you want YouTube Apple music Spotify
If you want to support the song directly you can go to my patreon. I made it purchasable. It's three dollars and 33 cents
I think it's five dollars American. I don't know
So Yeah, I'm gonna play a different song, but it's
also on the album. I dedicate this one to Rachel because I know she likes it
You don't know me like you want to and I'm sorry but I don't think you ever will
No, you don't know the full truth
And it's funny that you seem to think you do
Cause I've got one thing on my mind I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind And it's not you
You don't need me like you see you do Trust me baby, I can't be the one to pull you through. You just tease me and
you make me feel so small. So why should I put you on a pedestal? Cause I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
And it's not you, no, it's not you, no
I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind
And it's not you.
There's usually a little solo here, but Dakota's busy right now.
Guess I'm just bad at writing love songs
In fact I don't think that I've ever written one at all
Cause just when I feel like it's my time to fall
You come around and prove I was better on my own
Cause I've got one thing on my mind
I've got one thing on my mind I got one thing on my mind
I got one thing on my mind
and it's not you
no it's not you
I've got one thing on my mind
I got one thing on my mind
I got one thing on my mind
and it's not you
That was One Thing Not You.
It's going to be on the bottom.
Damn!
Wow, that was amazing.
That was fantastic.
Thank you so much.
I'm glad you liked it. I would say you're like a female Leonard Cohen, but I think he's like. Thank you. Thank you so much. I'm glad you liked it.
I would say you're like a female Leonard Cohen, but I think he's like a male you.
Oh, shit.
That's really cool.
I'll play another one if you guys want.
Okay.
I'm trying to remember my own song. Okay. Yeah, so this one's called Shaken. This is like the perfect song to just close your eyes to I think. My heart's shaking, but I met a piece for once.
And I refuse to wake from this dream until it's real.
Please don't wake me up.
I've got patience, but I was raised to chase this down
Cause no one's gonna catch you, you've got to find your own ground Maybe in the end it's best to play pretendin'
Picture better days
Call this manifestin'
I guess I'll have to test it
This is my renegade
Take this to my grave I'll write it in the stars someday
Know that there's a lesson here To live beyond my wildest fears
I used to sit and ponder
Shackled by my own distaste
The only thing to set me free
It was me, it was me, it was me
Maybe in the end it's best to play pretendin'
Picture better, D.A.
His call is manifestin' I guess I'll have to test it
This is my renegade My heart's shaking
I'm at peace for once
I refuse to wake from this dream
Until it's real
Please don't wake me Just awake from this dream until it's real.
Please don't wake me.
Oh my god, Melo, that was so beautiful.
Holy shit.
We're all really lucky to get a chance to hear you before you blow up and become a superstar.
I can't even talk. That was perfect. That was so pretty.
It was beautiful. And she already is a superstar, by the way.
Aw, thanks, guys.
And you can hear how much you've moved people.
Aw. aww thanks guys and you can hear how much you've moved people aww you guys are gonna make me cry
I've been crying so much lately
oh my goodness
I don't know what to say
do you want another song?
a thousand percent yes
yeah absolutely absolutely mouth I'm in my feels I was gonna say more to give.
Alright, I'll play this one and then I'll play more to give for you.
That's your new favorite, eh? That's crazy.
No, both of these.
Okay.
So this is called The Optimist. It's not always peaches, rainbows, and butterflies.
Sometimes it's leeches, black holes, and sleepless nights
Not every rain cloud has a silver line
Dark times, they linger much longer than we'd like
Dark times, they linger much longer than we'd like
But I'm supposed to be the optimist
Save my tears, level my head a bit
Supposed to be the optimist
Save my tears, sift in my upper lip
But I feel so heavy
I feel so weak
I'm supposed to be, I'm supposed to be the optimist
I think there's power in letting our demons in
We've been letting our demons in
Treat them as good friends in need, let them sit a bit
Maybe the monster's just our inner kid
These dark times have lingered much longer than we'd like
Dark times, they linger much longer than we'd like
But I'm supposed to be the optimist
Shave my tears, level my head a bit
Supposed to be
I'm supposed to be the optimist
I'm supposed to be the optimist
Save my tears, level my head a bit
Supposed to be the optimist
Save my tears, sniff in my upper lip
But I feel so heavy save my tears sniffing my upper lip
I feel so heavy
I feel so weak
I'm supposed to be
I'm supposed to be
the optimist
I'm supposed to be the optimist
I'm supposed to be
You sound like an angel tonight.
Yep.
We get our own private little concerts.
You believe this?
She's going to leave us.
She's going to go out and conquer the world.
And we're going to be able to say that we had our own little concerts.
That's what's going to happen.
Oh, shit, yeah.
We're going to be backstage at Madison Square Garden.
Z already manifested it.
Z, who's got your tongue, Z?
Somebody got your tongue?
Oh, we're going to get the clock seats.
Z, what's going on?
Z, you've been very quiet tonight.
I'm in awe of the angelic beauty
that's being displayed.
I know where you're in awe of.
I know exactly what it is.
Do you guys all want to know?
Get AJ.
I would never, ever tell anything about Z.
Not AJ will tell us, though.
No, no. Z's protected.
She'll cast a fairy spell on me
if I say anything.
Mela B, it really is truly
an honor to be here with you.
I feel like we're getting a front row seat
to literally
a freaking legend.
I'm just like, holy shit.
This is amazing. Thank you so much. Thank you. Thanks for coming, guys. This has been a freaking legend. So I'm just like, holy shit. This is amazing. So thank you so much.
Thanks for coming guys.
This has been a fun space.
I just felt like jamming out a bit.
So do you still want me to play?
Yeah.
Do you still want me to play more to give?
Yeah.
As if that's all right.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Before I get too tired,
I was like,
oh, I better sing, because I'm going to get sleepy.
Yeah.
I'm just going to tune up my guitar here.
Do, do, do.
All right. Alright.
Okay, so this is another original, called More To Give. Save the rest
I don't need a handout Save the rest
I don't need a handout
I can feel my feet now
Planet on the crown
It's safe to rest
At last it's got warm out
I can take a breath now
I stand tall again
This I know, this I promise, I can make it through the darkness
I am bulletproof, my goodness, I've got so much more to give
This I know, this I promise, I can make it through the darkness I am bulletproof, my goodness
I've got so much more to give
I've got so much more to give
I slept through the cracks Like a weed in concrete
The weight won't stop me I see light again
I have no regrets I found my armor here Now my path is clear
And I stand tall again This I know, this I promise
I can make it through the darkness I am bulletproof
My goodness, I've got so much more to give This I know, this I promise
I can make it through the darkness
I am bulletproof, my goodness
I've got so much more to give
I let the light in
Let me glow, let the light in, let me bloom
Let the light end, let me bloom Yes, I know this, I promise I can make it through the darkness
I am bulletproof, my goodness I've got so much more to give
Yes, I know this, I promise I can make it through the darkness
I am bulletproof, my goodness I've got so much more to give
I let the light in
Let me bloom
I let the light end
Let me
I've got so much more to give
I've got so much more to give
I think this is the most awe I've ever seen everybody be in.
Normally everybody's going crazy.
Everybody's just like spellbound.
What have you done?
Yeah, you even comped me down, Bella.
I'm hypnotized for sure.
I'm going to sponsor you.
You're going to sponsor me?
Yeah, I'm going to, on my next...
Is she an alcoholic?
I'm sorry, what?
I said, is she an alcoholic?
No, I'm just making a joke because you said you were going to sponsor her.
No, meaning that I will be
just
giving her money soon.
Real soon.
Let's go. She has a Patreon.
You are seriously talented.
Wait, Melo B, do you have your Patreon? Could you stick it up top?
Everybody, you help support the
artists who are doing this by themselves.
You have to sell your soul in these industries
somewhat. And it's very degrading. You lose, you have to sell your soul in these industries somewhat.
And it's very degrading.
You lose your music.
And you know what?
Then it turns satanic.
And then all of a sudden the world is over because everybody's putting a satanic spell.
So you have to get over that by saying like, oh, that's satanic music.
And I'm not saying to say, oh, that's satanic music.
You're bad.
You should die.
No, it's like, let them have that music and you'll make the other side of the music
and you'll have to, you know,
overtake the whole satanic music industry.
And if you don't overtake it,
then the whole world dies and everything
and the whole world is in your hands right now.
It's all on your shoulders.
That's it.
Melody, just remember the number 12.
Okay, he's going to be giving you money, okay?
Um, okay.
I like you that much, and I like your music that much.
You must have a boyfriend, right?
Yeah, I'm engaged, actually.
Golly, all the good ones get taken, don't they?
Oh, yeah, of course.
Is that Dakota?
I'm still giving you money, Melody.
Oh, my goodness.
Well, thanks for preemptively supporting me.
I appreciate any support I get.
Yeah, I can put my Patreon up top.
I have a little tip jar thing on my link tree.
So if anybody does feel inclined, I never expect anything,
but everything is always appreciated.
Yeah, it's not going to be a tip.
It's not going to be a coffee.
It's going to be a lot bigger than that.
Oh, goodness.
I don't know what to say you don't have to say anything you just you just sang your heart out oh well I'm glad that it
resonated with you that's that means a lot yeah and it takes a lot to resonate with me because I've got a super high frequency.
The real,
the real Donald Zuck.
That was a tongue twister.
I just went to your profile.
I was like,
wait,
what's his name?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Sorry.
I'm eating.
That's okay.
No worries.
Well,
thanks guys.
Thank you for like the support, the encouraging words. It means means a lot i'm glad that you have enjoyed the music it's a late night so oh my god it's 11 11
it's 11 11 11 11 make a wish make a wish make a wish for us it's more mella because it's taurus i wish mel bb a superstar and taurus go
well guys when you support young artists so they don't have to join the satanic music industry as
aj said you're actually making a real difference so that people can have music that comes from the
heart that isn't written by people who work for the devil, who are literally shells from the last reset
and are being manipulated by demons
in order to get to this plan of this world
where we are slaves, where babies are born in eco-life pods,
and human beings have no connection to God.
So when you support an artist like mella
you're changing the world so i encourage everyone to support mella to go to her patreon to send her
funds because you're making a real difference and you know that we forget how much of a difference
we can make you know it costs very little money to support an artist or to give money to a homeless person to give someone $20,
you know, a homeless person and some clothes, you changed the world. So it means nothing to you,
but it means everything to them. And so thank you, Mela. You know, your music even calmed me down.
You calmed, uh, you know, the soul of the beast. So like I am, you know, always raging in this fight for freedom, for the children,
for God. And so I appreciate you giving me a moment to just relax and your music is very
soothing. So thank you, Mella. Oh, thank you. I'm glad I try to do that. These faces can get,
um, like Bridget was saying, Oh, Oh no, I got to plug my phone in. Um, Bridget was saying oh oh no I gotta plug my phone in um Bridget was saying earlier
like you gotta take breaks right and I see music that way like that's that's my thing like music
is my break it's my mental reset so um I kind of like going into spaces that could use a music
reset I like hanging out in the political spaces. And the reason I like hanging
out in those spaces is because not even to like, share my opinion as much as it is to hear people
and just like gain perspective because I have my own little bubble that I live in. And you all have
your own little bubble that you live in. you all have your own little bubble that you live in.
And when we come together and have these conversations and like learn from each other,
we can kind of like expand our bubbles a little bit and understand the world a little bit more.
Right. So, um, but sometimes that can be like emotionallying, just because sometimes our bubbles don't blend very well.
So yeah, it can be emotionally taxing, it can cause some shit, bring people kind of back down,
back to just resonance,
like hearing, letting your thoughts kind of quiet
so that way other things can come in
and maybe influence your mood in a positive way.
Yeah, that's how I see it.
Thank you guys all for coming and supporting.
Yeah, so I'll post
I'm going to post in the comments my link tree
because I was trying to get
if I do every single individual link
it's just going to be a whole lot.
So I was like, you know what?
I'll just put my link tree in the comments and then I'll post it up at the top.
And if anybody wants to click it and feels inclined to either support on Patreon or just to stream my music or whatever it is, it'll be there for you to check it out.
But thanks for coming through.
I'm glad you guys like the tunes.
Thank you, Mella B.
We love you.
We appreciate it so much.
Yeah, it might be closing soon.
Do you guys, I can keep it open.
It's up to you guys.
Love you, Mella.
What do you want to do?
Do you want to sing or do you want to, like, talk?
What do you guys want to do?
Everything.
He told me dark pill
yesterday, but
I don't think we're in the right mood
for that.
We've been in like several
different directions tonight.
It's been a little bit of everything.
It really has.
From the fin space to this, it's so weird, right?
Rachel, do you feel like singing?
You want me to sing something?
Yes, Rachel.
Come on, Rachel.
I haven't heard Rachel sing yet.
I want to hear her sing.
Oh, Lord.
Okay, hold on.
Pressure's on.
Pressure's on.
No pressure, right?
Oh, it's a lot of pressure on the spot.
Hell yeah, and I heard an angel sing right now.
I know she messes it up for everybody.
It really is.
She makes life worse.
We think she's saving the world.
She's making the world terrible, making us all feel bad about ourselves.
Right?
It's terrible.
Horrible melody.
Woody, do you have like a request?
I don't know.
Oh, okay, wait.
You know the one...
Oh my god, it's gonna bug me.
It's like one of your favorite songs.
And someone sang it...
Oh, is it my wedding song?
What's your wedding song?apest yes budapest
i love when you sing this song i freaking love that song hold on i'm gonna um fast forward it
a little bit because just to make sure that a commercial doesn't play because it does it to
me all the time hold. You guys talk amongst yourselves.
That's what you get from me having a white night
for you, Rachel.
come here often.
What's going on?
I'm lost now. I have no idea
what's going on in this space. We're just waiting on Rachel. She's going to sing for us.
Rachel, what's she going to sing?
Hey.
Future wedding song, guys.
No, it is.
One day,
this is going to be my future wedding song.
And Mella's friend's still here
is she still here with us
so I'm gonna try to get through it
cause this song gets me all
like emotional
and Mela already had me crying and shit
like damn
my house in Budapest, my hidden treasure chest, golden grand piano, my beautiful Castillo,
you, you, I leave it all. My acres of a land I have achieved It may be hard for you to stop and believe
But for you, you, I leave it all For you, you, I leave it all
And give me one good reason why I should never make a change
Baby, if you hold me then all of this will go away
My many artifacts, the list goes on
If you just say the words, I'll up and run
Oh to you, you, I'd leave it all
And for you, you, I'd leave it all.
And give me one good reason why I should never make a change.
Baby, if you hold me, then all of this will go away.
All of this will go away
Give me one good reason why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me then all of this will go away Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, My friends and family don't understand. They fear they'll lose so much if you take my hand.
Oh, for you, you, I'd lose it all.
And for you, you, I'd lose it all.
Who would lose it all?
And give me one good reason why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me then all of this will go away
Give me one good reason why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me then all of this will go away
My house in Budapest, my hidden treasure chest
Golden grand piano, my beautiful Castillo
You, you, I'd leave it all
And for you, you, I'd leave it all
Oh, I'd leave it all.
Beautiful.
Oh, my goodness.
Thank you, Rachel.
I just love when you sing that song.
The song is, oh, man, it's so beautiful.
I love that song so much.
I love that song more now because of you.
Like, actually, I didn't love that song more now because of you like actually i didn't love that song so he does this little thing in the guitar like he speeds it up yes i've heard him i've heard him
play the song so freaking listen for the first i would say at least eight times that he sang that
song and he would sing it every time i was in a space because people just love to hear me get all emotional and shit.
And he would, he would like sing it every single time.
And I would always be like, thank you.
It was so perfect.
I love when he does that song.
Yeah, he kills it.
I love Danger Dev.
That was beautiful, Rachel.
Just beautiful.
Aw, thank you, David.
Hey, Jay.
Where you at?
He's crying and wiping his tears.
Was that your wedding song?
I'm sorry.
No, um,
Slip Nick got my wedding song.
And, uh,
Ash might have one too. They got my wedding song.
No, no. Cause you're a jerk.
Oh, he's got, that's my wedding song.
You're a jerk.
How could that not be everybody's wedding song?
The best one of all time. Okay. The next one of you to get married, could that not be everybody's wedding song the best i want to play
okay the next one of you to get married i want to play at your wedding oh my god i love it i love it
wait how do i know it's me
i'm manifesting my wedding and mel is gonna sing and i'm already celebrating and it's gonna be
rainbows and sunshines and all the good shit and i'm gonna have fairies there hello one of my
buddies is a fairy so yeah and lots of shitsters and all that good stuff it's gonna be awesome i would love that oh geez there's ryan i am uh this guy's life
getting married anytime soon but i will officially request yeah rub it in ryan rub it in mella plays
at my birthday oh i would love to play your birthday july 4th be there okay wait let me
i just got to make sure i don't have a gig that day. No, I'm kidding. I've got plans.
Oh, I was so excited.
Wait, July 4th is really cool.
Oh, that was awesome.
You know what we should do, guys?
We should do a big Friendsgiving this year for Thanksgiving.
You know, Friendsgiving.
Shouldn't we do that?
I would love that.
That would be so amazing.
Wait, Canadian or American Thanksgiving?
Do what?
Go somewhere?
They're a month apart.
Huh? What?
Canadian or American Thanksgiving? They're a month apart.
It's definitely going to be American.
The weather is much better by then.
Oh my gosh.
Canada has that cold weather by then.
We're not going to be that like and do what and what does that
incorporate what the friendsgiving yeah what the fuck is a friendsgiving okay so a friendsgiving
is all your friends get together and they do like a thanksgiving celebration but it's just like
you know just the buddies the friends everybody got everybody's gotta bring like, you know, just the buddies, the friends.
Everybody got, everybody's got to bring something, you know?
Yes.
Or in person.
Everybody brings something.
And we just do like, we might even do shrooms, like, hello.
Yes.
Now we're talking.
Oh, yeah.
No, and you talk with.
Are you talking about on spaces or in person?
In person, not in spaces.
How are we going to eat the food if we're not in person? We should go somewhere really cool.
I'm thinking like...
Sedona, Arizona.
Oh, shit.
Really?
Sedona, Arizona?
That's not Thanksgiving, though.
When is that event?
That's like Desert Land.
The White Lodge is there.
On an etheric level.
I literally live by the beach.
Yes.
Okay, we're going to Rachel's.
If Rachel's inviting me to the beach,
I'm going. I'm not going to turn
down the beach.
I mean, it's going to be amazing.
I'll bring the UFO.
You don't have the guts.
You're just talking shit, Rachel. You don't even have
the guts. I swear to God, I
have been planning. You don't have the guts.
Every year, we're like, we're not doing it.
So, listen, if you guys can get here, I will host it.
I will cook.
I'm used to cooking for my whole family anyways.
Where is here?
Florida.
Ooh, I love Florida.
I'll go anywhere where there's free food.
I love Florida.
I'm going down.
I'll bring the UFOs.
Like, are we talking, like, what part of Florida?
By the...
Well, I don't want to say...
No, yeah, yeah.
Unless you guys are really coming, then, of course...
Yeah, she's got a vet who's actually coming.
Yeah.
But not everybody is invited, so, you know.
It's got to be people you trust, right?
Yes, because I'm not trying to get murdered while I sleep, you know.
Yeah.
Yeah, none of that.
We don't need to be the next crime docu-series on Netflix.
No circle.
Oh, God.
You know?
The space friends met up and everybody got murdered.
Right?
Okay, wait.
Hold on.
Question for you.
If that happened, who do you think would be the first person killed?
Definitely me.
Not me, because I'm going to have a gun by my bed.
Okay, I'm sleeping.
I'm sleeping in Rachel's room.
She's got a gun.
I'm good.
I mean, statistically speaking, it's more likely to be used against you than anything.
No, not if you know what you're doing.
And I also have my little guard dog, so. No, not if you know what you're doing. And I also have my little guard dog.
No, but you know what?
If a lot of people come for real,
we could just get like an Airbnb.
It depends.
Like if it's just us, you know, like the
little group of us, then yeah,
we could stay in my house and oh my
God, we'll have a pajama party. Like it's going to be
so much fun. I've been thinking about
this forever. You guys don't understand.
It's
happening. It's happening this year for
sure. And I'll sing
everybody to sleep. I'll just play songs.
Yes!
By the little fire because I'm
going to have the little fire pit
with my little tiki torches
and just m'mores.
We got this, girl.
Hot chocolate.
I'll bring the UFOs.
I will bring the UFOs.
That's my jam.
And you could do like Reiki.
I'm not saying like make it a retreat.
Listen, we can't have it turn into mother God.
Listen, during the day, we'll go to the beach.
I got a pool.
This is going to be amazing.
It's going to be awesome.
So let's do it.
Not everybody's invited, though.
Absolutely not, because we are trying
to survive until next year's
Friendsgiving.
Don't worry, Ken. You're definitely involved, I had the weirdest experience in spaces earlier today.
Oh no, what happened?
Well, I don't know why, but this fella, I'm just going to call him a fella.
He, I don't know why.
It was like, I went up, someone up someone was like hey congratulations on your release how
does it feel to have it out and i started answering the question as i usually answer the question same
way as always and he was just like she's a demon she's here to suck our souls like he was so mean
i was like i don't know what i did wrong but i don't want to be here anymore and then they said
that to you yes i was like what said that who's that happens to rachel all the time once you're
called a bad name on this app then you are that's it you're gonna be loved everybody you know your
people are gonna stick by you i've been called everything under the stars the moon the sun i'm a cult leader i am just all
this amazing stuff so please tell us who who did this you'll be mella i'm i'm so sorry that i called
you a devil in that space no it wasn't apologize now everybody hears it Troll it wasn't Ryan. It was definitely a troll. It was definitely a troll
but it was okay because
It started I think it's it was a boy he I mean a man
And make a phone call and get them banned and get started with a K
make a phone call and get him banned.
I think it started with a K. He probably wanted you
and can't have you and he's mad.
It was okay because
Reptile had my back.
He was like, yo.
Don't fuck with him.
Oh, you were in Reptile's face?
Yeah.
I was like, where did I just stumble
into? I didn't know what was happening.
Oh, fucking Kumar.
It was Kumar! It was Kumar!
It was Kumar!
I expect nothing less from that
space.
It was Kumar.
He's the most fucked up guy on here.
He is a demon himself.
He was literally the second stage I ever
went on. And I figured out
about him real quick.
It's so entertaining, but it's a little on the entertaining side.
He fights with everybody.
You know, it's really entertaining.
If you look at it as pure entertainment, I know that's why Reptile loves it.
Because it's like a little bit of entertainment.
He was scaring me, though, because he started saying, like,
how many of your exes committed the S word?
Like, it was like like he started going like
yeah
he's bad
it was just weird
I know I know I seen
he's weird with girls he's weird with men too
he's just a dick girl don't pay attention
to that
just caught me off guard I was like do I have my first
like is this a i can't believe
you never met a hater he he is literally does it to everybody so i've never i've never had that
like i've never encountered him i guess because wait what did he say you were he said that i was
like some sort of demon and i was here to just like, like what is going on?
Mella sings to us and she puts spells on us, right?
And then all of a sudden, you know, maybe Kumari.
You started this, AJ.
You started this.
It's your fault.
Kumari, he said some stupid, crazy shit that came true.
It's actually kind of funny here and there.
It's crazy.
He might not be far off but it's
definitely not her being a demon no he he was i don't know it was an interesting i was literally
as i entered the space too i was there for less than five minutes and it was just boom oh i'm
gonna fucking i'm gonna fucking um he did it on new issue day on the day
of the album.
He's lowering your vibration.
To the people that have vaccinated themselves, he humiliates them and makes them feel like
they're going to die and they're stupid and retard.
Like he's, he's quite the character.
Hate to say it, but that might be good for them.
At least it's not just me. I was just like,
wait, what is happening?
But now that you guys are telling me this, it's...
You're nothing. He probably
said nothing to you. I'm surprised you haven't heard
him yet. He respects me.
Everybody knows about him.
He respects me because
I kind of put him in his
place several times.
That's good.
I respect you, Rachel.
I love, I feel like Rachel is like, she's a good role model for women.
I don't know how else to put it you just
are because you just don't take shit you're like no fuck you I'm gonna I'm
gonna say what I need to say and you also hold people accountable and I
really like that about you because you don't let you don't let shit slide that's
what I I've noticed about Rachel is like if someone says some shit that she's
just like wait no no that's not okay.
She's not going to just let it slide.
A lot of people just let it slide and they're just like, okay, all right.
She's like, no, fuck you.
I want to know, like, let's dig into this.
I want to understand you.
Well, here's the thing.
I grew up in a place where I had to suppress everything about me.
Everything.
My singing, my thoughts, my freedom.
Like, everything was taken from me.
So I'm not going to let that happen again.
Not from freaking trolls online.
Hell no.
So, you know, I think that's where it comes from.
Like, sometimes I can definitely have a conversation with a whole
group of people even if we don't agree and just sit there and be like okay you know like we don't
have to agree or whatever but um you know I mean but I also don't tolerate bullshit like if somebody
tells me you can't do something or you shouldn't do this or that, you know, like that automatically is like cold.
You're in a cold.
I'm like, I can't alert alert.
So, yeah, but that's when the tourist kicks in.
I have to tell you guys something funny.
You know how Jackie made that video of the tiger, me hugging the tiger.
hugging the tiger first of all there's actually people that believe i have a tiger second of all
First of all, there's actually people that believe I have a tiger.
yeah z my dog has started making these noises that literally she's like like she literally
sounds like a fucking tiger and she she just started this like two days ago and today i was
talking to my friend and she's like what the fuck was that noise i go that's her that's kiki
and she's like what is she doing i'm like i have no idea she just started doing this two days ago
she literally sounds like a freaking tiger i have no idea where this came from it's like
it's almost like when you start talking about a product and your phone starts showing you that product all the time.
Yes.
I'm going to see if she does it now really quick.
Your dog has an algorithm and it's watching you.
It wants.
It's the funniest thing ever.
Like she sounds like a tiger growling.
It's the funniest thing.
It's okay.
My cat winks like a pig. Oh, does he? Yeah. Yeah. She's crazy. Ohling it's the funniest thing it's okay my cat winks like a pig oh does
he yeah uh yeah she's crazy oh it's a girl yeah her name is rebel and she lives up to the name
um and she oinks like a pig and i was like so concerned about it i went to the vet with her
we're like yeah so our cat's making this weird noise. We thought maybe there was like a respiratory issue.
And she was like, no, your cat is just very relaxed.
And I was like, what do you mean very relaxed?
And she's like, well, she drools when she's relaxed.
Have you ever seen a cat drool?
Yes, I have.
She literally, it's like a big freaking thing of drool that just like comes out of her mouth when she's all chilled out and like happy.
It's like right when I get home, I go and cuddle her and then she just starts drooling everywhere.
And then she oinks when she's relaxed.
So she makes this like, it's like this weird sound.
And then what else was it?
I can't remember.
There was one other thing that my vet said was like really funny about
my cat she acts like she acts like a ragdoll cat you know those ragdoll cats that you can just do
whatever you want with you can like pick them up flip them upside down yeah that's her she's crazy
you need to get a video of her oinking i will yeah i'm trying to get my dog to do it again.
It's mostly when she yawns.
So she'll
yawn and then she'll do that
It's the funniest
shit, I swear.
How do you say it? What do you call it? You say yawn?
She yawns. Am I saying it wrong?
Literally?
Did I do the Spanish thing again?
She yawns. She yawns. Oh fuck, I said it wrong? Did I do the Spanish thing again? She yawns.
She yawns.
Oh, fuck. I said it wrong.
No, you didn't say it wrong.
You just said it the way you say it.
I used my Spanish accent. Sorry.
But yeah, she yawns.
Did I say it right?
It doesn't matter, Rachel.
It doesn't matter.
We all got accents. we're all from different places
oh wow but yeah she does that and then she'll do that little grunt thing which is
so funny he just like did a bob saget thing on us right he was like don't worry rachel
we're all just different people from different places
tim is just the wholesome It's your favorite
Tim is a wholesome person
He likes to keep things level
I'm very balanced
I'm an 11 and a Libra
Oh you're a Libra?
I don't know why the 11 doesn't resonate with me
But definitely the Libra situation does
My dad is a Libra.
I get along with Libras.
Yeah, I'm a triple Libra.
My mom was a Libra, Mella.
Yeah.
Sun and moon.
They're just, yeah, I mean, every sign has their own little negative thing.
But, yeah, Libras are awesome.
And guess what so libras and taurus or taurians are um the only horoscope signs that are ruled by the planet venus
which is the planet of love so libras show it in a different way than taurians do um because with what what's the differences what's the differences with them it's
like since you know okay so with taurians it's like we like comforts and we like like the way
things feel you know like um oh yeah yeah like we have to be comfortable and everything has to be
like you know um smooth sailing right when it comes to the house
do you want to know how true that is for me can i tell you guys something this is hilarious
you love kissing too i have okay tell me who else has one of these okay so you know how you have
like a big fluffy duvet for your bed i have like a like a down filled like fluffy duvet for your bed. I have like a, like a downfilled, like fluffy duvet for my bed.
I have one for my couch because tell me where you got that. Cause I want one.
Oh, I just went and I bought a big ass duvet from Costco and I have a massive duvet for my couch
because fuck no, I'm not going to go to my bedroom and pull my duvet off my bed
every time i want to cuddle with it on the couch no i'm just gonna have a couch duvet
that is such a vegan tourist thing to do but it's also i love that idea holy shit i hate duvets
guys they are torturous but yeah they're so very're very much about, like, the way we touch, the way that things feel, the way things smell, you know?
Kissing, obviously, is huge for both sides.
Isn't that why they make throw blankets, though, Mella?
No, a throw blanket is not enough.
I don't know.
There's some pretty cozy throw blankets out there.
Okay, mind you, I have
on my couch, I have one, two,
three, four
throw blankets plus the
duvet plus one, two, three, four, five,
six, seven.
You're just making pillow forts now. I've got a lot of
pillows. I'm telling you, that's like a
tourist thing. Yeah.
Did you hear her? Did you hear her did you hear her
she just did it i did hear that oh my god i did yeah she's i don't know what's wrong with her
she's becoming a cat now i don't know what it's so weird it is weird why do ladies love the vase
but anyway because they're so comfy like i need the need the fluff, you know? Okay, so it's all about, like, the way that you decorate and the softness, the comfort, you know?
Like, I have a million pillows.
I just love softness and things that are just pretty.
Do you rock the high thread count duvets?
No, I don't give a shit.
No, I just Costco, you know no i don't give a shit no i i just costco you know
so you see as long as it's soft i don't care how much so wait rachel you're then we are definitely
the same type of person when you go shopping do you have to feel everything yes girl listen
i feel everything i need to know the texture.
You're literally touching pure germs, but I don't give a shit because when I pass by like, you know how you go to the store and you have to pass by everything and just touch it to see.
Yes, that's me. I have. Yeah. Yeah. Or smell it like the candles. If I go by the candles, I got to smell. i gotta smell oh yeah candles every single candle yeah i
if i go into someone's house um and i see a candle on their like coffee table or whatever
i will casually walk over to their coffee table and be like sorry i gotta smell this and i smell
it and put it down and continue yes and i'm very, very picky about the smells, like, very particular.
Like, it can't be musky.
I don't like the musky smells.
Or, you know, I like, like, fruity ones or, you know, flowery ones are good, but it has to be mixed with something else.
Yes.
Girl, we are the same.
Now we know what candles are bringing.
We are the same.
Like, I like, like, citrus scents are the same. I like citrus scents are so nice.
I like citrus.
I like...
Because it smells clean, you know?
Yeah.
Friggin' Tauruses.
All these girls talking about all their smells and feels.
But guess what, Tim?
Libras look like...
Chappenals!
What's up, Tim?
Wait till Tim brings you that trick candle.
But with Libras, it's more about romance.
With us, it's more about, like, we like the comforts.
So, you know, I, yeah, let me shut up.
Yeah.
But yeah, it's very, very romantic.
She's a little seductress, Rachel, right?
She's trying to, what are you trying to?
She's a thirst trap.
She's trying to thirst trap everybody. She's a little tigeructress, Rachel, right? She's trying to, what are you trying to? She's a thirst trap. She's trying to thirst trap everybody.
She's thirst trap.
She's a little tiger.
Honey pot.
Honey pot.
Of course, the space is growing.
There's men all over.
Every time some guy jumps on a space for the first time, she's like, you have a really nice voice.
You should talk more.
I know, I know.
Same bullshit.
She's seducing them.
And she's like, I was like, oh, how'd you meet him?
Well, he came on the space and he was just kicking it to me. saying bullshit she's seducing them and she's like they i was like oh how'd you meet him well
he came on the space he was just kicking it to me no she's flipping her hair singing songs yep
no i'm definitely not a skank thank you but i am a seductress it's not a skank it's just
the word five and it works it's just a five five. Criticizers. You know what I do do?
I like people to feel comfortable.
And if they do something that should be like Shepard, how he's been so freaking amazing lately and his one-liners and he's, you know, he's been amazing, right?
I'm learning.
I'm learning.
I'm learning.
I'm learning.
So that's what I do.
So that's what I do.
I give him compliments.
That's not anything other than showcasing, wow, this person, like, they're really trying to showcase something different.
You know what I mean?
I just got the weirdest DM.
Oh, no.
Okay, so Waffle wants to come up.
And Waffle says, i'll rico your world
let me up just see let me eat you up
he's got a blocked account
yeah that's why he's blocked
i haven't blocked oh fuck
again i'm sorry for using
my alt to see
your messages and your dms
second time today won't happen again
geez ryan come on no Weird messages, new DMs. Second time today, it won't happen again. Jeez, Ryan.
Come on.
No, I have him blocked.
He's blocked for a reason.
All right, good to know.
Is Z stuck in the metaverse right now?
Because it says that she is like half here.
Z, are you here?
Is a dot by her name?
If so, then yeah, she's stuck. Yeah, Is there a dot by her name? If so, then yeah, she's stuck.
Yeah, there's a dot by her name.
Then yeah, she's stuck.
All right, Z, I'm going to remove you
and come back up, Z.
Yeah, we're missing that lap.
What the heck?
All right.
I'll pull her out now.
Sorry for my bad words.
Can I play you guys one more song and then we can close out?
Oh, sorry.
Sorry, Tim.
Oh, no, it's my fault.
No, no, it's not your fault.
Don't worry.
I got to go soon because I got a morning tomorrow.
Yeah, we'll do it after this song
okay so I'll play another song
sorry to kind of abruptly
say that
let's get at least one laugh out of you
I don't know what is going
on the freaking app keeps
kicking me out
what is happening probably. The freaking app keeps kicking me out. I'm like, what is happening?
Probably not.
That's probably where I got it.
I'll show you that.
Yeah, update your phone.
Rule number one, check your app to see if there's an app update every day.
Every day?
Every day?
I forget I have to do basic life things.
If you do a lot of spaces.
I can't keep up, Tim.
They're doing this, they're doing that with the freaking app every other day.
I just can't keep up anymore.
Yeah, no, I forget to do basic life things, so for me to check that stuff is like, no, it's not gonna happen.
I'll just find out the hard way.
Um, alright. Take your shoes off, hang your coat, stay a while, baby, it's cold out there
We could play a crokinole, you always win, oh, it's not fair
You always win, oh it's not fair
But it's okay, I love that smile
I'll always stare
Promise me you'll never leave
Oh do you still care
I know that you say it, but I wanna see it, I want you to cry
I want you to cry
so I know that you love me
I want you to hurt
so I know that you care I want you to fight
When you get angry
So I know that your heart is still there
I've been hurt, I've been wronged
I've played alone to those silly games
On the surface it seems so perfect Until it's too late
Maybe we could say the things we seem to hide away, hide away
You and me, we are a team and this here ain't a child's play
I know that you're sad, but
that you said, but I want to see it.
I want you to cry, so I know that you love me.
I want you to hurt, so I know that you care
I want you to fight when you get angry
So I know that your heart is still there
So I know that your heart is still there
okay where in the world do i have to go to download that song you gotta wait for the album
yes the album the album album album it's coming promise. All of these songs are going to be on the album.
They're all recorded.
They're at the tail end of mixing and mastering stuff.
It's a process.
It's a process.
Her thing is actually amazing, Shepard.
I know you'll love that one, too.
Oh, man.
She made me cry with that one.
Am I going to lie?
Yeah, I was tearing up, too. Aw, thanks, guys. Dance and Cry is out, man. She made me cry with that one. Am I going to lie? Yeah, I was tearing up, too.
Aw, thanks, guys.
Dance and Cry is out, though.
So if anybody wants to listen to Dance and Cry,
it is out officially today on all platforms.
Purchasable on Patreon if you would like to support.
Same with iTunes, all that fun stuff.
So, yeah. I'm glad you guys like the songs
thank you for doing this for us tonight
that was amazing
you're welcome
thanks for coming
thanks for celebrating the release with me
I appreciate you guys
yeah I have a bunch
of fun stuff happening. It's been taking longer than I wanted it to. I wanted to
have the merch ready. Remember I was telling you guys about the hats and
stuff? I tried to get some insight on which beanies to have. Hint, hint, I may
or may not have done both of them because it was like pretty much split down the
middle so um yeah the merch is all done it's all designed it's all up on the website that I designed
myself and I'm very proud of but I was saying at the beginning of the space I don't like selling
things that I haven't um touched I haven't seen, I can't like I don't want to
just like drop ship it without knowing that it's good and that it worked out so
I'm just waiting on the samples to come and as soon as the samples get here as
long as everything is good with them then I can just literally hit a button
and then it'll be live and I am so stoked for you guys to see the t-shirt design because I'm really proud of it.
So, yeah, that's coming soon.
But I appreciate you guys for being here.
Thank you so much for the support.
Good night, everybody.
Mel will be terrific.
Nobody go anywhere.
Nobody's going anywhere.
You're all held hostage.
Nobody goes to sleep here,
you little vampires.
Keeping this open.
I got my hands in the air.
All right, I'm going to get the dad pen then.
I'm getting baked up.
Yeah, me too. I'm going outside too.
Everyone get their second wing.
Get their second wing. Let's go.
Let's go hard.
Wait, you did how many grams of mushrooms right now?
Yeah, me too.
Three and a half grams of mushrooms in eight.
Yeah, I'm going right now too.
Let's go.
Fuck yes, AJ.
Fuck yes.
Let's see what you got.
Let's go.
I got another eight if I need to double up.
Is that what we're doing?
Jesus Christ.
Shit's about to get wild.
Yeah, we're going hard.
We're going hard now.
Fuck yes. That's what hard now. Fuck yeah.
That's what she said.
Oh, they're disgusting as shit.
Are you actually doing this?
Yes, they are.
They are, AJ, but I love it.
I love it.
What kind of cake?
Are you kidding me?
It's new issue day.
This is release day.
I'm going to brush.
You just got to brush your teeth afterwards.
These are Z's little silly dots.
What are they called?
Silly dots.
I could take 150 of these.
There's no fucking amount of milligrams that could even affect me on these.
And I wish I had my mushrooms.
You feel good.
I love mushrooms.
I know.
It's like the best, literally the best feeling ever.
Man, now I want to go get my mushrooms.
Yeah, let's go.
I'm going to feel so left out.
I love mushrooms because.
Laughing.
The laughing.
Let me tell you guys.
Yes.
I just want to laugh.
It's the best.
Dude, the last story, the last thing I did with mushrooms a couple years ago, I took,
I had one of those candy bars.
I think you're supposed to like microdose them, right?
And my friend gave it to me.
I ate the whole goddamn candy bar.
Oh, good man, Shepard.
Shepard, you did not eat that whole chocolate bar.
Oh, I ate the whole chocolate bar.
Oh, my God.
And let me tell you what I found.
Let me tell you what I found on YouTube before you get away from it.
I found the Adam and Eve story and the science guy who posted,
what's guaranteed to happen with the moon on March 7th?
And I was like, oh, my God.
I called my friend back in the middle of the night,
left a message like 2 o'clock in the morning.
I'm like, I think I'm going to die if I don't have a heart attack
or the planet's going to get destroyed.
But maybe you shouldn't have given me all these mushrooms.
And I hung up on it.
That was it.
So I haven't done that shit.
The funny thing is when I first, first did mushrooms,
I would ask my friends, are you sure you can't die from this?
Are you sure you can't die?
I was like, I was never, like I had never done anything like that.
And I was just not used to it you know
yeah you got to be mentally stable you know what i mean the crazy times in my life i haven't been
in yeah the crazy you know mushrooms people oh geez so you're telling me i shouldn't have taken
these no now you tell me aj i'm convinced that mushrooms can cure like anything because the first time I did shrooms,
I had like sprained my ankle really bad. I think it was two days prior. So I was not healed at all.
I was on crutches and I took shrooms and I was walking around and my friend Bryce was like,
dude, stop walking. Like like you're gonna wake up
tomorrow you're gonna be so sore because you're walking on your ankle and I'm like no no I feel
good I feel good and I'm just like laughing and like you know like I couldn't feel anything so
then I I went back to the hotel and I I didn't even like I had to ice my ankle every night um
but I didn't even ice it because I was so fucking high on mushrooms.
I went to sleep.
I woke up.
And I shit you not, I could walk.
I was just like, okay, I'm healed now.
So, yeah, mushrooms is, I think it can heal things.
It definitely can heal.
That's for sure.
It also can scare the shit out of you.
It's pretty crazy.
No, I, the craziest time I ever had on mushrooms, well it wasn't the craziest time, but
my, uh, it was supposed to be like eight of us.
Hippy dippy style down in a basement.
And my brother and his best friend, they're like an hour late so we're
like fuck it take them and they show up with a bunch of people a bunch of drugs bunch of alcohol
and my brother takes a beer bong right away and pukes and so the entire night i thought he was
dying and i just followed him around the whole night.
You okay?
You okay?
And he's like, I didn't even take the freaking measure.
Like, leave me alone.
And I couldn't stop leaving alone.
Aw, you're such a, oh my god.
Tim, the more I get to know you, the more I just see you as like, you're like the dad.
You're like, I gotta make sure everybody's good.
I gotta make sure everybody's taken care of.
That's so wholesome.
Oh yeah.
No, he's definitely a serious person.
He's like a spiritual protector of some sort too.
He's, he's probably the most level-headed out of all the people on this whole entire app.
He's able to see through all the bullshit, call out what's what, and just able to see
things like that.
Such a Libra too.
A triple Libra, 11 life path.
Interesting.
Tim, were you the type of guy that would make sure everybody gets home safe?
Like if you were at like a party or something?
I was a little bit, I was on the wild side.
Don't get me wrong.
I was on the wild side.
But my friends would start fights and I had to finish him for him oh okay yeah so you're like the guy that oh
shit I guess I'll go take care of it buddy don't worry I got you that's funny
are we telling mushroom stories cuz I got a story about when I took 52 grams of
Hollandia truffles in Amsterdam, if anyone would like me to tell it.
Wait, you took what?
Yeah, give us the quick version of it, but tell us, but give it to us fast.
Yes, absolutely, a short version. Yes, 52 grams of Hollandia truffles, because they are about,
I forget what the exact equation is but they're less powerful
so I took 52 grams of Hollandia truffles and I went to the red light district with my girlfriend
and we walked around and of course we we looked at all the naked women that was excellent and then I
was standing looking at the neon sign of the elephant there's this elephant in amsterdam this neon sign of one of
these clubs where uh they have uh i won't go into it because it's a little obscene but they have a
show with a banana that is uh quite the thing to see anyway so i was staring at this sign and this
man approaches me and my girlfriend uh and he, he starts talking about how he traffics human beings in Palestine.
And my girlfriend, well, she said something that was really silly and also untrue because I'm an American.
She said, well, we're like the UN because we have a Palestinian, a Russian, and an Israeli.
And when she said I was an Israeli, he looked at me and he was not very happy.
And I just started saying, brother, brother, brother.
And this guy was a weird guy.
I love Palestinians. I love everyone.
It was just this guy, an individual, was weird.
And so I was staring at him and saying, brother, brother, brother.
And I was so terrified because I thought he was going to do something that I passed out.
And my spirit left my body.
I went up to the astral to protect myself.
And when I came back down, the guy had run off.
and when i came back down the guy had run off and uh all of these uh and this woman from uh one of
the brothels oh no not from one of the brothels but from one of the windows where the uh where
the ladies of the evening hang out she came out and she brought me a some water a bottle of poland
springs and i began to drink and that was wonderful. That was a great trip.
I like it.
Yeah, it was great, AJ.
I love hearing it, you crazy
motherfuckers. It's so awesome.
The best part of that, let me tell you something
about this app.
My favorite thing about this app is when somebody
leaves your space at 3 o'clock
and then they pop up at 5, then they leave, at six enoch does that a lot jumps back and forth
you don't see somebody for a little while and they pop back up not play a pops back up then all of a
sudden israel israel is the best at this just when you think he's like buried he's down and out you
don't see him for two hours you think he left left the space. That's it. Fucking pops up two in the morning.
Boom.
Like what?
It's like, it's awesome.
I don't know.
I just love that.
What do you guys think?
Rachel, what do you love about this?
I do believe we have to stop the Zionist terrorists.
No, let's hold off on that talk.
I don't want to get killed.
I know Zionists.
Sorry, my brother.
I'm ready to be killed first.
My beliefs.
Nah, nah.
But let them play their games.
They get trapped in those games.
Listen, power to me is a
drug. It's a very, very powerful
drug, and I look at these guys as drug addicts
and I feel bad for them. And if you
were a drug addict or ever addicted, you could
understand what they're going through. They go through the
power addiction. The power addiction
is the most potent drug in the history
of knowing humanity. It's just what it
is. Absolute power is so
intoxicating. And these guys are trapped
in their own systems. Their life is hell.
Look it. Elon Musk has all the money
in the world, but what's he doing? He's doing the same shit we're
doing. Fucking around with each other on X.
You know, and shit like that. So, it's a joke.
I want to answer you.
I want to answer you. My favorite part of this app is
finding the angels.
The angel voices.
You got to listen extremely closely.
The demons are easy to see.
It's easy to spot the demons.
They're obvious.
But you got to listen really closely for the angel voices.
And they do the big spaces.
Exactly.
Exactly.
They got a lot of followers.
Start there.
Or they're causing chaos. But it's the angel voices that you
gotta listen for because they're dropping the nuggets so the amount of money someone has is
directly proportionate to how unhappy they are so the top 10 richest people are the top 10 unhappiest
people i i don't i don't i i don't know about that. Maybe that could be a good action.
We're talking about Bill Gates, Elon Musk.
Yeah, no, you're absolutely right. These guys up top, they're not, they're never,
they never seem satisfied. They seem to be terrible, not in shape. They don't look good.
They look terrible. Yeah. I say that in my book. I say, you know, it's strange. You know,
you have billionaires walking this planet, but they're no happier than somebody living in an igloo in the North Pole.
And it's crazy.
It's a weird, weird world.
You know, you see a landscaper, you feel bad for them.
They're working 12 hours a day.
However, they're working.
They got like peace of mind.
They got money coming in.
They have a very simple life.
So it's, you know, you could have a simple life anyway.
Some people call these people NPCs and I could say, all right, perhaps, however, if you look at it from another point of view, these people
have such a mastery of their inner world that their outer world looks effortless,
making them look like an NPC, but they're actually having effortless inner world,
you know, and for the people who think they're awake and others are asleep,
like, um, being asleep is really being awake
because you're asleep because you know at some level
that everything's going to be right.
You don't have to care.
You don't have to be awake
because you know everything's perfect
and that you're just going to have
a physical reality experience,
you know, based on how you feel.
And that's what it's about.
That's how I see it.
That's beautiful.
A lot of people feel guilty
if they don't get involved in every crisis that's going on.
Yeah, I was like that.
I was like that.
So I know I had to hold myself back.
Like, am I being heart controlled?
Like, you know, that's what I call it, heart control.
You have to protect your mental health.
And if something's affecting you, you have that agency to protect yourself.
You have that agency to protect yourself.
And because if you have a family or if you have people that rely on you, you can't get like wacky over things.
Look what's going on in Los Angeles right now.
There is like a civil war essentially right as we speak going on in Los Angeles between ICE and protesters.
Los Angeles between ICE and protesters.
So it's like we could fall.
I mean, we could become enveloped in that story for 12 hours,
or we can continue having this conversation, which is much better for us.
Right.
So it's like you got to choose your battles, essentially.
Yo, and not.
And everyone should listen to the, the, uh, Alex, the Alex Finn, um, space that we did, because what Alex was saying was he was showing you exactly what to do. Go on to Claude, right? Mella? Like a lot of the information he was saying, you could, it's really practical. The Finn's information is very, very practical. It's how everybody could be creating businesses online using AI. And it's just practical for this,
this time, because right now financially, listen, you're on these apps. Anyway,
you're building these networks. Anyway, you might as well create something to bring to the networks.
You don't have to sell it, just create it and bring it. And we could all help each other,
support each other. You know, I've done business with a few of you on here, and I appreciate it.
Nas made me videos.
It's great.
How are you doing, Cassandra?
AJ before, and I want to give you some flowers because AJ is not just somebody who appears a certain way in spaces and acts like the guy who wants to be there for everyone.
This is a guy who is really the same person,
if not even more generous to people behind the scenes.
So shout out to AJ for just being a good person overall.
I've met very few people who want to lift others up the way AJ does.
So shout out to you, my dude.
Oh, man, you made my night, Tim.
You made my night.
Well, that wasn't me, but that was not player.
No, my name's Tim also.
Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry.
I wanted to kind of touch on the money thing.
I love you now.
There was something in there that made me think, um,
so like the richer you are, the more unhappy you are is what you're saying.
I just want to make sure I'm understanding that. Well, he said the richest guys, he said,
um, in the world, they seem to be the most unhappy. Bill Gates, you know, these guys are getting attacked left and right.
They live these weird lives, you know.
Yeah.
They're just not happy.
And they're no happier than somebody living in like an igloo, you know.
And what do you got to say about that? Yeah.
So, like, I think it might be something to do with how, like, money is its own system.
something to do with how like money is its own system and I don't think it's inherently like
good or bad right like it's just its own system and the way that it affects someone usually just
is like a mirror so like whatever they were struggling with before they had money,
they're still going to struggle with that, right?
Like it can relieve financial pressure.
It can relieve like unsafe living circumstances or like burnout,
like those things that a lot of people struggle with on a daily basis that aren't like financially in their position,
but it's not going
to fulfill the emotional needs that, um, I feel like those things are more valuable in a sense
than money, because if you don't have those things figured out, if you're not happy, um,
money, I don't think can actually just, change that. It can make you more comfortable
in your unhappiness, but you're still going to be unhappy. So, yeah, I think you're right. Like,
there's probably a lot of people in that position because I think the more money you have, like,
if you're one of the elites in the world and you have all the money that you could possibly dream
of, you live, breathe, eat, sleep money. Like, you just have it and you spend it and you have all the money that you could possibly dream of, you live, breathe, eat, sleep money.
Like, you just have it, and you spend it, and you make it. That's all you do.
When you think about it, their whole, like, everything in their life revolves around money as a system,
and doesn't place a whole lot of importance on their emotions, because those people have to.
Like, they can't be
emotional. When you're emotional with a lot of money, it becomes pretty dangerous. Those people
either end up, in my opinion, heading in the drugs direction. That's why you see a lot of people with
a lot of money. They just go and do a shit ton of drugs and then they, they don't, they don't look
good. They don't look like they're enjoying their lives lives to be honest um or you can go in the direction of like I don't know maybe maybe you
become like a philanthropist and you do something with your money that makes you feel good
right like that so that's what I mean by it it's not inherently good or bad so I don't think the
more money you have makes you more like there's some rich,
rich, rich people that I know that are amazing people and they're,
they seem happy. I don't know. I'm not them, but they seem pretty happy,
but they also tend to be the type of people that, um,
are just more like community driven and that's where they see opportunity.
well,
like if you're,
if you're,
if you're have,
if you have the condition bipolar or if you're depressed or you're,
you're dealing with trauma,
whether you're looking at a fancy Marvel countertop or,
or just a regular formica one,
that's not going to change that for you you know you know
so exactly what you're saying like there are things money can do to keep you so that you don't
have additional stress in your life right but then like like biggie said more money more problems
with more money and you were kind of saying that too like you know there's there's a lot of things other problems that can then pop up
so i think it's it's it's less about you know money and and and i think that there these people
a lot of these like aj says it's power and i think that's why they like us divided as much as possible
because the more we're divided it doesn't necessarily benefit them financially, but it benefits them from the stance that they have a firmer grip of their power than they would if we were super united.
Totally.
Yeah, I think the more divided people are, the more predictable they are.
they are and it's easier to control predictable people yeah that's why like our data is so
And it's easier to control predictable people.
valuable like isn't there i can't remember what it is and i don't like to just like spit numbers out
because i don't know them but pretty sure that like someone valued our data as like the data
that they're collecting on us all the time through our phones
and selling to companies. Apparently it's more valuable than like anything.
Oh yeah. That's right. It's extremely valuable. It could take our thoughts or take our,
this whole app is that it's your most innermost thoughts and how you connect with other people.
those thoughts and how you connect with other people, you know, and rock rock has been trained
on it. Exactly. Just taking your voice and you were giving them their voice. It's actually genius.
But I will say what money, when you get to higher levels of money, you can't believe how meticulous
they planned out the psychology of money. So whenever you get to a certain level, there's
always another comfort. There's always another level of people. So whenever you get to a certain level, there's always another comfort.
There's always another level of people. There's always a level of unsatisfactory that you go to the next level. And then there's more comfort that you want more sad. It's crazy. It's crazy
to psychology of money. Are you saying that once you get to a certain level, you always want more?
You always want that. Always want more. Even if
you scale back a little bit. Now look, the way I had to teach myself and stop myself from wanting
more and wanting more is to really try to take myself out of the 3d a little bit and, uh, and
just say, listen, if I don't need it, then I don't want it. And as soon as I did that, a lot more
abundance came. And I think, I think I was just like a lot more mature to handle abundance.
But I think that's it.
When your needs become what you want instead of the other way around,
you can master this matrix a little bit.
But it doesn't have to be big, big money because there's never a dollar amount
I've met in my life where I said, oh my God, I'm rich.
I have money.
It's not fucking like that.
Always looking over your shoulders.
More money, definitely more problems.
More risk you have to take.
Maybe the more property you have, the more people you have to deal with. If you run businesses,
you know, it's, it's not all cut and dry. So, so even the richest people don't be envious of them.
A lot of the times I see rich people and I'm like, Oh my God, I feel bad for them,
you know, because I know how trapped they are. But, uh, yeah, man, come up, grab a mic. We'll
keep this going for a little bit while my mushrooms kick in.
I'm so jealous. I want mushrooms.
Fuck.
Yes, they are.
It's actually feeling pretty good right now, too. I don't know what it is.
Hey, all right, buddy. I'm with you.
You got that with me. Let's go.
I'm feeling the smoothness, you know.
Yeah. Let's go How come no one told me that the game is on second overtime I can't fucking believe this game
I can't even watch it
I left my house.
I can't even watch this.
You gotta do that.
You do.
You always make.
I know.
Yo, I'm going to get.
I'm going to.
I know.
I know.
I'm going to get.
Do you know what kind of strain you took, AJ?
What happened?
Do you know what kind of strain you took?
No, I don't actually.
No, it was a little bit of a chocolate bar and a little bit of something else.
I know what kind they are.
Penis envy.
Is that what they're called?
Yeah, I got to get them from you, bro.
Can I give you my address?
Absolutely.
I'm going to give you my address, man.
I'm buying from you, bro.
Fuck that.
That's awesome.
You guys, this is our first space.
Hello.
I don't give a fuck.
That's what...
Why should we give a fuck about what the government says?
We're above them.
Yeah, I got lawyers and shit now.
And the game they play is not.
Fuck them, AJ.
Yeah, my lawyers, you'll say it's two different worlds.
There's no laws, as you think.
And when you get to certain levels, there's no laws at those levels.
It's crazy.
You wouldn't even believe it.
People wouldn't even believe the world they live in.
Well, there is another world for them.
It's actually interesting.
If you know how to play the games a little bit, you can play in their worlds.
And you see how easy their world is to navigate, whether it's through LLCs.
Because their money makes money.
Yes.
Taking advantage of dollar cost averaging and compound interest.
They never spend their money.
They just borrow against their assets.
And they pay the interest, but that's all they pay
and they hide behind charitable foundations yeah but again we got each other that's all we need
100 so maybe this is a better game this is a better game 100 you know that you you kind of like find a bunch of nobody
about a bunch of outcasts yeah that's what they say we are nobodies
it's it's only the nobodies that could really be anybody you could be anybody when you're a nobody
yeah that i i find that to be tomorrow aj yeah i know there's that to be power in that. We could change our identity tomorrow, AJ.
Yeah, I know.
There's a lot of power in that, to not being famous.
Now, I don't want to get this in Melody's head,
but I'm just saying there's a lot of power
in not being famous.
Poor Melody's going to be famous.
People are going to be chasing her all over the place.
It's actually called infamia.
So it's not fame.
It's called infamia, as the Romans called it,
that when you're famous you
belong to others and you no longer belong to yourself see i don't want people to chase me
around i really don't i would probably have panic attacks if that was the case but um
i don't know you know what the other countries I wonder if you could get big in like another country.
You go there and you stage an event like everybody's like,
oh, there she is.
You know what I'm saying?
Like I told you about Manhattan.
I'm going to do that in Manhattan with you.
I really want to go.
You could also do that in other countries.
I want to go to do a Europe tour at some point because, okay,
first of all, Europe is super cool to tour.
You can literally just like fly there get a van and you can stay in hotels or you could get those sleeper vans um probably
I don't know sleeper van maybe a couple days and then go to a hotel shower and shit like you gotta
you gotta do something but yeah Europe is just super cool to tour because you can
drive to the different countries so quickly. So you just like country hop while you're over there.
And the way that they treat music there, especially like singer songwriters like me,
um, I don't know, at least in like shows here and in the States that i've done it's just a different
it's just different crowds like they they are like dead silent it's insane i it's kind of like
intimidating at first because you're like oh my god like nobody's making a single sorry to
gaming um you're like nobody's making a single sound and you're like
uh like what the fuck because i'm at least here and places i've played in the states i'm like
used to having some you know like there's background noise like some people at the bar
talking or whatever at least that and then other crowds are even louder but yeah europe is
interesting and apparently they love singer
songwriters like they they actually go to the shows and like i'm i might be able to sell some
tickets over there so that'd be cool that's a goal of mine for probably next year yeah if you
are hated in the states you are loved in europe like burrows as the dog was talking about i mean
uh you know who was in this movie Drugstore Cowboy was loved by
Europeans, by the French. The French love American artists who rebel against this oppressive system.
You think about people like, you know, Henry Miller, who wrote The Tropicorn of Cancer
and was basically outcast in America because they said the book was
obscene because to talk about female anatomy is somehow obscene so you guys
don't worry about what the the the prudes in America think about you this is
really a puritanical country and we have to rebel against this kind of thing and
AJ is right true wealth is love
and I'm really high as you can tell
yeah I think it's gotten you guys your shrimps have kicked in yeah they kicked oh yeah oh something has kicked in yeah me too i know
i'm it's got us aj it's got us the app the app has us a little bit
any visuals happening not yet not yet but you know what i want to Rachel, Rachel, what do you like about this app?
Damn it.
Give me five seconds.
Five seconds is up. Oh, she ate your mushroom.
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, minutes. I'll be down in five minutes. Fucking eight hours go by. You're late to everything. Bar mitzvahs you're late to fucking weddings, everything.
Five minutes, five minutes.
Can you say
bar mitzvah again? Bar mitzvah.
That's awesome.
My mom is the worst.
Literally,
if you want her to be somewhere, you've got to tell her
it starts at four
and really it starts at 4.
And really, it starts at 5.
Because she's that late every time.
Now my wife's the worst of all time.
What kind of people are you?
What kind of people are you?
Are you guys show up early?
Show up right on time?
Show up 5 minutes late?
Or show up late?
I just wing it.
I show up right at the right time.
I'm never super late.
That's for sure.
But I'm either on time early or like right after on time.
Whatever time you're there is the right time.
Yo, guys, I love you, but I think I'm going to end this.
Is that all right?
Yep, go for it.
Thanks, AJ.
Thanks for hosting. Yeah, thank you, Mel you Mel B this is awesome I love you guys love you Rachel love you guys thank
you so much for come my man nah thank you for coming Ben appreciate you coming
man come back yeah nice win TK in the house. Always a pleasure, TK. James, I don't know you. Come on, James.
What do you got to say to us?
He just said that he's ending.
A thousand.
Let's give this a shot.
It's always a pleasure seeing you.
With the number seven.
He always does this.
He says he's ending the space.
He's like, bye guys.
And then he goes through the names.
And he finds someone.
AJ, wherever you lead, I'll follow.
Yeah.
Oh, we got Enoch back.
Let's go.
We're taking a longer.
We're taking a longer.
Oh, God.
I don't even know what's real anymore.
We're taking a longer.
We're taking a longer.
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty and all his angels.
Oh, man.
The universe has spoken.
What are you going to do when the big red blood moon comes up?
What are we going to do?
We're going to worship divine ecstasy, brother.
Ben, what do you like about this app?
Everybody has 30 seconds.
Oh, my God. What I love
about this app so much is that we're brought together with our brothers and sisters of light.
It's so beautiful. That is my favorite part. The people that are brought to us through this app.
It's wonderful. It's like a portal for God to send us his angels.
Wow. And you know what? All throughout life, not all throughout life,
but really when I started to like have these like ideas that there's more to this reality,
I started reading books and many of the books were the idea that the certain souls on this planet
are going to link up and form a grid and, and that grid is going to be an energetic grid.
And I was like, how is that even possible?
My life wasn't like that.
There was no spaces or anything. The idea
of getting together with groups
of people from other states and countries
was like, it's foreign to me.
But here we are.
15 years later.
Is Rachel
wait for a kick sale?
What up? later is um is rachel reaper kick sale what up rachel just left actually i mean how else would we meet all of these angels from all over the world it's divine
this app is divine it is a creation of our consciousness. As our consciousness becomes greater, we are able to manifest this.
Like I was told that our cell phones are not physical devices.
They are a manifestation of our consciousness.
Yes, I see that.
I do see it.
Yes, your operating system is not an operating system.
It is your consciousness.
Oh, you could go all night okay hold on i need to ask him a question what is the i think we've asked this question in this space before so but i don't think ben was here
um ben what is the difference between consciousness spirit and soul so i can definitely explain that okay so
consciousness is the living spirit i have to use this word spirit and in thunder wizardry we call
it indra life force energy if you could imagine like a small ball and these small balls of energy
of life force energy make up all of existence and all of it is conscious from a table to a nebula
it's all conscious and you can speak to these planets they are divine beings we are going to the ancestor lands we are going to
have infinite energy technology we are going to live in a world like you never imagined very very
soon we're going to manifest it together the maharishi effect when our consciousness becomes greater and we work as a family unit because the entire earth
is a divine being and when we work together to manifest Gaia's will we will see the world we want
I like that I think we're there I really do I feel like just linking up supporting each other
hear what everyone say Enoch what do you got to say i mean we we can manifest some fives dude
we manifested enough of them right jesus too many fives too many fives my friend
we manifested weakness for so long this deep state is a manifestation of our lower consciousness
enoch what's your favorite part about this uh i mean the fives dude come on you know we we have
to celebrate the fives they're trapped between the one and the four and the six and the nine.
So if we don't celebrate the fives and really help break them out of their two sets
and move them into the master numbers, I mean, what's the point?
Is that the meaning of life?
I mean, it's my current meaning.
I don't know about anybody else's.
We're all on our own path. We're all on our own path.
We're all on our own journey.
And my karmic debt has fives involved.
So I don't know about anybody else.
The greatest answer to what the meaning of life is,
and which I was told that I'll remember forever,
is the meaning of life is whatever you want it to be.
So we choose our meaning.
100% you choose. That's cool. Do we choose a hundred percent you choose that's cool do we choose before so some people
would say we choose our meaning before we even get here yes but do you think do you think that
we can change our choice 100 we can always change everything we have been given that power it's
called free will and we will always have the power to choose, and we chose before this life.
So people go, well, why would there be poverty? Why would there be homelessness? Why would there be starving children in Africa?
But maybe people don't think, like, maybe these starving children chose this to learn from that, because maybe they wanted to understand their parents.
So how could they ever understand their parents if they didn't suffer?
So my grandparents, they fought in the Polish uprising, you know,
and how could I ever understand that kind of suffering unless, wait a second,
what has been done to us?
They're never going to tell us.
But yes, they experimented on us.
They said it was an experiment.
They used these vaccines to poison us with bioweapons they are worse than dr mangala they are unimaginable they
are biomedical terrorists but we're strong that's the truth we're strong and we survived and we're
here love it man tina did you want to say something strong and we survived and we're here. Love it, man.
Tina, did you want to say something?
Yeah, I just got something.
Thank you for letting me up.
And I just had something pop up that I never had on my computer or my phone here.
that I never had on my computer or my phone here.
Something's a little confusing for me, so...
I just agree with everything people say up here.
What do I have for you?
Oh, I don't know. What would you like to know?
Well, if you disagree with everybody up here,
is there a reason?
That I agree with a lot.
Oh, she's cutting out for me.
Is that just me?
Yeah, I'm sorry.
You're going in and out a little bit.
Hello?
Hello?
Oh, shit. What's that? Oh, my God. Hello Hello Oh
My god
All the master
Yo guys I'm shutting down
Alright love you guys this time for real
Love you AJ
Love you guys
Oh my number
It's 1-2-3-4.
Guys, I see
1-2-3-4 every single night.
Yes, let's go.
Oh my god,
I'm reborn again.
Alright, later guys. Bye-bye.
